Chapter 16
The Farce About Lovelorn
The childe of the Tai family forgot himself to say the words beneath his dignity, that was because Sheilor flared up the lustful mecha operation suddenly tonight, Sheilor defeated that never met schoolmate in the match-up fight for the first time, just in the first day when he became a man. If he knew the real identity of that person defeated by him, he would probably got more excited a bit.
But also in this one short day, he fell from the hilltop of the happiness to the bottom of the valley with “pata” the sound, fell with a bloody nose and a swollen face, saw the stars, and felt at a loss completely.
Because Charming disappeared suddenly.
This didn’t mean that Charming left her home like what she did in that year, when she just entered into the university, the went to the distant S2 anti-government area, and played the missing farce. But referred to that this wearing the black frame glasses habitually girl suddenly disappeared in Sheilor’s life, or might be said that in her eyes, there no Sheilor this person existed.
That morning, Sheilor was nervous and excited to carry the wild flowers and the vacuum flask to come to the outside of the Plum Garden apartment once again, and then he saw that Charming and several girl students came out from the apartment. But when he walked up to her with the smile all over his face, Charming seemed to not seeing him this person, brushed past him like a wind, only left him the whole ground of yellow leaves and infinite amazement.
He had already come to here once on the weekend, basically, most of the students of the Pear Garden university all knew, that little porter auditor finally launched the offense to classmate Charming, but today this scene, seemed to prove that this kind of offense was complete failure, those girl students cast the contempt or sympathy eyes in succession.
It’s different from what the people around thought, Sheilor knew clearly what happened between Charming and him in that night, so he felt that was particularly inconceivable. He gazed at the figure of Charming going away, besides to be rather baffling, he had a few of not that great omen arisen from his heart.
Just like what he worried about, Charming would just like not seeing the existence of him this person from that moment, no matter in the class, in the laboratory, or in the corridor, anywhere two of them might meet, Charming would always stubbornly look up slightly, and looked steadily forward to walk away. In addition to the distress and doubt, Sheilor also felt that the look of this girl really seemed somewhat funny and lovely.
Finally at the afternoon of the day after, Sheilor couldn’t control his doubt any more, stopped the holding the books in arms Charming under the big locust tree outside of the teaching building, said nervously, “I know that I performed very shitty that night, you have already ignored me for two days, that also should be a very severe punishment.”
He thought about it over and over, contrived over it this and that, he also could get this conclusion. The mental of the just blossoming girl was very sensitive, to that night he was not tender and considerate enough, especially didn’t send her back to the apartment, had the infinitely horrible resentment, so she would ignore him in these two days. Sheilor didn’t want to fall into the cold war at the beginning of the first love in his life, so he apologized sincerely.
Charming had the inexplicable nervousness in her heart, she pushed the glasses up a little bit on her nose bridge, cleared her throat, said to him very seriously the dialogue which she extracted from the novel, “I think you misunderstood, I also want to find some time to tell you clearly, we two people were not suit to each other, I don’t want you to keep misunderstanding.”
“Don’t joke like that.” Sheilor said with a smile, but the smile was somewhat far-fetched, he felt that it’s so similar to those love shows on the federal literature and art TV channel. At the same time, he also could tell that hidden trembling in Charming that seemed very cold voice, so he asked seriously, “What happened?”
“It’s nothing. I just thought about the relationship and the possibilities of the future between us very calmly, I don’t think that we have the possibility to continue.” Charming forced to constrain the nervousness and the loneliness in her heart, said it lightly, “Please forget all the things happened in that day.”
Sheilor felt that he was hit in the heart by a hammer which fell down from the sky, muddled to the extreme. But he still kept the style of the East Forest stone, refused to budge so toughly, just stared at Charming and said, “Do you have any problem with your head? Or dressed too few that night, had the cold or fever now?”
Charming heaved a sigh in her heart, but the not care and apathy were shown in her words, “It’s already the Constitution Calendar thirty-seven, you still think that this is the time of Tai dynasty? Consensual to keep warm with each other for a night, it is very normal thing. You are only a poor student, even you could go into the Nutshell company to work over there, stayed with me for life? Come on, wake up a bit.”
“If say that I have the insatiable desire for the pleasure for a night, let you to misunderstand something, I apologize to you, I am sorry, but please keep distance away from me in the future.”
When he heard “I am sorry” these three words, Sheilor suddenly thought of that night in the restaurant, Charming seemed to say many times I am sorry. He stood in situ somewhat dully, looked at this girl who was covered most of the enchanting elegant demeanor by the black frame glasses in front of him, lowered his voice but particularly exerted his strength to say, “I am sorry? don’t you want me to pretend that there was nothing happened, and then you and me become the strange passers-by?”
“Is this very difficult for you?” Charming tried to say coldly as much as possible, but held the books in her arms a bit tighter.
Sheilor felt somewhat angry, but he didn’t show anything on his face, stared at Charming in the eyes and said, “Of course it’s very difficult! I was a virgin! You cheated my first time, don’t you think that you don’t want to take the responsibility?’
Charming that disguised haughty expression became the collapsed cliff immediately, she opened her eyes widely, looked at Sheilor incredibly, never thought of the honest and simple him, would tell the ridiculous strange reason such like this. The voice of Sheilor seemed a bit loud, the studying under the trees students looked over to here curiously, but there should be no one to hear it clearly. But Charming’s face still got blushed, she stared at Sheilor and protested angrily, “lower your voice! It wasn’t my first time as well?”
The words replied by Sheilor was very quick, he replied calmly, “Thus I will take the responsibility for you, you also need to take the responsibility for me.”
Charming suddenly found out that she couldn’t be very excellent to finish the task which the senator entrusted her cautiously, she found out that it’s very difficult to play a getting rid of first boyfriend for the vanity, the most mainly reason was that the called Sheilor boy student she wanted to dump, really not playing the game with the logical thinking, didn’t go to pound the tree angrily, also seemed to don’t have the impulse to cut his own wrist with a knife, not even scolded severely her shameless, this let her couldn’t speak out those designed sarcastic ridicule of her dialogue.
Perhaps, she really didn’t want to use those words to harm him cruelly in her heart.
She looked at the not a step yielded Sheilor helplessly, prayed in a whisper voice, “Please let me go, I don’t need you to take the responsibility for me, it’s unlikely that you still want me this girl to take the responsibility for you, right?”
“Why don’t need?” Sheilor’s mood actually was already down to the bottom, because he had already told that Charming was not kidding, but at this moment it also was the crisis happened in his life, that kind of sense of crisis let his thought to become particularly clear, his reaction was also incomparably quick, he said very seriously, “In that night, it’s you who raped me.”
Was afraid that the talking would be heard by other students, Char
ming’s face had already been blushed awfully, but at this time her face was angered to turn pale, she looked at Sheilor that poker face incredibly, just like looking at the savage on the Darge mountain, said angrily and jabberingly, “You… You… You are shameless!”
Sheilor was not a shameless people, even he had been influenced by Shielding for this long, it’s also impossible for him to say some too excessive words, he was just confused a bit by Charming this changed suddenly attitude, purely just wanted to find the excuse to benefit himself subconsciously. He found it out somewhat sadly, Charming seemed to be for real, the childe of the state senator Bowie Hang suddenly showed up by their side, seemed to have the thought to be the escort, he looked alertly at the expression somewhat depressed Sheilor, protected Charming to behind his back.
Charming poked her head out from the outside of the arm of Bowie Hang, said, “Thank you, there is really nothing happened.” she then said to Sheilor angrily, “Please don’t come to pester me again.”
Sheilor seemed to not hear her this words at all, he reached out his hand to the childe of the state senator, asked in a very good demeanor, “I think we met before. I am Sheilor, the auditor of the machine maintenance department, your name?”
Charming and Bowie Hang both were a little bit dumbfounded, they didn’t expect that Sheilor’s attitude would actually change so quickly. Bowie Hang had a gentle smile and said, “Bowie Hang, last time the one informed secretly by you and deducted four credits is me.”
The hands of these two people held together, Sheilor said with a smile, “I don’t know that you still remember me.”
Charming heaved a sigh, said to Sheilor, “For the bi-moons dancing party, Bowie will be my dancing partner.”
“You have already called him Bowie this quick? I cooked the chicken soup for you, you don’t even take a look, if I knew it, I would prefer to bring it for that boy.”
But this words didn’t come out from Sheilor’s mouth, his face still kept the sincere smile on. He just thought like that in his heart incomparably grieved, this words was too grieved to like a woman’s, he wouldn’t allow himself to speak it out even dead.
“Don’t get me wrong.” Charming saw that flicker of gloomy flashed in Sheilor’s eyes, suddenly felt bitterly in her heart, she said in a low voice, “You and me are not suitable to be together, it’s nothing to do with Bowie, we are just the ordinary friends.”
The grieved words came out once again in Sheilor’s heart, he thought that we were also the ordinary friends before that day-- But he still held it back, had a smile gently to Bowie Hang, and nodded his head at Charming, said, “We will talk again once we got time, I am leaving first.”
In this kind of situation, if he wanted to constrain the eruptible emotion, Sheilor only had to turn his back and leave. He was a nineteen years old young man, saw that Charming was with other man together, he was very uncomfortable in the heart, but he also wouldn’t be that no taste to have a fight with other man for winning a female, that’s the thing only the buffalo would do.
Looked at walking away the figure of Sheilor, Charming suddenly felt that she was really a bad woman, but not performing the bad woman, because that figure looked so poor, somehow, she somewhat had the urge to want to shout him back, but once she thought of the bi-moons festival dancing party before long, she swallowed those words back abruptly, made it to become the hard to swallow grief.
“Sheilor is a good man, at least his demeanor is not that bad.” Charming didn’t want the by her side Bowie Hang to have too much ill feeling, because she knew that Bowie Hang also had the good feeling to her, he was the childe of the state senator, once he wanted to harm Sheilor, such a poor student with parents like Sheilor, what could he do?
“Refused by you, still can smile and shook hands with me, the demeanor… Is really not bad.”
Bowie Hang put his right hand behind his back, rubbed a couple times secretly, the finger knuckles had been clenched to red and swollen by Sheilor just now. He had a flicker of wry smile floated on the corners of the mouth, thought in the heart that the boy was really angry, once he thought of that scene happened in front of the gate of the nightclub, he had some fear in his heart unexpectedly.