Kate’s mind was reeling. She hadn’t known what to expect of this first meeting, but it wasn’t this. “We said a lot of things. We were scared. The adrenaline was high—”
A smile whispered across his mouth. “You’re a hard case, Kate.”
“Habit, I guess.”
Taking her face in his hands, he backed her to the wall, then gently lowered his mouth to hers. Kate knew that letting him kiss her right outside her boss’s office was inappropriate and unprofessional. But the instant his mouth touched hers none of that seemed to matter. Nothing in her life had ever felt so right as being held in Frank Matrone’s arms.
He pulled away and looked into her eyes. “I want you to know. I checked into a clinic. Outpatient. I’m going to get off the pain meds. Try some other things. Acupuncture. Surgery, maybe.”
“Frank, that’s wonderful. I know you can do it.”
His gaze searched hers. “I know you may not want to hear this, Kate, but I’m crazy about you. I can’t stop thinking about you. I want to be with you twenty-four hours a day.”
“Frank . . .”
“I need you in my life.” He let out a pent-up breath. “I love you. I didn’t think I’d ever say those words to anyone ever again, but you proved me wrong. You turned my world upside down. You showed me I have a future. That it’s as bright as I want it to be.”
Kate knew it was stupid but suddenly she had to blink back tears. “Are you finished?”
His jaw flexed. “I think that just about covers it.”
Raising her hand, she pressed it to his cheek. “You proved to me that even the deepest of wounds can be healed,” she whispered. “You’ve healed me. Heart, body, and soul. I love you, too.”
He blinked as if she’d stunned him, then a slow grin spread across his face. “In that case, why don’t we blow this joint before the tongues start wagging?”
“The tongues are already wagging. Administrative staffers have a bet going.”
“I put money in the pot.”
“Did you win?”
“More than I ever imagined.” Frank grinned and for the first time since she’d known him, Kate saw joy in his eyes.
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A WHISPER AT MIDNIGHT
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Julia Wainwright stood on the sidewalk in the chill morning air, a box of warm beignets balanced in her hand, a stack of books tucked beneath her arm. She stared through the storefront window, taking in the display of leather-bound tomes artfully arranged on a red and gold tapestry, not quite able to convince herself it was her creation.
“Not bad for a kid who flunked second grade art class,” she murmured, unable to keep the silly grin off her face.
The sun rising over the French Quarter’s St. Louis Cathedral warmed her back as she tugged the key from her coat pocket and stuck it in the lock. Hugging the books to her body, expertly balancing the beignets, she shoved open the door with her foot.
The aromas of old building, paper dust, and vanilla candles greeted her like an old friend as she stepped into The Book Merchant, the antique bookstore she owned and operated.
Julia had had a love affair with books even before she’d learned to read, which had occurred at the ripe age of four. Immersing herself in wonderful stories with characters who were every bit as real as her friends from preschool had transformed a rather lonely childhood into a world filled with enchantment and adventure. She had understood and appreciated the power of the written word long before most of her classmates had even read their first book.
As she’d grown older, her love of books burgeoned to include rare and old books. She could sit for hours with a battered volume, thinking about all the people who’d held it in their hands over the years, wondering if they’d wept or laughed at the passages within.
Two years ago The Book Merchant had been nothing more than a pipe dream. Then she’d discovered the derelict storefront in a historic building in the French Quarter—and known it was perfect. The space had been damaged by fire and water and had suffered years of neglect. But Julia had a gift for seeing potential—whether in people or old buildings—and she’d refused to listen to the naysayers telling her the place couldn’t be saved. Risking her life savings, she’d procured a loan, purchased the narrow space, and begun the monumental task of transforming a dilapidated space into her dream. After months of backbreaking work and countless sleepless nights, The Book Merchant had been born.
Setting the books on the scarred surface of the old-fashioned counter, she worked off her coat. By the time she reached the coffeemaker, she’d already fished a beignet from the box and taken an enormous bite that would have sent her mother scrambling for her Miss Manners Emergency Handbook.
It was the one book Julia didn’t carry.
She chose a dark roast with chicory, and while the coffeemaker ground beans she set her mind to the task of opening the shop. She lit the dozen or so scented candles she burned throughout the day. Yesterday had been vanilla. Today was hazelnut. Tomorrow maybe she’d try the café au lait she’d picked up at the candle shop on Magazine Street.
She’d just begun the task of counting petty cash when she spotted the envelope on the floor just inside the front door. Someone had slipped it through the old-fashioned mail slot, and she’d somehow missed it when she walked in. A chill that had nothing to do with the damp February weather ran the length of her.
Refusing to acknowledge that her heart was pounding, Julia crossed to the envelope and picked it up. The absence of a post date indicated it hadn’t come through the mail system. This one had been hand delivered. The others had been mailed. The realization that he knew where she worked raised gooseflesh on her arms.
She slit the envelope. Like the others before it, the letter was off a laser and printed on ivory linen stationery in an Olde English font. Hating that her hands weren’t quite steady, Julia unfolded the letter and read the short passage.
Her tainted pen spills sin onto the page
like the fevered blood from a sickle slash.
Soon thine blood will be hers
and vengeance will be mine.
“Now what the hell is that supposed to mean?” she whispered.
But deep inside, Julia knew. And the realization chilled her almost as much as the letter itself.
She jumped when the bell on the front door jingled. Relief swept through her when she looked up to see her sister, Claudia, enter the shop.
“Hi,” she said, tucking the letter into her pocket.
“Don’t ‘hi’ me.” Glaring at her, Claudia Wainwright crossed to the counter and hefted the cardboard box onto the scarred surface. “I can’t believe you sent me to pick up these books without warning me,” she said, brushing paper dust from her slacks.
“Would you like coffee to go with your bad mood? It’s fresh.” Unfazed by her younger sibling’s wrath, her mind still on the newest letter she’d received, Julia crossed to the coffeemaker and poured French roast into a tall mug.
“Black,” Claudia grumbled.
“What has you in such an uproar this morning?”
“Mr. Stocker is the rudest old codger I’ve ever had the misfortune of dealing with,” Claudia said.
Julia withheld a smile. The accused Mr. Stocker was a fellow antiquarian who ran a bookstore near Tulane where Claudia attended law school. “He does have a knack for being difficult,” she said diplomatically.
“He tried to charge me twice for these books.”
Julia winced. She’d already paid fair market value for the books in question. “He’s a little forgetful.”
Claudia snorted. “He’s a crude little man and uses his age to try and cheat people. I honestly don’t know why you continue to do business with him.”
“I deal with him because he has one of the most extensive collections in the city.” More interested in the package her sister had brought her than her wily competitor, Julia tugged
open the flaps and peered inside the box. “There are beignets next to the coffeemaker if you’d like one.”
“I am not going to let you appease me with beignets,” Claudia said, but her eyes were already drifting to the pastries. “Next time you can pick up your own books.”
Anxious to see the gems her sister had brought from Mr. Stocker’s shop, Julia pulled out one of the old tomes and her chest clenched with pride. “Oh, my. Victor Hugo,” she whispered in reverence. “A first edition. I can’t believe he parted with this.”
Claudia grumbled something about grouchy old goats, but Julia wasn’t listening. A flutter of excitement went through her when she slid the first book back into the box and pulled out the second. The redolence of aged leather and dust met her as the ancient volume in her hand came into view. “Alice in Wonderland,” she murmured. “First English edition. London, 1865. Oh, Claudia, it’s lovely.”
Rolling her eyes, Claudia took a bite of beignet. “I don’t think I’ve ever seen a book I would consider lovely. Especially one as dusty and old as that one. They make me sneeze.”
Julia felt the burn of tears behind her lids at the thought of all the reading pleasure the book in her hand had brought to so many people in the century and a half since it had been published. Feeling foolish, she blinked rapidly and slid the book back into the box. “In any case, thank you for braving Mr. Stocker and picking them up for me. I would have had to open the shop late if you hadn’t volunteered.”
Claudia poured coffee and took it behind the counter. “Lunch at Arnaud’s would probably make up for it . . .”
Thinking she might treat her sister to her favorite French Quarter restaurant, Julia hefted the box and started for her desk. “I’d better get these books logged,” she said over her shoulder.
“Julia?”
“Hmmm?”
“You didn’t tell me you received another letter.”
The words stopped her cold. Putting on her best smile, Julia turned to see her sister brandishing the envelope she’d inadvertently left on the counter. Damn.
“It was delivered before I arrived this morning,” she said.
“I’m sure it hadn’t crossed your mind to hide it from me, did it?”
“Why would I try to hide it?”
“Because you know I’m going to make you do something about it.” When Julia didn’t respond, Claudia raised the envelope and rattled it. “How many does this make? Seven? Eight?”
“Six.” Julia set the box on her desk. “If you’re counting.”
“I’m counting. And you should be, too.” Claudia put her hands on her hips. “Where’s the letter? I want to read it.”
Knowing she was busted, Julia slid the letter from her pocket and handed it to her. “It’s the same as the others.”
Claudia read the letter aloud.“‘Her tainted pen spills sin onto the page like the fevered blood from a sickle slash. Soon thine blood will be hers and vengeance will be mine.’” Her gaze met Julia’s. “That is freaking creepy.”
Hearing the passage spoken aloud made the hairs at Julia’s nape prickle. “Creepy is a good word.”
“Do you recognize the author?” Claudia asked.
“Not this one, but the one I received on Monday came to me last night.” While she’d been lying awake, worrying about who might be sending her subtly threatening quotes from books.
“Which one?” Claudia bent and slid the manila folder containing five other letters from beneath the counter.
“‘The sins ye do by two and two ye must pay for one by one.’” Julia quoted the passage from memory. She walked halfway down one of the narrow aisles and paused to pull out a book. “Kipling, maybe.” She carried the book to the counter, set it down, and both women began paging through it. “Let’s see. Oh, here it is. Rudyard Kipling’s Tomlinson.”
Silence reigned for a moment while both women read the poem. Then Claudia blew out a breath. “This guy is obviously some kind of nutcase, Julia.”
“I’m getting that impression, too.”
Claudia looked down at the letter in her hand. “What does it mean? Why would someone send letters like this?”
“I don’t know.” But after this latest letter, Julia had an idea as to the why, and it disturbed her almost as much as the letters themselves. She was going to have to do something about it. The question was what. “This one was hand delivered, Claudia.”
Her sister’s eyes widened. “He was here? He knows you run this shop? My God, I always thought he was, you know, in another state or something.”
Julia nodded, resisting the urge to rub the gooseflesh that had come up on her arms. “No postmark.”
Both women were silent for an instant, and then Claudia said, “I think it’s time you reported this to the police.”
“I’m not sure what the police can do. I mean, it’s not against the law to send letters.”
“These are more than just letters. They’re . . . disturbing. Threatening. Julia, this creep could be dangerous.”
More than anything, those were the words she hadn’t wanted to hear. “He’s quoting books, Claudia.”
Her sister made a sound of annoyance. “He could be some kind of wacko stalker. He could be watching you. He could walk right into the bookstore and you wouldn’t even know it.” She looked at the letter and quoted.“‘Soon thine blood will be hers and vengeance will be mine?’ It sounds like he wants to get back at you for something you’ve done.”
Julia hoped her sister didn’t notice the shiver that went through her. In the two weeks since she’d received the first letter, she’d found herself jumping at shadows, watching her customers more closely than normal. For the first time since opening The Book Merchant, she was uneasy working alone and staying late at night, both of which she did often.
She knew her sister was right. To ignore the situation any longer would be not only foolhardy, but potentially dangerous. The problem was, she wasn’t sure how to address it without opening a can of worms she had absolutely no desire to deal with.
Julia chose her words carefully. “Do you have any idea the embarrassment this could cause Dad if the wrong person caught wind of this and decided to sensationalize it?”
“A few cryptic letters aren’t exactly a scandal.”
“For God’s sake, Claudia, I’m not talking about the letters.”
“Oh. Oh.” Understanding dawned in Claudia’s eyes. “You think this is related to your book?”
Julia slid the letter from the folder. “Read the latest letter again.” She tapped her nail against the ivory paper.“‘Her tainted pen spills sin onto the page like the fevered blood from a sickle slash.’” She sighed unhappily. “I think it’s obvious.”
Claudia bit her lip. “There’s got to be a way to keep you safe and stop this guy without spilling the beans.”
The beans her sister was referring to was the publication of Julia’s first book, which had been released a month earlier under the pseudonym of Elisabeth de Haviland. Few people knew about Julia’s writing. Certainly not her father, pillar of the community and New Orleans’ religious icon Benjamin Wainwright. Julia wanted to keep it that way. “Dad has worked long and hard to get where he is. I would hate for my writing to affect him in any way.”
“Or embarrass him.”
“Thank you for stating the obvious,” Julia said dryly.
“Maybe it’s time you told him. I mean, come on, you’re his daughter. He loves you.”
Julia couldn’t help it, she laughed even though the humor of the moment eluded her. “I don’t think he’s prepared for Elisabeth de Haviland.”
“You don’t have to tell him what you write.”
“You know how Dad is. Once he finds out his daughter is an author, he’ll tell all of his friends and rush out to buy the book.” And they’ll all get the shock of their lives, she thought with a shudder.
“Look, the fact of the matter is there’s some weirdo out there sending you threatening letters. You can’t ign
ore something like that these days.”
Julia knew her sister was right. She should have done something when she’d received the first letter. “I hate it when you make more sense than I do,” she muttered.
“At least file a report with the police. I’ll check, but I think Louisiana has a stalking law.”
“That will help. Thank you.” Julia sighed. “If the police ask, I’ll simply tell them the stalker must be referring to a book I carry here at the shop.”
“I think it’s a good compromise.”
Taking the letter from her sister, Julia looked down at the cryptic words and felt a stir of anger. She’d finally found her place in the world, and now it seemed some warped individual had his sights set on disrupting her life. She wasn’t going to let him do it.
“And in case you’re wondering, there’s nothing wrong with what you write.” Sipping her coffee, Claudia looked at her over the rim.
Julia smiled. “Thanks. But I still don’t want anyone to know about the book.”
“You know your secret is safe with me.”
“Is there a but coming?”
“I just hate for you to feel you have to keep such a big part of your life hidden.”
“Come on, Claudia. Dad is about to become director of the Eternity Springs Ministries, the third largest church in Louisiana. There are people out there who think what I write is trash and would use that to hurt him. He’s worked hard to get where he is. He’s got so many wonderful ideas on how to help people and families in need. It would kill him to lose that.” She shook her head. “Besides, I just don’t think Dad is prepared to find out his daughter is writing something so . . .”
“Hot?” Claudia smiled.
“Misunderstood,” Julia finished.
“Or maybe you’re the one who’s not prepared.”
An unexpected quiver of emotion went through Julia at the wisdom of her younger sister’s words, and she surprised herself by smiling. “Since when did you get so smart?”
“I have a really smart older sister.” Claudia crossed to her and gave her a smacking kiss on the cheek. “My lips are sealed, Julia. But whenever you’re ready to tell him, I want to be there because I have never seen Benjamin Wainwright speechless.”