She crossed the Wyoming line, and the land began to rise toward the Rocky Mountains. The lights of Cheyenne emerged from the snow-torn dark, then disappeared in Mary’s rearview mirror as she drove on. The wind’s force had increased, shrieking around the Cherokee and shaking it like an infant with a rattle. The wiper blades were losing their combat with the snow, the headlights showing cones of whirling white. Fever sweat glistened on Mary’s face, and from the backseat the voice of God urged her on. Forty miles past Cheyenne, Laramie went past like a white dream, and the Cherokee’s tires began to slip as I-80 rose on its rugged ascent between mountain ranges.

  Another twenty miles beyond Laramie, into the teeth of the wind, and Mary suddenly realized there were no more vehicles coming from the west. She was alone on the highway. An abandoned tractor-trailer truck, its emergency lights flashing, came out of the snow on her right, its back freighted with frost. The highway’s ascent was steeper now, the Cherokee’s engine lugging. She felt the wheels slide on patches of ice, the wind savage as it howled across the mountain peaks. The wiper blades were getting loaded down, the windshield as white as a cataract. She had to fight the wheel from side to side as the wind beat at the Cherokee, and she passed two more abandoned cars that had slammed together and skidded off onto the median. Yellow emergency lights were flashing ahead of her again, and in another moment she could make out the big blinking sign that stood on the interstate: STOP ROAD CLOSED. A highway patrol car was parked nearby, its lights spinning in the murk of snowflakes. As Mary slowed the Cherokee, two troopers in heavy overcoats began to wave red flashlights at her, flagging her down. She stopped, rolled her window down, and the cold that swept in iced her lungs and overpowered the heater in four seconds. Both the troopers wore ski masks and caps with earflaps, and the one who stepped up to her window to speak to her shouted, “Can’t go any farther, ma’am! I-80’s closed between here and Creston!”

  “I have to get through!” Her lips were already freezing, the air’s temperature fallen below zero and snowflakes clinging to her eyebrows.

  “No, ma’am! Not tonight! Highway’s iced up over the mountains!” He aimed his flashlight to Mary’s right. “You’ll have to pull off here!”

  She looked where the light was pointed, and saw a sign that said EXIT 272. Below the exit number were MCFADDEN and ROCK RIVER. A snowplow was shoving a mound of white off the exit road.

  “The Silver Cloud Inn’s about two miles toward McFadden!” the trooper went on. “That’s where we’re sending everybody!”

  “I can’t stop! I’ve got to keep going!”

  “We’ve had three fatalities on that stretch of highway since this storm started, ma’am, and it’s not going to get any better before daylight! You’re not in a big enough hurry to get yourself killed!”

  Mary looked at Drummer, swaddled in the parka. Again the question came to her: what good would a lump of dead baby be for Jack? Her leg was hurting her, she was tired and it had been a long day. It was time to rest until the storm had passed. “All right!” she told the trooper. “I’ll pull off!”

  “Just follow the signs!” he said, and he waved her toward the exit with his flashlight.

  Mary trailed the snowplow for a few hundred yards and then eased the Cherokee around it. Her headlights caught a sign that said SILVER CLOUD INN NEXT LEFT, SEE THE WORLD-FAMOUS DINOSAUR GARDENS! She took the left turn when it came, and had to fight the Cherokee uphill on a curving road bordered with dense, snow-weighted woods. The tires moaned as they lost their grip, and the Cherokee skidded violently to the right and careened off the guardrail before rubber found pavement again. Mary kept pushing the Cherokee onward, and around the next curve she saw abandoned cars on the sides of the road. Maybe a hundred yards farther, and the Cherokee’s tires lost their purchase again, this time swinging the vehicle toward the left and slamming into a four-foot-high snowbank. The engine rattled and died with an exhausted moan, and the wind’s shriek reigned over all. Mary started the engine again, backed away from the snowbank, and tried to force the Cherokee on, but the tires slipped and slid and she realized the rest of the way would have to be on foot. She turned onto the left shoulder, cut the engine, and pulled up the emergency brake. Then she buttoned up her corduroy coat to her neck, zipped Drummer securely in the parka, and put her bag with its cache of baby supplies and guns over her shoulder. She picked Drummer up, opened her door, and stepped out into the storm.

  The cold overpowered her fever as it had the Cherokee’s heater. It was a solid thing, hard as iron, and it locked around her and turned every movement into an agony of slow motion. But the wind was fast and loud, and the snow-covered trees thrashed in white torment. She limped along the left lane, her arms folded around the infant and snow slashing into her face like bits of razor blade. She felt wet heat on her thigh wound: new blood oozing up through the broken crust, like lava seething from a volcanic core.

  The road leveled off. The woods gave way to mounds of blowing snow, and Mary could see the yellow lights of a long, ranch-house-type building ahead. Something gargantuan was suddenly towering above Mary and the baby, its reptilian head agrin with jagged teeth. Another massive form with armor plates on its back stood nearby, the snow up to its snout. The world-famous Dinosaur Gardens, Mary realized as she limped between the concrete monsters. A third huge beast reared up from the snow on her left, an alligator’s head on a hippo’s body. On her right what looked like a tank with glass eyes and concrete horns stood as if about to charge the rearing statue. Between her and the Silver Cloud Inn was a prehistoric landscape, dozens of dinosaurs frozen on the snowfield. She limped onward, carrying her own history. Around her stood fourteen-foot-tall thunder lizards and meat eaters, their sculpted heads white with snow and bearded with icicles, snow wedged into the cracks of their skins. The wind roared like a great monstrous voice, a memory of dinosaur song, and it almost knocked Mary to her knees amid the beasts.

  Headlights hit her. An enclosed vehicle on treads was coming toward her, snow whirling up in its wake. When it reached her, a man in a cowboy hat and a long brown coat got out and grasped her shoulder, guiding her around to the passenger side. “Anybody else behind you?” he shouted into her ear, and she shook her head.

  When they were inside the snow buggy, the heater on full blast, the man picked up a CB radio’s microphone and said, “Found the new arrivals, Jody. Takin’ ’em in.”

  “That’s a big ten-four,” a man’s voice answered through crackling static. Mary figured it was one of the pigs down on I-80. Then the cowboy turned the buggy around and started driving toward the inn, and he said, “Get you good and warm in just a few minutes, ma’am.”

  The Silver Cloud Inn was made of bleached stones and had a huge pair of antlers over the front door. The cowboy pulled the buggy up to the steps, and Mary got out with Drummer pressed against her. Then the cowboy came around and started to take her shoulder bag, but Mary pulled back and said, “I’ve got it,” and he opened the inn’s door for her. Inside, there was a large lobby with oak beams and a stone fireplace that a car could have parked in. The fire was popping sparks, the lobby sweet with the smell of woodsmoke and delicious warmth. Twenty or more people of all ages and descriptions were on cots or in sleeping bags around the fireplace, and another dozen or so were talking or playing cards. Their attention was drawn to Mary and the baby for a few seconds, and then they went back to what they were doing.

  “Lord, what a night! Storm’s a screamer, for sure!” The cowboy took off his hat, revealing thinning white hair and a braided ponytail with a band around it made of multicolored Indian beads. He had a grizzled, heavily lined face and bright blue eyes beneath white brows. “Rachel, let’s get this lady some hot coffee!”

  A gray-haired, plump Indian woman in a red sweater and bluejeans began to draw coffee from a metal dispenser into a plastic cup. On the table beside the coffeemaker were a few sandwiches, some cheese, fruit, and slices of poundcake. “Name’s Sam Jiles,” the cowboy said. “Welc
ome to the Silver Cloud Inn. I’m sorry you couldn’t see it on a better day.”

  “That’s all right. I’m glad to be here.”

  “Rooms were all gone around seven o’clock. Cots ran out around nine, but we might have a sleepin’ bag left. You travelin’ alone with your baby?”

  “Yes. Going to California.” She felt him waiting for more. “To meet my husband,” she added.

  “Bad night to be on the road, I swanee.” Jiles walked to the registration desk, where another CB radio was set up. “Excuse me just a minute.” He picked up the mike. “Silver Cloud to Big Smokey, come on back, Smokey.” The static crackled and hissed, and the pig’s voice answered, “Big Smokey. You got an ear, Silver Cloud.”

  Rachel brought Mary the coffee, and she looked at Drummer in the parka’s folds. “Oh, that’s a new one!” she said, her eyes large and dark brown. “Boy or girl?”

  “Boy.”

  “What’s his name?”

  “Brought ’em in real fine, Jody,” Sam Jiles was saying over the radio. “You fellas want me to bring you down some eats?”

  “I hear you talkin’, Sam. We’re stuck here till I-80’s open.”

  “Okay, bring you down some grub and coffee pronto.”

  “Does he have a name yet?”

  Mary blinked, looking into the Indian woman’s eyes. What was going through her head was the thought that she was trapped with strangers at her back and two pigs guarding the only way out. “David,” she said, and the name was foul in her mouth, but Drummer was his real and secret name, not to be shared with everyone.

  “That’s a nice, strong name. I’m Rachel Jiles.”

  “I’m… Mary Brown.” It had come from the color of the woman’s eyes.

  “We have some food left.” Rachel motioned toward the table. “Ham and cheese sandwiches. Some beef stew there, too.” She nodded at bowls and a clay pot. “Help yourself.”

  “Thanks, I will.” Mary limped over to the table, and Rachel stayed with her.

  “Did you hurt your leg?” Rachel asked.

  “No, it’s an old injury. Broken ankle didn’t heal right.” Drummer began to cry at that moment, as if shouting to the world that Mary Terror was lying. She rocked him and cooed to him, but his crying soared up and up with increasing power. Rachel suddenly held out her stocky arms and said, “I’ve had three boys. Maybe I can try it?”

  What would it hurt? Besides, the pain in Mary’s leg was so bad it was sapping her strength. She handed Drummer over and fed herself while Rachel rocked him and sang softly in a language Mary didn’t understand. Drummer’s crying began to quiet, his head cocked to one side as if listening to the woman’s singing. In about two minutes he had ceased crying altogether, and Rachel sang and smiled, her round face almost radiant with care for a stranger’s child.

  Sam Jiles made food packages for the two troopers, loading up sandwiches, fruit, and cake into two sacks and adding cups and a thermos of coffee. He asked one of the men to go with him in the tracked snow buggy, and he kissed Rachel on the cheek and said he’d be back quicker than a skillet sizzles grease. Then he and his companion left the Silver Cloud, a gust of freezing wind and snow coming through the front door with their departure.

  Rachel seemed to enjoy cradling Drummer, so Mary let her hold the baby while she ate and drank her fill. She limped over to the fireplace to warm herself, threading a path through the other people, and she took off her gloves and offered her palms to the flames. Her fever had returned, throbbing with a hot pulse at her temples, and she couldn’t stay near the fire very long. She glanced at the faces around her, judging them: predominant in the mix were middle-aged people, but there was a couple who might have been in their sixties and two young couples who had the tanned, fit look of ardent skiers. She moved away from the hearth, back toward where Rachel stood with Drummer, and that was when she felt someone watching her.

  Mary looked to her right, and found a young man sitting against the wall, his legs crossed beneath him. He had a thin, hawk-nosed face and sandy-brown hair that spilled down over his shoulders, and he wore black horn-rimmed glasses, faded jeans with patches on the knees, and a dark blue turtleneck sweater. Beside him was a battered army jacket and a rolled-up sleeping bag. He was watching her intently with deep-socketed eyes the color of ashes. His stare didn’t waver as she returned it, and then he frowned slightly and began to examine his fingernails.

  She didn’t like him. He made her nervous. She went back to Rachel and took her child. Rachel said, “He’s sure a good baby! All three of my boys used to holler like screech owls when they were as little as him. How old is he?”

  “He was born on…” She didn’t know the exact date. “The third of February,” she said, which was when she’d taken him from the hospital.

  “Do you have any other children?”

  “No, just Drum—” Mary smiled. “Just David.” Her gaze skittered back to the young man. He was staring at her again. She felt fever sweat on her cheeks. What was that fucking hippie looking at?

  “I’ll see if I can find a sleeping bag for you,” Rachel said. “We always keep a supply on hand for the campers.” She went off across the lobby and through another door, and Mary found a place to sit on the floor away from everyone else.

  She kissed Drummer’s forehead and crooned softly to him. His skin was cool against her lips. “Going to California, yes we are. Going to California, Mama and her sweet baby.” She realized with a start that there were two spots of blood, each about the size of a quarter, on the thigh of her jeans. The blood was seeping up through her makeshift bandage. She set Drummer aside, took off her coat, and laid it across her lap.

  She looked up, and saw the hippie watching her.

  Mary pulled her shoulder bag, with its small Magnum automatic and the .38 from Rocky Road’s gun cabinet, against her side.

  “He knows.”

  The voice sent chill bumps shivering up her spine. It had been spoken from her left, and close to her ear. She turned her head. God was there, hunkered down beside her, his glacial face gaunt and his eyes dark with truth. He wore skin-tight black velvet and a gold chain with a crucifix on it. On his head was a floppy-brimmed black hat with a snake-skin band. It was the same outfit he’d worn when she’d seen him up close in Hollywood. Except for one thing: God wore a yellow Smiley Face button on his lapel. “He knows,” the cruel mouth repeated in a whisper.

  Mary Terror stared at the young hippie. He was looking at his fingernails again; he darted a glance at her, then shifted his position and studied the fire.

  Or pretended to.

  “Road’s closed,” God said. “Pigs at the roadblock. Your leg’s busted open again. And that fucker knows. What’cha gonna do, Mary?”

  She didn’t answer. She couldn’t.

  She leaned her back against the wall and closed her eyes. She could feel him watching, but every time she opened her eyes she couldn’t catch him at it. Rachel returned with a tattered but usable sleeping bag, and Mary spread it out like a mattress and laid on top of it instead of confining herself inside. She kept the shoulder bag’s strap around her arm, its top zippered shut, and Drummer alternately drowsed and fretted beside her.

  “He knows,” she heard God whisper in her ear as she drifted toward sleep. His voice pulled her away from rest. She felt swollen with damp, pulsing heat, her thigh and forearm wounds heavy with crusted blood under the bandages. A firm touch to her thigh made searing pain travel from her hip to her knee, and the blood spots were growing.

  “What’cha gonna do, Mary?” God asked, and she thought he might have laughed a little.

  “Damn you,” she rasped, and she pulled Drummer closer. It was the two of them against a hateful world.

  The exhaustion won over pain and fear, at least for a while. Mary slept, Drummer sucked busily on his pacifier, and the young hippie scratched his chin and watched the woman and her infant.

  4

  Thunder Lizards

  TWO O’CLOCK PASSED, AND
the cutlass kept going into the white whirlwinds.

  Didi was at the wheel, her face a bleached mask of tension. The Cutlass, traveling at thirty miles an hour, was alone on I-80. Laura had driven for several hours back in Nebraska, between Lincoln and North Platte, and she’d gotten good at guiding the car with one hand and an elbow. The snowstorm’s intensity had strengthened near North Platte, the wind broadsiding the car like a bull’s charge, and Laura had pulled over to let somebody with two hands drive. The last tractor-trailer truck they’d seen had been turning off at Laramie, ten miles behind them, and the snowswept highway was climbing steadily toward the Rocky Mountains.

  “Should’ve stopped at Laramie,” Didi said. This had been her refrain ever since they’d left its lights. “We can’t keep going in this.” The wiper in front of her face shrieked with effort as it plowed the snow away, while the wiper on Laura’s side had ground to a halt just east of Cheyenne. “Should’ve stopped at Laramie, like I wanted to.”

  “She didn’t,” Laura said.

  “How do you know? She might be back in Nebraska, sleeping in a warm Holiday Inn!”

  “She’ll go as far as she can. She’ll go until she can’t drive anymore. I would.”

  “Mary might be crazy, but she’s not a fool! She’s not going to get herself and David killed out here! Look! Even the trucks can’t make it in this!” Didi dared to unhinge the fingers of her right hand from the wheel and point to the tractor-trailer rig that was abandoned on the shoulder, its emergency lights flashing. Then she gripped the wheel hard again, because a gust of wind slapped the Cutlass and fishtailed it into the left lane. Didi let off on the accelerator and fought the car straight again, her heart pounding and a coil of fear deep in her belly. “Jesus, what a mess!”