She shook her head. “No.”
“Don’t get something so common. Get something original,” I said.
“Like?” she asked.
“Go big or go bigger,” Tyler shouted.
I shook my head, frustrated that he wouldn’t stop making snide remarks.
Tyler stood and walked toward my work station. As he twisted a rubber band around the needle of his tattoo machine, he stood behind us and studied Riley. After a long moment, he turned to face me and shrugged.
“What’s her story?” he whispered.
I shrugged my shoulders and leaned toward Riley.
“What’s your story?” I asked.
“What do you mean?” she responded.
“Well…” I paused, not certain of how to proceed.
Tyler stood behind her with his arms crossed, studying her. After a moment, he turned away and shook his head in frustration.
“Simple question. What’s your fucking story? Everybody’s got one. You know, why you here? Why’d you decide all of a sudden to get a tattoo? Someone die? Have a kid? Break up with some dick? Meet someone and fall in love? Have a fucking epiphany last night at midnight? It’s got to be something,” Tyler mumbled as he walked away.
I waved my hand in his direction, all but forcing him to go to the other side of the shop and hopefully be quiet.
“You know, your story. What brought you here? Why’d you decide all of a sudden to get a tattoo? Did someone close to you die? Did you have a kid? Did you just end a shitty relationship, you know, break up with some dick? Did you meet someone and fall in love?” I asked.
“The third one. Broke up with some dick,” she said.
I really didn’t need the temptation. I almost wished she would have said she had met someone and fallen in love. It was difficult enough for me to fight my addictions of picking up a bottle of beer, having a drink, or smoking a joint with Tyler. Above all, my addiction to women was the worst, and Riley was easily the best looking specimen I had seen in a long, long time.
Knowing she was single made matters much worse.
“Talk her into getting a koi fish or a fucking snake. A koi depicts courage, and a snake represents rebirth, a transformation, and healing. Get a fucking snake and a koi,” Tyler said.
“What do you think of a koi fish or a snake or something? They’re representations of courage, rebirth, healing…”
She clasped her hands together as if she were cold, and squeezed her biceps against rather nicely shaped breasts. “You think that’s better than the Latin?”
She looked innocent, young, and gorgeous. It was quite possible my six weeks of abstaining from sex had hindered my vision slightly, but in anyone’s eyes, Riley would have been beyond what one could describe as attractive. In my eyes, she was quickly becoming a person I was incapable of walking away from. The more I looked at her, the less faults I found. In five more minutes, she’d be perfect.
I needed to quit admiring her before something bad happened.
Tyler’s eyes widened comically. “Are you fucking serious? Having a snake tattooed on you says “I’m a bad ass”. But tattooing a statement on you that says “Hey, I’m a bad ass” says you’re nothing but a douchebag. Getting that Latin phrase, in my opinion, is fucking stupid. Get something that symbolizes your thoughts and feelings. Or, I guess Blake could tattoo something on your back that says ‘I met a guy and fell in love, we broke up, now I feel strong and empowered, and I think I’m headed down the path of living a new courageous life,’ and he could do it in Greek or Spanish or some shit.”
Riley sat and gazed at me as if waiting on direction.
“Well, I believe saying something with words is the easy way out. What if Leonardo da Vinci would have written a paragraph depicting his thoughts instead of painting the Mona Lisa? Can you imagine that? I think a picture is worth a thousand words,” I said.
“Well, I’ll trust your judgement. I just don’t want to be like everyone else,” she said.
“I’ve got a bad ass koi already drawn up over here,” I said as I reached toward my cabinet.
After rifling through the many drawings on top of my cabinet, I produced the koi fish. I flattened the paper and held it in the air for her to see.
“I like it. What color would you do?” she asked as she studied the drawing.
“Orange on the fish. It’s pretty traditional. It stands for good fortune. We could surround it with blues, pinks, or purples. It’d really pop.”
“Sounds great. Let’s do that,” she responded. “I really don’t want something a bunch of other girls have tattooed on them.”
“It’s going to be a little more expensive than the phrase,” I said.
She shrugged her shoulders. “It doesn’t matter. I’ll pay whatever it costs.”
“That’s what I like to hear,” I said.
“Problem fucking solved,” Tyler said.
“So, you want to go with this?” I asked as I stood from my seat.
She nodded her head and grinned.
“Let me make a stencil and we’ll get started. It’s going to take about six hours, so probably two three-hour sessions. Is that alright?” I asked. “Oh, and I’ll need to make a copy of your ID. And I’ll have a form for you to sign.”
“Okay,” she said as she reached for her purse. “Here.”
I glanced down at her driver’s license as I walked away. Riley J. Campbell, D.O.B. September 24, 1993. She wasn’t even twenty-two yet, and looked every bit of twenty-five or twenty-six.
“You haven’t got time to finish it today?” she asked as I walked away.
I turned around as I shrugged my shoulders. “I’ve got time, but it’ll be pretty painful to sit there and get pounded on for six hours.”
“Six hours of that needle will be a lot better than the poundings I’m used to,” she responded.
“We’ll try and finish it today then,” I said as I turned toward the copy machine.
Tyler’s secrecy regarding who she was and her comment about being pounded on raised my level of interest in her considerably. If I didn’t offer to exchange a tattoo for sex, and instead spent the next six hours trying to get to know her, in my mind I’d still be recovering from my addictions and not succumbing to temptation.
In theory, it sounded good.
I knew all she would really need to do to cause me to grovel at her feet would be to have her hair in a ponytail. Something about a girl with a strong jawline and a ponytail always appealed to me. Riley had a great jaw, high cheeks, and when combined with her glasses, a ponytail would without a doubt put me over the edge.
After making a copy of the drawing and her license, I turned to face her.
“Hope you’re ready,” I said as I raised the stencil in the air.
She reached for her wrist and then over her shoulders with both hands.
“I’ll just get this mop out of your way,” she said as she twisted her hair into a ponytail, “And then you can get to work.”
I did my best to look beyond her. As my eyes came into focus along the far wall, Tyler held both fists to his side and extended his thumbs upward. As his mouth curled into a huge grin he nodded his head in Riley’s direction.
Damn you, Tyler, stop it.
I shifted my focus to her. She glanced upward, grinned, and peered through her bold black fuck-me frames, knowing nothing of what she was doing to me.
Or, maybe she knew everything of what she was doing to me.
I returned her gaze, smiled, and sat down. As I spun my stool away from her and grabbed a pair of rubber gloves, I closed my eyes.
God, grant me the serenity to accept the things I cannot change; the courage to change the things I can; and the wisdom to know the difference.
I opened my eyes, pulled the gloves over my sweaty hands, and turned to face her.
Sitting in the chair smiling, her hair pulled back into a ponytail and her black glasses perched high on her nose, she stared innocently in my direction.
br /> They told me the program for recovery was simple.
They lied.
RILEY
I expected the process to be painful, but the pain I felt during the procedure was more of a hypnotic feeling, something I not only quickly became used to, but actually had developed a fondness for. My glances over my shoulder and into the mirror, the amount of time that had passed, and Blake’s updates let me know he was close to being finished; something I really wasn’t prepared for.
I wanted him to continue. The sharp needle caused a dull predictable pain - something I felt much deeper than my skin. It seemed to be pounding into my very soul. Although I couldn’t speak for anyone else, it became apparent why so many people were covered with tattoos. The feeling, in itself, was addictive.
I realized as sure as I was sitting there having him grind the needle into my flesh that not only was this my first tattoo, but it was far from the last I would ever receive. The five and a half hours which had passed had done so rather quickly, and as I considered having him continue with another tattoo on my opposite shoulder, the buzzing stopped as he dipped the needle into the ink again.
“You’re a fucking trooper,” he said as the machine began to buzz again.
Craning my neck over my shoulder and watching him focus on his work was interesting. Although I realized it was necessary for him to study his work and maintain focus, his intensity was apparent. With his jaw clenched, his eyes narrowed slightly, and the muscles in his forearm flexed, he gazed past the buzzing machine and focused on the tip of the needle almost as if he was looking beyond where it made contact with my skin. At times, I felt as if he was peering into my very soul.
And his eyes.
His eyes were an unidentifiable color. At times they appeared to be as green as translucent grass. Moments later, they were a glowing bronze. But they were always mysterious.
“What do you mean?” I asked as I pried my eyes away from him.
“Been sitting here for six fucking hours letting me drill on ya without saying a word, that’s what I mean. Most people would have thrown in the towel. You’re a trooper. Looks pretty damned good, too,” he said.
I nodded my head and bit my lip as he continued to work toward completion. Another song I didn’t recognize filled the room. I wondered if the music he had playing was some special tattoo music that outsiders weren’t able to hear otherwise.
“Who’s this?” I asked as the woman’s voice softly sang of solitude.
“Who’s what?” he asked over the buzzing of the tattoo machine.
“The music, who is this?” I asked.
“Oh, this?”
The buzzing stopped momentarily, and I heard him sigh. After a short pause, the buzzing continued and he pressed the needle into my skin again.
“Del Bel. Name of the song is In My Solitude,” he said.
I nodded my head lightly. “I like it.”
Losing myself in the next two or three songs was easy. The music seemed to sooth me and slowly took my mind well beyond the oddly comforting pain. After what seemed like a matter of minutes, his speaking broke the silence.
“About fifteen minutes,” he said as he paused to dip the needle in the ink well again.
I wet my lips and peered over my shoulder. “Have time to get started on the snake?”
“Not today. Six hours is about the limit. You’ll go into shock if we continue,” he responded.
“I’m good,” I said.
“You might think you are, but you’re not,” he said.
“No really…”
“We can make an appointment for this weekend, or here in a few days, but not today, believe me, you’ll need to recover from this,” he said.
I really wanted the tattoo, but I hoped to come back and see him even more so. I realized he knew more about the process than I, and responded reluctantly.
“Okay.”
During the final minutes of the tattoo, I somehow found a peaceful place for my mind to reside. Visions of a new me - one who was carefree, living an uncomplicated life free to make choices filled my mind. Within what seemed like a matter of minutes, the dull drone of the machine stopped.
Blake lifted the needle from my skin.
“I’m going to wipe this, it’ll be tender,” he said.
“Okay,” I responded.
As he wiped across the freshly tattooed area, I winced. The predictable pain from the needle piercing my skin turned to a dull throb covering my entire right shoulder. Again he wiped the cold paper towel across my shoulder, causing me to close my eyes and shrug my shoulders from the pain.
“Take a look at that,” he said as he slid his stool in front of me.
I stood from my seat and immediately felt lightheaded. Blake was right, although I was mentally eager to continue with another tattoo, I was far from being physically ready for another session. I walked to the mirror, turned around, and pulled the neck of my shirt down.
My shoulder was swollen, but the detail, color, and quality of his artistry were apparent. The orange koi was highlighted with a few white and black specs, surrounded with blue water, deeper blue and waves that faded into purple, and the entire tattooed area was speckled with a few pink cherry blossoms. As a symbol of my rebirth or simply as a tattoo of an orange fish, it was beautiful.
“I love it. Can I uhhm. Can I take off my shirt? I have a sports bra on. I mean, people jog in them and stuff,” I said as I continued to admire the tattoo in the mirror.
“Sure. Let me help you,” he responded.
He stood from his seat, removed his gloves, and stepped in front of me. As he reached for the waist of my shirt, he nodded his head toward the other side of the shop.
“Grab the back of her shirt and help me out,” he said.
I reached down and grabbed the waist of my shirt.
Blake shook his head. “No, you stand still. You stretch that tattoo out and it’ll be painful. Sorry, I was thinking Tyler was still here, but he must have slipped out. I’ll get it.”
He turned his head to the side and leaned forward, almost touching his chest to mine. As he shifted his hands to the sides of my shirt, he lifted carefully, pulling it back, and away from the tattoo. I closed my eyes and inhaled a shallow breath through my nose, hoping to catch a hint of something memorable about his scent. All I got was a faint smell of my own perfume.
“Raise your arms,” he said.
Once again, his breath against my neck caused goosebumps to rise along my upper arms. As I felt the shirt being pulled over my head, I opened my eyes and turned toward the mirror.
“Much better,” I said.
“I agree,” he responded.
“Excuse me?” I asked.
He shrugged his shoulders as he hung my shirt over the back of the chair I had been sitting in. “I didn’t say anything.”
After stretching plastic wrap over the tattooed area, taping it into place, and going over the required aftercare with me, I realized it was time for me to pay for the tattoo and leave. I didn’t mind paying, but the leaving wasn’t something I was really prepared to do, at least not just yet.
“How much do I owe you?” I asked.
“Six hours at one-thirty an hour would normally be seven-eighty. Let’s call it six hundred,” he responded.
“Are tips customary?” I asked.
“If you’re pleased.”
I was pleased. Even though I realized he needed to concentrate on his work, I did talk to him quite a bit during the beginning of the session. He reluctantly responded to each question, offering quick explanations to my tattoo related ignorance, and was rather polite throughout the entire procedure.
The last few hours of the tattoo had been rather quiet, my having obviously fallen into a state of semi-hypnosis attributing to at least a portion of my silence. I did, however, learn a little about Blake during the first few hours.
He was single, he owned the tattoo shop, and he rode a motorcycle even when it was raining outside.
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p; In short, I was interested in knowing much more about him.
“Here’s my card for the six hundred, and here’s two hundred for a tip,” I said as I handed him two one hundred dollar bills and my debit card.
“Damn, you sure?” he asked as he accepted the money.
I shifted my eyes from my hand to his face. His narrow eyes, the short growth of beard, and his heavily tattooed body was more than tempting. The way his shirt now hung from his perfectly defined chest was too much. I glanced down at his feet.
Old school Vans.
Cute.
As he walked away I glanced in his direction. A perfectly round man ass was hiding beneath his jeans. In admiration of his discipline, I nodded my head. Most men chose to work out their arms and chest and neglected the legs and butt. It was pretty obvious he wasn’t one of those men, and as I filled my eyes with the backside of his faded jeans, I was grateful.
“I’m very happy with it. And I’m glad you didn’t let me get the other one,” I said.
“I’m glad you didn’t get it,” he said over his shoulder.
I slowly walked in his direction, admiring him the entire way.
“Make me an appointment for my other shoulder, too. While we’re up here,” I said.
“Snake?” he asked.
“Mmmhhhmmm,” I responded.
“Saturday’s full, let’s see…” he said as he fumbled with the mouse and stared at the screen of his computer.
“Tomorrow?” I asked.
He tilted his head to the side. “You off work tomorrow?”
“Yeah.”
“How about Friday? That’ll give you a day to recover. We can at least do the outline and see how you feel.”
“Okay,” I said.
“Same time?” he asked as he rubbed his hands together.
Something I was sure he didn’t even realize he did, but was somewhat of a nervous tick, his rubbing his hands together was enjoyable to watch. He did it with such ferocity; it was almost as if he was attempting to start a fire. And, as he did it, the muscles on his upper arms and chest flared, making the entire process even more enjoyable to me. As I studied his chest and admired the tattoo of a dragon which covered his forearm, the credit card machine spit out my receipt.