returned in new faces, shining

  through the tears of new eyes.

  New small adolescent hands

  on tiny breasts,

  pale silken skin at the thighs,

  and the cherry-prick raises hard

  innocent heat pointed up

  from the muscular belly

  of basketball highschool English class spiritual Victory,

  made clean at midnight in the bathtub of old City

  hair combed for love—

  millionaire body from Clayton or spade queen from E St Louis

  laughing together in the TWA lounge

  Blue-lit airfields into St Louis,

  past billboards ruddy neon,

  looking for old hero renewed,

  a new decade—

  Hill-wink of houses,

  Monotone road gray bridging the streets

  thin bones of aluminum sentineled dark

  on the suburban hump bearing high wires

  for thought to traverse

  river & wood, from hero to hero—

  Crane all’s well, the wanderer returns

  from the west with his Powers,

  the Shaman with his beard

  in full strength,

  the longhaired Crank with subtle humorous voice

  enters city after city

  to kiss the eyes of your high school sailors

  and make laughing Blessing

  for a new Age in America

  spaced with concrete but Souled by yourself

  with Desire,

  or like yourself of perfect Heart, adorable

  and adoring its own millioned population

  one by one self-wakened

  under the radiant signs

  of Power stations stacked above the river

  highway spanning highway,

  bridged from suburb to suburb.

  March 1966

  Bayonne Entering NYC

  Smog trucks mile after mile high wire

  Pylons trestled toward New York

  black multilane highway showered w/blue arc-lamps,

  city glare horizoning

  Megalopolis with burning factories—

  Bayonne refineries behind Newark Hell-light

  truck trains passing trans-continental gas-lines,

  blinking safety signs KEEP AWAKE

  Giant giant giant transformers,

  electricity Stacks’ glowing smoke—

  More Chimney fires than all Kansas in a mile,

  Sulphur chemical Humble gigantic viaducts

  networked by road side

  What smell burning rubber, oil

  “freshens your mouth”

  Railroad rust, deep marsh garbage-fume

  Nostril horns—

  city Announcer jabbering at City Motel,

  flat winking space ships descending overhead

  GORNEY GORNEY MORTUARY

  Brilliant signs the

  10 P.M. clock churchspire lit in Suburb City,

  New Jersey’s colored streets asleep—

  High derrick spotlites lamped an inch above

  roofcombs

  Shoprite lit for Nite people before the vast

  Hohokus marshes and Passaic’s flat gluey

  Blackness ringed with lightbulbs.

  Blue Newark airport,

  Lights at the field edge,

  Robot towers blazon’d Eastern Air TWA

  above the lavender bulbed runway

  across the barrage of car bridges—

  I was born there in Newark

  Public Service sign of the twenties

  visible miles away through smoke

  gray night over electric fields

  My aunts and uncles died in hospitals,

  are buried in graves surrounded by Railroad Tracks,

  tombed near Winking 3 Ring Ballantine Ale’s home

  where Western Electric has a Cosmic plant,

  Pitt-Consoles breathes forth fumes

  acrid above Flying Service tanks

  Where superhighway rises over Monsanto

  metal structures moonlit

  Pulaski Skyway hanging airy black in heaven my childhood

  neighbored with gigantic harbor stacks,

  steam everywhere

  Blue Star buses skimming skyroads

  beside th’antennae mazes

  brilliant by Canalside—

  Empire State’s orange shoulders lifted above the Hell,

  New York City buildings glitter

  visible over Palisades’ trees

  Guys From War put tiger in yr Tank—

  Radio crawling with Rockmusic youngsters,

  STOP—PAY TOLL

  let the hitchhiker off in the acrid Mist—

  Blue uniformed attendants rocking on their heels in green booths

  Light parade everywhere

  Cliff rooms, balconies & giant nineteenth century schools,

  reptilian trucks on Jersey roads

  Manhattan star-spread behind Ft. Lee cliffside

  Evening lights reflected across Hudson water—

  brilliant diamond-lantern’d Tunnel

  Whizz of bus-trucks shimmer in Ear

  over red brick

  under Whitmanic Yawp Harbor here

  roll into Man city, my city, Mannahatta

  Lower East Side ghosted &

  grimed with Heroin, shit-black from Edison towers

  on East River’s rib—

  Green-hatted doormen awaken the eve

  in statuary-niched yellow lobbies—

  zephyrous canyons brightlit, gray stone Empire State

  too small to be God

  lords it over sweet Macy’s & Seafood City

  by junkie Grant Hotel—

  Ho Ho turn right by the Blackman who crosses the street

  lighting his cigarette, lone on asphalt

  as the Lord in Nebraska—

  Down 5th Avenue, brr—the irregular spine

  of streetlights—

  traffic signals all turned red at once—

  insect lamps blink in dim artery

  replicated down stone vales to Union Square—

  In silence wait to see your home

  Cemented asphalt, wire roof-banked,

  canyoned, hived & churched with mortar,

  mortised with art gas—

  passing Ginsberg Machine Co.

  th’axhead antique Flatiron

  Building looms, old photographs

  parked in the mind—

  Cannastra your 21st Street lofts dark no more raw

  meat law business

  Tonite Naomi your 18th Westside Stalinesque

  madstreet’s blocked by a bus,

  Dusty your 16th (drunk in yr party dress) walls

  emptiness Hudson River perspectiv’d

  Dali in London? Joe Army yr brokenbone Churches

  stand brown in time—

  How quiet Washington Monument!

  & fairy youth turns head downstreet

  crossing 5th Avenue under trafficlite,

  doorman playing poodledog

  on brilliant-lit sidewalk No. 1.

  an old reporter w/ brown leather briefcase

  leaves the shiny-pillared apartment—

  Gee it’s a Miracle to be back on this street

  where strange guy mustache

  stares in the windowshield—

  Lovely the Steak Sign! bleeps on & off

  beneath Woman’s prison—

  Sixth Avenue bus back-window bright glass

  Lady in kerchief leans backward,

  corner Whalen’s Drugs, an old Beret familiar face

  nods goodbye girl

  Humm, Macdougal I lived here,

  Humm, perfect, there’s empty space

  Park by the bright-lit bookstore—

  Where I’ll find my mail

  & Harmonium, new from Calcutta

  Waiting I come back to New York & begin to Sing.

  March 1966


  Growing Old Again

  The delicate french girl jukebox husky lament

  softens the air over checkered tablecloths

  I haven’t been in Kettle of Fish a year

  Between my Moscows and Wichitas a lonesome moment

  Content to gaze at Bodenheim & Gould in garish oil,

  Phantoms I’m not over the bar wall mirroring photos

  of old habitués renowned characteristic seasons for lack

  of immortality, a bunch of provincial drunks fucked up

  D.T. unbearables or Mafia brothers-in-law.

  Old charm of anonymity, phonograph memory playing

  familiar bar tunes infrequent visited much

  once real hotspot cops on telephone me drunk loved

  some heart friend image money at same table same

  prophecy felt immortal then—now come true sit

  decade hence jukebox-dazed an Angel remembered to forget.

  March 3, 1966

  Uptown

  Yellow-lit Budweiser signs over oaken bars,

  “I’ve seen everything”—the bartender handing me change of $10,

  I stared at him amiably eyes thru an obvious Adamic beard—

  with Montana musicians homeless in Manhattan, teenage

  curly hair themselves—we sat at the antique booth & gossiped,

  Madame Grady’s literary salon a curious value in New York—

  “If I had my way I’d cut off your hair and send you to Vietnam”—

  “Bless you then” I replied to a hatted thin citizen hurrying to the barroom door

  upon wet dark Amsterdam Avenue decades later—

  “And if I couldn’t do that I’d cut your throat” he snarled farewell,

  and “Bless you sir” I added as he went to his fate in the rain, dapper Irishman.

  April 1966

  The Old Village Before I Die

  Entering Minetta’s soft yellow chrome, to the acrid bathroom

  22 years ago a gold kid wrote “human-kindness” contrasting

  “humankind-ness” on enamel urinal where Crane’s match skated—

  Christmas subway, lesbian slacks, friend bit someone’s earlobe off

  tore gold ring from queer ear, weeping, vomited—

  My first drunk nite flashed here, Joe Gould’s beard gray

  (“a professional bore” said Bill cruelly)—but as I was less than twenty,

  New scene rayed eternal—caricatures of ancient comedians

  framed over checkertabled booths, first love struck my heart heavy

  prophecy of this moment I looked in the urinal mirror returning decades

  late same heavy honey in heart—bearded hairy bald with age

  Soft music Smoke gets in your eyes Michele Show Me the Way to Go to Jail

  from stereophonic jukebox that once echoed You Always Hurt The One You Love as dear Jack

  did know under portraits of Al Smith, Jimmy Walker, Jimmy Durante, Billy Rose.

  May 11, 1966

  Consulting I Ching Smoking Pot Listening to the Fugs Sing Blake

  That which pushes upward

  does not come back

  He led me in his garden

  tinkle of 20 year phonograph

  Death is icumen in

  and mocks my loss of liberty

  One must see the Great Man

  Fear not it brings blessing

  No Harm

  from the invisible world

  Perseverance

  Realms beyond

  Stoned

  in the deserted city

  which lies below consciousness

  June 1966

  Zigzag Back Thru These States

  (1966–1967)

  Wings Lifted over the Black Pit

  City Flats, Coal yards and brown rivers

  Tower groups toyed by silver bridge

  Sudden the snake uncoils

  w/ thousands of little bodies riding granite scales

  looped in approach to Geo. Washington’s steel trestle

  roped to Jersey west

  Blue sunray on air heights, bubbled with thick steam

  roofing the planet—

  The jet plane glides toward Chicago.

  Blue ground lands, chill cabin, white wings

  Stretch over mist-ribboned horizon

  small windows let in half moon

  a silver jet hangs in the sky south

  Brown gas of the City wrapped over hills—

  Chanting Mantras all the way

  Hare Krishna etc.

  Till dinner, great Lake below,

  Heard a sweet drone in the plane-whine

  Hari Om Namo Shivaye—So

  Made my own music

  American Mantra—

  “Peace in Chicago,

  Peace in Saigon—”

  Raw orange sunset, & plunging in white cloud-shore

  Floated thru vast fog-waves

  down to black Chicago bottom

  O’Hare Field’s runway’s blue insect lights on Wingèd Machinery

  Ozark Airways zoom up toward the Moon

  Square Networks bulb-lit

  Twinkling blocks massed toward horizon

  Kremlin’d with red towers,

  Aethereal cloverleafs’ pinpointed circlets,

  Metropolis by night,

  By air, Man’s home filamented black panorama-skin

  brilliant below my chair & book—

  Impossible to be Mayor! know all details!?

  Alleyed with light,

  lampless yards

  blazing compounds factoried cube-like,

  prisons shining brilliant!

  Suburban moviehouses’ tiny glow

  by the Delicatessen corner,

  Vast hoards of men Negro’d in the gloom,

  gnashing their teeth for miles.

  Tears in attick’s blackness

  Swastikas worshipped in the White Urb,

  clean teeth bared in Reptilian smiles—

  Newsphoto Vision: M. L. King Attacked by Rocks—

  Dark Land,

  Sparse networks of Serpent electricity

  Dotted between towers

  Signaling to themselves beneath the moon—

  *

  Living like beasts,

  befouling our own nests,

  Smoke & Steam, broken glass & beer cans,

  Auto exhaust—

  Civilization shit littering the streets,

  Fine black mist over apartments

  watercourses running with oil

  fish fellows dead—

  June 1966

  Cleveland, the Flats

  To D. A. Levy

  Into the Flats, thru Cleveland’s

  Steeple trees illuminated

  Lake Bridge Light college cars speed round white lines

  thru Green Lights, past downtown’s pale Hotels

  Triple towers smokestacked steaming in blue nite

  buildings in water, the shimmer of that

  factory in the blackness

  a little tinkle RR engine bell

  See the orange bedroom shack

  under the viaduct

  crisscrossed with 1930s raindrops Tragedies

  extrapolating railroads overhead—

  Asphalt road bumps—

  that blue flame burning? Industry!

  Bom! Bom! Mahadev! Microphone Icecream!

  Battle Conditions! Come in Towers!

  Buster Keaton died today, folksongs in the iron smell

  of Republic Steel, hish—!

  American children crossing Jones Laughlin’s yellow

  bridge saying o how

  Beautiful, and Work ye Tarriers Work

  in the fiery hill on the Press,

  under black smoke—

  Oh yes look, the lake mill lights—

  Like an organpipe that smokestack

  Hart Crane died under—

  Black Tank Skeleton lifted over railroads’ orange lamps,

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; illustrious robots stretched with wires,

  smoking organpipes of God in the Cleveland Flats

  Open hearth furnaces light up sky,

  all night gas station

  Polack Stokers running out of money

  “Bearded short Amish, square-faced & incestuous,

  big-eared buck-toothed women, like cross-eyed cats”

  Steelton downhill, that smell What is it?

  The guys wander up & down their gas refining Cracker

  climbing ladders in white light—

  Butane smells—Creosote—

  “Looka that gas-cloud we just passed thru—”

  Twin heavy smokestacks there—

  Space age children wandering like lost orphans

  thru the landscape filled with iron—

  their grandfathers sweated over forges!

  now all they know is all them rockets they see silvery

  Quivering on Television—

  I don’t know any more.

  Move ye wheels move

  for Independent Towel—

  Dakota Hotel, old Red brick apartment,

  up Carnegie to University Circle,

  Om Om Om Sa Ra Wa Buddha Dakini Yea,

  Benzo Wani Yea Benzo Bero

  Tsani Yea Hum Hum Hum

  Phat Phat Phat Svaha!

  June 1966

  To the Body

  Enthroned in plastic, shrouded in wool, diamond crowned,

  transported in aluminum, shoe’d in synthetic rubber, fed by asparagus,

  adored by all animals,

  ear-lull’d by electric mantra rock, chemical roses acrid in the nose,

  observant of large-nostril’d air factories, every crack of the skin kissed by

  beloved grandmothers,

  so man woman child are tender meat become consciously genital with the

  shudder & blush of substance

  adorned with hair at crotch and brain—beard on lion and youth by fireside.

  June 15, 1966

  Iron Horse

  I

  This is the creature I am!

  Sittin in little roomette Santa Fe train

  naked abed, bright afternoon sun light

  leaking below closed window-blind

  White hair at chest, ridge

  where curls old Jewish lock

  Belly bulged outward, breathing as a baby

  old appendix scar

  creased where the belt went

  detumescent cannon on two balls soft pillowed

  Soft stirring shoots thru breast to belly—

  What romance planned by the body unconscious?

  What can I shove up my ass?

  Masturbation in America!

  little spasm delight, prick head