“Komarr.” Miles rubbed his temples. “Do you realize what has to be happening back there? Illyan will be convinced it's some sort of political kidnapping. I bet he's got every Security operative and half the army tearing those domes apart bolt by bolt, looking for you. You're way out ahead of them. They won't look beyond Komarr till...” Miles counted out days on his fingers. “Still, Illyan should have alerted all his outlying agents ... almost a week ago. Ha! I bet that was the message that put Ungari up in the air, just before he left in such a hurry. Sent to Ungari, not to me.” Not to me. Nobody's counting me. “But it should have been all over the news—"
“It was, sort of,” Gregor offered. “There was a sententious announcement that I'd been ill and retired to rest in seclusion at Vorkosigan Surleau. They're suppressing."
Miles could just picture it. “Gregor, how could you do this! They'll be going insane back home!"
“I'm sorry,” said Gregor stiffly. “I knew it was a mistake ... almost immediately. Even before the hangover cut in."
“Why didn't you get off at Pol, then, and go to the Barrayaran embassy?"
“I thought I might still ... dammit,” he broke off, “why should these people own me?"
“Childish, stunt,” Miles gritted through his teeth.
Gregor's head jerked up in anger, but he said nothing.
The full realization of his position was just beginning to sink in to Miles, like lead in his belly. I'm the only man in the universe who knows where the Emperor of Barrayar is right now. If anything happens to Gregor, I could be his heir. In fact, if anything happens to Gregor, quite a lot of people will think I...
And if the Hegen Hub found out who Gregor really was, a free-for-all of epic proportions could follow. The Jacksonians would take him for simple ransom. Aslund, Pol, Vervain, any or all might seek some power play. The Cetagandans most of all—if they could gain possession of Gregor in secret, who knew what subtle psychological programming they might attempt; if openly, what threats? And Miles and Gregor were both trapped on a ship they didn't control—Miles might be snatched away at any moment by Consortium goons or worse—
Miles was an ImpSec officer, now, however junior or disgraced. And ImpSec's sworn duty was the Emperor's safety. The Emperor, Barrayaran's unifying icon. Gregor, unwilling flesh pressed into the mold. Icon, flesh, which claimed Miles's allegiance? Both. He's mine. A prisoner, on the run, trailed by God-knows-what enemies, suicidally depressed, and all mine.
Miles choked down a lunatic cackle.
* * *
CHAPTER TEN
With a little reflection, possible now that the shock-stick reverberations were wearing off, Miles realized that he needed to hide. Gregor, by his place as a contract slave, would be warm, fed, and safe all the way to Aslund Station if Miles did not endanger him. Maybe. Miles added it to his life's lessons list. Call it Rule 27B. Never make key tactical decisions while having electro-convulsive seizures.
Miles began by examining the bunk cubicle. The vessel was not a prison ship; the cabin had originally been designed as cheap transport, not a secured cell. Empty storage cupboards beneath the two bunkstacks were too large and obvious. A floor panel lifted for access to between-decks control, coolant and power lines, and the grav grid—long, narrow, flat.... Rough voices in the corridor propelled Miles's decision. He squeezed himself into the slice of space, face up arms tight to his sides, and exhaled. “You always were good at hide-and-seek,” said Gregor admiringly and pressed the panel down.
“I was smaller then,” Miles mumbled through squashed cheeks. Pipes and circuit boxes sank into his back and buttocks. Gregor refastened the catches, and all was dark and silent for a few minutes. Like a coffin. Like a pressed flower. Some kind of biological specimen anyway. Canned ensign.
The door hissed open; footsteps passed over Miles's body, compressing him still further. Would they notice the muffled echo from this strip of floor?
“On your feet, Techie.” A guard's voice, directed to Gregor. Thumpings and hangings, as the mattresses were flipped and the cupboard doors flung open. Yes, he'd figured the cupboards for useless.
“Where is he, Techie?” From the directions of the shufflings, Miles placed Gregor as now near the wall, probably with an arm twisted up behind his back.
“Where is who?” said Gregor in a smeary tone. Face against the wall, all right.
“Your little mutant buddy."
“The weird little guy who followed me in? He's no buddy of mine. He left."
More shuffling—"Ow!” The Emperor's arm had just been lifted another five centimeters, Miles gauged. “Where'd he go?"
“I don't know! He didn't look so good. Somebody'd worked him over with a shock stick. Recently. I wasn't about to get involved. He took off again a few minutes before we undocked."
Good Gregor; depressed maybe, stupid no. Miles's lips drew back. His head was turned, with one cheek against the floor above and the other pressing against something that resembled a cheese grater.
More thumps. “All right! He left! Don't hit me!"
Unintelligible guard growls, the crackle of a shock stick, a sharp intake of breath, a thump as of a body curling up on a lower bunk.
A second guard's voice, edged with uncertainty, “He must have doubled back onto the Consortium before we cast off."
“Their problem, good. But we'd better search the whole ship to be sure. Detention sounded ready to chew ass on this one."
“Chew or be chewed?"
“Hah. I'm taking no bets."
The booted feet—four of them, Miles estimated—stalked toward the cabin door. The door hissed closed. Silence.
He was going to have a truly remarkable collection of bruises on his backside, Miles decided, by the time Gregor got around to popping the lid. He could get about half a breath with each pulse of his lungs. He needed to pee. Come on, Gregor....
He must certainly free Gregor from his slave labor contract as soon as possible after their arrival at Aslund Station. Contract laborers of this order were bound to be stuck with the dirtiest and most dangerous jobs, the most exposure to radiation, to dubious life-support systems, to long, exhausting, accident-prone hours. Though—true—it was also an incognito no enemy would quickly penetrate. Once free to move they must find Ungari, the man with the credit cards and the contacts; after that—well, after that Gregor would be Ungari's problem, eh? Yes, all simple, right and tight. No need to panic at all.
Had they taken Gregor away? Dare he release himself, and risk—
Shuffling footsteps; a widening line of light, as his lid was raised. “They're gone,” Gregor whispered. Miles unmolded himself, centimeter by painful centimeter, and climbed onto the floor, a suitable staging area. He would attempt to stand up very soon now.
Gregor had one hand pressed to a red mark on his cheek. Self-consciously, he lowered his hand to his side. “They tapped me with a shock stick. It ... wasn't as bad as I'd imagined.” If anything, he looked faintly proud of himself.
“They were using low power,” Miles growled up at him. Gregor's face grew more masked. He offered Miles a hand up. Miles took it and grunted to his feet, and sat heavily on a bunk. He told Gregor about his plans for finding Ungari.
Gregor shrugged, dully acquiescent. “Very well. It will be quicker than my plan."
“Your plan?"
“I was going to contact the Barrayaran Counsel on Aslund."
“Oh. Good.” Miles subsided. “Guess you ... didn't really need my rescue, at that."
“I could have made it on my own. I got this far. But ... then there was my other plan."
“Oh?"
“Not to contact the Barrayaran Consul.... Maybe it's just as well you came along when you did.” Gregor lay back on his bunk, staring blindly upward. “One thing is certain, an opportunity like this will never come again."
“To escape? And just how many would die, back home, to buy your freedom?"
Gregor pursed his lips. “Taking Vordarian's Pretenders
hip as a benchmark for palace coups—say, seven or eight thousand."
“You're not counting in Komarr."
“Ah. Yes. Adding in Komarr would inflate the figure,” Gregory conceded. His mouth twitched in an irony altogether devoid of humor. “Don't worry, I'm not serious. I just ... wanted to know. I could have made it on my own, don't you think?"
“Of course! That's not the question."
“It was for me."
“Gregor,” Miles's fingers tapped in frustration, against his knee. “You're doing this to yourself. You have real power. Dad fought through the whole Regency to preserve it. Just be more assertive!"
“And, Ensign, if I, your supreme commander, ordered you to leave this ship at Aslund Station and forget you ever saw me, would you?"
Miles swallowed. “Major Cecil said I had a problem with subordination."
Gregor almost grinned. “Good old Cecil. I remember him.” His grin faded to nothing. He rolled up onto one elbow. “But if I can't even control one rather short ensign, how much less an army or a government? Power isn't the question. I've had all your dad's lectures on power, its illusions and uses. It will come to me in time, whether I want it or not. But do I have the strength to handle it? Think about the bad showing I made during Vordrozda and Hessman's plot, four years ago."
“Will you make that mistake again? Trust a flatterer?"
“Not that one, no."
“Well, then."
“But I must do better, or I might be as bad for Barrayar as no emperor at all."
Just how unintentional had that topple off the balcony been? Miles gritted his teeth. “I didn't answer your question—about orders—as an ensign. I answered it as Lord Vorkosigan. And as a friend."
“Ah."
“Look, you don't need my rescue. Such as it is. Illyan's maybe, not mine. But it makes me feel better."
“It's always nice to feel useful,” Gregor agreed. They mirrored edged smiles. Gregor's smile lost its bitter bite. “And ... it's nice to have company."
Miles nodded. “That, truly."
* * * *
Miles spent quite a lot of time over the next two days squashed under the deck or crouched in the cupboards, but their cabin was searched only once and that very early on. Twice other prisoners wandered in to chat with Gregor, and once, on Miles's suggestion, Gregor returned the visit. Gregor divided his rations with Miles automatically, without complaint or even comment, and would not accept a larger portion although Miles urged it on him.
Gregor was herded out with the rest of the labor crew soon after the ship docked at Aslund Station. Miles waited nervously, trying to give as long as possible for the ship to quiet down, for the crew to go off-guard, yet not so long as to risk the ship undocking and thrusting off with him still aboard.
The corridor, when Miles cautiously poked his head out, was dark and deserted. The docking hatch was unguarded, on this side. Miles still wore the blue smock and pants over his other clothes, on the calculated risk the work gangs were treated as trustees, with the run of the station, and he would at least blend in at a distance.
He stepped out firmly, and nearly panicked when he found a man in the gold and black House livery idling around the hatch's exit. His stunner was holstered; his hands cradled a steaming plastic cup. His squinting red eyes regarded Miles incuriously. Miles favored him with a brief smile, not breaking stride. The guard returned a sour grimace. Evidently his charge was to prevent strange people from entering, not leaving, the ship.
The station-side loading bay beyond the hatch proved to contain half a dozen coveralled maintenance personnel, working quietly down on one end. Miles took a deep breath, and walked casually across the bay without looking around, as if he knew just where he was going. Just an errand boy. No one hailed him.
Reassured, Miles marched off purposefully at random. A wide ramp led to a great chamber, raucous with new construction and busy work crews in all sorts of dress—a fighter-shuttle refueling and repairs bay, judging by the half-assembled equipment. Just the sort of thing to interest Ungari. Miles didn't suppose he'd be so lucky as to ... no. No sign of Ungari camouflaged among these crews. There were a number of men and women in dark blue Aslunder military uniforms, but they appeared to be overworked and absorbed engineer-types, not suspicious guards. Miles kept walking briskly nonetheless, out another corridor.
He found a portal, its transparent plexi bellied out to offer passers-by a wide-angle view. He put one foot on the lower edge and leaned out—casually—and bit back a few choice swear words. Glittering a few kilometers off was the commercial transfer station. A tiny glint of a ship was docking even now. The military station was apparently being designed as a separate facility, or at least not connected yet. No wonder blue-smocks could wander at will. Miles stared across the gap in mild frustration. Well, he'd search this place first for Ungari, the other later. Somehow. He turned and started—
“Hey, you! Little techie!"
Miles froze, controlling a reflexive urge to sprint—that tactic hadn't worked last time—and turned, trying for an expression of polite inquiry. The man who'd hailed him was big but unarmed, wearing tan supervisor's coveralls. He looked harried. “Yes, sir?” said Miles.
“You're just what I need.” The man's hand fell heavily on Miles's shoulder. “Come with me."
Miles perforce followed, trying to stay calm, maybe project a little bored annoyance.
“What's your specialization?” the man asked.
“Drains,” Miles intoned.
“Perfect!"
Dismayed, Miles followed the man to where two half-finished corridors intersected. An archway gaped raw and uncapped by molding, though the molding lay ready to install.
The super pointed to a narrow space between walls. “See this pipe?"
Sewage, by the grey color-coding, air and grav pumped. It disappeared in darkness. “Yeah?"
“There's a leak somewhere behind this corridor wall. Crawl in and find it, so's we don't have to tear out all the damn paneling we just put up."
“Got a light?"
The man fished in his pocketed coverall and produced a hand light.
“Right,” sighed Miles. “Is it hooked up yet?"
“About to be. Damn thing failed the final pressure test."
Only air would be spewing out. Miles brightened slightly. Maybe his luck was changing.
He slid in and inched along the smooth round surface, listening and feeling. About seven meters in he found it, a rush of cool air from a crack under his hands, quite marked. He shook his head, attempted to turn in the constricted space, and put his foot through the paneling.
He stuck his head out the hole in astonishment, and glanced up and down the corridor. He wriggled a chunk of paneling from the edge and stared at it, turning it in his hands.
Two men putting up light fixtures, their tools sparking, turned to stare. “What the hell are you doing?” said the one in tan coveralls, sounding outraged.
“Quality control inspection,” said Miles glibly, “and boy, do you have a problem."
Miles considered kicking the hole wider and just walking back to his starting point, but turned and inched instead. He emerged by the anxiously waiting super.
“Your leak's in section six,” Miles reported. He handed the man his panel chunk. “If those corridor panels are supposed to be made of flammable fiberboard instead of spun silica on a military installation planned to withstand enemy fire, somebody's hired a real poor designer. If they're not—I suggest you take a couple of those big goons with the shock sticks and go pay a visit to your supplier."
The super swore. Lips compressed, he grasped the nearest panel edge fronting the wall and twisted hard. A fist-sized segment cracked and tore off. “Bitchen. How much of this stuffs been installed already?"
“Lots,” Miles suggested cheerfully. He turned to escape before the super, worrying off fragments and muttering under his breath, thought of another chore. Flushed and sweating, Miles skittered off and di
dn't relax till he'd rounded the second corner.
He passed a pair of armed men in grey-and-white uniforms. One turned to stare. Miles kept walking, teeth clenching his lower lip, and did not look back.
Dendarii! or, Oserans! Here, aboard this station—how many, where? Those two were the first he'd seen. Shouldn't they be out on patrol somewhere? He wished he were back in the walls, like a rat in the wainscotting.
But if most of the mercenaries here were a danger to him, there was one—Dendarii truly, not Oseran—who might be a help. If he could make contact. If he dared make contact. Elena ... he could seek out Elena.... His imagination outraced him.
Miles had left Elena four years ago as Baz Jesek's wife, as Tung's military apprentice, as much protection as he could get her at the time. But he hadn't had any messages from Baz since Oser's command coup—could Oser be intercepting them? Now Baz was demoted, Tung apparently disgraced—what position in the mercenary fleet did Elena hold now?
What position in his heart? He paused in grave doubt. He'd loved her passionately, once. Once, she'd known him better than any other human being. Yet her daily hold on his mind had passed, like his grief for her dead father Sergeant Bothari, fading in the rush of his new life. But for an occasional twinge, like an old bonebreak. He wanted/did not want to see her again. To talk to her again. To touch her again....
But more to the practical point, she would recognize Gregor. They'd all been playmates in their youth. A second line of defense for the Emperor? Reopening contact with Elena might be emotionally awkward—all right, emotionally searing. But it was better than this ineffectual and dangerous wandering around. Now that he'd scouted the layout, he must somehow get into position to bring his resources to bear. How much human credit did Admiral Naismith still have? Interesting question.
He needed to find a place to watch without being seen. There were all sorts of ways to be invisible while in plain sight, as his blue smock was presently demonstrating. But his unusual height—well, shortness—made him reluctant to rely on clothes alone. He needed—ha!—tools, such as the case a tan-coveralled man had just set down in the corridor while he ducked into a lavatory. Miles had the case in hand and was around the corner in a blink.