Trevor had returned to the toilet seat not because it was any cleaner than standing on the floor, but just because he was tired of standing.
“—left in the world,” his daddy finished. Trevor missed the first part.
“Yeah,” Mommy said, and then there was a crackling like someone digging through plastic bags. Trevor wondered if there were any other boys out there (besides his daddy, anyway), and what they thought of a girl in their bathroom. Sometimes his mom could be pretty silly.
Daddy brought him the clothes, along with his cleaned sneakers, and he accepted them through the cracked stall door while keeping one hand cupped over his thingy. He guessed Mommy had seen him naked just as much as Daddy, but Daddy had already seen all that Trevor planned to show today, and that was enough peeping.
Mom had gotten him a pair of brown shorts and some underwear that were plain and white and boring. He didn’t consider them a very good trade for the clothes he’d ruined, but he wouldn’t say anything. He knew they didn’t have a whole lot of extra money. Sometimes his mommy couldn’t pay the bills on time and she got charged latefees. Trevor didn’t know what latefees were exactly, but he knew they were bad and that they meant spending more money. In Trevor’s mind, latefees was almost a curse word, and he never said it out loud.
The Gohan action figure he’d gotten at the toy store had already been a good surprise, and now he’d gotten new clothes on top of it. He didn’t know for sure how much those sorts of things cost, but he did know it was something, and that something was more than nothing. He put on the new clothes with mixed feelings. While he was ashamed at what he’d done and felt more than just a little guilty about the spent money—even if he didn’t totally understand things like bug jets—he was also happy to be getting into a clean pair of shorts. Standing around half naked in a mall bathroom wasn’t exactly his idea of comfortable.
The new socks, like the undies, were simple white things without even a red stripe at the toe, but Trevor didn’t care too much. Socks were socks. They kept your shoes from getting extra stinky and the chiggers from biting your ankles in the summertime, but otherwise they were worthless.
His dad had done a pretty good job wiping the poop off the floor around the toilet, but the stall was still nowhere near clean. Trevor didn’t want to move around any more than he had to until he’d gotten his shoes on, didn’t want to get his new socks dirty whether they were worthless or not. He’d noticed a wad of yellowed toilet paper in the corner beside a spider’s web when he tried to clean himself earlier. It was still there, along with a sticky-looking puddle of goo that looked like part potty, part spit, part blood, and all gross.
He slipped into the sneakers, and although he was not yet an expert lacer, he managed to tie himself a nice pair of looping knots that he figured were far from failures. Daddy had held the shoes under the hand dryer for a long time and gotten them mostly dried out, but they still squished a little when Trevor moved. No big deal. At least he was cleaned up. Who cared if he walked around sounding like the Swamp Thing?
He turned the latch on the stall door and exited with his head hanging. When his mommy ran to him and cupped his chin, lifted his face to hers and gave him a slobbery kiss on the nose, he couldn’t help but smile. She hugged him so tight it hurt, but he didn’t push away or tell her to take it easy because it also felt good.
Only after she’d finally let go of him, looking happy but also a little wet eyed, did Trevor finger the sides of his new shorts and say, “What do you think?”
Daddy said, “Sharp.”
And Mommy said, “As a razor.”
Trevor didn’t get it, but the two of them shared a smile, which was good. There had been enough yelling between his mommy and daddy to last Trevor a lifetime. He was always glad for the smiles.
His t-shirt had a pocket on the front—a nerd pocket is what some of his friends at school would call it—but Trevor had always liked extra pockets. Batman had a whole belt full of pockets, and something neat inside each one, and nobody called him nerdy. Trevor reached into the pocket and pulled out the crumpled five-dollar bill his mom had given him earlier. The shirt pocket had been the first one Trevor found when he’d scrambled for someplace to stash the bill on his desperate dash to the bathrooms. He hadn’t forgotten about it. The five had been his money for the merry-go-round, which he’d been looking so forward to riding.
But he didn’t think his parents would still let him go on the ride, and he certainly wouldn’t ask. He smoothed the bill out the best he could and offered it to his mommy.
“What’s this?”
Trevor pushed the money closer to her, but she didn’t take it, didn’t reach for it at all.
“I shouldn’t have asked to ride the merry-go-round,” he said and waved the bill, desperate for her to take it from him. “You should use this for the new shorts you had to buy.”
Mommy’s mouth came open like she was going to say something, but at first she didn’t. Instead, she dropped to her knees and pulled him in for another long hug. “Oh, hon,” she said finally. “You don’t need to worry about that kind of stuff.” She ran a hand through his hair and gave the back of his neck a gentle squeeze. Daddy stood by and said nothing, looked down at him the same way he had when Trevor had brought home the report card with all S’s, which was the best you could get in kindergarten.
“I’m sorry I scared you.” He wrapped his arms around his mommy’s neck and kissed her hard on the cheek.
She smiled with half her mouth, the way he’d always liked, and then patted him softly on the chest. “Come on,” she said. “Let’s get out of here before the bathroom police catch me.”
“Kay.”
“And then,” she said, standing, “we’re all three of us going to ride the carousel together. How’s that sound?”
Trevor nodded. He moved between his mommy and daddy and held out a hand for each of them.
“Sounds good, Mommy,” he said. And it was.
TWELVE
THE TRUCK SKIDDED to a stop, and Zach looked around apprehensively, part of him thinking they’d gotten to their final destination and another part believing this was the spot where he’d die. When the kidnapper got out of the pickup and circled to Zach’s door, Zach briefly considered letting himself out of the belt, scooting across the seat, and shooting through the driver’s side door. He could run again, like he had at home and back on the mountain road before the man had loaded him into the truck, but he didn’t think it would do any good. Last time, he hadn’t gotten more than a hundred feet. If he’d been a little faster maybe, or had longer legs, but it was useless, almost stupid. Tempting as it might have been, he wasn’t going to get himself out of this situation by running.
The man wrenched open the door, and Zach craned his neck around, looking for any signs of civilization.
Nothing.
Just more stinking trees. The road ahead crested and then disappeared, running downhill into whatever unseen territory lay beyond. The road behind was still half obscured by settling clouds of dust and the smoky gray exhaust from the pickup’s tailpipe.
Zach allowed the man to unwind the seatbelt, not doing anything to help, not leaning forward when the guy yanked the belt out from behind his back. The kidnapper formerly known as Davy finally got Zach free, grabbed him under the armpits, and pulled him from the cab.
“Can’t leave you here,” the Davy man said, answering a question Zach hadn’t asked. “I don’t know enough about you yet.”
You don’t know anything about me, you freak show, Zach wanted to say, but he stayed quiet. When Davy set him down, the sole of Zach’s sneaker bent underneath him and he almost went sprawling, probably would have if the guy hadn’t grabbed him by the back of his shirt and pulled him upright. The collar of his t-shirt dug into his neck a little, and Zach choked like a hanged man.
Davy let him go. Zach tugged down the front of his shirt until it was no longer strangling him and lifted his shoe so the sole could flip back up i
nto its regular position.
Now that he was loose, he raised his hand to his head, not expecting blood, but touching the wound with the tips of his fingers and examining them just to be sure. No blood, as he’d guessed, but the pressure from his probing fingers had brought back the pain. He wiped his hand on the side of his shirt, though he had nothing to wipe off, and sighed.
Where were they heading? Would this guy tell him to get down on his knees and then shoot him in the back of the head like the gangsters in the television shows his mom didn’t want him watching? Or was there, somewhere in a dark grove, a shallow grave just long enough and deep enough for the man to bury Zach alive?
No. Zach wouldn’t let himself think that way, wouldn’t give in to panic.
He waited a moment to see what would happen. The man took off for the trees, and Zach followed without being asked, looking all the time for something he might use as a weapon or a hidey-hole into which he could crawl. Maybe a forest ranger would suddenly appear and whisk him off to safety, or maybe a pack of wolves would leap onto this Davy guy from out of nowhere and rip out his throat.
Yeah, right.
Zach saw the game trail before he actually stepped foot on it, but not by much. For just a moment, he thought they must have driven in a big loop and come back to where they’d started, but then the illusion ended and he realized these woods were not only much hillier than those around his house, but also rockier and less dense. Not to mention they were now moving toward the sun, and not away from it, which would have been the case on the trail back home.
Just how many secret paths did this guy know?
The hem of Zach’s shirt caught on a thorny branch and ripped. Zach pulled away from the snag and moved closer to the center of the trail.
“Your brother’s been missing you, you know,” Davy said, not turning around.
As with most of this lunatic’s statements, Zach didn’t understand. He had no brothers. Or sisters, for that matter. His mom and dad hadn’t thought they could have kids until Zach came along. Then Dad had died and…well, that was that.
“Been missing both of us. He’s waited a long time for today.” He pushed aside a tuft of tall weeds and continued to follow the trail. “A long time.”
Zach followed, his clapping shoe almost more annoying than the truck’s hissing radio had been, wondering if he should respond or if Crazy Dave was talking mostly to himself.
They topped a small rise and wiggled between two closely growing trees. Davy led him off the trail at that point, onto a narrower path that seemed exactly the width of the man’s hips. They pushed through one last pair of overlapping bushes, and then they were there.
Zach let out a breath he felt he’d been holding in since getting out of the truck.
Not an unmarked grave, not a pile of corpses awaiting the addition of one scared boy. Just a house.
They’d come upon it from behind. Although the trees didn’t end at any sort of a yard, but continued right up to the edge of the structure so that many of their limbs actually overhung its roof, the property was clearly distinguishable from the surrounding woodlands by its lack of undergrowth and carefully trimmed tree limbs. A tire swing hung from a high, thick branch to the left and lolled in the late afternoon breeze, and Zach knew at once that this was not the kidnapper’s house. This was a real home, a place where normal people lived.
Davy waited at the edge of the property, watching the house, head moving slowly back and forth. Zach guessed he was looking to see if anyone was home, though he couldn’t see the man’s eyes and didn’t dare try to get into his head. Davy held out his arm to keep Zach from rushing on ahead, though Zach had made no movement to pass him. They stood that way for a long time, the man cocking his head sometimes, maybe listening to some distant sound.
It gave Zach a chance to check his phone. He couldn’t use it, of course, not until he got alone somewhere, but he could at least check to see if he had any reception and set the thing to silent if it wasn’t already. Staring at Davy, who was so close Zach could have kicked him in the butt, Zach snuck his hand into his pocket and eased out the cell. Still watching Davy’s back like his life depended on it (which it probably did), Zach tilted the phone’s screen toward him and searched it for a reception bar or two.
There were none. The word Searching… flashed across the screen, and Zach tried extending the antenna, but it was no good. Rather than set the phone to silent, Zach held down the power button until it shut itself off, unable to remember if it made any sounds when shutting off but plastering his palm against the small speaker just in case. If he didn’t get service up here on the high ground, he probably wouldn’t get it anywhere else in this area either. Better to save his battery for when he could use it. Besides, he’d been awfully worried the phone would beep or squawk and give him away; there was no chance of that now.
He returned the powered-down cell to his pocket and tried to put it out of his mind, at least for the time being.
While he waited for something to happen, Zach noticed a patch of grass and weeds that had been beaten down almost to the dirt behind a row of nearby bushes. Maybe an animal had scratched out a place to sleep, or something or someone had been walking around the area over and over for a long period of time. He looked closer and saw a small pile of splintered wood partially hidden beneath one of the nearby bushes.
Toothpicks. It took him a minute to see them for what they were, but they were toothpicks all right. Chewed up and spit out like sunflower seed shells or bits of fingernail from a nervous finger chewer.
“Where are we?” Zach finally dared to ask, whispering like they were in a library or a graveyard. He rubbed at his head, which still hurt and now pounded a little, wondering when he’d have the chance to get his hands on some Tylenol.
“Shh.” The man waved his arm backward, signaling the boy to keep his distance.
Zach listened but heard nothing except the very faint barking of dogs, which might have been coming from a neighboring property or from a mile away. Sound carried up here in funny ways sometimes.
He waited.
The house wasn’t exactly a mansion, but Zach thought it might be a pretty comfy place to live. A deep, furniture-covered porch wrapped all the way around the place, its boards and railings looking well used but not abused. No fallen leaves or windblown tree limbs in sight, which meant the porch surely hadn’t gone more than a day or two without a good sweeping. In one of the back corners, Zach could just make out a small grill and a bag of charcoal beside it.
At the porch’s other end, a pair of bikes leaned up against the side of the house. One big, the other small and with one of those rubber horns attached to the handlebars. Zach had owned a similar bike when he was younger, had ridden it until he got too big for it and had never gotten another.
He took a quick look at his captor, who appeared lost in thought, the wrinkles on his forehead so deep and bunched that they looked almost fake, like a movie prop or a mask you wore on Halloween.
Zach turned away.
A small garage, set apart from the main structure, opened away from the two of them and onto a gravel driveway that curved around a stand of trees in the distance and disappeared. Zach wondered about that garage, about what kinds of things might be inside. Shovels, rakes, brooms, the same kinds of things Zach and his mom had in their own garage, probably, but maybe also something more useful. An ax, or (dare he hope?) a machete or even a shotgun. He knew lots of people in these parts kept guns around the house. The mountains had bears, mountain lions, wolves—you had to be prepared, or at least some people thought you had to. Whether or not Zach could have pointed a gun at anybody and pulled the trigger, he had no idea, but he guessed if there was ever a time to find out, this was it.
He chewed his lower lip. If he could just get a look inside. Maybe he’d find nothing more helpful than a spare tire or a box of old clothes, but you never knew.
He formed half a dozen plans in his head but eventually gave up on them
all. Each required the ability to outrun the maniac, and Zach had already proved himself unable to do that on more than one occasion. He didn’t see any way around it; unless and until the situation changed, the garage was simply off limits. He’d have to wait.
Davy made a grunting sound, and although it sounded like the kind of noise you made if you were upset about something, the look on the man’s face seemed more like confusion.
What a weirdo.
Zach didn’t exactly have telescopes for eyes, but when eye exam time rolled around at school, he could always read every letter of the bottom line without squinting or anything. One of the nurses had told him he had a pilot’s eyes, and Zach had thought that was pretty cool. But despite his amazing peepers, through the reflected daylight and from such a distance, Zach couldn’t be sure if the windows were curtained, and he certainly couldn’t see into them. Still, although it was mostly just a feeling, Zach didn’t think anybody was home.
Funny. He wasn’t sure if that was a good thing or a bad one.
The limb supporting the swing to his left creaked, and the tire beneath it continued to sway. Zach listened to it, then listened past it and heard singing birds, chirping crickets, and those dogs in the distance still woofing away at one another.
He shuffled his feet, and the sole of his ruined shoe filled with dust and pine needles and one sharp twig. The twig stabbed through Zach’s sock and into the webbing of skin between his first two toes. He growled.
“Hush it,” the man said, sounding honestly angry for the first time.
Zach lifted his shoe until he could reach the toe, like he was doing stretches in gym class, then flipped back his sole and let the junk inside pour onto the forest floor below. He rubbed at the sore spot through his sock and wondered if he was bleeding. Have to check later, he guessed.