As soon as the words left my mouth, I knew right then and there that I could spend the rest of my life being happy.
It was time to move on.
***
(Meeka)
It had been a week since I saw Asher. One-hundred-and-sixty-eight hours since I felt his touch and heard his deep voice. After everything went down at Charles’ mansion, I for sure thought he would make an appearance again. I didn’t know what happened when Vice-One left their mark on the guy. The screams of agony still haunted my nightmares. I was just thankful that we were okay and taken out of that hell. It could have been so much worse.
But I didn’t want to think about that. For whatever reason, Charles had been quiet. We still didn’t know who the front runner of the organization was. I had always assumed it was Charles but Asher made it clear that he was too much of a pussy to put something so powerful together.
“Meeka.” Brogan snapped her fingers in front of my face.
I blinked. “What?”
“I asked you when the last time you saw Asher was?”
“Oh.” I frowned, looking down at my folded hands in my lap. “Sorry. It’s been a week.” Way too damn long if you asked me. But Agent Smith refused for us to be together while he got all of his questions answered. I had only been holed up in that interrogation room for a couple of hours. With Asher, the agent was shoving his weight around and tried to intimidate him. But I knew it wouldn’t work.
“When are they releasing him?” Brogan asked, spinning on the stool and took a chug of her beer.
I shrugged. “I don’t know.”
“You would think with him being innocent and a victim, he would have been released days ago.” She shook her head. “The system fucking sucks.”
Yeah. It did.
As much as I missed Asher, at least I knew he was safe. But I wished we would find out what was going on with Charles. The guy just disappeared. He was needed to bring down the main hub of the sex crimes but how could that happen if we didn’t know where he was? A thought crossed my mind. Maybe I wasn’t told where he was to keep me safe. The less I knew, the better.
Squeezing the bridge of my nose, I breathed through the impending headache. The hairs on the back of my neck tingled. My body stiffened, sitting up straighter.
Before looking behind me, I met Brogan’s gaze.
She winked, smiling and jumped off the stool.
Turning around, I caught sight of the person who made every nerve ending on my body come alive.
Asher stood at the door, one arm in a cast and the other reaching out for me.
He didn’t even have to ask. I ran toward him, jumping into his arms.
He grunted, wrapping his good arm around my waist.
“Sorry,” I reigned kisses on his face, careful not to hurt his damaged arm again. “I missed you.”
He chuckled, kissing me back. “I missed you. A week is too fucking long.”
At that point, we were surrounded by everyone.
“I know you two just became reunited.” Angel clapped a hand on Asher’s shoulder. “But we need to sit down and talk.”
Asher nodded, grabbing hold of my hand, and led me to the largest booth in the club.
He sat, pulling me down beside him and waited.
My sisters, his brothers, everyone, joined us. Max and Dale, although they had their issues, were civil enough to focus on the main issue at hand. Angel and Jay had their own problems, but the past couple of weeks allowed them to work through whatever they had going on as well.
As I looked around the table, it was funny to me. There were five men and five women. We were being paired off. Life was unpredictable at times and this was one of those moments where I wished I knew what the outcome of our growing family would be.
***
(Asher)
“I told the Feds everything I know. I also told them that I will be medically discharged because of my mental health problems.” I took a deep breath, squeezing Meeka’s hand in mine. “I didn’t tell them about my step-father. They don’t need to know that shit.” My brothers had helped me clean up that mess anyway. And I knew Charles wouldn’t rat. He had too much riding on the line for him to say anything. If he did? I would deny it all. I killed my step-father. It was self-defense. I smirked to myself, pushing down that darkness that enjoyed watching the life leave his eyes.
“No one needs to know what happened,” Angel said, rapping his knuckles on the table top.
“We are your family, and we’ll keep that secret to our grave.” Stone’s words came out firm. “You can trust us.” Meaning I could trust him. We didn’t talk much. Hell, I hardly talked to any of them anymore. With being undercover for weeks, I wasn’t allowed on any missions. I met the new Colonel once. “I’m a shitty friend,” I blurted, the back of my neck heating.
“What are you talking about?” Dale asked, leaning forward in his chair.
“I don’t talk to you anymore. God, I sound like a fucking pussy,” I grumbled, scrubbing a hand down my face. “What I’m saying is, I haven’t been there when you needed me. You’re my family. The only family I have. After everything—” I swallowed hard. “I can’t thank you all enough for taking me in.” It had been a long time coming. I never thanked Angel for taking me under his wing. For showing me the ways of the Navy life. For giving me the chance no one else would. These guys were my brothers. And Meeka was my life.
“We’re family,” Angel reiterated, motioning his hand around the table. “All of us are family. Yes, we’re having our own issues, but no matter what, we are here for each other. These women have taken us into their lives when they didn’t have to.”
“It’s not like you gave us a choice,” Jay teased, poking him in the ribs.
He grinned, kissing her forehead.
“Listen.” Jay clapped her hands together, leaning her head from side to side before zeroing her gaze in on Meeka. “I love you. We could talk in private, but I’d rather say this in front of everyone. I love all of you. Yes, I’m still hurt that you kept my sister’s return a secret from me, but I understand why you did it. And I’m glad you two have found each other.
Meeka squeezed my hand, her lips curling up into a small smile. “I’m-I’m sorry about everything.” Her gaze moved around the table. “I am. Please tell Violet that as well.”
“You can tell her yourself,” Jay placed her phone in the center of the table. “Go ahead.”
“Meeka?” a soft voice came over the speaker.
“Hi, Violet.” Meeka’s chin trembled. “I’m sorry. I’m so fucking sorry.” She snatched the phone off the table, turned off the speaker, and placed it to her ear. “I’m sorry. I know.” Tears rolled down her cheeks. “Thank you. Yes, I would like that. Next week? Sure. I’ll get the Harlots to come with me, and we can get drunk and watch girly movies.” Meeka laughed. “Yes. Just like old times. I love you too.” And with that, she hung up the phone. “Thank you,” she whispered, her gaze locking with Jay’s.
“You’re welcome.” Jay smiled. “I haven’t heard us being referred to as the Harlots in a long time. Thank you. I’m sorry I’ve been a bitch. There are some—” she glanced at Angel “—things we’re working through.”
Angel glanced down at her, his eyes heating with a powerful love. He kissed her softly on the mouth, leaning down to her ear.
Her smile widened, her cheeks reddening.
He grinned, kissed her again and looked my way. “I’m going to make you manager of Rod’s Construction. If you want to be, of course. I know you will need something to do to keep you occupied, and I’ll pay you just as much as the Navy would. With everything that is going on, I need a strong minded person to take over my business. I’ll miss you out on the field but we have to look out for you first.”
“I would like that. I … When I was at the hospital, I was put on meds.” Several weeks ago, I would have been ashamed to admit that. Mental health problems may have become the norm nowadays but I was a Navy SEAL. I survived m
ore shit then most could even dream of. But admitting that I had a problem lifted a weight that had been bringing me down since I was a boy.
“Good,” Angel said. “I know I can speak for all of us when I say this. We want you to be happy. Yes, it fucking sucks you won’t be a SEAL anymore but—” Angel winked “—doesn’t mean you won’t overhear things or just happen to walk in on classified conversations.”
“Yeah, because that would never happen,” Dale said, fighting back a grin.
“Or maybe you just happen to be in the wrong place at the wrong time.” Stone shrugged. “It happens, you know.”
“And one of us could just get drunk and spill everything.” Coby clapped a hand on my nape. “We’re not perfect.”
“What?” Dale gasped, gripping his chest. “I’m not?”
I chuckled. “Thank you. All of you.”
“We love you, brother.” Coby squeezed my neck.
“And I love you,” Meeka whispered, kissing my cheek.
“I love you.” I pinched her chin, placing a soft peck on her forehead before I turned to my brothers. “All of you.”
One month later…
“I’M STILL tired. I’m still sore. And I’m still fucking hungry,” Asher growled, coming toward me.
My body burned from just his words but I ran behind my bike, the machine shielding me from my boyfriend. My best friend. The man I loved more than I could ever say.
A wicked grin spread on his handsome face. “I’m coming for you, Meeka, and when I catch you, I’m going to fuck you on your bike. I will remind you that the only powerful thing between your thighs, is me.”
Oh, dear God.
Asher had been insatiable, not leaving me alone since the whole incident with Charles. He didn’t say, but I knew it had been because Charles touched me. Asher wanted to erase those memories and sear himself into my skin. And he had. Over and over again until I was begging him to stop and let me sleep. He rather enjoyed the fact that he fucked me into exhaustion.
When he caught me, he gripped my hair in his large hand, forcing my head back to meet his mouth. All thoughts were lost as he took over my soul. His tongue slid between my lips, his hands roamed over my body. His love poured into my being. I loved this man. Every broken inch. Every aching bone. Every dark desire.
With him, it was enough. Our love was strong. It had been for years even though it took a nightmare to bring it to light. His darkness had laid dormant, but I could still sense it at times. It would be a long while before he regained control of his thoughts. I knew he had killed his step-father and that he had help. I wasn’t sure by whom. A knowing glance passed between Coby and Asher every so often. I couldn’t be sure if Coby was the one who helped get rid of Elliott. They saved me the gory details. He knew I could handle it, but he didn’t want to relive it when he had to replay it over and over in his mind. What could he have done different? Was death the only way? Did it make him feel better? It would be a long while before he was able to answer those questions but as time wore on and our love only grew, he would be able to look back with surety. Knowing it was the only way, he wouldn’t get over it, but he would be able to deal with it. With everyone at his side, he would battle those impending thoughts.
“I love you, Hummingbird,” Asher whispered against my mouth. “With you, I am strong enough to battle the war inside of my head. And because of that, I will forever be grateful.”
Tears welled in my eyes at his sweet words, and I could only kiss him. Pouring my feelings into that small touch, I embraced the love he gave me and returned it with everything in me.
Asher Donovan was everything I needed.
It never crossed my mind that I could fall in love with my best friend, but I thanked God every day that I had. And because of that, my world became complete.
***THE END***
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Table of Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10
Chapter 11
Chapter 12
Chapter 13
Chapter 14
Chapter 15
Chapter 16
Chapter 17
Chapter 18
Chapter 19
Chapter 20
Chapter 21
Chapter 22
Chapter 23
Chapter 24
Chapter 25
Chapter 26
Chapter 27
Chapter 28
Chapter 29
Chapter 30
Chapter 31
Chapter 32
Chapter 33
Chapter 34
Chapter 35
Epilogue
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