Table of Contents

  Darkest Before Dawn

  Darkest Before Dawn

  Acknowledgments

  Also by Amelia Hutchins

  Warning!

  Prologue

  Chapter 1

  Chapter 2

  Chapter 3

  Chapter 4

  Chapter 5

  Chapter 6

  Chapter 7

  Chapter 8

  Chapter 9

  Chapter 10

  Chapter 11

  Chapter 12

  Chapter 13

  Chapter 14

  Chapter 15

  Chapter 16

  Chapter 17

  Chapter 18

  Chapter 19

  Chapter 20

  Chapter 21

  Chapter 22

  Chapter 23

  Chapter 24

  Chapter 25

  Chapter 26

  Chapter 27

  Chapter 28

  Chapter 29

  Chapter 30

  Chapter 31

  Chapter 32

  Chapter 33

  About the Author

  Darkest Before Dawn

  A Guardian’s Diary Series

  Written by Amelia Hutchins

  Darkest Before Dawn

  A Guardian’s Diary Series

  Copyright © October 14, 2014 by Amelia Hutchins

  This book is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents are either the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or to actual events or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  Darkest Before Dawn

  A Guardian’s Diary Series

  Written by Amelia Hutchins

  Going through an apocalyptic event doesn’t mean the end of the world.

  My dad is a modern day Noah, you know building an ark, trying to save folks and getting my brother, and I ready for the impending end of days – whatever that means.

  Nothing in his prepper manuals had us ready for what actually happened.

  I had nothing to prepare me for Jaden and Lachlan. Heck, I don’t know of any girl that would have been prepared for those two.

  There was nothing to prepare us for the things that go bump in the night or zombies, although now that I think on it, zombies might have been easier to deal with than what really happened. No, an apocalyptic event is just a set-up for things in our world to be shaken and stirred.

  What will rise from the ruins remains to be seen.

  Acknowledgments

  I’d like to thank the fans for their continual support and unwavering trust. To everyone who helped this book be all it could be, and more. To the family who moved on to greener pastures, God Speed. And last but not least, to the bloggers who give us endless hours of their time and are just truly amazing. You are the reason little authors can make their big dreams come true.

  Also by Amelia Hutchins

  The Fae Chronicles

  Fighting Destiny (Book One)

  Taunting Destiny (Book Two)

  Escaping Destiny (Book Three)

  Warning!

  This book is not suitable for anyone under the age of eighteen. This book is intended for those who enjoy dark humor, and a wild ride. There is adult language and scene’s that may leave you tying up your partner and making him or her, very happy. This book is a series, but has a happy for now ending. There are no zombies in this book, but should my imagination place a few in the next book, do not worry, I will kill them off shortly. Not intended for anyone who doesn’t enjoy being taken for plot turning, panty soaking, and edge of your seat wild ride.

  Prologue

  Some things will stay with me forever. Some things I wish I could forget. Those days—when it all began early last spring—are a big block of memories that I would like to hit delete on and start over.

  The news had run on a nightmarish, surreal loop. Terrifying stories of the fast moving virus and the devastation it had left behind. The World Health Organization as well as The Center for Disease Control had been at a loss because this virus spread so quickly that within a week, at least half our nation’s population was wiped out. Other countries hadn’t fared any better than ours did. With time passing, and no cure in sight, the government made an announcement; those who hadn’t been infected should seek shelter and avoid other humans, or anyone they might suspect of being infected.

  I was one of the lucky ones, but only because my father had been prepping for the end of days since my mother had been killed almost ten years ago. He had been working on an underground bunker, one large enough to sustain our entire town. Like the Old Testament stories of Noah, most of the town’s people thought he was crazy. Guess who’s laughing now? Not my dad, that’s for sure. I would often catch him mumbling something about the whole thing being a criminal shame.

  He trained me and my brother mercilessly in survival techniques for years before the virus hit, almost like he knew something we didn’t. Not too long ago, he went out in search of help, and we haven’t heard from him since. I suspect his kindness was his undoing. I was left with my brother, my best friend, and a handful of those who listened to my dad. We have added to our count survivors from all across the country; however, I would only take in those who I felt I could trust.

  I don’t trust easily, not since I witnessed acts of violence that were so grotesque and inhuman that I spewed my lunch soon after. Basic services such as public utilities and emergency services broke down within weeks of the virus outbreak. Random gangs roam the countryside and no one is
safe anymore. We save who we can, but every day it grows more desperate, and I often question why we are prolonging the inevitable.

  Someone once told me that silence was golden. They lied. It’s deafening. There are no planes in the skies, no kids in the parks playing, no car horns blaring anymore. Although my father warned me what the aftermath to an event like this would be like, the reality is far different than the theory.

  A few weeks after the virus left millions dead, news of other creatures roaming the land hit the radio. At first we thought it was a joke, but then I wondered why anyone would joke about something like this after the virus. We chose to ignore it, because our minds just couldn’t comprehend it.

  Not until I met him.

  He is my salvation, and my damnation. He watches me, and he’s not like anyone I have ever met before. Maybe I’d been waiting for him? Maybe fate works that way, because until him, I never cared what anyone thought of me, but I would find myself watching for him. I would actually go out of the shelter, just hoping to catch a glimpse of him.

  If I had known then what I did now, I mean really believed that life as I knew it would forever be changed, I’d have taken a chance with him sooner. Maybe I wouldn’t have been afraid of living, or loving. I found out the hard way that life really is too short to hold back and constantly second-guess yourself.

  In my darkest hour, he was my dawn. His kind is dangerous, but in the world we now live in, he was and is my best chance of survival. Other creatures exist, and while I’ve made a choice to accept it, I haven’t always found that acceptance came comfortably or easily. Each new revelation I discovered would shake my foundation a little more than the last. To keep those I care for alive, and thriving, I’ll have to do so much more than I could have before. Still, my darkest hour is yet to come, and I’ll keep fighting until we’ve won.

  I’m getting ahead of myself. For you to understand it all, we need to start at the beginning. The day the virus hit our town. The day the world as I knew it ceased to be, and a new world began.

  Chapter 1

  The day the virus came to town.

  “You can’t be serious,” Addy laughed.

  “Dead serious,” I said as I checked my watch for the fifth time. Grayson would be out of school in the next hour, which meant my shopping buddy needed to move her ass.

  “So how many more hours of clinical do you have?”

  “Five, and then I start an internship at the hospital. I worked my schedule around Grayson, but I’m hoping Dad will snap out of his prepper state and man up.”

  “You know that won’t happen,” she said as she grabbed popcorn and turned to head to the dairy aisle. “So, what’s he say about that virus?”

  The virus was bad, and the news was just depressing. Rh Viridae or ‘Pacers Flu’ had hit Europe hard; hospitals there were overflowing with the sick and the morgues couldn’t keep up with the dead. “He says it’s the end of days, but he said that about the war in Afghanistan, too. I just hope they find a cure for it before it can get this far.”

  “Chocolate, or no chocolate?” she asked as she wiggled her eyebrows.

  “You have to ask?” I mocked.

  “You’re right,” she said as she added a few bars to basket. “So, is he all prepping or…”

  “Or,” I said as I reached for a gallon of milk, and put a few cartons of yogurt into the cart. I was still dressed in my plain blue scrubs from the hospital, which did nothing for my figure. I caught Miss Smith watching me, her eyes narrowed on the items in my cart.

  She was one of the teachers at the high school, and had always struck me as pretentiously prim and proper. She’d also been the one to report my father to Child Protective Services because she believed Grayson would have been better raised by a ‘normal’ family, instead of our little broken one. I gave her a sharp look before I purposely added more flavors into the cart.

  I had been failing school back then, so I knew where she had been coming from. Did I care? Nope. He was my family, and while my dad seemed crazy to everyone else, I knew he had his reasons for what he did. He wanted to protect us, and I think it was his way of coping with my mother’s death. He’d started his prepping the week after her funeral.

  I’d only been eleven when she had been brutally gunned down and killed in a robbery gone wrong. It had been a low point in our lives, but we’d dealt with it. Grayson was only two when she’d been killed, so to him, she was just gone. He’d been a surprise to my parents who thought they couldn’t have any more children. Hence the huge age gap. He was twelve now, and in fifth grade. I pretty much raised him, and so far, I think I’ve done a good job of it.

  Grayson was a normal twelve year old boy. He got in trouble once in a while, but managed to keep his grades up. Unlike me, he had more than one friend, and was outgoing. I was more of an introvert. I loved Addy, but I had never been much of a social butterfly. I was driven, and had plans.

  “We should invite some guys over tonight. Dillon has been asking about you. You know he likes you. I don’t see why you keep refusing to go out with him.”

  “He isn’t interested in me, he’s only interested in something new,” I said dropping Captain Crunch cereal into the cart. “I think he has three more to go until he beats Brad’s score.”

  The problem with small towns was everyone knew what everyone was doing. I have to agree with my dad sometimes when he says that boys act like some sort of weird species that are best avoided until they grow out of the phase where the little head does more thinking than the big one. In a small town, their competiveness can take on a bizarre twist. Brad and Dillon were best friends, and we’d gone to high school with them. Dillon had chased me up until Candace had moved to town. He immediately stopped chasing me and started chasing after her, right up until she gave it up to him. The very next day he was after me again. “I’m not interested in being used.”

  “It’s just having fun, for crying out loud,” she mumbled as we headed to the register with her back a little stiffer than it had been. “You should try it sometime.”

  “No way on the Dillon thing, and there’s a ton of things I know I’d find to be more fun. Half of our graduating class is hopeless! They barely managed to graduate because most of them already had children. Look at Tabitha, she slept with Dillon and nine months later she’s jobless, a mother, and on welfare. Worst of all, I know she was on birth control because I was there at the clinic when she got the shot. I just don’t get why people would play with their lives like that. There is so much more out there, and we can do anything we want to. A child or a disease is so not on my to-do list right now.”

  “Are you done preaching yet?” Addy said as she turned to look for anyone to ring us up. “Where the heck is everybody?” she asked and I looked around the store.

  The clerks were gathered around a TV monitor at the far end of the store. I tilted my head to see what had them careless enough to the leave the registers unattended. There was a beautiful news lady on the monitor, with what looked to be a hospital behind her that was taped off with bright yellow quarantine tape, and workers busy setting up barricades.

  I left my cart and moved closer until I could make out what was being said.

  “At one o’clock, the Deaconess Hospital announced it had eight new cases of Rh Viridae and out of the eight cases, only one patient remains alive. The CDC is asking that only those with life threatening emergencies come to the emergency room, and those who can manage it, to go to Sacred Heart and avoid Deaconess at this time. Patients inside Deaconess are being secured in their rooms while the emergency room is being locked down to prevent the flu from spreading. Again, they are asking that you avoid Deaconess and seek other hospitals …” she continued on, but I was done listening.

  “Ray? Can you ring us up? Please?” I asked one of the cashiers.

  “Oh, sorry, Emma, I got
caught up watching the news. Can you believe this? New York and Florida are reporting that a ton of folks have already died overnight. They’re saying the flu that was in Europe is here in the States now.” He gestured back at the monitors as he walked with us to his register.

  “Crazy,” I answered while a shiver ran up my spine.

  “They say it’s moving really fast, just like it did in Europe,” he continued.

  “Crazy,” I said again, because I couldn’t think of anything else to say.

  I waited for Addy to get through with checking out before I paid for my groceries and we loaded our few items into her car. “Can you drive me by the school? I want to get Grayson and get him home. I have a bad feeling about this.”

  Addy looked at me cautiously as she tossed her purse in the car and pulled her long blonde curls into a ponytail. “Should we be worried?”

  “They were watching a reporter from Spokane,” I explained.

  “Shit,” she said as she slid into the driver seat of her Volkswagen bug which she had named Satan. The car was named aptly, since it had a tendency to break down when she needed it the most. “Yeah, let’s go grab him. You think we should go buy more food?”