“And if I refuse to go today to Luxuria to take part in this demonic awakening of Asmo-whatever-his-name-is? Will you force me to go?”
His lips pressed together. “Again, I say I’m doing this for you. Why can’t you understand that? We’re kind of a team. Team Darrak and Eden. Team Deden. Or Team Edrak. We’ll get T-shirts.”
“Sure we will.” She felt utterly exasperated by this entire situation. “You really think this nightclub-possessing demon will help us?”
“I do. Theo swears he will.”
Darrak seemed so certain he could trust Theo. She personally couldn’t stand the demon, but she couldn’t argue the fact he and Darrak were friends and had been for centuries. Friends helped friends. Theo wouldn’t betray Darrak.
Lust elixir notwithstanding.
Besides, if she resisted going, she wouldn’t be able to get close to that diamond again. She needed it. Her mother’s soul needed it. And she was convinced that Darrak’s entire existence rested on not crossing Lucifer this time.
“Fine,” she said. “We’ll go.”
His eyebrows rose. “Really? I thought you were going to give me a hard time.”
“I already did. Hard time is over. But . . . but you really, totally, completely trust Theo?”
“I trust Theo with my very existence,” he said without hesitation.
“Fine. If you trust him, then I’ll try to, too. Besides”—she looked at him—“we’re in this together, aren’t we?”
“Despite the fact you’re afraid of me.”
“It comes and it goes.”
“For the record, I’m afraid of you, too.”
Eden touched her amulet. “The black witch thing?”
He shook his head. “I wish it was that simple.”
She did, too.
TWENTY-FOUR
“And the demon let you go?” Oliver asked.
Ben had answered these questions several times already. He was far past the point of being annoyed by them. “Yes.”
“Just like that.”
“Yes.”
“And the demon was in full possession of Eden Riley’s body at the time.”
“Correct.”
“Did you tell him anything about our organization in return for your freedom?”
“No.”
As a Malleus elder, Oliver had an ability that helped him gauge when an underling was lying to him. Since Ben wasn’t lying, he didn’t have anything to fear. Still, the whole situation had a “trip to the principal’s office” feel to it.
“It’s just as I thought,” Oliver said after a moment.
“What is?”
“The fact the demon released you. He should have murdered you without conscience. He’s developing humanlike morals thanks to absorbing the nephilim’s celestial energy.”
“If you say so.”
Ben still couldn’t believe he’d gotten away—that Darrak hadn’t used that knife to slice right through him. Then he’d stopped the other demon from finishing the job.
He was still breathing only because Darrak had saved his life.
No. He wouldn’t feel grateful to that thing that lived inside Eden’s body like a cancerous tumor. Ben had learned a great deal in his short time as a member of the Malleus, and he hadn’t liked everything he’d learned, but he knew right from wrong. The most evil criminal was capable of doing a good deed if it served his ultimate plan. Ben was no chump.
“What about Eden’s father?” Ben asked. “The angel. You told me he would be disturbed to hear what had happened to his daughter and he’d help us.”
“I assume he will. We don’t know exactly when. Until then we must be vigilant. Eden Riley is more dangerous than I ever could have predicted.”
“I don’t know about—”
Oliver cut him off. “She’s a black witch and received her magic because of the demon. We’ll keep an eye on her and wait for the right time to strike next.”
“But what if—”
“No, Ben. You will follow orders. Until then you will wait and not initiate contact with her again.”
He hated being interrupted. “I’m not afraid.”
“And we appreciate your bravery. We will apply it to cases other than Eden’s.”
“But—”
“Ben”—Oliver smiled at him coolly—“arguing will not win you any friends here. You will do what you’re told, when you’re told. If you’re unable to follow our rules and guidelines, I’m afraid we’re going to have a serious problem. Now, go home and await further instruction. You’re dismissed.”
It was on the tip of Ben’s tongue to tell Oliver to shove his rules and guidelines up his ass. But he said nothing. Instead he stood, nodded his head like an obedient child, and left the room.
His fleur-de-lis brand itched as he stalked through the halls of the underground Malleus headquarters. He’d been taken for a tour there and shown the cells where they kept various evil creatures locked away awaiting punishment or for experimental purposes.
Ben’s face ached from where the other demon had used him as a punching bag. He’d been unable to move, held in place by magic. Hardly a fair fight. His eye socket and jaw had felt better, that was for sure.
He passed a cell just as a guard exited holding a tray. The tray held . . . feathers?
A deep, muted voice could be heard from inside the metal cell warded by magic. Ben couldn’t make out the words. On the door was a tiny opening at eye level.
“Don’t you want to help us?” the Malleus guard asked. “You came here to help, and now all you do is whine. You would be smart to keep your mouth shut.”
He closed the door completely and it locked with a click, then he walked off down the hall. A white feather fell off the tray and drifted to the ground in front of Ben. He leaned over and picked it up, twisting it between his fingers.
“That’s mine,” a voice said.
Ben looked to his right. A face peered at him through the opening on the door to the darkened cell. A man. His face gaunt, his eyes sunken. A lock of bright red hair fell across his forehead.
Ben pushed the feather through the opening and the man took it.
“Thank you.” The man’s voice was weary and barely audible.
“No problem. Feather pillow?” he asked.
“No. My wings. Or, rather, what’s left of them.”
“Your wings?”
“Ben!” Oliver shouted down the hall. “I thought I told you to leave?”
“How long have you been here?” Ben asked the man.
“A while.”
“Who are you?”
Distrust flickered in the man’s green eyes. “What do you care?”
Ben glanced at the opening again but the man’s face was gone. Talking to prisoners without permission was breaking the rules. The Malleus had a lot of rules.
He left the building without speaking to another soul and went back to his house. He picked up the phone and dialed Eden’s number. It went through to her voicemail. He hung up without leaving a message. The next person he phoned, however, did pick up.
Twenty minutes later she arrived. Her face fell when she saw how beaten up he looked.
“Ben!” Sandy exclaimed. “What the hell happened to you?”
“Don’t you mean, who from Hell happened to me?” He explained the events of the previous night to her, glossing over the worst of it.
He’d been given some healing ointments by the Malleus. He wouldn’t scar, but it hadn’t taken care of his wounds overnight.
She touched his face, worry filling her expression. “Honestly. You’re a magnet for trouble, you know that?”
He snorted. “I know.”
“At least you’re okay.”
“For now.”
That earned him a stern glare. “So now what do we do?”
“We wait. At least that’s what I’ve been told.” He frowned. “Do you know of any prisoner at the Malleus who has wings?”
“Wings?”
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p; “With white feathers. And he has red hair and green eyes.”
She seemed distracted by inspecting his wounds. “Sounds like an angel to me.”
His eyes widened. “An angel?”
She nodded. “I’ve never seen one before—not one with wings, anyhow. They’re usually up in Heaven. The earthbound angels who watch the Netherworld gateways temporarily get rid of their wings while they’re here to ensure they’re not damaged.”
Then that was impossible. “Why would the Malleus be holding an angel in a prison cell?”
“They wouldn’t, of course,” Sandy said firmly. “The Malleus fights on the side of light—on the side of angels—against the darkness.”
“You’re right, of course. I guess I was just seeing things.”
“Listen . . . Ben, I wanted to talk to you. About . . . about what happened yesterday. When you and I . . .” She chewed her bottom lip and averted her gaze.
“The kiss?”
“That would be the topic at hand.”
“I think you already established how you felt about that. How it was a mistake and against the rules.” He raised an eyebrow. It hurt a little.
“Yeah, I did say that already, didn’t I?”
“And also how you know how much I care about Eden and my current obsession to save her from demons and other nasty creatures of darkness.”
“So we discussed this already?”
“We did.”
She forced a smile. “Then, well, that’s good. Forget it. Why don’t I just grab some bandages and I can patch you up a bit?”
Ben stood up from the couch. “Sandy, can I ask you something?”
“Sure.”
“Do you like working for the Malleus?”
“Of course. It makes me feel like I’m doing something worthwhile.”
He nodded. “Me, too.”
“And even though they have a lot of rules, it still makes sense.”
“Most of the rules I agree with.”
“Most of them?”
“Yeah. There’s just one I’m finding I’m not too fond of.”
“And which one is—”
She tensed with surprise when he kissed her but didn’t resist. He wondered if he’d forget about everything if he kissed her long enough. If breaking this one rule with Sandy would be enough to make the rest of it make sense.
It was definitely worth a try.
TWENTY-FIVE
Eden wondered exactly what would be involved in a demon lord awakening.
It didn’t sound like a chance for balloons and streamers, but maybe she was wrong.
She needed that black diamond. The angelheart.
No matter what else happened here today, she had to get her hands on it.
The front door to Luxuria was unlocked when she and Darrak arrived at almost noon. She had to force herself to take each step farther along the hallway leading to the main club. She felt like Dorothy getting ready to approach the Wizard of Oz and ask him for a ticket back to Kansas.
“You okay?” Darrak asked. She was walking so slowly some might consider it standing still.
“Not especially.”
And, as if she needed anything more to deal with at the moment, a wave of pain hit her without warning, almost bringing her to her knees. She cried out. Darrak grabbed hold of her before she fell.
It was gone as quickly as it had arrived. Just a drive-by.
Darrak’s eyes were filled with concern as he helped her steady herself. “We can leave.”
She laughed weakly. “You don’t mean that.”
“I do.” His jaw set. “We’ll wait for Maksim to get back from wherever he is. We don’t have to do this if you don’t want to.”
“No, I’m okay now. This is your chance to get your curse removed. And I don’t get the pain very often. That, hopefully, was my only dose today.”
He didn’t look convinced. “Fine. But when the curse is broken, I want you to leave immediately and don’t look back.”
“Why?”
“When I change . . . I can’t guarantee how I’ll act then. Toward you. I don’t know.”
Right. He felt that when the curse was broken, he’d revert back to his old demonic self—no humanity need apply, right?
“So you’ll become dark, dangerous, and not a fabulous conversationalist?” she asked.
“The first two. I could always hold my own at a cocktail party.”
“You really think that’ll happen? Losing the humanity you’ve gained after all these years?”
He nodded solemnly, then stroked a strand of dark red hair off her face and tucked it behind her ear. “I do. I just wish . . .”
“What?”
He kissed her then. Just a quick brush of his lips against hers before he pulled away.
“Come on,” he said. “Theo will be waiting for us.”
Eden pressed her lips together and tried to ignore the lump in her throat.
Was it true? Would he change the moment the curse was broken? He believed it completely, so why wouldn’t she? Probably because it made her sad that this Darrak she’d grown very fond of was only a façade. He seemed to embrace this chance to return to his former self, not doubting it for a moment. Not wanting to be anything else.
This unfortunate experience was just a blip in the video game of his existence.
And it was true, he didn’t feel remorse for anything he’d done in the past—not even being the cause of death for all of his former hosts. He was a demon who did demonic things. Period. After all, a lion didn’t apologize for eating a gazelle, did it?
Depended on the lion, she thought. And the gazelle.
They had no choice but to go forward with this. The last thing she wanted was for Darrak to continue to possess her. This really was their only answer.
However, it relied on a great deal of trust. For Theo and for this Asmo demon.
Eden would let Darrak handle the trust. She’d focus on getting the angelheart.
As they rounded the next corner toward the inner entrance, Theo stood there with his arms crossed as if waiting for them.
“Darrak,” he greeted his friend. His black-eyed gaze moved toward her. “Lovely to see you again, Eden.”
Her face felt tense. She bit her tongue so she wouldn’t immediately tell him to go to hell. A demon would probably take that more as a suggestion than an insult, anyhow.
She couldn’t help but sense something different in the club today. The lust and desperation that always hung in the air there had risen to palpable levels. There was an audible hum in the building, and electricity seemed to lightly charge the room. It felt like the air outside just before a thunderstorm—a restrained energy about to be unleashed.
A demon lord was preparing to take form.
That didn’t help relax her very much.
“Is Asmo ready?” Darrak asked.
Theo nodded. “More than ready. He’s been waiting for this for centuries.”
Eden stayed silent, trying her best to look at ease. She watched Theo very carefully and wondered if he had the angelheart on him right now.
“You can talk to him?” Darrak asked.
“He’s been able to communicate with me despite his incorporeal state. However, until today it’s taken a great deal of concentration.”
Darrak moved away from Eden’s side. “Lucifer knows about our plan.”
Theo waited, as if for a punch line, but when one didn’t come, his eyes narrowed and he shot a fierce look at Eden. “Is that so?”
“It’s not Eden’s fault. He already knew. However, he’s been sniffing around and trying to find more about that weapon of yours.”
“That’s so not fair.” Theo stomped his foot. A frustrated, pissed-off demon was not a pretty sight. But it was a bit amusing.
“Better we know now, than later,” Darrak pointed out.
“You’re right, of course.” He swore under his breath, and then patted his pocket. “I’ll have to put this somewhere safe until there
’s a better time to use it. Honestly. How annoying is that?”
“The best laid plans,” Darrak said.
“Yeah.” Theo’s sullen expression brightened a little. “Speaking of getting laid, how’d you enjoy your orange juice this morning, Eden?”
She wondered if she had enough black magic in her to decimate an archdemon where he stood, leaving only a black smudge behind. It would jeopardize more of her soul, but it might be worth it to wipe that smug, amused look off his stupid pretty face.
“It was refreshing, thanks.”
His smug look grew. “Did it quench that little thirst you’ve got? I bet it did. Lip-smacking good.”
She’d like to smack his lips. And then grind them into a paste.
“Theo.” Darrak’s voice held an edge of warning. “Enough.”
Theo mock pouted. “Oh, you’re no fun anymore.”
She wouldn’t destroy him, but she couldn’t let this go completely unaddressed, though. “Darrak tells me you fell for a human woman a long time ago.”
Smug look officially decimated. “I did.”
“Were you in love with her?”
This earned her a smile, but it looked forced. “Oh, Eden, I knew you were a romantic. You’d like me to admit that I was, wouldn’t you? Do you think that would help you find my weakness?”
“Just making conversation.”
“There was a woman once. And yes, I allowed myself to feel emotion for her. But I was always the one in control. And when the time came for me to choose whether I wanted to save myself or save her, I made the only decision I could.”
“You killed her.”
That earned a flicker of something in his eyes as he looked down at the floor. It was either fire or pain, she wasn’t sure. “No. But the result was the same. She died. Her soul perished. And it didn’t really matter to me. It’s not as if I pined for her for years, doubting the decisions that led to her demise. Demons can’t fall in love the same way humans do. We don’t do the unselfish thing.” Whatever had been in his expression disappeared as if it had never been there in the first place, and he raised his gaze to hers again. “But we’re great in bed.”