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  Some Bonus Poems……

  The Beach

  a sea of faces never once the same ever changing flows flux

  the babble bubble of voices

  weaving whorls where eddies snare islands form dissipate reefs rise

  with under currents of mood shoals shift and shimmer

  carrying melancholia in the midst of where rhythms rise and fall

  with the click clack percussion

  music accidental harmonies discordant thoughts of broken orbits…

  here a cold wave submerges me unities are illusions

  sea mirages formed of the flotsam and jetsam of souls washed up here like

  driftwood drying and lost sparkling with sea salt in the sun seized unresisting by the tide

  different but all hopelessly the same tormented by the raw viscous undertow denying safe havens here

  no storm safe moorings

  i could cry out loud

  but would not be heard only stared at temporarily

  furniture forces patterns regularity aisles channel human currents

  in and out in and out the irresistible tide

  here lurks regularity dead but fed by this human flow predatory human thoughts like hungry sharks

  there is no Unity only Chaos inescapable no safe havens no comfort

  dragging anchors torture

  And so,

  All that is solid melts into air, All that is solid

  Melts into air

  All that is solid…*

  Sand Castles at the Seaside

  Routines, rituals, familiar faces

  The people the places,

  We wrap them around us

  For comfort against the Cold

  But they cling so insubstantial

  Shifting, frail and fragile,

  Only change is consistent

  Almost solid;

  Almost beating.

  Routines disintegrate Rituals degenerate

  Reasons eroded, forgotten.

  Faces grow old and fade,

  Inner energies ebbing

  Essences weeping through time,

  Dying; Suddenly they are all gone.

  Places become hollow without

  People conch shells

  Echoing the lusted for,

  Listen; The warm hum of familiar laughter and voices,

  Now lost with the attrition of the Unrelenting tide of time,

  Almost Solid, Almost beating.

  Foundations crumble,

  Gone is the comforting embrace Of some homely place,

  Bonds forever breaking, The fabric our sanities cling to, The warp and waft of our worlds Disintegrates,

  Tearing us apart.

  At times you can feel even hear,

  The cold hooves and sharp spurs Of a Fifth Horseman

  And his chaos

  Solid, almost beating.

  Urged into a perpetual restlessness,

  We seek new horizons Securities, anchor points,

  From where like gale blown spiders

  We can weave webs anew.

  But now feel it all,

  See the signs and watch you image fade,

  Leak away before you in the bathroom mirror,

  There are no sanctuaries,

  No Safe anchorages from this storm.

  Our centres are insubstantial,

  Our patterns fleeting and temporary,

  Geometry without points,

  An irrational science,

  Fluid in flux;

  Sandcastles at the Seaside,

  We as children build.

  TANK

  Scale slides silent,

  Almost effortless,

  In denser mediums

  Overlooked for years

  Closer still and here,

  On bony heads,

  Orb eyes pivot in Metronomic arcs,

  Open lenses which

  Snare the lazy glance.

  Dreamlike these sublime gliders,

  You sink slowly

  To succumb and stare

  In their timeless

  Inner tensions leak,

  Pressures abate pumped

  And purified through

  Silent captive gills,

  Buoyant on the fin and scale

  Of treasure fish.

  Breathing in the Dark,

  I heard you,

  Breathing in the dark,

  Caught a glimpse of your moon kissed profile

  As I stirred,

  In the darkest hour before dawn.

  I breathed you in on the soft breeze of a summer night,

  Captured your essence and thought I saw

  Your supine form amongst a silver, moon washed landscape

  Of pillows and crumpled bed sheets.

  I thought I felt the hum of your glowing skin

  Under my searching fingers,

  Tasted the fruits of your parted lips,

  And lingered in the sweetness of our fleeting union.

  But I guess you were never really there at all.

  So as the moon slips earthward,

  And the sun flirts with the dawn,

  I believe you just a cherished dream,

  But, to breech my waking sobriety,

  I still hear you,

  Breathing softly in the dark.

  Just for a moment

  the light changed as the sun

  escaped the ragged clouds,

  and just for a frozen moment,

  you were 20 again,

  with a smooth, flawless skin

  and a luscious smile

  that caused chaos in me,

  all those years ago

  just for a moment

  your hair gleamed bright and healthy golden,

  yet as dark as the desires

  that seized my soul,

  hooked by your sensual spell

  that drew me closer,

  melting my inhibitions,

  all those years ago

  Just for a moment

  I saw those gemstone eyes and

  I nearly slipped and skidded

  into your arms again,

  fell forever trapped in your spell,

  and the bone pit of your

  unrelenting vanity,

  that had to have me,

  just because you could,

  all those years ago

  Now the sky darkens and

  you are a stranger again,

  A stooped and grey skinned wraith

  your magic stolen somewhere,

  so we pass in the street

  without a word, and only a

  distant whimper in my heart.

 

  But just for a moment.

  Dull Days

  The Crow’s rock beak beats the brown field

  Wind pierces the stretching parchment of my exposed skin

  Rain shards cut like slivers glass

  Dog strains on leash

  Darkening days

  The Crow twists his oily hammer head to me

  The squall beats and tears me roughly

  Stinging rain dulls the nerves like lignacaine

  Dog strains on leash

  Rain clouds billow spiritless

  The Crow’s grey judging eye fixes me

  Wind slaps my stinging face

  Rain fingers slide coldly down my spine

  Dog strains on leash

  Dusk slips its mantle into the world

  Crow blinks his knowing grey eye

  Wind moans in the whipping wires

  Rain splatters the winding path

  Dog’s eyes implore me to go home

  The Crow is rising on his claws

  Unfolding his phantom wings

  And he captures my sinking soul

  In the blink of that dark angel’s eye

  The hammers fall

  Wings explode and unfurl to flight like a dark crucifix

  Stigmata burn in my wet pal
ms

  He is gone

  It seems there will be no salvation today.

  About the Author

  David Denny lives in Abbots Bromley, Staffs.

  For most of his life he has lived in nearby Uttoxeter, apart from a expedition to the South during which time he lived and worked in London, Oxford and Essex.

  He has degree in Modern Continental Philosophy and works as a Career Adviser and has always had an interest in ideas and writing.

  He has recently completed a gothic fantasy novel entitled The Seed of Corruption, take a look at www.thedoomofdubh.com

  David is always interested in reaction to his work good or bad, critical or just downright cynical, so drop him an e-mail if you wish.

  [email protected]

  Find me also at www.Reverbnation.com, reading my work and also on Facebook at the Poetry of David Denny.

  Also Twitter #englishpoet

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