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  "We were wondering why Ranulf refused to take the first half of the money for this job from Lord Rothwell," Lanzo said in reply to Searie's teasing.

  "If you think about it, little Lanzo, the answer will come to you."

  ' 'But the only answer is that he might not complete the job."

  "Exactly," Eric replied.

  "But why?"

  Eric chuckled. "Now, that answer is not so clear. What think you, Searle? Did Ranulf just take a dislike to Rothwell, or was it that he did not believe Roth-well's story about a broken betrothal?"

  Searle shrugged. "He has worked for other men he had no liking for. And others have lied and it made little difference. Money is money."

  "Then it can only be the nature of this job, that it involves a lady."

  "Mayhap that and the other reasons combined. But whether he has made up his mind yet—"

  "But we have come so far and have arrived,''

  Lanzo pointed out. "He must have decided by now. And he would not really turn down five hundred marks. Would he?"

  No one answered, and Lanzo turned to see what they saw: Ranulf was approaching. Only then did the boy realize he still held Lady Ella in his arms, for only then did she let out a meow as if to wake the dead, or to let Ranulf think she was starving. Pam­pered bitch. Sometimes he wanted to wring her scrawny neck, but Ranulf would flay alive anyone who plucked so much as one of her short brown hairs. Ugly thing. How could a man love such an ugly thing?

  "You have not fed my lady yet?"

  "Ah, no, sir," Lanzo was forced to admit.

  "Mayhap I did not wake you properly?"

  "I was just going," Lanzo squeaked, holding one hand to cover his threatened backside until he was out of Ranulfs reach.

  Ranulf chuckled as Lanzo scampered away, then went on to his tent. Searle's eyes met Eric's and they both grinned.

  Searle voiced both their thoughts after hearing that chuckle. "He has decided. We will escort the lady to her new husband. Lanzo was right. Five hundred marks is too much to turn down when it will make the difference of owning land or not. And land is all he thinks about."

  "Then mayhap he was never undecided. Mayhap he did not commit himself only to make Rothwell nervous."

  "Aye, that is possible. He well and truly disliked that old lord. We should have asked Sir Walter—"

  "Asked Sir Walter what?" Walter inquired quietly from behind them.

  The three young men turned about to face Ranulf s foster brother, shamefaced until they noted the dark brown eyes twinkling.

  There were no two men so different than Ranulf Fitz Hugh and Walter de Breaute, in temperament as well as in looks, and yet they had taken to each other like true brothers from the first day they met. At an impressive six feet in height, Walter was taller than most men. Ranulf stood a half foot taller, a giant among his peers. Walter was night with his olive skin and dark brown hair. Ranulf was sunshine, golden-skinned, golden-haired. Ranulf bellowed even in a good mood. Walter spoke so softly, sometimes you had to strain to hear him. Walter would laugh at the poorest jest. Ranulf rarely laughed at all.

  Walter's was a carefree spirit. The third son of a minor baron, he was as landless as Ranulf, the dif­ference being he did not care. He would be as happy attached to the household of a great lord as to a minor one, or to none at all. It made little difference to him. He had no ambitions, no driving need to make a name for himself or acquire wealth and power. His older brothers loved him, so there would always be a home for him if he was ever in need.

  Ranulf did not have that security. His father might be a great lord, might have taken him out of the vil­lage where his stepfather had raised him for the first nine years of his life, might have arranged for his fostering and training to become a knight, but Ranulf hated the man, would never ask him for aught, even did his life depend on it.

  Ranulf had no home, but it was his burning ambi­tion to correct that lack. It was his only goal, yet it was an all-consuming one. It was all he worked toward, hiring out to any man no matter the task, no matter the difficulty, no matter his own feelings in the matter. His ambition did not allow for scruples. He had wrested keeps for other lords, fought wars for them, routed thieves from their towns and outlaws from their forests. Whatever he did, he never failed. He had built up a reputation to that effect, which was why he could no longer be hired cheaply, which was why Lord Rothwell was willing to pay the exorbitant fee of five hundred marks to assure the wife he wanted was delivered to him.

  "Well?" Walter grinned when no one spoke up to his question. "Did Lady Ella steal all your tongues?"

  It was Kenric who answered. The curiosity of a fifteen-year-old does not allow for much subtlety. "Sir Ranulf talks to you. You know his thoughts and feel­ings better than any man. Was it only because he felt such strong aversion to Lord Rothwell that he would not take his money to commit us to this task?''

  "He did not tell the man he would not do it."

  "Nor did he tell him he would," Eric replied.

  Walter laughed at that. "Aye, I thought that 'we shall see' was most eloquent coming from someone of Ranulfs surly disposition."

  "Think you that is why Rothwell insisted we take fifty of his men?"

  "Certainly. Men like him are not given to trust, especially when something is this important to them. The man cannot even trust his own vassals, or he would not have needed to hire us, would he? If that gout had not laid him up, he would be here himself. He no doubt thinks his men, in greater number than our own, will be incentive enough to see the task done."

  "Then he does not know Ranulf," Searle said with a laugh.

  "Nay, he does not," Walter agreed, smiling him­self.

  "But what did Ranulf object to in the man?" Eric wanted to know. "He seemed harmless enough, if somewhat crafty."

  "Harmless?" Walter snorted. "You should have talked to his men to learn what manner of man he is."

  "Did you?"

  "Nay, I saw what Ranulf saw, that he was another like the Lord of Montfort, with whom we both were fostered. Montfort took us both as his own squires, rather than giving us to one of his knights, and if you think Ranulf has been a difficult master, you do not know what hell is truly like. Pure meanness was what Ranulf sensed and reacted to in Rothwell."

  "But what of this task?" Kenric asked. " Tis not by any means unusual, though we have never been hired before to bring a reluctant bride to her be­trothed. Was Sir Ranulf truly reluctant to do it, or simply unwilling to assure Lord Rothwell that we would do it?"

  Laughter sparkled in his brown eyes as Walter smiled at each of them. "Now if I told you that, chil­dren, what would I leave you to gossip about?"

  Searle and Eric both glowered to be called children when Walter was only twenty years and four himself. But Kenric's groan drew their attention to see Ranulf leaving his tent, fully armored.

  "God help us, Lanzo is too quick this morn," Wal­ter said, his humor flown. "Fie on you, Kenric, let­ting me stand here in my underwear gabbing like a woman. Move, lackwit, or he will ride off without us!"

  Which was a very real likelihood and would have happened if Lady Ella had not scorned Lanzo's offer­ing and gone off to stalk her own meal. Ranulf would not trust the cat to find him, even though their desti­nation was less than an hour away. They had to wait until the feline returned with her field mouse and was set in the supply cart to enjoy her meal.

  Chapter Three

  .Reina caught the wounded man before he fell, but his weight was too much for her and they both went down to the floor. He had pulled the arrow out of his shoulder before she could stop him, and now there was a gaping wound there, and she had nothing at hand to stop the flow of blood. She did not even know who he was, he was so covered with ash and smoke from tending the fire, but he did not take well to pain, promptly fainting to avoid it, and she could not leave him there to bleed to death.

  "Aubert, I need a scrap of cloth, something ..." Aubert was not listening, or else he could not hear her over t
he continued pounding of the battering ram. The closed drawbridge had been smashed through, as well as the first of the two portcullises inside the gate­house. The men working the ram were inside the gatehouse now and could no longer be reached with boiling water or sand, though the fires needed to be kept burning, the water dumped again when the army finally advanced.

  It was time to retreat into the keep. The others who had attended the fires were slumped against the walls in exhaustion. The men-at-arms were still firing ar­rows when a target moved out from behind cover. The rest of the army were patiently waiting for the ram to do its work, though they too sent an occasional arrow over the battlements.

  "Aubert!"

  He stood right next to her, looking out over the bailey, but still he did not hear her. When this was over, whether she was taken or not, she was going to get even with Aubert Malfed for causing her nigh as much exasperation as the army below. She finally hit his leg to get his attention.

  "Give me your knife—or sword."

  She had no weapons of her own, for there was no point in adding them to her armor when she had no skill for their use, and the mailed tunic she wore was heavy enough without adding the weight of a sword to it, though it weighed only fifteen pounds. Wil­liam's idea had not been to have her actually fight, but only to disguise her and protect her enough to parley from the walls if she ever had to.

  This idea had come about just days ago, when he had panicked, realizing she had sent her other two household knights off on duties, leaving only him to see to the defenses. And although Reina had gone along with the idea grudgingly just to humor him, she had never thought the need would actually arise. But it had, and her disguise, much as she hated it, had worked well enough this morn. She had addressed the men below as a knight, speaking for his lady, not as the lady herself. And with her head coiffed and helmeted, they had not guessed she was a woman, the very woman they demanded be handed over to them.

  Aubert's green eyes widened now that he saw her position half under the fallen man. "My lady!"

  "A knife, lackwit!" was all she shouted at him.

  He handed over the dagger in his belt without thought, but Reina's hands were so slippery with blood from holding the wound that she dropped it.

  Aubert collected his scattered wits enough to re­trieve the knife and hack away at the man's tunic until he had a strip of cloth to hand her, which she stuffed inside the hole in his tunic over the wound. Aubert then had sense enough to rouse one of the other ser­vants to help the wounded one below, but not sense enough to help her out from under him first; and annoyingly, she found she could not get out without help. Only Aubert was distracted before he accom­plished anything, and Reina heard his gasp, followed by a groan, followed by another bang of the accursed ram.

  "What?"

  "Jesii! Sweet Jesti!"

  "What?!"

  Aubert crossed himself before stammering, They—they are reinforced, my lady. More men are coming through the outer gate—mounted. Jesii, more than thirty mounted and more still coming on foot— and—and knights . . . they have knights leading them."

  Reina's blood turned cold. Now what was she to do? Sir William was mad to think that she could han­dle such a crisis when she was so frightened she could barely think. If only she had not lost the outer walls, or if the enemy had done the normal thing and settled down to a long siege, there would be no problem. But de Rochefort, that bastard, that lecherous swine, he knew she was undermanned. That was probably him there now, thinking the battle would be over. And it would not last much longer, not with knights come to lead the attack. A few ladders, which could be found in the barn if they bothered to look, and the walls would be scaled in as few minutes.

  And here she was stuck, pinned to the floor, her arms so tired from supporting the long mailed sleeves she wore that she could not budge the weighty back that pressed her down, could not even order retreat.

  "Aubert!" She tried again. "Help me up!"

  But he was still mesmerized by the scene below, still telling her what she did not want to hear. "They are still coming, seventy—eighty—doubling the number and more— Wait! Jesti!"

  "What?" And when he did not answer at once: "Curse you, rot you, Aubert! What?!"

  He looked down to give her a smile to outshine any other. "My lady, we are reinforced. We are saved!" She could hear it herself then, the clash of swords, screams aplenty, cheers from her own people spread out along the wall. Aubert continued, laughing. ' 'They did not hear the newcomers approach, and now 'tis too late. They are scattered. Look at them run, the cowards!"

  "How can I look, you dolt?" she said, though she was grinning now.

  His face turned nearly as orange as his hair when he realized she was stuck. Immediately he rolled the unconscious man off her and helped her to rise. And when she saw the battle taking place below, the knights cutting down a man with each swipe of their swords, the new men-at-arms chasing the attackers across the bailey on foot, she laughed, too. There was no contest. The newcomers were routing the enemy with such ease, and so swiftly, 'twas nearly over al­ready. Reina was so relieved she could even forgive Aubert for all his "help" this morn.

  "Do you let them in as soon as it is safe, Aubert. Jesti, I must change. I cannot receive them like this!"

  She made a face as she looked down at her masculine attire, a face that then pinkened with shame at the thought of being seen like this by someone other than her own castlefolk. "Make them welcome, Aubert" she added, already heading for the ladder.

  "But who are they, my lady?"

  "What matters that when they have saved Clydon for me?"

  Chapter Four

  Ranulf did not remove his helmet until he had en­tered the Great Hall and saw that it was filled with only women and children. It still made him uneasy, however, a place so big, with so few men. He could not help thinking there must be an army of soldiers yet hidden away, waiting to decide if he were friend or foe ere they showed themselves.

  From what he had seen thus far, there were more servants than soldiers here, which likely explained the pitiful display of defense he had witnessed on arrival. The castle had nearly been taken, and by a ridicu­lously small number of men, without even a knight among them. But even so, those outer walls alone should have taken weeks to be breached, if it were possible, and that only with every available siege en­gine brought into use. Whoever was in charge of the defense either was an imbecile or had been slyly los­ing the battle apurpose.

  "If . . .if you will wait here, my lord, the lady-Lady Reina—will soon make you welcome."

  Ranulf eyed the young man, who appeared no older than Kenric. Aubert Malfed, he claimed to be, squire to Sir William Folville, whoever that was. Malfed had met Ranulf and his men inside the inner bailey and had led them straightaway into the keep itself without asking so much as a single question. Ranulf was used to intimidating men, but this was ridiculous, and he itched to take the boy to task for his foolishness in literally turning the keep over to them. But then that would be defeating his own purpose.

  He had intended to ask for Roger de Champeney, Lord of Clydon, as if he were unaware that the man was dead. His business could have been anything to do with the lord, and would have kept his true reason for his presence here from being suspected by the lady. But that was if he had come in alone, with only a few men as retinue, as he had planned to do.

  Arriving to find Clydon under attack changed things considerably. Having to bring in his own troop of thirty men-at-arms, as well as Rothwell's fifty, made his presence threatening, and if he was not to alarm the lady into hiding, he needed a new reason for be­ing there.

  At the moment, he was being made to feel most welcome, after sending the besiegers on their way. But to say he was just passing by and, as a lark, decided to come to Clydon's defense was not likely to be believed. Knights did not travel with so many men without a military purpose, and so being, they did not stop to join a war they just happened across.

  The s
quire was too nervous by half, rambling on about some neighbor named de Rochefort being in league with some outlaws nesting in Clydon's woods, supposedly the besiegers. What he was doing was stalling, it seemed, talking nonstop so that no ques­tions could be asked. The lady of the castle should have been there in the hall to greet them, and Ranulf had to wonder why she was not, or had not come by now. Was she at that moment being spirited away, out of his reach?

  Ranulf at last held up a hand to silence the squire.

  "Where is your lady, sirrah? I would know that she is safe."

  "Ah—she is safe. The last I saw ... ah ... where she is now, I am not sure." That was no answer to relieve Ranulfs mind, and his resultant frown half terrified poor Aubert, so that he added quickly, "I will find her," and practically ran from the hall.

  ' 'What do you make of that, Ranulf?'' Walter asked thoughtfully beside him as they watched the young squire disappear up some stairs in a comer turret. "Think you the lady's chambers are up there?"

  "This keep is so big, there is no telling what is up there, so keep your eye on that stairwell." His own eyes moved to scan the hall, passing over the women briefly, marking one beauty in particular for later con­sideration, before turning to the others with him. "Eric, go and—Eric!" The lad had to be jabbed in the ribs before he tore his eyes off the same stunning blonde Ranulf had noted. "This is no time to be ogling the wenches," Ranulf growled low.

  "Aye, but God's wounds! Did you ever see such a—" Eric grunted to a stop when Searle jabbed him from the other side, and he finally noted Ranulfs darkening scowl. "Ah, yes, sir?"

  "Go and set a man at each gate. I want no women leaving the castle, not a single one." As Eric left, Ranulf turned to Kenric. "Go and ask the servants where the lady is," but when Kenric headed straight for the blond beauty, Ranulf called him back. "Give me an excuse to cut it off and I will. We attend to business before pleasure."