But pondering the qualities that you lacked

  Will only try to find the historical fact.

  When men shall declare that there was no mystery

  About this man who played a certain part in history.

  THOMAS. But what is there to do? what is left to be done?

  Is there no enduring crown to be won?

  TEMPTER. Yes, Thomas, yes; you have thought of that too.

  What can compare with glory of Saints

  Dwelling forever in presence of God?

  What earthly glory, of king or emperor,

  What earthly pride, that is not poverty

  Compared with richness of heavenly grandeur?

  Seek the way of martyrdom, make yourself the lowest

  On earth, to be high in heaven.

  And see far off below you, where the gulf is fixed,

  Your persecutors, in timeless torment,

  Parched passion, beyond expiation.

  THOMAS. No!

  Who are you, tempting with my own desires?

  Others have come, temporal tempters,

  With pleasure and power at palpable price.

  What do you offer? what do you ask?

  TEMPTER. I offer what you desire. I ask

  What you have to give. Is it too much

  For such a vision of eternal grandeur?

  THOMAS. Others offered real goods, worthless

  But real. You only offer

  Dreams to damnation.

  TEMPTER. You have often dreamt them.

  THOMAS. Is there no way, in my soul’s sickness,

  Does not lead to damnation in pride?

  I well know that these temptations

  Mean present vanity and future torment.

  Can sinful pride be driven out

  Only by more sinful? Can I neither act nor suffer

  Without perdition?

  TEMPTER. You know and do not know, what it is to act or suffer.

  You know and do not know, that action is suffering,

  And suffering action. Neither does the agent suffer

  Nor the patient act. But both are fixed

  In an eternal action, an eternal patience

  To which all must consent that it may be willed

  And which all must suffer that they may will it,

  That the pattern may subsist, that the wheel may turn and still

  Be forever still.

  CHORUS. There is no rest in the house. There is no rest in the street.

  I hear restless movement of feet. And the air is heavy and thick.

  Thick and heavy the sky. And the earth presses up against our feet.

  What is the sickly smell, the vapour? the dark green light from a

  cloud on a withered tree? The earth is heaving to parturition

  of issue of hell. What is the sticky dew that forms on the back

  of my hand?

  THE FOUR TEMPTERS. Man’s life is a cheat and a disappointment;

  All things are unreal,

  Unreal or disappointing:

  The Catherine wheel, the pantomime cat,

  The prizes given at the children’s party,

  The prize awarded for the English Essay,

  The scholar’s degree, the statesman’s decoration.

  All things become less real, man passes

  From unreality to unreality.

  This man is obstinate, blind, intent

  On self-destruction,

  Passing from deception to deception,

  From grandeur to grandeur to final illusion,

  Lost in the wonder of his own greatness,

  The enemy of society, enemy of himself.

  THE THREE PRIESTS. O Thomas my Lord do not fight the intractable

  tide,

  Do not sail the irresistible wind; in the storm,

  Should we not wait for the sea to subside, in the night

  Abide the coming of day, when the traveller may find his way.

  The sailor lay course by the sun?

  CHORUS, PRIESTS and TEMPTERS alternately.

  C. Is it the owl that calls, or a signal between the trees?

  P. Is the window-bar made fast, is the door under lock and bolt?

  T. Is it rain that taps at the window, is it wind that pokes at the door?

  C. Does the torch flame in the hall, the candle in the room?

  P. Does the watchman walk by the wall?

  T. Does the mastiff prowl by the gate?

  C. Death has a hundred hands and walks by a thousand ways.

  P. He may come in the sight of all, he may pass unseen unheard.

  T. Come whispering through the ear, or a sudden shock on the skull.

  C. A man may walk with a lamp at night, and yet be drowned in a ditch.

  P. A man may climb the stair in the day, and slip on a broken step.

  T. A man may sit at meat, and feel the cold in his groin.

  CHORUS. We have not been happy, my Lord, we have not been too

  happy.

  We are not ignorant women, we know what we must expect and not expect.

  We know of oppression and torture,

  We know of extortion and violence,

  Destitution, disease,

  The old without fire in winter,

  The child without milk in summer,

  Our labour taken away from us,

  Our sins made heavier upon us.

  We have seen the young man mutilated,

  The torn girl trembling by the mill-stream.

  And meanwhile we have gone on living,

  Living and partly living,

  Picking together the pieces,

  Gathering faggots at nightfall,

  Building a partial shelter,

  For sleeping, and eating and drinking and laughter.

  God gave us always some reason, some hope; but now a new terror

  has soiled us, which none can avert, none can avoid, flowing

  under our feet and over the sky;

  Under doors and down chimneys, flowing in at the ear and the

  mouth and the eye.

  God is leaving us, God is leaving us, more pang, more pain than

  birth or death.

  Sweet and cloying through the dark air

  Falls the stifling scent of despair;

  The forms take shape in the dark air:

  Puss-purr of leopard, footfall of padding bear,

  Palm-pat of nodding ape, square hyaena waiting

  For laughter, laughter, laughter. The Lords of Hell are here.

  They curl round you, lie at your feet, swing and wing through the

  dark air.

  O Thomas Archbishop, save us, save us, save yourself that we may

  be saved;

  Destroy yourself and we are destroyed.

  THOMAS. Now is my way clear, now is the meaning plain:

  Temptation shall not come in this kind again.

  The last temptation is the greatest treason:

  To do the right deed for the wrong reason.

  The natural vigour in the venial sin

  Is the way in which our lives begin.

  Thirty years ago, I searched all the ways

  That lead to pleasure, advancement and praise.

  Delight in sense, in learning and in thought,

  Music and philosophy, curiosity,

  The purple bullfinch in the lilac tree,

  The tiltyard skill, the strategy of chess,

  Love in the garden, singing to the instrument,

  Were all things equally desirable.

  Ambition comes when early force is spent

  And when we find no longer all things possible.

  Ambition comes behind and unobservable.

  Sin grows with doing good. When I imposed the King’s law

  In England, and waged war with him against Toulouse,

  I beat the barons at their own game. I

  Could then despise the men who thought me most contemptible,

  The raw no
bility, whose manners matched their finger-nails.

  While I ate out of the King’s dish

  To become servant of God was never my wish.

  Servant of God has chance of greater sin

  And sorrow, than the man who serves a king.

  For those who serve the greater cause may make the cause serve

  them,

  Still doing right: and striving with political men

  May make that cause political, not by what they do

  But by what they are. I know

  What yet remains to show you of my history

  Will seem to most of you at best futility,

  Senseless self-slaughter of a lunatic,

  Arrogant passion of a fanatic.

  I know that history at all times draws

  The strangest consequence from remotest cause.

  But for every evil, every sacrilege,

  Crime, wrong, oppression and the axe’s edge,

  Indifference, exploitation, you, and you,

  And you, must all be punished. So must you.

  I shall no longer act or suffer, to the sword’s end.

  Now my good Angel, whom God appoints

  To be my guardian, hover over the swords’ points.

  Interlude

  THE ARCHBISHOP

  preaches in the Cathedral on Christmas Morning, 1170

  ‘Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men of good will.’ The fourteenth verse of the second chapter of the Gospel according to Saint Luke. In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen.

  Dear children of God, my sermon this Christmas morning will be a very short one. I wish only that you should meditate in your hearts the deep meaning and mystery of our masses of Christmas Day. For whenever Mass is said, we re-enact the Passion and Death of Our Lord; and on this Christmas Day we do this in celebration of His Birth. So that at the same moment we rejoice in His coming for the salvation of men, and offer again to God His Body and Blood in sacrifice, oblation and satisfaction for the sins of the whole world. It was in this same night that has just passed, that a multitude of the heavenly host appeared before the shepherds at Bethlehem, saying ‘Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men of good will’; at this same time of all the year that we celebrate at once the Birth of Our Lord and His Passion and Death upon the Cross. Beloved, as the World sees, this is to behave in a strange fashion. For who in the World will both mourn and rejoice at once and for the same reason? For either joy will be overborne by mourning, or mourning will be cast out by joy; so it is only in these our Christian mysteries that we can rejoice and mourn at once for the same reason. Now think for a moment about the meaning of this word ‘peace’. Does it seem strange to you that the angels should have announced Peace, when ceaselessly the world has been stricken with War and the fear of War? Does it seem to you that the angelic voices were mistaken, and that the promise was a disappointment and a cheat?

  Reflect now, how Our Lord Himself spoke of Peace. He said to His disciples, ‘Peace I leave with you, my peace I give unto you.’ Did He mean peace as we think of it: the kingdom of England at peace with its neighbours, the barons at peace with the King, the householder counting over his peaceful gains, the swept hearth, his best wine for a friend at the table, his wife singing to the children? Those men His disciples knew no such things: they went forth to journey afar, to suffer by land and sea, to know torture, imprisonment, disappointment, to suffer death by martyrdom. What then did He mean? If you ask that, remember then that He said also, ‘Not as the world gives, give I unto you.’ So then, He gave to His disciples peace, but not peace as the world gives.

  Consider also one thing of which you have probably never thought. Not only do we at the feast of Christmas celebrate at once Our Lord’s Birth and His Death: but on the next day we celebrate the martyrdom of His first martyr, the blessed Stephen. Is it an accident, do you think, that the day of the first martyr follows immediately the day of the Birth of Christ? By no means. Just as we rejoice and mourn at once, in the Birth and in the Passion of Our Lord; so also, in a smaller figure, we both rejoice and mourn in the death of martyrs. We mourn, for the sins of the world that has martyred them; we rejoice, that another soul is numbered among the Saints in Heaven, for the glory of God and for the salvation of men.

  Beloved, we do not think of a martyr simply as a good Christian who has been killed because he is a Christian: for that would be solely to mourn. We do not think of him simply as a good Christian who has been elevated to the company of the Saints: for that would be simply to rejoice: and neither our mourning nor our rejoicing is as the world’s is. A Christian martyrdom is never an accident, for Saints are not made by accident. Still less is a Christian martyrdom the effect of a man’s will to become a Saint, as a man by willing and contriving may become a ruler of men. A martyrdom is always the design of God, for His love of men, to warn them and to lead them, to bring them back to His ways. It is never the design of man; for the true martyr is he who has become the instrument of God, who has lost his will in the will of God, and who no longer desires anything for himself, not even the glory of being a martyr. So thus as on earth the Church mourns and rejoices at once, in a fashion that the world cannot understand; so in Heaven the Saints are most high, having made themselves most low, and are seen, not as we see them, but in the light of the Godhead from which they draw their being.

  I have spoken to you to-day, dear children of God, of the martyrs of the past, asking you to remember especially our martyr of Canterbury, the blessed Archbishop Elphege; because it is fitting, on Christ’s birth day, to remember what is that Peace which He brought; and because, dear children, I do not think I shall ever preach to you again; and because it is possible that in a short time you may have yet another martyr, and that one perhaps not the last. I would have you keep in your hearts these words that I say, and think of them at another time. In the Name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost. Amen.

  Part II

  CHORUS. Does the bird sing in the South?

  Only the sea-bird cries, driven inland by the storm.

  What sign of the spring of the year?

  Only the death of the old: not a stir, not a shoot, not a breath.

  Do the days begin to lengthen?

  Longer and darker the day, shorter and colder the night.

  Still and stifling the air: but a wind is stored up in the East.

  The starved crow sits in the field, attentive; and in the wood

  The owl rehearses the hollow note of death.

  What signs of a bitter spring?

  The wind stored up in the East.

  What, at the time of the birth of Our Lord, at Christmastide,

  Is there not peace upon earth, goodwill among men?

  The peace of this world is always uncertain, unless men keep the

  peace of God.

  And war among men defiles this world, but death in the Lord

  renews it,

  And the world must be cleaned in the winter, or we shall have

  only

  A sour spring, a parched summer, an empty harvest.

  Between Christmas and Easter what work shall be

  done?

  The ploughman shall go out in March and turn the same earth

  He has turned before, the bird shall sing the same song.

  When the leaf is out on the tree, when the elder and may

  Burst over the stream, and the air is clear and high,

  And voices trill at windows, and children tumble in front of the door,

  What work shall have been done, what wrong

  Shall the bird’s song cover, the green tree cover, what wrong

  Shall the fresh earth cover? We wait, and the time is short