“Yes, ma'am,” Holt muttered, speeding up his undressing process considerably and Sadie thought she saw a slight grin hovering around the corners of his full lips. Good, Holt believed they could do it. She was sure. “Now what?” he asked when he was completely nude, his long, golden body tense and waiting.
Sadie thought about it, thought of the way he and Blakely had always healed her. “Get behind him, support him on your lap,” she directed. Without hesitation, Holt did as he was told, sliding behind his partner and cradling the darker man in his arms tenderly. Blakely moaned, his eyelashes fluttering half-way open.
“It's okay, buddy,” Sadie heard Holt murmur soothingly. “Everything's going to be okay.”
“Wha…” Blakely's voice was slurred and indistinct but at least he was regaining consciousness.
Now! Sadie understood instinctively that she had to move fast, while Blakely was still on the edge between sleep and wakefulness, before the pain Van Heusen had predicted set in.
She climbed onto the bed between Blakely's legs on her hands and knees, feeling the brush of his coarse chest hair against her tender nipples as she pressed tight against him, putting him between herself and Holt. Blakely's dark head was leaned back against his partner's golden shoulder and Holt was leaning down, whispering encouragement into his ear. For just a moment, Sadie was transfixed by the sight of pure, masculine beauty, the dark and light heads close together while Holt's long, muscular arms encircled his partner's broad shoulders. Then she dipped her head and took Blakely's narrow, sensual mouth with her own in a heated but gentle kiss.
“Blake,” she breathed against his mouth. “Come back to us. We need you—we love you.”
She pulled back the tiniest bit to see the indigo eyes come all the way open. There was pain in their depths but need and love as well. She knew Blakely understood her. And, like a tiny, flickering spark in the pit of her stomach, she felt the beginnings of the warm, golden energy that flowed between them when they all touched. It's going to work! I know it!
She bent her head again, rubbing herself wantonly against Blakely's naked chest, feeling her nipples stand to attention at the rough, delicious friction of her tender nubs against his curls. This time she put more into the kiss, parting Blakely's lips to slip her tongue between his white, even teeth, tasting him, letting him know how much he was wanted, was needed. The energy surged, but weakly, too weakly she was afraid. When she pulled back this time Blakely was completely with them but the pain in his indigo eyes had grown along with his awareness.
“I love you too, kid,” he managed to say. “Sorry … just hurts so much.” Looking at his arm, Sadie saw that the evil red lines had advanced to his collar bone and were reaching for his neck.
“Oh, Blake,” she whispered, feeling the start of tears in her eyes and pushing them ruthlessly down. She loved this man and she refused to give up without a fight.
More, need more somehow … Then more it would be.
“We're slowing it down but not stopping it.” Holt's voice was strained as he stroked along the side of his partner's neck.
More, Sadie thought. She kissed Blakely again and then leaned upwards to kiss Holt, pressing her full, naked breasts against the rough scratch of Blakely's cheek to do so. Again the power surged between them but it was weaker now, dying. Frantically, Sadie kissed along the side of Blakely's strong throat, nipping and biting, licking and sucking as he had done to her the very first time they met. Marking him for her own. Making a mark on his skin the way he had made a mark on her heart. The way he and Holt both had.
“Sadie, sweetheart…” Blakely tried to say but she shushed him with a finger to his lips.
“Don't try to talk, Blake. Just let yourself feel.” Rubbing like a cat, she pressed her cheek against his chest, feeling the coarse curls rub her soft skin, drinking in the spicy, good, sandalwood musk of his body, loving him with everything that was in her. “I love you and Holt loves you. We love you so much, Blake. Please, please don't leave us,” she murmured softly, continuing to rub her way down his body.
“Suck him, Sadie. Take him in your mouth,” she heard Holt's voice urging her and she realized that she was between Blakely's legs and his dark, thick shaft, semi-erect and throbbing with need was right in front of her. Without hesitation, she took the dusky column of flesh in one hand and rubbed the rose petal soft head against her face.
Over her cheeks and forehead, lips and eyelids … the sandalwood musk filled her senses and his cock hardened in her hand, velvet over hot iron, pulsing in time to the beat of his heart and hers.
“Blakely, I love you so much,” she said again and then she lowered her head and ran her tongue lightly over the wide crown of his cock, savoring the musky, bitter, entirely male taste of him. Blakely moaned low in his throat and his hips jerked almost convulsively. The golden energy between them seemed to flex and grow, just a little.
“He needs more, Sadie.” Holt's voice was hoarse, urgent.
“I know what he needs.” She lowered her head. He was big, so big but she took him all the same. Lapping eagerly at the pearly drops forming on the broad head, she sucked the thick shaft into her mouth, taking him down her throat in a way she never would have dreamed was possible. She was only conscious of wanting to take her lover completely inside herself and hold him where he would be safe, and heal him there.
Blakely moaned again, his hips bucking to press deep into her warm, willing mouth. Sadie felt another surge of the bright, golden energy around them but it still wasn't strong enough. What was she doing wrong? She was doing what Blakely and Holt had done when they healed her. They had put her between them and pleasured her the same way she and Holt had put Blakely between them. An idea tickled the back of her brain.
Every other time the healing had occurred, she had been between the two men. She was the bridge, the connector, the conductor between them that allowed the T-link to open and pour its electrical healing magic through them all. Giving Blakely's thick shaft one last, loving suck, Sadie raised her head and looked at the two pairs of blue eyes staring back at her.
She knew what she had to do.
Chapter 25
“We're doing this wrong. We're in the wrong position.” She licked her lips, swollen with sucking Blakely's thick shaft. “Holt, prop Blake up on the pillows and come around behind me.”
Neither man questioned her orders. Holt did as he was told, sliding out from behind his partner as gently as he could and made sure Blakely was comfortable on a stack of pillows before he came to kneel at the foot of the king-sized bed behind her.
“Now what?” his warm breath on the back of Sadie's neck and the heat of his golden chest so close to her own nakedness sent a shiver through her.
“Watch,” she whispered. “Wait.” Rising up on her knees, she crawled forward until she was straddling Blakely's groin and the broad, mushroom-shaped head of his cock was centered directly under her wet sex. “Blake,” she whispered, lowering herself until she could feel his thickness brushing against the slippery, swollen bud of her clit. “Blake, I love you and I'm not letting you go. I'm not letting either one of you go.” She let herself down, feeling his hardness breach her entrance and took his thick cock deep, so deep, all the way into her wet, hot cunt until she felt him pressing hard against the end of her channel.
“God, baby!” Blakely's voice sounded hoarse, strangled with need and love and Sadie felt another surge in the energy between them as she began to ride, rising up to feel the thick shaft slip almost all the way from her body and then lowering herself to take him deep again, feeling the exquisite pleasure that was more than half pain of having a man who was so large and thick stretching her cunt.
Sadie felt Holt hovering uncertainly behind her back and knew they had to make the circuit complete. “Touch me,” she urged her other lover. “Love me, Holt. Get me ready.”
“Ready for what, Sadie?” His voice was low and needful, almost a growl. He did as she asked, wrapping strong arms around her
while she rode his partner and cupped her breasts in his large, warm hands. At the contact the energy surged again.
“Ready to take you,” she whispered breathlessly. “I need … need you both inside me to make this work, Holt. Need you to take me too.”
“Sadie,” he protested, nibbling softly along her neck. “You know what that means. You know what that would do to us. The Life-bond…”
“I don't care!” she gasped as Blakely thrust into her deeply, filling her to the limit and beyond. “Don't care anymore. I want it, Holt. Need it, need you both inside me at the same time. Making love to me, filling me, fucking me. Bonding with me. Please, Holt…”
He didn't answer with words but she felt his large, warm hands on her back, pressing her lower so that she was leaning over Blakely with her breasts brushing softly against his face. Blakely turned and captured one of her nipples between his lips, sucking long and hard, making her groan as flames of pleasure licked along her sensitive flesh.
“Love you, baby,” he whispered softly, releasing her nipple and then turning his attention to the other.
Blakely's hot mouth was so distracting that Sadie almost forgot what she had asked Holt to do until she felt something slippery and cold pressing between the cheeks of her bottom. She gasped in apprehension at first, feeling the immediate urge to clench herself closed and get away. Never been touched there before. It's dirty, wrong … No! With a huge mental effort, she pushed the mean little voice of guilt away and forced herself to relax and concentrate on what Holt was doing and saying to her.
“It's all right, sweetheart. Not gonna hurt you,” he whispered low in her ear. He was massaging her gently and the cream he was using to help open her was warmer now, almost soothing. “I love you, Sadie,” Holt said softly. “Love every part of you.” Sadie gasped as he withdrew for a moment to lick a long, wet furrow up the groove of her spine as she crouched over Blakely. His fingers never stopped their gentle motion, working deeper and deeper into her body that already felt too full where she was pierced with Blakely's cock. “Lean over a little more, Sadie. Give me room to work,” he whispered, his warm hand on her back urging her forwards.
Sadie did as she was told but inside she could feel panic rising, overwhelming the golden flood of energy she felt pouring from both men. The mean little voice was back, the voice of Aunt Minnie and Gerald and all of up-tight Goshen. Whore, slut, nice girls don't … But what had that kind of thinking ever done for her? Why should she deny the love she felt, deny the men she loved just because there were two of them instead of one?
Closing her eyes, Sadie took a deep, trembling breath and turned away from that voice and all it represented for good. This was the life she had chosen, a life of laughter and caring and love. A life with Blakely and Holt. She would give herself to them, to both of them and never regret it. Never look back.
She bent forward and rubbed her face against Blakely's rough cheek, hearing his murmured words of endearme nt and love, the same sweet words Holt was uttering behind her. She was spread open, wider than she had ever been with one thick cock buried in her wet sex, about to be pierced with another from behind. She could feel the rise and fall of Blakely's chest, smell the hot scent of sex in the air as his sandalwood musk mixed with Holt's clean, sharp fragrance to create the aroma that was at once and entirely both of them. Her long hair trailed down her shoulders and Holt hovered over her, ready to pin her even more securely than she was already pinned to the bed, to his partner underneath her. Sadie breathed deeply and knew it was right.
“I love you both so much,” she whispered. “Holt, I'm ready.”
There were no words but she felt his long fingers being replaced with a blunt, moist probe and she knew it was the head of his cock pressing against her entrance there. She could feel Holt's hot breath against her back as he panted, pressing up into her body, entering her slowly, trying not to hurt her if he could help it.
Hot tears pulsed behind her eyelids and Sadie bit her lip and tried to hold them back. She knew Holt was trying not to hurt her but she was already so filled with his partner's cock and the big blond man behind her was still only buried halfway in her body. So full … Goddess, so full! her mind whispered.
“Sadie, do you want me to stop?” she heard him whisper and she knew that he and Blakely had probably been exchanging one of those wordless glances over her shoulder and Blakely was warning his partner that this was becoming too much for her.
Sadie took another deep breath and tried to relax, tried to feel the love pouring between them for her, tried to let the golden energy of their joining wash over her body and drown her in pleasure. Instinctively she understood that it would only hurt this first time. After both men had penetrated her completely and the Life-bond was fully forged there would never be pain in their joining again. There would be only the deep, fulfilling pleasure of baring her soul and opening her body to both her lovers at once. They were so close to that ultimate completion, she could feel it, throbbing beneath the surface of her skin, pulsing to get out and flow through them all, binding them irrevocably together. Did she want to stop?
“No.” She arched her back on a gasp to force more of Holt's shaft inside her body, making all three of them cry out in wordless pain/pleasure. “No, Holt, I want you inside me. All the way inside me—now!”
Obeying her request without question, she felt Holt pull back a little and then sink his thick cock fully into her body until his hips were flush with her bottom, filling her completely, finishing what his partner had started, completing the circle.
They held still, all three of them motionless for a moment, feeling the warm electrical current flow between them as the T-link opened to its widest wavelength and bathed them all in a powerful pulse of sensation. Then, driven by instinct and need, Sadie felt both Blakely and Holt begin to move inside her, setti ng a rhythm between them that was almost more than she could bear.
Goddess … oh, Goddess, she moaned inside her head, feeling their pleasure as she did her own, the pleasure of plunging into her wet, willing flesh, the pleasure of riding her hard and deep as she accepted them both into her body and heart and soul. She had never felt so filled before, had never been so open or needed to be.
“Love you baby, love you so much…” It was Blakely beneath her, reaching between them to where they were joined to rub one callused finger over the soft, wet opening between her cunt lips, caressing the tender bud of her clit until she thought she might scream.
“Goddess, Sadie. Love to make love to you, love to fuck your sweet ass and cunt.” That was Holt, gasping as he rose over her, wrapping his arms around her to pinch and twist her tender nipples as he thrust into her body. He was filling her completely as Blakely pulled almost all the way out and then reversing their positions as he pulled back and his partner plunged all the way in.
Sadie cried and moaned between them, a purely sexual creature, helpless to do anything but give in to the overwhelming sensation of being filled utterly with two thick cocks at once. She could feel her orgasm coming, pulsing up from between her legs where she was pierced by their thick shafts and she knew that the moment it took her their joining would be complete. When she came and felt them come as well, pulsing into her pussy and ass, filling her with their seed, the Life-bond would be forged forever. There would be no going back.
She didn't want to go back.
“Goddess!” she cried out loud. “More, I need more!” Blakely and Holt slowed for a moment and then there was a subtle shift in their rhythm. Sadie realized that they had changed the pattern of their strokes. Now, instead of Holt pulling out while Blakely pushed in and vice versa, they were both pulling out at the same time and both surging forward to fill her at once. They were fucking her in perfect tandem.
The shift in their rhythm and the feeling of being so completely filled and possessed by her two lovers at the exact same time was too much. Sadie felt herself tilt over the edge, falling into orgasm and taking them with her.
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p; With a wordless cry her back arched in a spasm of pure ecstasy. Inner muscles clamped down hard, squeezing and milking the cocks inside her. A hoarse shout came from Blakely and a deep groan from Holt as both men thrust deep inside her body and pulsed into her. They filled her to overflowing with their cum and forged the unbreakable Life-bond forever.
“Hey, sweetheart, you okay?”
Sadie opened her eyes and realized that Blakely was talking to her. Had she been asleep? She stretched languorously, aware that she was lying on her side, sandwiched between two warm, slightly sweaty male bodies and that all three of them were naked. It seemed she could remember a similar awakening and she also remembered feeling horrified to find herself in such a position but this time it seemed all right. After all, it was only Blakely and Holt holding her close between them. Their warmth gave her a feeling of peace and safety she had never felt before. Her men were with her, protecting her, loving her. Nothing could hurt them as long as they stayed together, she was sure about that.
“Is she okay?” The voice came from behind her. Holt.
“I'm fine.” She wiggled a little to get more comfortable between them. “Why, what's wrong?”
“Nothin' except you kinda passed out there for a minute after we all…” Blakely's voice trailed off a little but he had said enough to jog Sadie's memory. Being pressed between them, the heat and pressure of two thick cocks filling her … she should be sore, she supposed but all she felt was a mild, delicious ache between her legs. She felt slippery and hot there too and realized she was probably leaking their cum everywhere but she didn't seem to be able to make herself care. Wow, it's like afterglow times ten, she thought, wiggling some more to feel both hard bodies against her. A naughty little cat-that-got-the-cream type smile spread over her face and she was helpless to stop it. Why should I try to stop it? I did get the cream … all over me, inside me, everywhere. That thought made her laugh out loud and she opened her eyes to see Blakely staring at her with an expression that was half puzzled, half worried in his indigo eyes. Turning her head to the side, she saw Holt leaning over her with the same look in his sapphire depths.