Chapter 58-The Maze
I returned back to the Room-of–Doors. OK, now I knew this was a test for me. I also knew it was why Sionn and Reeas acted so different. What does it mean? I know I was into spiritual things way before this incident in London, so how can it be that I was stealing and abusing people in between lives such as monks and holy men!
‘Do you think holy men can’t fall from grace?’ said a voice at my side. I now knew this person standing next to me was the Master from that incident. I was going to say something when he said, ‘Don’t reproach yourself, but search through the portals for the next question.’ He then disappeared.
I was now starting to get very confused. I was looking at 360 doors; surely they can’t all be my past lives. OK, I thought, I will try one. I opened one and went through; I was astounded to see another 360 doors behind the first set! Right, I thought again, I will have to pick the right door first. I went back through the same door and found myself back at the original place. Obviously I had to choose the correct door, but which?
My mind was now reeling. I was never any good at math at school, but I was a genius when I looked into the light book; that gift was now gone! I knew it. How am I supposed to get out of here?
If only Reeas was here, or Sionn.
OK, Dan, I thought, you will have to get yourself together. The old Master said search through the portals for the next question; surely he meant the answer? No, he said question! I looked at the doors, I sat down again. This needs some serious thinking about. I closed my eyes but I still couldn’t contact the Inner-Master. I was now beginning to panic. What can I do?
OK, Dan, it is up to me, this is a test, and I know that now. Reeas was nervous because she doesn’t want me to fail, and Sionn was edgy because he doesn’t want me to fail either. Well, I won’t fail! Mannus himself said I am a Guardian so it is up to me to prove it. After twenty minutes of hard thinking, yes, thinking; I know it usually takes serious meditation to come up with an answer, but before I tell you students what answer I came up with; I want you to upload your thoughts to central database to access your chances of Guardianship. Please take some time to meditate.
Now, what are your answers? Why do I need to search through the portals to find an answer or rather a question, and also the problem of being here in this Maze? After some time of thinking and contemplating I now feel sure I have the answer.
I have to go back in time to the past life before the medieval London one! Why? You ask. Because I have to find out why I fell from grace, that is the question, all I have to do is find out which door is the right one. I knew now which door was number one. How? You ask. I can’t tell you how, all I know is when I face a certain direction I know which it is; all I have to do now is count clockwise through 360 doors to find the right one, but which one? I just know! Too easy you say. No my friends, not when you are on the verge of panic as I am. I should be used to it you say. Yes, but I am in my old consciousness. How? You ask again. I don’t know, I can only assume it is Sionn’s little test. I had now reached number 323 in the doors. I also knew this was the portal where the medieval London past life was stored, so I had to access the door which was on the left of it, in other words, the previous lifetime.
If you got this series of events right, well done my friends.
We will contact you sometime in the future to access your training, onward my Student-Guardians. I walked through the door into a barren desert! I already knew this to be Damietta Egypt in the year 1219. I was with the Crusaders we decided to take back the holy land. We captured Damietta, but on the insistence of Papal legate we tried a foolhardy attack on Cairo, we were then forced to retreat. There was then a night time attack by the ruler of Egypt; he was called Ayyubid. I was killed that night. Our army surrendered, and I was too fired up to move on, so as you can see, I got pulled along with Karma again! My next lifetime was in London, and although I wanted to be into Christianity, I got born into a bad family; the rest is history, so to speak. I now know why I did what I did and also, when I did it. So you see, my friends, all I have to do is realize it, which I have.
For your information: the Maze, or Room-of-Doors will continue to be in existence for a duration of time to help me realize my past lives so we will be going back there from time to time. If you want to realize your past lives please ask your Inner-Master to access the portals. I could now meditate myself out of the room-of-doors, and back into the base again.