I locate myself freely when I have the courage to ask myself a koan I devised, “Who dies?” What does this man look like to himself when he is away from the mirror? When I walk several hours the earth becomes sufficient to my imagination, and the lesser self is lost or dissipates in the intricacies, both the beauty and the horror, of the natural world. I continue to dream myself back to what I lost, and continue to lose and regain, to an earth where I am a fellow creature and to a landscape I can call home. When I return I can offer my family, my writing, my friends, a portion of the gift I've been given by seeking it out, consciously or unconsciously. The mystery is still there.
Who is the other,
this secret sharer
who directs the hand
that twists the heart,
the voice calling out to me
between feather and stone
the hour before dawn?
1991
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All of the pieces listed below appeared originally in a slightly different form. I would especially like to thank Ray Cave and Pat Ryan, formerly of Sports Illustrated, who supported this weary writer over a number of years. I would also like to thank John Harrison, Rebecca Newth Harrison and Terry McDonell. —J. H.
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“Revenge.” Playboy, 1986.
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Jim Harrison, Just Before Dark
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