CHAPTER XXXIII
REMORSE OF COLONEL BOYCE
Captain McBean was strutting to and fro for the benefit of his impatiencewhen Mr. O'Connor returned to him. "Patrick, you look morose. Had he thelegs of you?"
"He had not," says O'Connor, nursing his hand. "But he had abeautiful nose. Sure, it was harder than you would think. And I havesprained my thumb."
"What, did he fight?"
"He did not--saving the tongue of him. But I had broke my whip upon him,so I broke his nose to be even. Egad, he was beautiful before and behind.He cannot show this long while. Neither behind nor before, faith. Whatwill he do, d'ye think?"
"Oh Lud, he'll not face it out. He would dream of hangmen. He'll take thewaters. He'll go the grand tour. D'ye know, Patrick, there's a masterlytouch in old Boyce. To choose that oaf for his decoy at Pontoise! Whocould guess at danger in him? No wonder Charles Middleton saw no guile!Yet, you observe, the creature's full of venom."
"He bleeds like a pig," says Mr. O'Connor. "What will we be waitingfor, sir?"
"The lady."
"She goes to Harry? Oh, he's the lucky one. What a Venus it is!"
"Aye, aye. She should have married you, Patrick. You would haveridden her."
"Ah now, don't destroy me with envy and desires," says Mr. O'Connor."But, sure, there was another, a noble fat girl. Will she be bespoke?"
"She belongs to the one-armed hero."
"Maybe she could do with another. There's enough of her for two. Oh, comeaway, sir, before I danger my soul."
They heard the wheels of the coach and marched out. Alison was comingdownstairs with Mrs. Weston. "What now?" says McBean glowering. "Do youneed a duenna to watch you with your husband?"
"Madame is Harry's mother, sir," Alison said.
For once Captain McBean was disconcerted. "A thousand pardons," says he,and with much ceremony put Mrs. Weston into the coach.
As they rode after it, "You fight too fast, sir," says O'Connor with agrin. "I have remarked it before."
Captain McBean 'was still something out of countenance. "Who would havethought he had a mother here?" he growled.
"Oh, faith, you did not suppose the old Colonel brought him forth--likeJove plucking Minerva out of his swollen head."
"I did not, Patrick, you loon. But I did not guess his mother would behere with this gorgeous madame wife."
"Fie now, is it the Lord God don't advise you of everything? 'Tis anindignity, faith."
Captain McBean swore at him in a friendly way, and they jogged onthrough the Islington lanes....
So after a while it happened that Colonel Boyce, raising a hot and angryhead at the creature who dared open his bedroom door, found himselflooking at Mrs. Weston. "Ods my life! Kate! What a pox do you wanthere?" says he.
"You are hurt. I thought you would want nursing."
"I do not want nursing, damme. How did you hear of the business?"
"That Scotch captain rode out to tell us."
"Od burn the fellow! Humph. No. Maybe he is no fool, neither. Us? Who isus, Kate? Mrs. Alison?"
"She is gone up to Harry now."
Colonel Boyce whistled. "Come up and we will show you a thing, eh? Thatis Scripture, Kate. You used to have your mouth full of Scripture."
"You put me out of favour with that."
"Let it be, can't you? What, they will make it up, then?"
"Does that hurt you? Indeed, they would never have quarrelled but foryou."
"Oh, aye, blame it on me. I am the devil, faith. Come, ma'am, what have Idone to the pretty dears? She's a warm piece and Harry's a milksop, andthat's the whole of it."
"With your tricks you made her think Harry was such as you are. And thatwife you married came to Alison and told her that Harry was base-born."
"Rot the shrew! She must meddle must she? Egad, she was always a blunder,Madame Rachel." He swore at her fully. "Bah, what though? Why shouldjolly Alison heed her?"
"Alison knows everything now. I told her."
"Egad, you go beyond me, Kate. You that made me swear none should everknow the boy was yours. You go and blab it out! Damn you for a woman."
The woman looked at him strangely. "You have done that indeed," she said.
"No, that's too bad. I vow it is." For once Colonel Boyce was stung. Hefell silent and fidgeted, and made a long arm for the herb water by hisbed. Mrs. Weston gave it him. "Let be, can't you?" he cried, and drankall the same. "Eh, Kate that came over my guard.... She has made yousuffer, the shrew. Egad, I could whip her through the town for it."
"Yes. Whip her."
"Oh, what would you have?" Colonel Boyce shifted under a rueful air,strange in him. "I am what I am. I have had no luck in women. She was ablunder. And you--you have paid to say of me what you will. Egad, youhave the chance now."
"Are you in pain?"
"Be hanged to pain! Don't gloat, Kate. That's not like you, at least."
"Oh, I am sorry. I am sorry."
"No, nor that neither. Damme, what should I be with you pitying me? Letit be. Come, you want something of me, I suppose. Something for yourHarry, eh? What is it?"
"I want nothing but that he should live. He has no need of you or me."
"Oh Lud, he will live. But you were always full of fears."
"Yes. You used to say that long ago."
Colonel Boyce winced again. "Eh, you get in your thrusts, Kate, I swear Idid what I could to save him."
"I could not have borne to come to you else."
"Humph. I see no good in your coming. There's little comfort for you orme in seeing each other. I suppose it's your damned duty."
"I don't know."
"Oh Lud, then begone and let's have done with it all."
"I want to stay till you are well."
"Aye, faith, it's comfortable to see me on my back and helpless."
Mrs. Weston did not answer for a moment. She was busy with setting histable in order. "I want to have some right somewhere. She is with Harry."
"By God, Kate, you're a good soul," Colonel Boyce cried.
"I am not. I am jealous of her," Mrs. Weston said with a sob.
"Does Harry know of you?"
"What does it matter? He'll not care now."
"Kate--come here, child."
"No. No. I am not crying," Mrs. Weston said.
CHAPTER XXXIV
HARRY WAKES UP
Harry lay asleep when Alison came into his room.
She made sure of that and sat herself beside him to wait. It was not, youknow, a thing which she did well. She looked down at him gravely.Afterwards Harry would accuse her that what first she felt was how littleand miserable a man she had taken to herself.
He lay there very still and his breath hardly stirred him. Indeed, thesurgery of Mr. Rolfe had bound him up so tightly that he was in armourfrom waist to neck. After a moment, she started and trembled and bentover him and put her cheek close to his lips. She felt his breath androse again slowly almost as pale as he. That cheating fear had stabbedcruelly, and still it would not let her be. His face was so thin, sowhite and utterly tired. The life was drained out of him....
She sat beside him, still but for the beat of her bosom, and it seemedthat the consciousness in her was falling from a height or gallopingagainst the wind. She seemed to try to stop and could not.
She tried to change the fashion of her thought and had no power in thateither. It was a strange, half-angry, half-contemptuous pity that movedin her, and a fever of impatience. He was wicked to be struck down so,rent, impotent. Why must the wretch go plunging out into the world andmeasure himself against these swashbuckling conspirators? He had noequipment for it. He was fated to end it with disaster. Faith, it was acruel folly to throw himself away and drag up her life by the roots as hefell. She needed him--needed him quick and eager, and there he lay, ashrunken thing that could use only gentleness, help, a tedious, trivialservice like a child.
He was humiliated, a condition not to be borne in her man. As she watchedhim, she
saw Geoffrey Waverton rise between them, blusterous andmenacing, and his lustiness mocked at the still, helpless body. But onthat all other feeling was lost in a fever of hate of Mr. Waverton. Hewas branded with every contemptible sin that she knew, she ached to havehim suffer, and (unaware of the contusions and extravasationsadministered by Mr. O'Connor) tried to console herself by recalling theignominious condition of Geoffrey in the hands of the truculent gentlemenat Highgate. Bah, the coward was dishonoured for ever, at least. He wouldnever dare show his face in town or country. How could he? Mr. Hadleywould spit him like a joint. The good Charles! She found some consolationin the memory of Mr. Hadley's sardonic contempt. Nay, but the others,that fire-eating little Scotsman and his lank friend, they were of thesame scornful mind about Mr. Waverton. His blusterous bullying went fornothing with them but to call for more disdain. They had no doubt that hecut a miserable figure, that it was he who was humiliated in the affair.And so all men would think, indeed. It was only a fool of a woman whocould be imposed upon by his brag, only a mean, detestable woman whocould suppose Harry defeated.
Why, Harry must needs have done nobly to enlist these men on his side. Hewas nothing to Captain McBean, nothing but what he had done, and yetMcBean took up his cause with a perfect devotion, cared for nothing butto punish his enemies, and to assure his safety. Faith, the little manwould be as glad to thrash her as to overthrow Master Geoffrey. He hadcome near it, indeed. She smiled a little. The absurd imagination was notunpleasant. Monsieur was welcome to beat her if it would bring Harry anycomfort. Aye, it would be very good for her. She would be glad to showHarry the stripes. Nay, but it was Harry who should beat her--only henever would. And these fantastics were swept away in a wave oftenderness.
Mr. Harry was not good at making others suffer. He left it to his wife,poor lad, and she--she had done it greedily. Well. There was to be an endof that. Pray God he might ever be strong enough to hurt her. She bentover him in this queer mood, and her eyes were dim, and she kissed him,and whispered to herself--to him. Yes. She must make him hurt her. Shemust have pain of him to bear....
Harry slept on. She began to caress his pillow, and crooned over him likea mother with her child, and found herself blushing and was still andsilent again. Indeed, she was detestable. To make a show of fondlingafter having driven him to the edge of death! To chatter and flutterabout him when he had no more than strength enough for sleep! Why, thiswas the very way for a light o' love. And, indeed, she was no better,wanting him only for her pleasure, for what he would give, watchinggreedily till he should be fit to serve her turn again. Yes, that was theonly way of love Mrs. Alison understood.
It was some satisfaction to scold herself, to make herself believe thatshe was vile. For she wanted to suffer, she wanted to be humbled. Not somuch for the comfort of penance, not even for the luxury of sensationwhich makes self-torture pleasure, but that she might be sure ofrealizing her sins against the love which was now in command of all herbeing, and go on to serve it with a clean devotion. One thing only wasworth doing, in one thing only could there be honour and joy, to make himwelcome her and have delight in her... And so she fell among dreams....
She saw something glitter on the table by the bed, and idly put out herhand for it. She found herself looking at the diamonds of the Pretender'swatch. How did Harry come to such a gorgeous toy? J.R., the diamondswrote. Who was J.R.?
"Alison," Harry said.
She started, stared at him, and stood up. His eyes were open, and hefrowned a little.
"Alison? It is you?" he said, and rubbed at his eyes.
"Yes."
"Why have you come?"
She fell on her knees by the bed. "Oh, Harry, Harry," she murmured, andhid her face.
"Is it true?"
"I will be true," she sobbed.
"I want to see you."
She showed him her face pale and wet with tears....
After a while, "Why have you come?" he said again.
"Harry, I knew about Geoffrey. He told me."
"You--knew?"
I wrote you warning. I begged you come back to me. Oh, Harry, Harry, youare proud."
"I had no warning. Proud? Oh, yes, I am proud. What were you withGeoffrey?"
"Harry! Oh, Harry! No, it's fair. Well. I tried to trick him for yoursake to save you."
"I am obliged for your care of me."
She cried out "Ah, God," and hid her face again. Harry lay still andwhite as death.... "Oh, Harry, you torture me," she murmured. "You havethe right. No man but you has ever had a thought of me. Harry--I want topray you--oh, I want to lie at your feet. Only believe in me--useme--take me again."
"I am a fool," Harry said, and she looked up and saw that he, too, wascrying. "Oh, curse the wound," he said hoarsely. "Egad, I am damnedfeeble, child."
"I love you, I love you," she sobbed, and pressed her face to his...."Oh, Harry, I am wicked."
She raised herself. "You are hurt, and I wear you out."
"That's a brag." Harry smiled faintly, "It takes more than you can giveto kill me, ma'am."
"Ah, don't."
"Stand up and let me look at you." Which she did, and made parade of herbeauty, smiling through tears. "Aye, you're a splendid woman," and hiseyes brightened.
She made him a curtsy. "It's at your will, sir." "Yes, and why? Why? Whatmade you come back?"
"My dear!" She held out her arms to him. "I have wanted you ever since Ilost you. And now--now I am nothing unless you want me."
"Oh, be easy. There is plenty of you, and I want it all."
"Can you say so? Ah, Harry, you have known enough bad that's me, crueland greedy and hard and cheating. I have always taken, and givennothing back."
"Damn your humilities," Harry said.
"Oh, sir, but I want them, my new humilities. I have nothing else tocover my nakedness."
"You look better without them, ma'am."
"Fie, I will stop your mouth." But it was a cup of herb water that sheoffered him instead of a kiss.
"You are a cheat," Harry spluttered. "You presume on my infirmities."
"No. No. I have made you talk too much. You must be still and restagain."
"Burn your maternal care! I have hardly seen you yet a minute."
"A minute! Oh!" She looked at the jewelled watch. "Aye, sir, an hour.And what's this pretty toy?"
Harry laughed. "Why, now I have you. Sure, ma'am, it's a love token."
"I shall go away, sir."
"Not till you come by the secret. I know you."
His ear was pinched. "J.R. Who is J.R., sir?"
"Jemima Regina. A queen of beauty, ma'am. She fell in love with my nose.And offered me a thousand pound for it."
"Harry! I am going to say good night."
"Hear the truth, Alison. Do you remember--you told me I was born to be ahighwayman--my stand-and-deliver stare--my--"
"Oh! Don't play so. I was a fiend when I taunted you so."
"Why, child, it's nothing. Come then--J.R., it's Jacobus Rex, the poorlad, Prince James, who will never be a king, God help him. He gave methat for the memory of some little service I did him. McBean brought thetoy to-day."
Alison nodded. "I will have that story from Captain McBean, sir. You tellstories mighty ill, do you know--highwayman. Yes, Harry, you are that.You pillage us all. Love, honour, you win it from all. And I--I am thelast to know you."
"Bah, you will never be a wife," Harry said. "You have too muchimagination. But you make a mighty fine lover, my dear."
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