Part of me hoped he was in on it, so I'd get one last chance to see him again. And maybe bite off his left testicle.
They cut off the tape a couple of hours later and led us out of the camper. It was late afternoon now, and from the smell we seemed to be in the middle of a fish canning district.
"Where are we?" I asked as we were brought out into an empty parking lot.
"Last stop," Eleanor said. "New Bedford, Massachusetts."
I knew just enough about New Bedford to know my day was going to end badly.
A Prius pulled in behind the camper. I watched to see who would get out; it was the fourth vegan.
"Michael's not here?" I asked.
"Who the hell is Michael?" Eleanor asked.
I didn't know how to feel.
They led us inside a manufacturing plant that stank of fish. There was no one inside. All I saw was the machinery, big, silent and dirty.
"This is where you're going to kill us?" Lima asked.
Eleanor nodded.
"You can't kill us," I said. "You're vegans. That's completely counter to everything you believe in."
"I'm anti-speciest," Eleanor said.
"What the hell does that mean?"
"I fight against human privilege. Sometimes that requires a little affirmative action at the fish plant." She shook her head at me. "You were going to eat me, Marie-Claire. Now we're going to eat you."
"The best meat's in the rump," I said. "Make sure you kiss it first."
"This has nothing to do with me," Lima said, her voice trembling. "I didn't eat anyone."
"You're innocent, I guess," Eleanor said. "And I'll bet you told Marie-Claire that you're a vegan, too?" She sounded pretty skeptical.
"That's right, she is a vegan," I said. "No animal products of any kind."
"Really?" Eleanor poked Lima in the stomach. "Wool sweater... silk scarf... fancy cow-skin shoes. Someone here is a pretty shit-awful vegan."
"I don't eat dairy," Lima said.
"We're making the right choice here," Eleanor said.
I heard a jarring noise as the machinery powered on.
"We're ready," one of the other vegans said. "Put one on the belt."
Eleanor looked over to Lima. "Take off your clothes," she said.
Lima gave out a whimper but then she did as she was told.
Once she was naked, Eleanor and one of her companions lifted Lima up and threw her onto the conveyor belt. The belt wasn't moving at that point, and Lima just laid there, motionless.
"She's too big for the cooker," Eleanor said. "We'll need to hash her."
"I brought something for that," one of the other vegans said. She brought over a large silver cleaver and traded it to Eleanor for the handgun.
"You -- you're kidding," Lima said from her place on the belt.
And then Eleanor took the first swing.
I didn't watch.
Lima didn't say anything else.
After less than a minute of cutting I heard the conveyor belt start to run.
"This is what's coming to you," Eleanor said to me. "I'm going to hash you up, and then we'll steam cook you until you're just right..." She held up her fingers, as if she were counting steps.
"Then we'll press the oil out of you, and dry what's left of you out before we grind you up and stuff you into fertilizer bags. There'll be bits of you in community gardens all over New England."
"I can't believe you're doing this," I said. "Lima didn't deserve any of this."
"You can ask her about it once she's all bagged up." She started to giggle. "Then it's your turn."
I made the decision quickly; I was better off with a couple of bullets in my hide than chopped up on a conveyor belt. I gave Eleanor a shove and turned to run, but I had two vegans clinging onto me within five seconds.
They held me as Eleanor took out her duct tape.
"You don't want that stuff in your plant food," I said. "Think of all that adhesive."
"It's no worse than whatever poisons you use in that chemical-sprayed hair of yours," Eleanor said.
I glanced over at her filthy blond locks. "I'm well aware of how much you girls hate shampoo."
They taped over my mouth before I could ask why they also seemed to hate soap.
And then I waited as the remains of Lima were pressed and ground.
As promised, Eleanor showed me a bag of Lima-meal. It looked like a cross between cremation ash and cinnamon. I'd be lying if I told you I wasn't curious about the taste.
"Now we'll take off your clothes," Eleanor said, holding up the cleaver. "I hope the cutting isn't too messy."
"I hope you hack off one of your fingers," I tried to say, but with the tape over my mouth I'm not sure she got it.
She started with my belt, gingerly cutting through the leather.
I heard a door open, and then came a familiar voice.
"FDA!" Michael called out. "Drop your weapons!" He was wearing body armor and toting some kind of semi-automatic rifle.
Two of the vegans were quick to surrender, putting their hands in the air. But the girl right next to Eleanor lifted up the handgun to take aim.
The gunshots came, two of them, and the armed vegan fell to the ground.
Eleanor brought the cleaver up to my neck. "I'll slice her open," she said.
"I don't care," Michael said. "She's a serial killer, you know."
Eleanor looked surprised. "You know about her?"
"That's why I'm here... to bring her to justice."
She kept the blade against my skin. "So what about me?" she asked. "What happens to the rest of us?"
"Put down the meat cleaver... I'll run your IDs and as long as you're clean you can go. Then the story will be one vegan vigilante, acting alone."
Eleanor seemed to think it over... then she lowered her arm.
"Everyone on the ground," Michael said. "Hands on your heads."
The vegans complied; I wasn't sure how I'd be able to do the same, so I just stayed as I was, my wrists taped behind me and a couple of strips over my mouth.
He took out three sets of plasticuffs and restrained all three vegans before coming over and ripping off my tape.
"Are you okay, Marie-Claire?" he asked.
"I'm alright," I said. "Are you really with the Food and Drug Administration?"
"I was. I'm on disability now. Raw milk raid. I accidentally got some of it on my lips."
"You're joking."
"I was suspended for messing up your case. I lost some evidence, falsified some reports..."
I smiled. "So you're not going to arrest me?"
"I may slip some cuffs on you," he said with a smirk. "But that's more for personal consumption."
I laughed and then I gave him a kiss.
He told me he'd help me clean up the mess.
"Sorry about Lima," he said once I'd come back inside with my trusty bolt pistol.
"I just wish you'd gotten here in time."
"I did, actually... she was a loose end. Uh... sorry about that."
I shrugged.
I walked over with the bolt pistol and did the first two vegans, saving Eleanor for last. She was shaking when I reached her.
"You did want to die," I told her.
"But then I changed my mind," Eleanor said.
"I know... that's why I didn't kill you. You should have returned the favor." I didn't wait for a reply. I held the pistol to her temple and fired.
"They call them fish fingers in England," Michael said as I mixed up the batter in his kitchen.
"Fish fingers? That's sick."
"And misleading... I'll bet the fish sticks we're making will be less than one percent finger."
I laughed. "I hope they taste okay. That meal powder was pretty dry. Not to mention the ground up dreadlocks."
"I'm sure they'll be perfect," Michael said. "You're an excellent cook." His face got all serious, and then he star
ted fumbling in his pockets. "And well... uh... that's why I want to marry you."
My heart started to pound and I could feel my whole body shaking.
He pulled out a little box, and then he opened it up to a small diamond ring. "I love you, Marie-Claire," he said.
It felt like it was too soon... way too soon... and at first all I wanted to do was run away.
I don't think you can blame me for that.
But then it hit me.
I had nothing to lose.
Either Michael would be the perfect husband and would love me forever and ever, or I'd have something special, if a wee bit stringy, to bundle up and roast when Dad comes home next Thanksgiving.
Either way works for me.