Adam hesitated. The answer was: It would embarrass him. To do what Teresa asked would involve a close study of the Stephensen dealership, which meant looking into its books and reviewing operating methods. Teresa, of course, would provide Adam with authority from her point of view, but the point of view of Adam’s company—his employers—was something else again. Before Adam could cozy up with a car dealer, for whatever purpose, he would have to declare what he was doing, and why. Elroy Braithwaite would need to know; so would Hub Hewitson, probably, and it was a safe bet that neither would like the idea. Their reasoning would be simple. A senior executive of Adam’s status was in a position to do financial favors for a dealer, hence the strict rules which all auto companies had about outside business interests in this and other areas. A standing Conflict of Interest Committee reviewed such matters, including personal investments of company employees and their families, reported yearly on a form resembling an income tax return. A few people who resented this put investments in their wives’ or children’s names, and kept them secret. But mostly the rules made sense, and executives observed them.
Well, he would have to go to the committee, Adam supposed, and state his arguments. After all, he had nothing to gain personally; he would merely be protecting the interests of a widow and young children, which gave the request a compassionate overtone. In fact, the more he thought about it, the less trouble he anticipated.
“I’ll see what I can work out, sis,” Adam said into the telephone. “Tomorrow I’ll start things moving in the company, then it may be a week or two before I get approval to go ahead. You do understand I can’t do anything without that?”
“Yes, I do. And the delay doesn’t matter. As long as I know you’re going to be looking out for us, that’s the important thing.” Teresa sounded relieved. He could picture her now, the small concentrated frown she had when dealing with something difficult had probably gone, replaced by a warm smile, the kind which made a man feel good. Adam’s sister was a woman who liked to rely on a male and have him handle decisions, though during the past year she had been forced to make an unaccustomed number on her own.
Adam asked, “How much of the Stephensen Motors stock did Clyde have?”
“It was forty-nine percent, and I still have all of it. Clyde put up about two hundred and forty thousand dollars. That’s why I’ve been so concerned.”
“Was Clyde’s name on the franchise?”
“No. Just Smokey Stephensen’s.”
He instructed, “You’d better send me all the papers, including a record of payments you’ve had as dividends. Write to Stephensen, too. Tell him he’ll probably be hearing from me, and that I have your authority to go in and look things over. Okay?”
“I’ll do all that. And thank you, Adam dear; thank you very much. Please give my love to Erica. How is she?”
“Oh, she’s fine”
Erica had cleared away their meal and was on the sofa in the living room, feet curled beneath her, when Adam returned. She motioned to an end table. “I made more coffee.” “Thanks.” He poured a cup for himself, then went to the hallway for his briefcase. Returning, he sank into an armchair by the fire, which had now burned low, opened his briefcase and began to take out papers.
Erica asked, “What did Teresa want?”
In a few words Adam explained his sister’s request and what he had agreed to do.
He found Erica looking at him incredulously. “When will you do it?”
“Oh, I don’t know. I’ll find time.”
“But when? I want to know when.”
With a trace of irritation, Adam said, “If you decide to do something, you can always make the time.”
“You don’t make time.” Erica’s voice had an intensity which had been lacking earlier. “You take the time from something or somebody else. Won’t it mean a lot of visits to that dealer? Questioning people. Finding out about the business. I know how you do everything—always the same way, thoroughly. So it will involve a lot of time. Well, won’t it?”
He conceded, “I suppose so.”
“Will it be in office time? In the daytime, during the week?”
“Probably not.”
“So that leaves evenings and weekends. Car dealers are open then, aren’t they?”
Adam said curtly, “They don’t open Sundays.”
“Well, hooray for that!” Erica hadn’t intended to be this way tonight She had wanted to be patient, understanding, loving, but suddenly bitterness swept over her. She flared on, knowing she would do better to stop, but unable to, “Perhaps this dealer would open on Sunday if you asked him nicely, if you explained that you still have a little time left to spend at home with your wife, and you’d like to do something about it, like filling it with work.”
“Listen,” Adam said, “this won’t be work, and I wouldn’t do it if I had the choice. It’s simply for Teresa.”
“How about something simply for Erica? Or would that be too much? Wait!—why not use your vacation time as well, then you could …”
“You’re being silly,” Adam said. He had taken the papers from his briefcase and spread them around him in a semicircle. Like a witch’s circle on the grass, Erica thought, to be penetrated only by the anointed, the bewitched. Even voices entering the magic circle became distorted, misunderstood, with words and meanings twisted …
Adam was right. She was being silly. And now whimsical.
She went behind him, still conscious of the semicircle, skirting its perimeter the way children playing games avoided lines in paving stones.
Erica put her hands lightly on Adam’s shoulders, her face against his. He reached up, touching one of her hands.
“I couldn’t turn sis down.” Adam’s voice was conciliatory. “How could I? If things had been the other way around, Clyde would have done as much, or more, for you.”
Abruptly, unexpectedly, she realized, their moods had switched. She thought: There is a way into a witch’s circle. Perhaps the trick was not to expect to find it, then suddenly you did.
“I know,” Erica said. “And I’m grateful it isn’t the other way around.” She had a sense of reprieve from her own stupidity only seconds earlier, an awareness of having stumbled without warning into a moment of intimacy and tenderness. She went on softy, “It’s just that sometimes I want things between you and me to be the way they were in the beginning. I really do see so little of you.” She scratched lightly, with her fingernails, around his ears, something she used to do but hadn’t for a long time. “I still love you.” And was tempted to add, but didn’t: Please, oh please, make love to me tonight!
“I haven’t changed either,” Adam said. “No reason to. And I know what you mean about the time we have. Maybe after the Orion’s launched there’ll be more of it.” But the last remark lacked conviction. As both of them already knew, after Orion would be Farstar, which would probably prove more demanding still. Involuntarily, Adam’s eyes strayed back to the papers spread out before him.
Erica told herself: Don’t rush! Don’t push too hard! She said, “While you’re doing that, I think I’ll go for a walk. I feel like it.”
“Do you want me to come with you?”
She shook her head. “You’d better finish.” If he left the work now, she knew he would either return to it late tonight or get up ridiculously early in the morning.
Adam looked relieved.
Outside the house, Erica pulled tightly around her the suede jacket she had slipped on, and stepped out briskly. She had a scarf wound around her hair. The air was chilly, though the wind which had buffeted the Motor City through the day had dropped. Erica liked to walk at night. She used to in the Bahamas, and still did here, though friends and neighbors sometimes cautioned that she shouldn’t because crime in Detroit had risen alarmingly in recent years, and now even suburban Birmingham and Bloomfield Hills—once considered almost crime-free—had muggings and armed robberies.
But Erica preferred to take her chances and her walks
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Though the night was dark, with stars and moon obscured by clouds, enough light came from the houses of Quarton Lake for Erica to see her way clearly. As she passed the houses, sometimes observing figures inside, she wondered about those other families in their own environments, their hangups, misunderstandings, conflicts, problems. Obviously, all had some, and the difference between most was only in degree. More to the point, she wondered: How fared the marriages inside those other walls, compared with Adam’s and her own?
A majority of the neighbors were automotive people among whom the shedding of spouses nowadays seemed routine. American tax laws eased the way, and many a highly paid executive had discovered he could have his freedom by paying large alimony which cost him almost nothing. The alimony came off the top of his salary, so that he merely paid it to his ex-wife instead of to the government as income tax. A few people in the industry had even done it twice.
But it was always the foundered marriages which made the news. Plenty of the other kind existed—lasting love stories which had weathered well. Erica thought of names she had learned since coming to Detroit: Riccardos, Gerstenbergs, Knudsens, Iacoccas, Roches, Brambletts, others. There had been outstanding second marriages, too: the Henry Fords, Ed Coles, Roy Chapins, Bill Mitchells, Pete and Connie Estes, the John DeLoreans. As always, it depended on the individuals.
Erica walked for half an hour. On her way back, a soft rain began to fall. She held her face toward the rain until it was wet and streaming, yet somehow comforting.
She went in without disturbing Adam who was still in the living room, immersed in papers. Upstairs, Erica dried her face, combed out her hair, then undressed and put on the nightgown she had bought earlier today. Surveying herself critically, she was aware that the sheer beige nylon did even more for her than she had expected in the store. She used the orange lipstick, then applied Norell generously.
From the living-room doorway she asked Adam, “Will you be long?” He glanced up, then down again at a blue-bound folder in his hand. “Maybe half an hour.”
Adam had not appeared to notice the see-through nightgown which could not compete, apparently, with the folder, lettered, Statistical Projection of Automobile and Truck Registration by States. Hoping that the perfume might prove more effective, Erica came behind his chair as she had earlier, but all that happened was a perfunctory kiss with a muttered, “Good night; don’t wait for me.” She might as well, she thought, have been drenched in camphorated oil.
She went to bed, and lay with top sheet and blanket turned back, her sexual desire growing as she waited. If she closed her eyes, she could imagine Adam poised above her …
Erica opened her eyes. A bedside clock showed that not half an hour, but almost two hours, had passed. It was 1 A.M.
Soon after, she heard Adam climb the stairs. He came in, yawning, with a, “God, I’m tired,” then undressed sleepily, climbed into bed, and was almost instantly asleep.
Erica lay silently beside him, sleep for herself far away. After a while she imagined that she was once more walking, out of doors, the softness of the rain upon her face.
9
The day after Adam and Erica Trenton failed to bridge the growing gap between them, after Brett DeLosanto renewed his faith in the Orion yet pondered his artistic destiny, after Barbara Zaleski viewed frustrations through the benthos of martinis, and after Matt Zaleski, her plant-boss father, survived another pressure-cooker work day, a minor event occurred in the inner city of Detroit, unconnected with any of those five, yet whose effect, over months ahead, would involve and motivate them all.
Time: 8:30 P.M. Place: Downtown, Third Avenue near Brainard. An empty police cruiser parked beside the curb.
“Get your black ass against the wall,” the white cop commanded. Holding a flashlight in one hand, a gun in the other, he ran the flashlight’s beam down and up Rollie Knight, who blinked as the light reached his eyes and stayed there.
“Now turn around. Hands above your head. Move!—you goddam jailbird.”
As Rollie Knight turned, the white cop told his Negro partner, “Frisk the bastard.”
The young, shabbily dressed black man whom the policemen had stopped, had been ambling aimlessly on Third when the cruiser pulled alongside and its occupants jumped out, guns drawn. Now he protested, “Wadd’ I do?”, then giggled as the second policeman’s hands moved up his legs, then around his body. “Hey man, oh man, that tickles!”
“Shaddup!” the white cop said. He was an old-timer on the force, with hard eyes and a big belly, the last from years of riding in patrol cars. He had survived this beat a long time and never relaxed while on it.
The black policeman, who was several years younger and newer, dropped his hands. “He’s okay.” Moving back, he inquired softly, “What difference does the color of his ass make?”
The white cop looked startled. In their haste since moving from the cruiser he had forgotten that tonight his usual partner, also white, was off sick, with a black officer substituting.
“Hell!” he said hastily. “Don’t get ideas. Even if you are his color, you don’t rate down with that crumb.”
The black cop said drily, “Thanks.” He considered saying more, but didn’t. Instead, he told the man against the wall, “You can put your hands down. Turn around.”
As the instruction was obeyed, the white cop rasped, “Where you been the last half hour, Knight?” He knew Rollie Knight by name, not only from seeing him around here frequently, but from a police record which included two jail convictions, for one of which the officer had made the arrest himself.
“Where I bin?” The young black man had recovered from his initial shock. Though his cheeks were hollowed, and he appeared underfed and frail, there was nothing weak about his eyes, which mirrored hatred. “I bin layin’ a white piece o’ ass. Doan know her name, except she says her old man’s a fat white pig who can’t get it up. Comes here when she needs it from a man.”
The white cop took a step forward, the blood vessels in his face swelling red. His intention was to smash the muzzle of his gun across the contemptuous, taunting face. Afterward, he could claim that Knight struck him first and his own action was in self-defense. His partner would hack up the story, in the same way that they always corroborated each other, except—he remembered abruptly—tonight his partner was one of them, who might just be ornery enough to make trouble later. So the policeman checked himself, knowing there would be another time and place, as this smart-aleck nigger would find out.
The black cop growled at Rollie Knight, “Don’t push your luck. Tell us where you were.”
The young Negro spat on the sidewalk. A cop was an enemy, whatever his color, and a black one was worse because he was a lackey of the Man. But he answered, “In there,” motioning to a basement bar across the street.
“How long?”
“An hour. Maybe two. Maybe three.” Rollie Knight shrugged. “Who keeps score?”
The black cop asked his partner, “Should I check it out?”
“No, be a wasta time. They’d say he’d been there. They’re all damn liars.”
The black officer pointed out, “To get here in this time from West Grand and Second he’d have needed wings, anyway.”
The call had come in minutes earlier on the prowl car radio. An armed robbery near the Fisher Building, eighteen blocks away. It had just happened. Two suspects had fled in a late model sedan.
Seconds later, the patrolling duo had seen Rollie Knight walking alone on Third Avenue. Though the likelihood of a single pedestrian, here, being involved with the uptown robbery was remote, when the white cop had recognized Knight, he shouted to halt the car, then jumped out, leaving his partner no choice but to follow. The black officer knew why they had acted. The robbery call provided an excuse to “stop and frisk,” and the other officer enjoyed stopping people and bullying them when he knew he could get away with it, though it was coincidental, of course, that those he picked on were invariably black.
/> There was a relationship, the black officer believed, between his companion’s viciousness and brutality—which were well-known around the force—and fear, which rode him while on duty in the ghetto. Fear had its own stink, and the black policeman had smelled it strongly from the white officer beside him the moment the robbery call came in, and when they had jumped from the car, and even now. Fear could, and did, make a mean man meaner still. When he possessed authority as well, he could become a savage.
Not that fear was out of place in these surroundings. In fact, for a Detroit policeman not to know fear would betray a lack of knowledge, an absence of imagination. In the inner city, with a crime rate probably the nation’s highest, police were targets—always of hate, often of bricks and knives and bullets. Where survival depended on alertness, a degree of fear was rational; so were suspicion, caution, swiftness when danger showed, or seemed to. It was like being in a war where police were on the firing line. And as in any war, the niceties of human behavior—politeness, psychology, tolerance, kindness—got brushed aside as nonessential, so that the war intensified while antagonisms—often with cause on both sides—perpetuated themselves and multiplied.
Yet a few policemen, as the black cop knew, learned to live with fear while remaining decent human beings, too. These were ones who understood the nature of the times, the mood of black people, their frustrations, the long history of injustice behind them. This kind of policeman—whether white or black—helped relieve the war a little, though it was hard to know how much because they were not in a majority.
To make moderates a majority, and to raise standards of the Detroit force generally, were declared aims of a recently appointed police chief. But between the chief and his objectives was the physical presence of a contingent of officers, numerically strong, who through fear or rooted prejudice were frankly racist like the white cop here and now.
“Where you working, crumb?” he demanded of Rollie Knight.
“I’m like you. I ain’t workin’, just passin’ time.”