XXIX. A DISSEMBLER
To cursory view, John Loveday seemed to accomplish this with amazingease. Whenever he came from barracks to Overcombe, which was once ortwice a week, he related news of all sorts to her and Bob with infinitezest, and made the time as happy a one as had ever been known at themill, save for himself alone. He said nothing of Festus, except so faras to inform Anne that he had expected to see him and been disappointed.On the evening after the King's arrival at his seaside residence Johnappeared again, staying to supper and describing the royal entry, themany tasteful illuminations and transparencies which had been exhibited,the quantities of tallow candles burnt for that purpose, and the swarmsof aristocracy who had followed the King thither.
When supper was over Bob went outside the house to shut the shutters,which had, as was often the case, been left open some time after lightswere kindled within. John still sat at the table when his brotherapproached the window, though the others had risen and retired. Bob wasstruck by seeing through the pane how John's face had changed. Throughoutthe supper-time he had been talking to Anne in the gay tone habitual withhim now, which gave greater strangeness to the gloom of his presentappearance. He remained in thought for a moment, took a letter from hisbreast-pocket, opened it, and, with a tender smile at his weakness,kissed the writing before restoring it to its place. The letter was onethat Anne had written to him at Exonbury.
Bob stood perplexed; and then a suspicion crossed his mind that John,from brotherly goodness, might be feigning a satisfaction with recentevents which he did not feel. Bob now made a noise with the shutters, atwhich the trumpet-major rose and went out, Bob at once following him.
'Jack,' said the sailor ingenuously, 'I'm terribly sorry that I've donewrong.'
'How?' asked his brother.
'In courting our little Anne. Well, you see, John, she was in the samehouse with me, and somehow or other I made myself her beau. But I havebeen thinking that perhaps you had the first claim on her, and if so,Jack, I'll make way for 'ee. I--I don't care for her much, you know--notso very much, and can give her up very well. It is nothing seriousbetween us at all. Yes, John, you try to get her; I can look elsewhere.'Bob never knew how much he loved Anne till he found himself making thisspeech of renunciation.
'O Bob, you are mistaken!' said the trumpet-major, who was not deceived.'When I first saw her I admired her, and I admire her now, and like her.I like her so well that I shall be glad to see you marry her.'
'But,' replied Bob, with hesitation, 'I thought I saw you looking verysad, as if you were in love; I saw you take out a letter, in short.That's what it was disturbed me and made me come to you.'
'O, I see your mistake!' said John, laughing forcedly.
At this minute Mrs. Loveday and the miller, who were taking a twilightwalk in the garden, strolled round near to where the brothers stood. Shetalked volubly on events in Budmouth, as most people did at this time.'And they tell me that the theatre has been painted up afresh,' she wassaying, 'and that the actors have come for the season, with the mostlovely actresses that ever were seen.'
When they had passed by John continued, 'I _am_ in love, Bob; but--notwith Anne.'
'Ah! who is it then?' said the mate hopefully.
'One of the actresses at the theatre,' John replied, with a concoctivelook at the vanishing forms of Mr. and Mrs. Loveday. 'She is a verylovely woman, you know. But we won't say anything more about it--itdashes a man so.'
'O, one of the actresses!' said Bob, with open mouth.
'But don't you say anything about it!' continued the trumpet-majorheartily. 'I don't want it known.'
'No, no--I won't, of course. May I not know her name?'
'No, not now, Bob. I cannot tell 'ee,' John answered, and with truth,for Loveday did not know the name of any actress in the world.
When his brother had gone, Captain Bob hastened off in a state of greatanimation to Anne, whom he found on the top of a neighbouring hillockwhich the daylight had scarcely as yet deserted.
'You have been a long time coming, sir,' said she, in sprightly tones ofreproach.
'Yes, dearest; and you'll be glad to hear why. I've found out the wholemystery--yes--why he's queer, and everything.'
Anne looked startled.
'He's up to the gunnel in love! We must try to help him on in it, or Ifear he'll go melancholy-mad like.'
'We help him?' she asked faintly.
'He's lost his heart to one of the play-actresses at Budmouth, and Ithink she slights him.'
'O, I am so glad!' she exclaimed.
'Glad that his venture don't prosper?'
'O no; glad he's so sensible. How long is it since that alarm of theFrench?'
'Six weeks, honey. Why do you ask?'
'Men can forget in six weeks, can't they, Bob?'
The impression that John had really kissed her still remained.
'Well, some men might,' observed Bob judicially. '_I_ couldn't. PerhapsJohn might. I couldn't forget _you_ in twenty times as long. Do youknow, Anne, I half thought it was you John cared about; and it was aweight off my heart when he said he didn't.'
'Did he say he didn't?'
'Yes. He assured me himself that the only person in the hold of hisheart was this lovely play-actress, and nobody else.'
'How I should like to see her!'
'Yes. So should I.'
'I would rather it had been one of our own neighbours' girls, whose birthand breeding we know of; but still, if that is his taste, I hope it willend well for him. How very quick he has been! I certainly wish we couldsee her.'
'I don't know so much as her name. He is very close, and wouldn't tell athing about her.'
'Couldn't we get him to go to the theatre with us? and then we couldwatch him, and easily find out the right one. Then we would learn if sheis a good young woman; and if she is, could we not ask her here, and somake it smoother for him? He has been very gay lately; that meansbudding love: and sometimes between his gaieties he has had melancholymoments; that means there's difficulty.'
Bob thought her plan a good one, and resolved to put it in practice onthe first available evening. Anne was very curious as to whether Johndid really cherish a new passion, the story having quite surprised her.Possibly it was true; six weeks had passed since John had shown a singlesymptom of the old attachment, and what could not that space of timeeffect in the heart of a soldier whose very profession it was to leavegirls behind him?
After this John Loveday did not come to see them for nearly a month, aneglect which was set down by Bob as an additional proof that hisbrother's affections were no longer exclusively centred in his old home.When at last he did arrive, and the theatre-going was mentioned to him,the flush of consciousness which Anne expected to see upon his face wasunaccountably absent.
'Yes, Bob; I should very well like to go to the theatre,' he repliedheartily. 'Who is going besides?'
'Only Anne,' Bob told him, and then it seemed to occur to the trumpet-major that something had been expected of him. He rose and saidprivately to Bob with some confusion, 'O yes, of course we'll go. As Iam connected with one of the--in short I can get you in for nothing, youknow. At least let me manage everything.'
'Yes, yes. I wonder you didn't propose to take us before, Jack, and letus have a good look at her.'
'I ought to have. You shall go on a King's night. You won't want me topoint her out, Bob; I have my reasons at present for asking it?'
'We'll be content with guessing,' said his brother.
When the gallant John was gone, Anne observed, 'Bob, how he is changed! Iwatched him. He showed no feeling, even when you burst upon him suddenlywith the subject nearest his heart.'
'It must be because his suit don't fay,' said Captain Bob.