as it shivers now in pain

 

  I will try one more time to fall asleep I must try

  For I am alone, so I thought, must be the birds that’s why

  I convince myself its so, and I close my eyes slow

  But that knock comes even louder as it did before

 

  Again no one in sight not even the birds

  I look around and I am now truly alone with my words

  It must be a demon coming to claim what is hers

  That my soul is her prize taking me back to disperse

 

  I will not go without a fight I promise you that

  I will not give up my soul for your relentless tact

  If I must I will cut my own throat before I fall

  To your spell I won’t dwell I will no longer be appalled

 

 

  The knocking grows so loud it deafens me yet

  She is coming; the soul of lifeless demeanor is spent

  I made up my mind I will not let her take me alive

  I will do what is best and decease my own life

 

  As I take my humble blade, and cut into skin

  I feel my soul escape low and laugh out loud with no grin

  I am free no more knock; for I know she is here

  To take my soul from my desperate loving care

 

  That is it I did the deed, but where did she go?

  I have not seen her come let alone stare into my vacant body’s tear

  Why does she not take a look before she disappears?

  But I still hear that knock of effortless jeer

 

  As I fly around my ship trying to locate the ghost

  I hear the knock coming up loud as I seem to approach

  There it is I can hear it clear she must be inside

  As I open the door my spirit turns white without pride

 

  There it stood, a clock that was given to me

  By my daughter to fear off the spirits of evil deed

  It lay on its side with the hands moving constantly

  Against the table of my choice it was "knocking" at me

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  The carrion and the vulture

 

 

  The news was brief so take a breath

  My "be aware" vision peered its head tonight

  Poetry died a tired lonely death

  And those damn poets caused the death of might

  The carrion of poetry lay still with blood of ink

  After years of neglect it finally gave in

  As the "poets" unite to slay the beast

  The "poets" unite to set it to sleep

  Together they committed suicide

  Together now turn to genocide

  For "poets" forgot to feed its soul

  Now the carrion of poetry lies down low

  A bird of prey sits on a perch

  The bird of prey from poetry’s church

  Now cleans her head of former blood

  As she looks down to see the "poets" flood

  She sees them cry so desperately

  Sobbing their ink of insecurity

  She perches high to see the show

  Of silly poets who killed their own

  She elongates her wings to free

  As they have been waiting constantly

  For moments like this are natures call

  For moments like this bare souls to all

  Her claws of might clutch to the sky

  Grab a hold the tears of Gods cry

  For HE created man to see

  The death of them self from poetry

  The vulture soaring high in awe

  Creates her spine to prepare the fall

  As though a bullet from the gun of HIS hand

  She flies down to the Carrion of grand

  The poets now flee as she sets sight

  They run and scatter from her diving bite

  She sees the weak and focuses in

  Her beak enters first, on the "poets" with sin

  The "poets" rely on her constant cry

  For help from above as more come to fly

  One after one they enter the chest

  Of poetry’s carrion they indulge in the best

  The ink from the soul of poetry bleed through

  On the face of her cleaner as she stares at you

  With those eyes so black they could eat the light

  From the page and the sage of your poetry’s dear fright

  As she sees her baits killer staring in awe

  She realizes her job is not done at all

  The "poets" she admires with her beak draped in blood

  Are the fools that allowed this to happen with no judge?

  She removes her beak and sees herself

  In the reflection cast upon the "poets" true shelf

  It is her that she sees as her eyes focus in

  Convergent Evolution is the answer from HIM

  As she raises her wings high and lifts her soul

  She is now "poetry" as she did engulf

  The thoughts of man as she fly’s away

  She does carry them high from the "poets" true play

  "You are now scavengers like I was once"

  She replies to the fools on the ground in dunce

  "You will now kill yourself for the one is in me"

  True scavenger are yourself as you peck each other’s feet

  "Poets" I laugh for you killed your own

  "Poets" I cry for the future in a drone

  "Poets" I am angry for there will be no more

  "Poets" kill yourself and your carrion will be slow

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  The motherless child

 

 

  Whispers in your ear you fear

  The child with no mother is near

  As she promotes her soul within

  To see you lifeless cunning grin

  The warped faze and constant glaze

  Undress your body with ever rage

  As she smells fear from near your maze

  Your mind at ease is restless peace

  The clock strikes 12 tic toc heart stopped

  She warms you up as her baby soft touch

  Enters your cloned state of mind

  From the cloned state of time

  When things where in rhyme

  Of a perfect loves chime

  Ticking away the clock strikes 1

  The motherless daughter shows you her fun

  And see where it leads as she shows you who won

  And see her heart bleed as her mother did once

  The clock strikes 2 she reloads the gun

  Points it at you as she smiles you hear the drum

  Her heart beats loud keeping tune in her womb

  As the trigger from her lonely motherless gun

  Come to halt as the clock strikes back towards 1

  She sees you again as you where back in time

  Back in time when her mom was around showing prime

  Back in time when she smiled at others with a crime

  Back in time as she
feels her heart stop in rhyme

  Tick tock the gun pulled her shock

  Back to time it did her

  As the motherless deter

  Bring your pain

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  Cold sweats

 

 

  The shakes are flowing

  The coldness in my veins

  Tremoring as if melting

  For my blood of ice will stain

  I count the seconds

  They feel like eternity

  I lose track of time

  As my mind is distant with envy

  Why can’t this phase be over?

  I guess its part of therapy

  My forehead is beading

  It’s very very freezing

  It must be for I shake

  My body is missing an ingredient

  Evolutions I do hate

  For it’s the reason I feel death surround me

  Will this constant cold sweat disappear?

  If it doesn’t I can’t go on

  I will fight my lonely tear

  As least that is warm from ever fear

  Thank you pain I feel you again

  I know that I am here for real

  My shivers will go before my life is stained

  And these resolutions of cold sweat contained

  Will be my demise as I must refrain

  From the evil being within my pain

 

  The pumpkin queen

 

 

  Extended bones of skinless hands

  Reach out with tones of groaning man

  They pull her out with growing fears

  But she is different than her peers

  The pumpkin queen with heart of seed

  Makes skinless hands grow heavy with bleed

  She dies unto our soul content

  To smile no more as we descend

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  the white line of co-pain

 

 

  To be or not to be, shut the hell up and join me

  Ponder this, while you blow bubbles in your milkshake

  Those bubbles you are blowing

  Have more life than the good book states

  So much for the Earth being flat

  So much for the revolution, of the Suns track

  You finally found a way to fly

  With the use of drugs, so lay your dust on a plaque

  Snort a line and wave to God, as you pass by

  And when you see, the power of illusions have on thee

  You wish hard, and pray to Donald Duck, "Let me in Toon Town please"

  But soon you realize that comic characters are your friends

  Offering you drugs, rock and roll, and the divine intervention

  So sniff hard, take your mind elsewhere and escape, you hooded coward

  Can’t stand to face life, so you get high with your nose powdered

  When you return, take a look, at your family weeping so softly

  Hunching over your grave, you dumbfuck you just o.deed.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

  The ease of her mind

 

 

  The ease of her mind

  Presently in decline

  As she knows we follow her move

  She can feel your shame

  As she heeds your pain

  While her ghost of past sails through

  She can play this