Jesse stood up and reached his hand to me. “Come here.”
I put my hand in his and let him pull me up. We stood on the street, our hands entwined.
“Remember that great day out at Shady Grove, how we threw rocks at the tree?” asked Jesse.
I nodded.
He dropped my hand, wound up, and pitched his bottle at the lamppost across the street. It shattered to a crisp. “That’s your momma and her boyfriend.”
I threw my bottle. It missed the lamppost and smashed against a building.
“What’s goin’ on down there?” someone yelled from above.
We laughed. Jesse gave me a wave and walked away. “See ya, Jo.”
I stood on the step, waiting for him to turn around. He didn’t.
A parked car flipped on its headlights down the street. It crept slowly past me, the windows so dark I couldn’t see the driver. Once it passed the shop, it sped up and drove away.
I chained and bolted the door.
FORTY-EIGHT
James and a man from Doubleday came to get the books. Patrick said he couldn’t bear to see them being carried out. I looked at the naked bookshelves. Shelves without books were lonely and just plain wrong.
James handed me a check and grabbed the last carton. “I thought Patrick would be here,” he said. “We’ve argued over the list for months.”
“I think it’s hard for him. And he’s busy preparing for his big trip.”
“Big trip?” said James, setting the box back on the counter. “Where’s he going?”
“Surely he told you. He’s going to the Keys, then to Havana, and then he’s planning to spend the rest of the year in Trinidad with his mother.”
James stared at me. “Josie, you’re joking, right?”
“No. He didn’t tell you?”
James’s eyes were round with shock. “No, he didn’t.” Suddenly he was angry. “I can’t believe he’s doing this to me.” He yanked the box off the counter and slammed out the door.
I watched James pace the sidewalk. He was clearly emotional. What did he think Patrick was doing to him? My fingers involuntarily made a sign on the counter. I looked at my hand and then out to James in the street. Patrick wasn’t in love with Kitty.
• • •
Cokie drove us to the bus station. It was raining. Patrick rattled off instructions about the house and shop. I practically had them memorized. Miss Paulsen would be checking on the house. A visiting professor from Loyola would begin a sublease next week. The piano man would come the week before Christmas to make sure the Bösendorfer was tuned and adjusted before Patrick came home. I had a list of names in the Florida Keys, the information for Hotel Nacional de Cuba, and the address in Trinidad.
“You have to keep me updated,” said Patrick. “I want to know everything that’s going on, especially when you hear from Smith.”
Cokie unloaded Patrick’s trunk at the station. He clapped Patrick on the back. “You take care, now. Next time you see Josie girl, she’ll be home for Christmas from college.” He beamed. “Now, I got to git. Got a pickup at the Roosevelt.”
We walked into the station, out of the rain. “You still haven’t told him?” Patrick asked as Cokie drove away.
“I don’t know how. I think he’s more excited than me. Speaking of telling, I was surprised you didn’t tell James about your trip. He seemed really upset when I told him you were leaving.” I eyed Patrick carefully. “Do you think he suspects your feelings . . . for Kitty?”
Patrick avoided my gaze. “Give him my address in Trinidad if you want.”
We looked at Patrick’s bus ticket. He had quite a few stops but just three transfers. One in Mobile, one in Jacksonville, and one in West Palm Beach. Men in suits and ties and women in pretty dresses lined up in the bus station with their suitcases, all departing for some exciting destination. Patrick’s blond hair was combed neatly to the side. He looked glamorous in his tan suit and baby blue oxford.
“Thirty-two hours of luxury, and you’ll be out of this rain and on the beach,” I told him. “I’m jealous.”
“Yeah, these buses are so nice. I wish you were coming. Thank you, for everything, Jo. You’ve done so much for Charlie, the shop, and me.”
Patrick’s bus for Mobile was announced.
“I know I’ve let you down,” he said quickly. “You’re the last person I ever wanted to hurt, I swear it.” Light reflected off moisture in his eyes.
A lump bobbed in my throat.
“You’re so important to me,” he whispered. “Please believe me.”
“Let’s make sure your trunk is on,” I said quickly, fighting back the tears.
We walked toward the Greyhound silverside with an illuminated placard that read MOBILE above the windshield. We stood together under the umbrella and watched as his trunk was loaded into the bay of the coach.
I looked at Patrick. “Candace Kinkaid or Agatha Christie?”
He laughed. “Definitely Candace Kinkaid. Way more fun. F. Scott Fitzgerald or Truman Capote?” he asked.
The last call rang out for Mobile.
“Oh, please. Fitzgerald. Of course Fitzgerald. Get on your bus.”
Patrick handed me the umbrella. He wrapped his arms around me and planted a kiss straight on my lips, hard and long. It felt like I was watching the kiss instead of being inside of it. He ran out from underneath the umbrella to the interior shelter of the bus steps. “See you at Christmas!” he called.
I watched as he made his way down the aisle to a window seat near the waistline of the bus.
The doors hissed, then folded closed. Water rolled down the top of the bus, falling in streams over Patrick’s window. He smiled and put his finger on the glass, signaling biography.
I signaled back. Poetry.
The bus rolled, taking Patrick Marlowe, and his secret, with it. I stood and watched it drive away. I thought of the line from Keats and my discussion with Mr. Hearne.
I love you the more in that I believe you have liked me for my own sake and for nothing else.
The rain plunked atop my black umbrella.
FORTY-NINE
I swept the tile floor between the shelves. Moving the books had unlocked bits of fossilized dust. Patrick had only been gone a few days, but the shop was strangely still and lifeless. I made a note to bring the radio from Patrick’s house. It would keep me company.
The bell above the door jingled.
“Well, hello there. I was in the neighborhood and thought I’d pop in to see what’s news,” said John Lockwell.
I leaned on the broom. “You seem to be in the neighborhood a lot these days.”
“Yes, did I tell you I have a place over on St. Peter?”
“Several times.”
He looked around the shop. “Are you closing?”
“It’s temporary. We’ll reopen after Christmas. The owner passed away, and Patrick is visiting his mother in the West Indies.”
“How bohemian of him. But then literary folk always are. Great for parties, always good to have a few eccentrics on hand to entertain the stuffy Uptown crowd. So, you’ll be needing a job, then. Sure you won’t reconsider? Some nice dresses, and you’d be a little clothes pony in the office. You’d have your own desk, typewriter, and of course cocktail privileges with the boss after hours.”
“I’m fine for now, but I’ll certainly keep it in mind.”
“You do that. I thought I couldn’t wait to get rid of you, but there’s something about you, Josephine.” He gave me a moist smile. “Well, I better shove. I’ve got an engagement.”
Lockwell walked out, passing a tall man in a dark coat entering the shop. He dwarfed Lockwell, who turned around and looked up at him before walking off.
“I’m sorry, sir, we’re closed. Death in the fa
mily. We’ll reopen in a few months. Doubleday has acquired most of our books. They’re on the six hundred block of Canal.”
The man said nothing. He stood motionless in the doorway, hands in the pockets of his long black coat. His frame was enormous, at least six three, with shoulders so broad they could carry a family of four. His hat cocked slightly, and his left eye, damaged in some way, floated in toward the bridge of his flattened nose.
I moved forward with the broom. “We’re—”
“Where’s your mother?” he said.
“I’m sorry, do I know you?” I eyed his hands, which remained in his pockets.
“Where’s your mother?” he repeated, slow and loud. His tone frightened me.
“In California,” I said.
“Yeah, see, that’s a problem. Your mother owes the boss money.”
“I wasn’t aware—”
“Her boyfriend borrowed it to buy her alibi, get them out of a murder rap. He said he’d pay the boss back, but then skipped town. The boss has a Los Angeles crew looking for them, but they’re ghosts. The boss wants his money, it’s already overdue, so now the marker falls to the family—boyfriend has no family, so it falls to you. That’s called inheritance. The boss paid four thousand for the dame’s rap. With juice, you owe five thousand. I’m here to collect.”
The more he talked, the more his left eye floated. I stood there, clutching the broomstick. “There must be some mistake.”
“Why people always gotta say there’s a mistake? There’s no mistake. Your mother was pegged for murder, she got off—pay up.”
“I never made an agreement with your boss.”
“You didn’t have to. You owe, and you’ll pay. We’ve been watching you and your fruitcake friends. Saw the teary good-bye at the Greyhound station, suckin’ sodas with the motorcycle kid, palling around with the caramel-colored driver. Willie Woodley knows the boss. They’re cordial, but she don’t do no business with him. This debt’s yours, see? You don’t go to none of them. You flap your gums to them, we take ’em out. I personally would love to clip the old driver today, but since this is my first call, and I’m in a good mood, I’ll give you seven days—that’s called a courtesy. You get the money however you need to, but you don’t tell no one who you owe. You only talk to me, Tangle Eye Lou. You can find me at Mosca’s on Highway 90.”
He turned and walked out onto the sidewalk. A black car pulled up. He got in the back. The door closed, and the car drove off.
I dropped the broom and grabbed the chains. I locked and bolted the door, my hands trembling. I turned off the lights and ran to my room. I dragged my desk in front of the door and sat huddled on my bed against the cold plaster wall, clutching the baseball bat.
I stayed that way all afternoon, into the evening, and all through the night. I didn’t sleep and wasn’t tired. Carlos Marcello said I owed him. Tangle Eye’s words about Cokie terrified me. Not Cokie.
I waited until the sun rose. I sharpened the bookbinding knife and put it in my pocket. I crept out of the shop, chained and bolted the doors on the outside, and ran down the street.
I looked at the house. I couldn’t remember which window it was, but wagered it was the one with the crankshaft on the sill. I whistled. Nothing. I found a pebble and tossed it at the window. Still nothing. I found a slightly larger stone and tossed it up. The stone catapulted through the window and the sound of breaking glass echoed across the slumbering street.
Jesse’s torso appeared in the window. I waved him down.
He came out the front door, barefoot and shirtless, buttoning the fly of his jeans. He raked his sleepy hair with his fingers and squinted at me. “What gives?”
“I need your help,” I whispered.
He walked down the stairs and met me on the sidewalk. “Jo, you’re shaking.”
“Please understand, I can’t tell you everything.” My voice quivered. “It’s my mother. I need the shop boarded or shuttered, and it has to happen this morning. Can you do that for me?” I handed some crumpled bills in his direction.
He took my hand. “Sit down.”
“I don’t have time.”
Jesse’s grandmother appeared in the doorway.
“Go back to sleep, Granny. Everything’s fine,” said Jesse.
The old woman called out at us. “There’s murder all around her. I can see it. Girl, you have to get the murderer to confess, to free the dead man’s spirit. Put a saucer of salt on the murderer’s chest while they sleep. They’ll confess.”
I started to cry. Jesse ran up the steps and shooed his grandmother back into the house. I turned and walked away.
“Jo, wait,” said Jesse.
“I have to go to Willie’s,” I called over my shoulder. “Please help with the shop. I’m sorry about your window.” I started to run.
The sun was up when I arrived at Willie’s. I let myself in through the side door and proceeded to eat anything I could find in the kitchen. I hadn’t had food or drink since Tangle Eye left the shop. The milk sloshed against the sides of the trembling glass as I raised it to my lips. I had spent all night considering the options. No one escaped a debt to Carlos Marcello, not alive anyway. Five thousand dollars was an enormous sum of money, over two years’ tuition to Smith. I could raise some of it myself, but not all of it. There was no other way.
I’d have to take it from Willie and then find a way to return it. I couldn’t tell her, not after Tangle Eye’s threat.
Sadie knew something was wrong the moment she saw me. I told her I couldn’t sleep. She kept feeling my forehead and the sides of my neck. She made me open my mouth so she could look at my tongue and throat. She brewed hot tea with lemon and fried up some eggs and thick bacon for me.
“I smell pig,” said Willie as I brought the coffee into her room. “Who’s Sadie cooking for?”
“It was for me. I drank too much soda yesterday and had a bad stomach all night.”
Willie eyed me. “Soda, huh? Yeah, right. Give me the papers.” Willie read through one of the front-page stories in the newspaper. “They’re crackin’ down, Jo. Says here they’re hiring more cops and plan to drag the Quarter.” She threw the paper across the bed. “I’m too old for raids. Used to love ’em, all the dodge and ditch was a turn-on, but I don’t have the energy for it anymore. I haven’t had to use the buzzer for years.”
“What will you do?”
Willie thought for a moment. “I’ll keep two drivers on-site every night. Sadie will sit at the window and throw the buzzer if she sees the cops. Everyone will run through the courtyard and climb through the flap door into the waiting cars. I may send a car to the bookshop—you said it’s closed up, right?”
“Yes.” I chose my words carefully. “I’ve asked Jesse to put boards or shutters up on the windows. I don’t want people to see it empty.”
“That’s a good idea. Move the bookshelves. I’ll have Elmo deliver some furniture so there’s a place to sit.”
“Willie, have you heard from Mother?”
“No, and we don’t want to. I hope she’s settled her scores here in town and won’t come back. I don’t need the trouble, and neither do you. I know you feel some sort of connection with her, but trust me on this, she will bring you down, Jo. She’ll bring us all down.”
She already has, I wanted to tell Willie.
“If I were you, I would think about changing my last name. You’re eighteen. You can do it. Cut the cord.”
Willie banded a stack of bills and handed them to me. “Put these in the safe.”
She continued to talk about the crackdown. I stared at the stacks of cash in the safe. If I could nick two one-hundred-dollar bills, go to the bank, change them for a stack of one-dollar bills, I could fill the packs with ones. Maybe she wouldn’t notice. I tried to quickly calculate how it would add up. Perspir
ation beaded at my hairline.
“What the hell are you doing in there?” demanded Willie.
What was I doing? Decisions, whispered the voice of Forrest Hearne, they shape our destiny.
Yes, Forrest Hearne’s decisions had led to his destiny. Death.
FIFTY
“Mr. Lockwell, please,” I whispered into the receiver. “This is Josephine Moraine.”
I waited for several minutes. The line finally clicked. “You got your letter,” said the woolly voice on the other end of the line. “You want to go celebrate?”
“Actually, I haven’t received word yet. I’m calling regarding—” I paused. Could I really do this? “Regarding employment.”
Lockwell was silent. I heard nothing but the wet sucking of his cigar. “Ah, reconsidered, have you?”
“I’m thinking about it. I’d like to know a bit more about the position.”
“Meet me at noon at my place on St. Peter.” He rattled off the address. “I look forward to discussing . . . the position.” He chuckled and hung up.
When I left the shop for Lockwell’s, Jesse was installing shutters on the windows and doors.
“They’re castoffs from a building over on Chartres. The one for the door even has a mail slot. The fit won’t be perfect, but they’ll work for privacy.” Jesse looked at me and smiled.
I stared at the sidewalk.
“That’s what this is about, right? If it’s not, tell me.”
I looked at Jesse.
“Damn it, Jo. Say something.”
I wanted to tell him everything. But I couldn’t. I couldn’t drag Jesse, Cokie, or Willie into this. So I just stood there.
Jesse dropped his hammer in frustration. “You know what? I’m tired of this. You come banging on my door or breakin’ my window whenever you need something, and I jump when you say jump. But I ask a question or come by to see you, and you leave me standing out here on the street. I got school, cars to fix, and I dropped everything to do this today. I’m not some puppy. You complain about your mom being a user, but you’re lookin’ like one yourself these days.”