CHAPTER XXIII.
"JUSTICE" SENDS A LETTER TO THE EDITOR OF THE "EVENING MOON."
Closer and closer did the little match girl cling to Becky, as she wascarried through the dark passage and down the narrow stairs to thekitchen. Then, and then only, did Becky clearly perceive how thin andwan her humble little friend had grown. Fanny's dark eyes loomed out oftheir sunken sockets like dusky moons, her cheeks had fallen in, herlips were colourless; her clothes consisted of but two garments, a frockand a petticoat, in rags. Becky's eyes overflowed as she contemplatedthe piteous picture, and Fanny's eyes also became filled with tears--notin pity for herself, but in sympathy with Becky.
"O, Blanche, Blanche," she murmured, "I begun to be afeard I shouldnever see you agin."
Becky touched Fanny's clothes and cheek pityingly, and said,
"Has it been like this long, Fanny?"
Fanny replied in a grave tone, "Since ever you went away, Blanche. Myluck turned then."
"It has turned again, my dear," said Becky, with great compassion, "andturned the right way. Make a wish."
"A thick slice of bread and butter!" said Fanny, eagerly.
"O, Fanny, are you hungry?"
"I ain't 'ad nothink to eat to-day excep' a damaged apple I picked up inCoving Garden."
Before she finished the sentence Becky placed before her a thick sliceof bread and butter, and was busy cutting another. Fanny soon dispatchedthem, and did not say "No" to a third slice.
"Do you feel better, Fanny?" asked Becky.
"Ever so much," replied Fanny, looking wistfully around. The kitchen waswarm, and the little beggar girl was thinking of the cold night outside.
Becky noticed the look and knew what it meant.
"No, Fanny," she thought, "you shall not go out in the cold to-night.It is my belief you were sent to help me; it may be a lucky meeting forboth of us."
"Fanny," she said aloud, "where's your mother?"
"She's got three months," said Fanny, "and the magistrate sed he'd 'avegive 'er six if he could."
"Where are you going to sleep to-night?"
"Blanche," said Fanny, with a quiver in her voice, "is there such athing as a coal-cellar 'ere?"
"Why, Fanny?"
"I'd like to sleep in it, if you don't mind."
"I _do_ mind, Fanny. Yon can't sleep in the coal-cellar."
Fanny sighed mournfully, and partly rose. "I can't stop 'ere, then,Blanche?"
"You shall if you like, Fanny, and you shall sleep with me."
"O, Blanche!" cried Fanny, clasping her face with her dirty littlehands. The tears forced themselves between the thin, bony fingers.
"Why, that looks as if you were sorry, Fanny!"
"I'm cryin' for joy, Blanche. I should 'ave taken my 'ook to-night if it'adn't been for you. When I fell down in a faint outside your door, Ithought I was goin' to die."
"You shall not die, Fanny," said Becky; "you shall live, and grow into afine young woman. Listen to me, and don't forget a word I say to you.You are sharp and clever, and I want you now to be sharper and clevererthan ever you have been in your life before." Fanny nodded, and fixedher eyes upon Becky's face. "I am a servant in this house; my mistress'sname is Mrs. Preedy; she is out gossiping, and I expect her back everyminute. If she comes in while I am talking, I shall bundle you into bed,and you'll fall fast asleep. You understand?"
"Yes."
"I am not a real servant, but nobody is to know that but you and me. Putyour hand in mine, Fanny, and promise to be my friend, as I promise tobe yours. That's an honest squeeze, Fanny, and I know what it means.It means that I can trust you thoroughly, and that you will do and sayeverything exactly as I wish."
"That's just what it _does_ mean, Blanche."
"My name is not Blanche."
"No?"
"No. It's Becky."
"I'm fly."
"And never was anything else. The reason why I am a servant here isbecause I have something very particular to do--and that also is asecret between me and you. When it is done, I shall be a lady, andperhaps I will take you as my little maid."
"O, Becky! Becky!" exclaimed Fanny, overjoyed at the prospect.
"I knew you were sharp and quick," said Becky. "You are a little cousinof mine, if Mrs. Preedy asks you, and you have no mother or father. Giveme those matches. I throw them into the fire, one after another. What ablaze they make! Your mother died last week, and you, knowing I was inservice here, came to ask me to help you. You never sold matches,Fanny."
"Never! I'll take my oath of it!"
"That is all I shall say to-night, Fanny. I am tired, and I want tothink. Go into that room--it is my bedroom; here is a light. You willsee a nest of drawers in the room; open the top one, and take out aclean nightdress; it will be too long and too large for you, but thatdoesn't matter, does it? Give yourself a good wash, then pop into bed,and go to sleep. To-morrow morning, before you are up, I shall buy yousome clothes. Poor little Fanny! Poor little Fanny!" The child hadfallen on her knees, and had bowed her face on Becky's lap. Her bodywas shaken with sobs. "Now then, go, or Mrs. Preedy may come back beforeyou are a-bed."
Fanny jumped to her feet, and kissing Becky's hands, took the candle,and went into Becky's bedroom.
Becky's attention, diverted for a while by this adventure, returned tothe subject which now almost solely occupied her mind. She had not yetlooked at the copies of the last _Evening Moon_ she had bought of thenewsboy in the Square an hour ago. She opened one of the papers, andsaw, in large type, the heading, "FREDERICK HOLDFAST," and beneath itthe following letter, addressed to the editor of the _Evening Moon_:--
"SIR,--I have read the thrilling Romance in Real Life which your Special Reporter, in a style which does not speak highly for his culture or good taste, has so temptingly dished up for your numerous readers. It not only _reads_ like a romance, but, with reference to one of the characters it introduces to a too curious public, it _is_ a romance. The character I refer to is Frederick Holdfast, the son of the ill-fated gentleman who was murdered in Great Porter Square. That he is dead there appears to be no reason to doubt; and, therefore, all the more reason why I, who knew him well and was his friend, should step forward without hesitation to protest against the charges brought against him in your columns. I declare most earnestly that they are false.
"Here, at once, I find myself in a difficulty. When I say that the colours in which Frederick Holdfast is painted are false colours, that the character given to him is a false character, and that the charges brought against him are false charges, it appears as if I myself were bringing an accusation against Mrs. Lydia Holdfast, a lady with whom I have not the pleasure of being acquainted. I prefer not to do this. I prefer to bring the accusation against your Reporter, who must have allowed his zeal and enthusiasm to play tricks with his judgment when he sat down to describe, in his captivating manner, certain statements made to him by a lady in distress. He was writing a romance--there was a villain in it (a necessity); necessary, therefore, that this villain should be painted in the blackest colours, to rival other villains in the Penny Awfuls which obtain so strong a hold over young people among our poorer classes. The parallel is not a fair one. The villains in the Penny Awfuls are imaginary creatures; they live only in the brains of the cheap novelist; to vilify them, to defame them, can hurt the feelings, can do injury, to no living being. But the villain your Reporter has depicted in his Romance of Real Life is a man who lived, who was honoured, and who had at least one firm and true friend in the person of him who is now tracing these lines. To defame and vilify the dead is an act of the grossest injustice, and of this injustice your Reporter is guilty.
"I was at Oxford with Frederick Holdfast, and shared in his pleasures and his studies. We were cronies. We had few secrets from each other, and our close intimacy enabled me not only to gain an insight into Frederick's character, but to form a just estimate of it. And I solemnly declare that my dead friend was as guiltle
ss of the charges brought against him by Mrs. Holdfast and your Reporter in his Oxford career as I believe him to be incapable of the baseness imputed to him in his father's house in London. Of the latter I can speak only from presumption. Of the former I can speak with certainty, but my conviction in the one case is as strong as it is in the other.
"It is a monstrous falsehood to describe Frederick Holdfast's 'career of dissipation' as being 'capped by degraded association with degraded women.' His estimate of woman was high and lofty; he was almost quixotic in the opinion he entertained of her purity, and even when he felt himself compelled to condemn, there was invariably apparent in his condemnation a touch of beautiful pity it was an experience to meet with in this shrug-shoulder age, in which cynicism and light words upon noble themes have become the fashion. That he was free from faults I do not assert, but his errors had in them nothing of that low kind of vice which your Reporter has so glibly attached to his name.
"I have already said I have not the pleasure of an acquaintance with Mrs. Lydia Holdfast; neither was I acquainted with her murdered husband, my dead friend's father. But I have heard Frederick speak of his father, and always with respect and love. I can go further than this. I have read letters which Mr. Holdfast in London wrote to his son in Oxford, and I cannot recall a sentence or a word which would imply that any difference existed between father and son. These facts go far to prove the accusation I bring against your Reporter of libelling the dead. He, in his turn, may find justification for the picture he has drawn in the statements made to him by Mrs. Lydia Holdfast. With this I have nothing to do; I leave them to settle the matter between them. My duty is to vindicate the honour of my friend, who cannot speak for himself. I ask you to insert this letter, without abbreviation, in your columns, and I ask those papers at a distance which have quoted from your Romance in Real Life, to copy the letter, to prevent injustice to a dead man's memory. I enclose my card, as a guarantee of good faith; but I do not wish my name to be published. At the same time, should public occasion demand it, I shall be ready to come forward and personally substantiate the substance of this communication.
"I am, Sir, yours obediently, "JUSTICE."
To this letter was appended an Editorial Note:
"We insert our correspondent's letter, as he desires, without abbreviation. His name, which at his request we withhold, is one which is already becoming honourably known, and we see no reason to doubt his honesty of intention, and his thorough belief in what he writes. In the performance of our duties as Editor of this newspaper, we are always ready to present our readers with both sides of a question which has excited public interest. With these differing views fairly and impartially placed before them, they can form their own judgment. Upon the matter between 'Justice,' Mrs. Holdfast, and our Special Reporter, we offer no opinion, but we cannot refrain from drawing attention to one feature in the case which has apparently escaped the notice of 'Justice.' By Mr. Holdfast's will his only son, Frederick, is disinherited, and the whole of the murdered man's property is left to his unhappy widow. This is a sufficient answer to 'Justice's' disbelief in the existence of any difference between Frederick Holdfast and his father. 'Respect and love' would never impel a father to leave his son a beggar.--EDITOR, 'EVENING MOON.'"
Becky's eyes were bright with pleasure as she read the letter. "Bravo,Justice," she thought; "you are worthy to be the friend of my Frederick.I will thank you one day for your noble defence."
Here Fanny, arrayed in Becky's nightdress, made her appearance from thelittle bedroom.
"Good night, Becky," she said.
"Good night, my dear," said Becky, kissing the child.
Fanny's face was clean, and her hair was nicely brushed; she did notlook now like a child of the gutter.
"I feel all new, Becky--and so 'appy!" she said, with quivering lips.
"That's right, dear," said Becky; "now tumble into bed. I hear Mrs.Preedy opening the street door."
Fanny flew back to the bedroom, and scrambling into bed, fell asleepwith a prayer in her mind that God would bless Becky for ever, and ever,and ever, and send her everything in the world she wanted.
Becky was prepared for her interview with Mrs. Preedy; her plan wasalready formed. She put the newspapers out of sight, and when Mrs.Preedy entered the kitchen she found Becky busy with her needle.
"Still up, Becky!" exclaimed Mrs. Preedy. "You ought to 'ave beena-bed."
"I didn't like to go," said Becky, "till you came home; I wanted tospeak to you about something."
"What is it?" cried Mrs. Preedy, for ever ready to take alarm."Nothink's 'appened in the 'ouse, I 'ope. Mrs. Bailey!"----
"Nothing has happened; it's about myself I want to speak."
"I suppose you're going to give notice," said Mrs. Preedy, glaring atBecky.
"O, no; I'm satisfied with the place, and I'm sure no servant ever had akinder missis." Mrs. Preedy was mollified. "It's about my legacy and alittle cousin of mine."
"O," said Mrs. Preedy, feeling no interest in the little cousin, but agreat deal in the legacy. "You may sit down, Becky."
"Thank you, mum. I am to receive fifty pounds of my legacy to-morrow,and I want you to take care of some of it."
"I'll do it with pleasure, Becky." Mrs. Preedy was slightly bewilderedby the circumstance of having a servant with so much money at command;it was an unprecedented experience. Of course she would take care of thegirl's money.
"While you were out," said Becky, "there was a knock at the door, andwhen I opened it I saw a little cousin of mine who has lost her mother,and has no one in the world but me to look after her. She knew I was inservice here and she came to ask me to help her. I hope you will notconsider it a liberty, but I took her in, poor little thing, and perhapsyou'll let her sleep with me to-night."
Mrs. Preedy stared at Becky. "Is she there?" she asked, pointing to theservant's bedroom.
"Yes, mum."
Mrs. Preedy took a candle, and went into the room. Fanny was asleep, andwhen Mrs. Preedy laid her hand on her, she moved, and murmured--
"Is that you, Becky?"
Becky called out, "Yes, Fanny. Go to sleep again."
"I thought," said Becky, upon Mrs. Preedy's return, "as my little cousinhas no home now, and as there is plenty of room in the house, that youmight let her remain here as a lodger."
"As a lodger!" said Mrs. Preedy, in a tone of surprise and satisfaction.
"Of course," continued Becky, "I couldn't ask you to let her stay herefor nothing, and as I have plenty of money I can afford to pay for her.Then she can help me a bit now and then. She can live in the kitchen,and sleep with me. I'll look after her, and nobody need know anythingabout it but ourselves. I wouldn't mind eight or ten shillings a week."
Mrs. Preedy, with more eagerness than she was in the habit ofexhibiting, agreed to Becky's proposition, and said they would splitthe difference, and make it nine shillings a week for Fanny's board andlodging.
"And if you won't mind my mentioning it," said Becky, "if you arepressed for a few pounds I should be glad to let you have it till thelodgers come back to the house."
This offer completed the conquest. Mrs. Preedy shook Becky by the hand,and vowed that, from the moment she had entered her service, she hadlooked upon her more as a daughter than as a domestic, and that shewas sure she and Becky and Fanny would get along famously together. Sogushing did she become that she offered Becky a glass of gin and water,which Becky declined. A double knock at the street door startled themboth, and they went in company to answer it. A telegraph boy stood onthe step.
"Does Becky live here?" he asked.
"Yes," answered the two women.
"A telegram," he said, holding out the buff-coloured envelope.
Becky took it, and opened it in the kitchen. It was from "Fred" to"Becky," and ran:--"I return to London by to-night's mail. Do not writeagain until you see or hear from me."
"Who is it from?" asked Mrs. P
reedy unable to restrain her curiosity."What does it say?"
"It's from my lawyer," replied Becky, without a blush, "and says I am toreceive a hundred pounds to-morrow instead of fifty."
"You're in luck's way, Becky," said Mrs. Preedy.
"That I am," said Becky. "Can I do anything more for you to-night?"
"Nothing more, thank you," said Mrs. Preedy, very politely. "Good night,Becky."
"Good night, mum."
Never in that house had such cordial relations as these existed betweenmistress and "slavey."
Becky slept but little. The strange revelations made in the columns ofthe _Evening Moon_, the vindication of Frederick Holdfast's character byan unknown friend, the appearance of Fanny, the expected return of herlover, were events too stirring to admit of calm slumber. Her dreamswere as disturbed as her rest. She dreamt of her Frederick lying deadon the banks of a distant river, and the man who had killed him wasbending over the body, rifling the pockets. The man raised his head; itwas Richard Manx, sucking his acid drops. "Ah, charming Becky," said theman; "accept this ring--this bracelet--this dress. Your lover is dead.I take his place. I am, for ever, your devoted." She fled from him,and he followed her through her dreams, presenting himself in a hundredfantastic ways. "Come," he said, "I will show you something pretty." Heseized her hand, and dragged her to a Court-house, in the witness-box ofwhich stood Lydia Holdfast, giving deadly evidence against Frederick,who was also there, being tried for the murder of his father. "Let mego!" cried Becky. "I can save him from that woman!" But Richard Manxheld her fast. "I am your lover, not he," he whispered; "you shall notsave him. He must die." She could not move, nor could she raise hervoice so that the people round about could hear her. The scene changed.She and Frederick were together, in prison. "There is but one hope forme," said Frederick; "even yet I may be saved. Track that woman," (andhere Lydia Holdfast appeared, smiling in triumph), "follow her, do notallow her out of your sight. But be careful; she is as cunning as a fox,and will slip through your fingers when you least expect it." Then sheand Lydia Holdfast alone played parts in the running commentary of herdreams. "What do you want to find out," said Lydia Holdfast; "about me?I am a simple creature--but you are much more simple. It is a battlebetween us, for the life of a man, for the honour of a man. I accept.If you were a thousand times cleverer than you are, you shall not savehim." Becky found herself with this woman in the most extraordinaryconnections--on the stage of a theatre, where both were enactingcharacters in the drama of the murder--by a dark river, lighted upby lightning flashes--struggling in the midst of a closely-packedcrowd--following each other over the roofs of houses--and LydiaHoldfast, in every fresh presentment, crying, "Well! Have you saved himyet?"
Becky awoke from these dreams in tears, and was glad she had Fanny inbed with her. She rose early, and at eight o'clock went out to buy someclothes for the child. When Fanny appeared before Mrs. Preedy in thekitchen, she was a decent-looking, tidy little girl, with a world ofhappiness in her face. She had found her friend, her angel friend, whowould never again desert her. She understood in some dim way that Beckywould call upon her for help in the secret which had caused her toassume the disguise of a servant. "I 'ope it's somethink 'ard she wantsme to do," thought Fanny. She would like to show Becky what love andgratitude could accomplish.
"You're a nice looking little thing," said Mrs. Preedy, pinching Fanny'scheek.
At about eleven o'clock, Becky asked and received permission to "go tothe lawyer's" to receive her money. Before she left the house she saidto Fanny,
"You don't forget what I said to you last night."
"I couldn't if I tried," replied Fanny.
"Mrs. Preedy is to know nothing. You understand, Fanny?"
"Yes."
"I shall be out for nearly an hour. If you hear a knock at the streetdoor run up and open it, and if a gentleman comes and asks for me, tellhim I shall be back before twelve."
"I'll tell him, Becky."
No person called, however; and Becky, returning, gave Mrs. Preedy fortypounds to take care of. "That," she thought, "will enable me to keep inthis house as long as I choose to remain."
All the day she waited for news of her lover. As the hours dragged on,her state of suspense became most painful. In the early part of theevening she received a note by the hands of a messenger.
"My darling," it said, "I am in the deepest grief. A dreadful calamityhas overtaken me, and I must consider well and reflect before I move astep. I think it best for me not to present myself in Great PorterSquare. You want to see me, I know, as I want to see you, but before wemeet it is necessary that you should read a Statement I am preparing foryou, and which will be in your hands late tonight. There must be no moresecrets between us. Believe me ever your devoted and unhappy lover."
At eleven o'clock Becky received the "Statement." It was a thick packet,on the outside of which was written: "For no other eyes but yours." Whenthe messenger arrived--he was a middle-aged man, with a shrewd face andeye--Mrs. Preedy was out of the house, gossiping as usual with Mrs.Beale, and confiding to her the wonderful news that she had a servantwho was very rich. Mrs. Beale gave Mrs. Preedy a bit of shrewd advice."Orfer to go into partnership with 'er, my dear," said Mrs. Beale, "andtake a 'ouse on the other side of the Square." Mrs. Preedy confessed itwas not half a bad idea.
"I am to give this packet," said the messenger, "into the hands of ayoung woman named Becky."
"I am Becky," said the anxious girl.
"The gentleman was very particular," continued the messenger, "and I amto ask you if you expected it."
"Yes, I expected it."
"Then I was to ask you for the first letter of the gentleman's Christianname."
"F."
"That is correct." And the man handed Becky the packet.
"Where is the gentleman staying?" asked Becky, offering the man ashilling.
"No, thank you. I am well paid for what I am doing, and I was toldnot to accept anything. 'Where is the gentleman staying?' I have noinstructions to answer the question. There is nothing else, I think.Yes, there _is_ something else. Are you well?"
"Quite well."
"I am to say that? 'Quite well.'"
"Yes, say 'Quite well, but very anxious.'"
"Ah! 'Quite well, but very anxious.' Good night, miss."
Then Becky went to her little bedroom, and lighting a candle, opened thepacket. Fanny was asleep, and Becky read until late in the night.
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