“You don’t believe you made these?”
“What?”
“I said you don’t believe you made these?”
“That’s right.”
“Was there anyone else in the room with you?”
That was the point, wasn’t it, I thought but didn’t say.
“Uh, no,” I said, and then quickly added, “Can you just double-check those for me and if there is nothing wrong with your machines, I’ll be glad to pay. Thank you.”
I hung up and looked at the times I had written in my notebook. They fit. Rachel had stayed in my room until almost midnight. The next morning she told me she had bumped into Thorson while in the hall after leaving. Maybe she had lied to me. Maybe she had done more than bump into him. Maybe she had gone to his room.
With Thorson dead, there was only one way of pursuing this theory outside of going to Rachel, which I couldn’t do yet. I picked up the phone up once again and called the FBI office in the federal building. The operator, under strict orders to screen calls to Backus, especially from the media, was not going to put me through until I told her I was the one who had killed the Poet and that I had an urgent need to speak to the special agent. Finally, I was put through and Backus picked up.
“Jack, what’s the problem?”
“Bob, listen to me, I’m very serious. Are you alone?”
“Jack, what—”
“Just answer the question! Look, I’m sorry, I didn’t mean to yell. I’ve just got—Look, just tell me, are you alone?”
There was a hesitation and his voice was skeptical when it returned.
“Yes. Now what’s this about?”
“We’ve talked about the trust in our relationship. I’ve trusted you and you’ve trusted me. I want you to trust me again, Bob, for the next few minutes and just answer my questions without asking me any questions. I will explain it all after. Okay?”
“Jack, I’m very busy here. I don’t under—”
“Five minutes, Bob. That’s all. It’s important.”
“What’s your question?”
“What happened to Thorson’s things? His clothes and things from his hotel. Who got it after he . . . died?”
“I gathered it all together last night. I don’t see what this has to do with anything. His property is nobody’s business.”
“Indulge me, Bob. This isn’t for a story. It’s for me. And for you. I have two questions. First, did you find the hotel receipts, the bills, from Phoenix with his stuff?”
“From Phoenix? No, they weren’t there and they weren’t supposed to be. We checked out on the fly, never went back. I’m sure the bill is being sent to my office in Quantico. What is on your mind, Jack?”
The first piece clicked into place. If Thorson didn’t have the bills, he likely wasn’t the one who had taken them from my room. I thought about Rachel again. I couldn’t help it. The first night in Hollywood, after we had made love, she got up and took the first shower. Then it was my turn. I envisioned her taking the room key from the pocket of my pants, going downstairs and slipping into my room to conduct a quick search of my things. Maybe she was just looking around. Maybe she knew somehow that I had the hotel bills. Maybe she had called the hotel in Phoenix and had been told.
“Next question,” I said to Backus, ignoring his own question. “Did you find any condoms with Thorson’s things?”
“Look, I don’t know what kind of morbid fascination you have with this but I’m not going to go on with it. I’m hanging up now, Jack, and I don’t want you—”
“Wait a minute! What morbid fascination? I’m trying to figure out something you people have missed! Did you talk to Clearmountain today about the computer? About the PTL Network?”
“Yes, I’ve been fully briefed. What’s it got to do with a box of condoms?”
I noticed he had inadvertently answered my question about condoms. I had not said anything about a box.
“Did you know that a call was placed to the PTL Network from Thorson’s room in Phoenix on Sunday morning?”
“That’s preposterous. And how the hell would you know something like that?”
“Because when I checked out of that hotel, the clerk thought I was an FBI agent. Remember? Just like that reporter at the funeral home. He gave me the hotel bills to take to you people out here. He thought it would save the time of mailing them.”
There was a long silence after this confession.
“Are you saying you stole the hotel bills?”
“I’m saying what I just said. They were given to me. And on Thorson’s bill there were calls to both Michael Warren and the PTL. And that’s funny, since you people supposedly didn’t know about the PTL until today.”
“I’m sending someone over to pick up those bills.”
“Don’t bother. I don’t have them. They were stolen from my room in Hollywood. You’ve got a fox in the henhouse, Bob.”
“What are you talking about?”
“Tell me about the box of condoms you found in Thorson’s things and I’ll tell you what I’m talking about.”
I heard him exhale in a tired, I-give-up fashion.
“There was a box of condoms, okay? It wasn’t even opened. Now, what’s it mean?”
“Where is it now?”
“It’s in a sealed cardboard box with the rest of his things. It goes back to Virginia with his body tomorrow morning.”
“Where’s this sealed box?”
“Right here with me.”
“I need you to open it, Bob. Look at the condoms, see if there is a price tag or anything that shows where he got them.”
As I listened to the sounds of him tearing cardboard and tape my mind served up my memory of the sight of Thorson coming down the hall with something in his hand.
“I can tell you right now,” Backus said as he was opening the property box, “they were in a bag from a drugstore.”
I felt my heart leap and next I heard the crinkling sound of a bag opening.
“Okay, I’ve got it,” Backus said in a voice showing his strained patience. “Scottsdale drugs. Open twenty-four hours. Box of twelve condoms, nine ninety-five. You want to know the brand, too, Jack?”
I ignored his sarcasm but his question gave me an idea for later.
“There’s a receipt?”
“I just read it to you.”
“What about the date and time of purchase, that on there? Most of these computer registers put it on there.”
Silence. So long I wanted to scream.
“Sunday morning, twelve fifty-four.”
I closed my eyes. While Thorson was buying a box of condoms, of which he wouldn’t even use one, someone was in his room making phone calls.
“Okay, Jack, what’s it mean?” Backus asked.
“It means everything is a lie.”
I opened my eyes and pulled the phone from my ear. I looked at it like it was some alien thing attached to my hand and slowly dropped it back into its cradle.
Bledsoe was still in his office and answered on the first ring.
“Dan, it’s Jack again.”
“Jack Mac, what’s up?”
“You know that beer you said you owed me? I thought of something else you can do for me instead.”
“You got it.”
I told him what I needed him to do and he didn’t hesitate, even when I told him I needed it done now. He said he couldn’t promise results but that he’d get back to me one way or the other as soon as possible.
I thought about the first call made while Thorson was out of his room. It had been to the general public line at the Quantico center. It hadn’t struck me as odd when I called the number on the plane. But now it did. Why would someone call the general number in the middle of the night? I knew now that the answer could only be that the caller did not want to call a direct number at the center, thereby revealing knowledge of that number. Instead, through her computer, she called the general number and when the operator recognized the fax mating beep, the
call was transferred to one of the general fax lines.
I recalled that during the Sunday morning meeting on the fax from the Poet, Thorson had recited the details after getting the rundown from Quantico. The fax had come through on the general number and had been transferred to a fax machine.
Without a word an operator at Quantico switched me to the BSS offices when I called and asked for Agent Brad Hazelton. The phone rang three times and I thought I was too late, that he had gone for the day, when he finally picked up.
“Brad, it’s Jack McEvoy. In Los Angeles.”
“Hey, Jack, how’re you doing? Pretty close call for you yesterday.”
“I’m doing okay. I’m sorry about Agent Thorson. I know everybody works very closely together there . . .”
“Well, he was pretty much an asshole but nobody deserves what happened to him. It’s pretty awful. Not a lot of smiling faces around here today.”
“I can imagine.”
“So what’s going on?”
“Well, it’s just a couple of minor points. I’m putting together a chronology of events so that I have this story down straight. You know, if I ever get to write the whole thing.”
I hated lying to this man who had only been friendly to me, but I couldn’t afford to tell him the truth because then he certainly wouldn’t help me.
“And, anyway, I seem to have misplaced my notes on the fax. You know, the fax the Poet sent to Quantico on Sunday. I remember Gordon said he got the details from either you or Brass. What I wanted to know is the exact time it came in. If you have it.”
“Uh, hold on, Jack.”
He was gone before I could say I would hold. I closed my eyes and spent the next few minutes wondering whether he was actually looking up the information or first checking to see if he could give it to me.
Finally, he came back on the line.
“Sorry, Jack, I had to look through all the papers here. The fax came to machine number two, in the academy office’s wire room at three thirty-eight Sunday morning.”
I looked at my notes. Subtracting the three-hour time difference, the fax came in at Quantico one minute after the call to the general number had been placed from Thorson’s room.
“Okay, Jack?”
“Oh, yeah, thanks. Uh, I had one other question.”
“Shoot—oh, shit, sorry.”
“That’s okay. Uh, the question I have is, um . . . Agent Thorson sent back an oral swab from the victim in Phoenix. Orsulak.”
“Yes, Orsulak.”
“Uh, he wanted to identify the substance. He believed it was the lubricant from a condom. The question I had was whether it was identified as coming from a specific brand of condom. Can that be done? Was it done?”
Hazelton didn’t answer at first and I almost jumped into the silence. But then he spoke.
“That’s a strange question, Jack.”
“Yeah, I know but, uh, the details of the case, and how you people do things, really fascinates me. It’s important to have them right—it makes a better story.”
“Hold on another second.”
Again he was gone before I could agree to hold. This time he came back very quickly.
“Yes, I have that information. Do you want to tell me why you really want it?”
Now it was my turn to be silent.
“No,” I finally said, trying the honesty route. “I’m just trying to work something out, Brad. If it goes the way I think it’s going, the FBI’s going to be the first to know about it. Believe me.”
Hazelton paused for a moment.
“Okay, Jack, I’ll trust you. Besides, Gladden’s dead. It’s not like I’m giving away trial evidence and there’s not much you can prove with this anyway. The substance was narrowed down to being similar to two different brands. Ramses Lubricated and Trojan Golds. Problem is they are two of the most popular brands in the country. It is not what we’d call unequivocal evidence of anything.”
Maybe it wasn’t evidence you could take into a courtroom, but Ramses Lubricated was the brand that Rachel had handed me from her purse on Saturday night in my hotel room. I thanked Hazelton without further discussion and hung up.
It was all there and it all seemed to fit. No matter how many ways over the next hour that I tried to destroy my own theory, I couldn’t. It was a theory built on a foundation of suspicion and speculation but it worked like a machine, all the parts meshing together. And I had nothing to throw into its gears that could bring it to a grinding halt.
The last part I needed was Bledsoe. I paced the room waiting for his call, the feeling of anxiety churning in my stomach like something that was alive. I went out on the balcony for fresh air but that didn’t help. Staring at me was the Marlboro Man, his thirty-foot-high face holding dominion over the Sunset Strip. I went back inside.
Instead of the cigarette I wanted, I decided on a Coke. I left the room, turning the night lock so the door wouldn’t close all the way and trotted down the hallway to the vending machines. In spite of the painkiller, my nerves were jangling. But I knew that this intensity would translate to fatigue in a little while if I didn’t ante up with a shot of sugar and caffeine. Halfway back to my room, I heard the phone ringing and I ran. I went for the phone before even closing the door, grabbing it on what I thought might be the ninth ring.
“Dan?”
Silence.
“It’s Rachel. Who is Dan?”
“Oh.” I could barely catch my breath. “He’s, uh—He’s just a friend at the paper. He was supposed to call.”
“What’s the matter with you, Jack?”
“I’m out of breath. I was down the hall getting a Coke and I heard the phone.”
“Jesus, it must’ve been the hundred-yard dash.”
“Something like that. Hold on.”
I went back to the door and closed it, then put my actor’s face on as I went back to the phone.
“Rachel?”
“Listen, I just wanted you to know I’m leaving. Bob wants me to go back to Florida and handle this PTL thing.”
“Oh.”
“It will probably be a few days.”
The message light on my phone came on. Bledsoe, I thought, and silently cursed the timing of his call.
“Okay, Rachel.”
“We’ll have to get together somewhere afterward. I was thinking of taking a vacation.”
“I thought you just did.”
I remembered the notation on the calendar I had seen on her desk in Quantico. It struck me for the first time that was when she must have gone to Phoenix to stalk and kill Orsulak.
“I haven’t had a real vacation in a long time. I was thinking about Italy maybe. Venice.”
I didn’t challenge her on the lie. I remained silent and she lost her patience. My acting wasn’t working.
“Jack, what’s the matter?”
“Nothing.”
“I don’t believe you.”
I hesitated and then said, “There is one thing that’s been kind of bothering me, Rachel.”
“Tell it to me.”
“The other night, our first night together, I called your room after you left. I just wanted to say good night, you know, and tell you how much I enjoyed what we did. And there was no answer. I even went to your door and knocked. No answer. Then the next morning you said you had seen Thorson in the hall. And I don’t know, I guess I’ve been thinking about that.”
“Thinking what, Jack?”
“I don’t know, just thinking. I was wondering where you were when I called and when I knocked.”
She was silent for a moment and when she finally spoke her anger crackled through the phone like a fire.
“Jack, you know what you sound like? A jealous high school boy. Like the boy on the bleachers you told me about. Yes, I saw Thorson in the hall and yes, I’ll even admit that he thought I was looking for him, that I wanted him. But that’s as far as it went. I can’t explain why I didn’t get your call, okay? Maybe you called the wrong room and ma
ybe it was when I was taking a shower and thinking about how nice the night had been, too. And maybe I shouldn’t have to defend myself or explain myself to you. If you can’t deal with your petty jealousies then find a different woman and get a different life.”
“Rachel, look I’m sorry, okay? You asked me what was wrong and I told you.”
“You must have taken too many of those pills the doctor gave you. My advice is that you sleep it off, Jack. I have a plane to catch.”
She hung up.
“Good-bye,” I said into the silence.
48
The sun was going down and the sky was the color of ripe pumpkin with slashes of phosphorescent pink. It was beautiful and even the clutter of billboards up and down the strip looked beautiful to me. I was back out on the balcony, trying to think, trying to figure things out, waiting for Bledsoe to call back. He was the one who had left the message while I talked to Rachel. His message said he was out of the office but would call back.
I looked at the Marlboro Man, his crinkled eyes and stoic chin unchanged by time. He’d always been one of my heroes, an icon, no matter that he was always as shallow as a magazine page or a billboard sign. I remembered being at the dinner table, my position every night always to my father’s right. Him always smoking and the ashtray always to the right of his plate. Me learning to smoke by virtue of that. He looked like the Marlboro Man to me, my father. Back then, at least.
Back in the room, I called home and my mother answered. She went into histrionics asking whether I was all right and gently scolded me for not calling sooner. Finally, after I had calmed her and assured her that I was okay, I asked her to put my father on the line. We had not spoken since the funeral—if we had even spoken then.
“Dad?”
“Son. You sure you’re okay?”
“I’m fine. You okay?”
“Oh, sure. We were just worried about you, that’s all.”
“Well, don’t. Everything’s fine.”