She didn’t say another word until we got to the gatehouse at Quantico.
21
It was dark and I couldn’t see the grounds well as we drove in. The FBI Academy and the research center were located in the heart of a U.S. Marine base. It consisted of three sprawling brick buildings connected by glassed walkways and atriums. Agent Walling pulled into a lot marked for FBI agents only and parked.
She continued her silence as we got out. It was getting to me. I did not want her unhappy with me or thinking of me as self-serving.
“Look, my main priority is obviously to get this guy,” I tried. “Let me just use a phone. I’ll call my source and my editor and we’ll work something out. Okay?”
“Sure,” she said grudgingly.
One word and I was happy just to have finally leveraged something out of her. We went into the center building and took a series of hallways to a set of stairs which we took down to the National Center for the Analysis of Violent Crime. It was the basement. She led me past a reception area into a large room that didn’t look much different from a newsroom. There were two rows of desks and work spaces with sound partitions between them and a row of private offices running down the right side. She stepped back and pointed me into one of the private offices. I assumed it was hers, though it was austere and impersonal. The only photo I saw anywhere was the one of the president on the rear wall.
“Why don’t you sit there and use the phone,” she said. “I’m going to find out where Bob is and see what’s been going on. And don’t worry, the phone’s not tapped.”
As I noted the sarcasm in her voice I saw her eyes scan the desk, making sure I would not be left alone with any important documents lying about. Satisfied there was nothing, she left. I sat behind the desk and opened my notebook to the numbers Dan Bledsoe had given me. I got him at home.
“It’s Jack McEvoy. From today.”
“Right, yeah.”
“Listen, I got picked up by the FBI after I got back into D.C. They’re doing a major deal on this guy and they’ve connected up five cases. But they don’t have McCafferty yet because of no note. I can give it to them and they’ll go from there. But I wanted to check with you first about it. They’ll probably come talk to you if I tell them. They’ll probably come even if I don’t.”
While he thought about this my eyes scanned the desk as Walling had done. It was very clean, taken up mostly by a monthly calendar that also served as a blotter. I noted that she has just come back from a vacation, the date blocks for the prior week having “vac” written in each one. There were abbreviated notations in the blocks for other dates of the month but they were indecipherable to me.
“Give it to ’em,” Bledsoe said.
“You sure?”
“Sure. If the bureau comes out and says Johnny Mac was murdered, then his wife gets the bread. That’s all I wanted in the first place, so tell ’em. They’re not going to do anything to me. They can’t. What’s done is done. I already heard from a friend that they were up here going through records today.”
“Okay, man, thanks.”
“You going to get a piece of it?”
“I don’t know. I’m working on it.”
“It’s your case. Hang in there. But don’t trust the G, Jack. They’ll use you and what you got and then leave you on the sidewalk like dog shit.”
I thanked him for the advice and as I hung up a man in the standard-issue gray FBI suit walked by the open door of the office, noticed me behind the desk and stopped. He stepped in, a curious look on his face.
“Excuse me, what are you doing here?”
“Waiting for Agent Walling.”
He was a large man with a sharp and ruddy face and short, black hair.
“And you are?”
“My name is Jack McEvoy. She—”
“Just don’t sit behind the desk.”
He made a twirling motion with his hand, indicating I should come around to the front of the desk and take one of the chairs there. Rather than argue the point I followed his instructions. He thanked me and left the office. The episode served as a reminder to me of why I never liked dealing with FBI agents. In general, they all carried anal-retentive genes. More than most.
After I was sure he was gone I reached across the desk to Walling’s phone and punched in Greg Glenn’s direct number. It was shortly after five in Denver and I knew he would be busy supervising deadline, but I had no choice of when I could call.
“Jack, can you call back?”
“No. I’ve got to talk to you.”
“Okay, hurry. We had another clinic shooting and we’re bending deadline.”
I quickly brought him up to date on what I had and what had happened with the FBI. He seemed to forget all about the clinic shooting and the deadline, repeatedly saying that what I had was fantastic and was going to be a fantastic story. I left out the part about Warren losing his job and Walling’s attempt to scam me. I told him where I was and what I wanted to do. He approved it.
“We’re probably going to need the whole news hole for this clinic stuff anyway,” he said. “At least the next couple of days. It’s going crazy here. I could use you on rewrite.”
“Sorry.”
“Yeah. Well, you go ahead and play it out and see what you get, then let me know. This is going to be great, Jack.”
“I hope so.”
Glenn started talking about the possibilities again in terms of journalism awards and kicking the competition’s ass, breaking a national story. While I listened, Walling stepped into the office with a man I assumed was Bob Backus. He also wore a gray suit but had the air of the man in charge. He looked like he was in his mid- to late thirties and was still in good shape. He had a pleasant look on his face, short-cropped brown hair and piercing blue eyes. I held one finger up to signal I was almost done. I cut in on Glenn.
“Greg, I gotta go.”
“Okay, well let me know. And one thing, Jack.”
“What?”
“Get me some art.”
“Right.”
As I hung up, I thought that might be a little too hopeful on his part. Getting a photographer in on this would be a long shot. I had to worry about getting myself in first.
“Jack, this is Bob Backus, assistant special agent in charge. He leads my team. Bob, Jack McEvoy of the Rocky Mountain News.”
We shook hands and Backus had a vise for a grip. That was as standard FBI macho as the suit. As he spoke he reached down absentmindedly to the desk and straightened the calendar.
“Always glad to meet one of our friends in the Fourth Estate. Especially one that doesn’t come from inside the beltway.”
I just nodded. It was bullshit and everybody there knew it.
“Jack, why don’t we go over to the Boardroom and get a cup of coffee,” Backus said. “It’s been a long day. I’ll show you around a little on the way.”
As we went upstairs Backus said nothing of consequence other than to express condolences about my brother. After the three of us were seated with our coffee at one of the tables in the cafeteria called the Boardroom, he got down to business.
“Jack, we are off the record,” Backus said. “Everything that you see or hear while in Quantico is off the record. Are we clear on that?”
“Yes. For the time being.”
“Okay. If you want to talk about changing the agreement, talk to me or Rachel and we’ll hash it out. Would you be willing to sign an agreement to that effect?”
“Sure. But I’m going to be the one who writes it.”
Backus nodded as if I had scored a point in a debate final.
“Fair enough.” He moved his coffee cup to the side, brushed some unseen impurity off his palms and leaned across the table toward me. “Jack, we’ve got a status meeting in fifteen minutes. As I am sure Rachel has told you, we are going full speed. We’d be criminally negligent, in my opinion, if we proceeded with this investigation in any other way. I’ve got my entire team on it, eight other B
SS agents on loan, two techs assigned full-time and six field offices involved. I can’t remember when we’ve had that kind of commitment to an investigation before.”
“I’m glad to hear that . . . Bob.”
He didn’t seem to flinch at my use of his first name. It had been a small test. He was seemingly treating me as an equal, calling me by my first name often. I decided to see what would happen if I did the same. So far, so good.
“You have done some very fine work,” Backus continued. “What you have done has given us a solid blueprint. It’s a start and I want to tell you we’re already more than twenty-four solid hours into it.”
Behind Backus I saw the agent who had spoken to me in Walling’s office sit down at another table with a cup of coffee and a sandwich. He watched us as he began to eat.
“We are talking about a tremendous amount of resources being committed to the investigation,” Backus said. “But right now our number one priority is one of containment.”
It was going exactly the way I had expected and I had to struggle to keep a look on my face that did not give away that I knew I held sway over the FBI and the investigation. I had leverage. I was an insider.
“You don’t want me to write about it,” I said quietly.
“Yes, that’s exactly right. Not yet, at least. We know that you have enough, even without what you’ve learned from us, to write a hell of a story. It’s an explosive story, Jack. If you write about it out there in Denver it is going to attract attention. Overnight it will be on the network and in every newspaper. Then “Hard Copy” and the rest of the TV tabloids. Anybody who doesn’t have his head in the sand is going to know about it. And, Jack, plain and simple, we can’t have that. Once the offender knows we know about him, he could disappear. If he is smart, and we already know he is damn smart, he will disappear. We’ll never get him then. You don’t want that. We’re talking about the person who killed your brother. You don’t want that, do you?”
I nodded that I understood the dilemma and was silent a moment as I composed my reply. I looked from Backus to Walling and then back to Backus.
“My paper has already invested a lot of time and money,” I said. “I’ve got the story down cold. Just so you understand, I could write a story tonight that says authorities are conducting a nationwide investigation into the likelihood that a serial killer of cops has been operating for as long as three years without detection.”
“As I said, you’ve done very good work and nobody’s arguing what kind of story this is.”
“So then what are you proposing? I just kill it and walk away, wait for you to hold a press conference one day when, and if, you get this guy?”
Backus cleared his throat and leaned back. I glanced over at Walling but her face showed nothing.
“I won’t sugarcoat it,” Backus said. “But, yes, I want you to sit on the story for a little while.”
“Until when? What’s ‘a little while’?”
Backus looked around the cafeteria as if he had never been there. He answered without looking at me.
“Until we get this person.”
I whistled low.
“And what would I get for sitting on the story? What would the Rocky Mountain News get?”
“First and foremost, you’d be helping us catch your brother’s killer. If that is not enough for you, I’m sure we could work out some sort of exclusivity agreement on the arrest of the suspect.”
No one spoke for a long moment because it was clear the ball was in my court. I weighed my words carefully before finally leaning forward across the table and speaking.
“Well, Bob, as I think you know, this is one of those rare occasions when you guys don’t hold all the cards and can’t call all of the shots. This is my investigation, you see? I started it and I’m not just going to drop out. I’m not going to go back to Denver and sit behind my desk and wait for the phone to ring. I’m in and if you don’t keep me in, then I go back to write the story. It will be in the paper Sunday morning. It’s our best circulation day.”
“You’d do that to your own brother?” Walling said, the words tight with anger. “Don’t you give a shit?”
“Rachel, please,” Backus said. “It’s a good point. What we—”
“I give a shit,” I said. “I was the only one who did. So don’t try to lay any guilt on me. My brother stays dead whether you find this guy or not and whether I write the story or not.”
“Okay, Jack, we’re not questioning your motives here,” Backus said, his hands raised in a calming gesture. “We seem to have gotten into an adversarial stance and I don’t want that. Why don’t you clearly tell me what you want. I’m sure we are going to work this out right here. Before the coffee even gets cold.”
“It’s simple,” I said quickly. “Put me on the investigation. Complete access as an observer. I won’t write a word until we either get the son of a bitch or give up.”
“That’s blackmail,” Walling said.
“No, it’s the agreement I’m offering to make,” I responded. “It’s actually a concession because I have the story now. Having to sit on it is against my instincts and against what I do.”
I looked at Backus. Walling was angry but I knew it didn’t matter. Backus would make the call.
“I don’t think we can do that, Jack,” he finally said. “It’s against bureau regulations to bring somebody in like that. It could be dangerous to you as well.”
“I don’t care about that. Any of it. That’s the deal. Take it or leave it. Call whoever you’ve got to call. But that’s the deal.”
Backus pulled his cup in front of him and looked down into the still steaming blackness. He hadn’t even sipped it.
“This proposal is well above my level of authority,” he said. “I’ll have to get back to you.”
“When?”
“I’ll make the call right now.”
“What about the status conference?”
“They can’t start without me. Why don’t both of you wait here. This shouldn’t take long.”
Backus stood up and carefully slid his chair into the table.
“Just so we’re clear,” I said before he turned away, “if allowed into this as an observer, with two exceptions I will not write about the case until we have an arrest or you determine it is fruitless and focus your primary efforts on other cases.”
“What are the exceptions?” Backus asked.
“One is if you ask me to write about it. There may come a time that you’ll want to flush this guy out with a story. I’ll write it then. The other exception is if the story leaks. If this shows up in any other paper or on TV, all bets are off. Immediately. If I even get wind that somebody else is about to break it, I’ll break it myself first. This is my goddamn story.”
Backus looked at me and nodded.
“I won’t be long.”
After he left, Walling looked at me and quietly said, “If that had been me, I would have called your bluff.”
“That was no bluff,” I said. “That was for real.”
“If that’s true, that you’d trade catching the guy who killed your brother for a story, then that makes me feel very sad for you. I’m going to get more coffee.”
She got up then and left me. As I watched her walk back to the concession counter my mind wandered over what she had said and then came to rest on the lines by Poe that I had read the night before and that would not leave my memory.
I dwelt alone
In a world of moan
And my soul was a stagnant tide
22
When I entered the conference room with Backus and Walling, there were few seats in the room without agents in them. The status meeting was set up with agents sitting around the long table and then an outside layer of sitters on chairs lining the walls. Backus pointed to a chair on the outer rim and signaled me to sit. He and Walling then went to the two remaining slots at the center of the table. The chairs had apparently been exclusively reserved for them. I fe
lt a lot of eyes on me as the stranger but I reached down to the floor and fiddled with my computer satchel, acting like I was looking for something so I did not have to meet any of their stares.
Backus had taken the deal. Or rather, whoever he had called had taken the deal. I was along for the ride, with Agent Walling assigned to baby-sit—as she called it. I had written out and signed an agreement stating that I would not write about the investigation until its fruition or disbanding, or in the event of the occurrence of either of the exceptions I had mentioned earlier. I had asked Backus about a photographer joining me and he said that wasn’t part of the deal. But he did agree to consider specific requests for photography. It was the best I could do for Glenn.
After Backus and Walling were settled in their seats and interest in me lagged, I looked about. There were a dozen other men and three women in the room, including Walling. Most of the men were in shirtsleeves and appeared to have been at whatever they were doing for a while. There were a lot of Styrofoam cups, a lot of paperwork on laps and on the table. A woman was making her way around the room handing out a sheaf of papers to each agent. I noticed one of the agents was the sharp-faced man I had encountered in Walling’s office and then had seen again in the cafeteria. When Walling had gone to refill her coffee cup, I had seen him get up from his meal and go to the food counters to talk to her. I couldn’t hear what was said but I could tell she had dismissed him and he didn’t seem too happy about it.
“Okay, people,” Backus said. “Let’s get this going if we can. It’s been a long day and they’re probably only going to get longer from here.”
The murmur of conversation abruptly halted. As smoothly as possible I reached down to my computer bag and slid out a notebook. I opened it to a fresh page and got ready to take notes.
“First of all, a short announcement,” Backus said. “The new man you see seated against the wall is Jack McEvoy. He is a reporter from the Rocky Mountain News and he plans to be with us until this is over. It is his fine work that resulted in this task force being formed. He discovered our Poet. He has agreed not to write about our investigation until we have the offender in custody. I want all of you to extend him every courtesy. He has the special agent in charge’s blessing to be here.”