Chapter 60-Room of Doors
In the dream state Sionn asked me once again to go on a little-mission. I know what you students are thinking. Do I get any time off. As you know, time on the astral plane is non-existent so we can spend a few hours which can seem like a few years and vise-versa. Sionn has also asked me to ask you to upload your thoughts on this job. It will be unusual in that we will be alone. I say alone because I won’t have Reeas and Deria to help me, but you, my student friends can access these recorded messages from central database. I am sure your thoughts are of help to me as I can access the database also. We are part of the whole and as such we are unlimited. I am now in the Room-of-Doors once again.
I know now that this place is going to be a big part of my life as a Guardian, so I am going to treat it as an everyday thing. I am standing, as usual, in front of the first door or number one of 360. They are, as you know, my past-lives, or some of my past lives. They are also access points to any past life time on Earth, and past-lives on other planets; the 360 past lives span more than ten thousand years. I access a door at random and I will find another 360 doors behind it; that is another ten thousand years, and so forth, obviously the second set of doors will be spread out more, around the first set, that means there will be a space between them, these spaces are also access points to sub planes. You can see their will be a lot of doors to access, and a lot of sub planes going back more than 350,000 years or more, and that is only human life times, before that animals; they alone would add up to millions of lives. But I know I have to find one in particular. Sionn was now standing next to me.
‘You know you have to find one door,’ he said.’
‘Yes, I said, I sort of, knew it.’
‘Good, he said, you know also you can now alter your consciousness,’
‘How?’
Just ‘Be aware.’
‘Could this be how Kallo fell from grace?’ I said.
‘Yes, in a sort of way it is, but don’t worry you have a very long way to go to catch up with Kallo, and I don’t mean that in a bad way. Kallo was assessed after he went bad and it was found he was corrupted long before he fell from grace.’
‘Yes but he was still way ahead of me.’ I said.
‘This is only a training exercise for you.’ he replied, ‘just try to be aware, as I said. Now, the question you must contemplate on is ... well, you already know, yes?’
I was now alone in the room. I already know, he said! All I knew was I was confused. I sat down in the lotus position and rested. I suppose you students are confused also. This is training exercise and I have to find one life time out of millions!
After some time, exactly how much, I don’t know, I stood up. Sionn said I could alter my consciousness, OK then I will try. After another spell of time, I realized I was now becoming more centered, or whole. Just being in the Room-of-Doors seems to uplift me. I could now see the door in my mind; it was different from the rest, I stood in front of the first door, closed my eyes and contemplated for a few seconds then I turned around. The door that I could see in my mind appeared in front of me. Now the question is, my student friends, where does it lead? Please upload your thoughts again to central database.
I walked through the door, but it wasn’t a door in Room-of-Doors, but the door into the Guardian sub base! Sionn said, ‘When did you realize that you didn’t need to access any door!’
I said, ‘I just felt it was the time to come straight back.’
‘Yes, he said, but you also altered your consciousness.’
‘Yes,’ but I didn’t realize it at the time.’
‘Good, Dan, you did well.’ I thought, praise indeed!
For you students: don’t forget, the mind can trick you, it can tell you to do, or go somewhere when your inner self is saying no, just simply sit down and contemplate before deciding on a course of action. Reeas and Deria are now with me, I didn’t need to ask Reeas if she passed the same test I know she did.
‘Don’t worry, Dan, I wouldn’t have let you get lost in there.’ No, it wasn’t Reeas speaking, but Debra, I totally forgot about her for the whole time I was in the room of doors! How can this be, I thought? ‘Your consciousness was changing at the time,’ said Sionn.
‘Really,’ I said.
‘Yes, now you will have some rest from your alter-ego’ he said.
‘Yes, but I will still be there’ said Debra!