“Oh, plenty!” Sheila shrugged. “But she didn’t want to. There was only ever Ranald for her. She stayed here on her own until she finally managed to get that big idiot Carlisle married off to a girl with some money, and she was well into her sixties by then.”
“She could have reeled in some rich old toad and just stowed him in the attic,” said Ingrid. “There’s enough room. They had soldiers invalided here during both wars—bet they barely noticed.”
“But she was too devoted to notice another man,” I breathed.
“Well.” Sheila winked. “As Granny used to say, it’s one thing saying you don’t want to remarry, but that doesn’t stop you hosting the Kettlesheer Ball looking like Grace Kelly in your diamonds and letting all the old fellas hope. She always kept the last dance marked for Ranald on her dance card.”
“That is so sweet!” I said. Well, mouthed. I was a bit choked up.
“Can you move the placement thing so I can put the bread down? Carefully, mind—I cannot face the idea of starting again with that,” Ingrid said.
“What is it?” I asked as Sheila lifted the board with great delicacy so the ivory buttons didn’t move.
“A placement arranger. For the dinner we host before the ball. You assign each guest a little token and then shuffle them round until you get a table plan that works. That one was made especially for the table upstairs,” said Ingrid. “What it doesn’t come with is instructions for how the bloody hell you’re meant to seat sixty people, all of whom have some pressing reason not to sit next to or opposite anyone else, which of course I have to guess, because there’s no way you could know Innes Stout once said something unforgivable to Janet Learmont’s mother at the Edinburgh Tattoo in 1976.”
She gasped crossly, running out of breath, and put the bread down.
“This is a small place,” said Sheila, buttering a roll serenely. “We have to make our own entertainment. People get married and divorced a lot, and get up to all sorts of shenanigans out hunting at bridge.”
But I was picturing a long table, dressed for dinner and glowing with soft candlelight and silver candelabra, glittering with reflected diamonds and tinkling laughter. Everyone around it in elegant evening gowns and starched shirtfronts, batting witty conversation and gossip back and forth just like in a Merchant Ivory film.
“Will Alice be dining here?” I asked. I bit my tongue on the the lucky cow part.
Ingrid nodded. “Sheila’s party’s joining us. Fraser and Alice, Douglas and Kirstie, Sheila and Kenneth.”
“Robert was saying you arrange dance cards over dinner.” I hesitated, not sure how much to hint without landing Alice in it. “Alice will be next to some nice people, won’t she? Experienced dancers?”
“I’ve put her between Robert and Douglas,” said Ingrid. “And opposite Sheila’s Kenneth. She should be fine. Don’t you worry. We’ll look after her!”
Oh, life was so unfair. While Alice was penciling in her dance card with Scotland’s most eligible and polite men at her side, I’d be going home to a Marks and Spencer Dine In for a £10 dinner, all to myself. And I had three vintage ballgowns just sitting in my wardrobe!
“I’ll nudge Douglas and Robert,” said Sheila. “Men don’t always appreciate how important a full dance card is, especially when you’re not saving the last reel for your late husband!”
I paused with my spoon halfway to my mouth. “Does Robert know about Violet’s story? I mean, does he understand there’s a family reason why Duncan’s so reluctant to sell? He seems to see it in very …” I struggled for the diplomatic word. “… black-and-white terms.”
“Ah, it’ll be different when he’s got the right girl and wants to put his own roots down,” said Sheila confidently. “He’s always dashing about the place, being his own man. That’s natural.”
“But I thought he’d met the right girl.” I looked between the pair of them. “Are he and Catriona not … ?”
“Catriona would be a marvelous wife for Robert, running this place,” said Ingrid. “She’s grown up with it. In fact, she’s always giving me little hints about how to deal with drafts. And tradesmen. And Duncan.”
“Just waiting for a certain someone to stop dashing about and put a ring on her finger,” said Sheila. She tapped her nose. “Which might be why someone else’s so keen to get this Reel of Luck nailed at the weekend? Hmm?”
“How long have they been … ?” I trailed off.
“I’m never really sure with Robert,” said Ingrid doubtfully. “He doesn’t really confide in me. But she’s always been round and about, you know, with Janet. They’ve been going out for years.”
“McAndrew men are pretty good at avoiding marriage,” said Sheila, only half-joking. “They’ve had mothers firing fiancées at them from all sides since this ridiculous tradition began.”
“Right.” I nodded and smiled, but I didn’t think it sounded very romantic for a twenty-first-century heir. Between Catriona’s family money and her way with a draft excluder, she sounded more of a marriage of convenience than Violet and her millions had done.
“And call me a mother hen,” Sheila went on with a conspiratorial wink, “but might there be another certain someone who’s hoping for some extra luck at the ball?”
“Who? Oh! You mean, Alice?” I hadn’t even thought of that. Maybe that was why Fraser hadn’t proposed at Christmas—he was waiting for the ball.
“It’s such a romantic evening,” sighed Ingrid.
“It is indeed. Even men get a bit giddy after a Hamilton House or two,” said Sheila. “Kenneth proposed over breakfast. He said it was a combination of my pas de basques and the best bacon sandwich of his life that did it.”
Why did the thought of Fraser down on one knee in front of Alice make me feel so … curdled inside? Was it because it was my private daydream, Fraser in formal evening dress, acting like a gentleman? My heart prickled, and I reached for another roll from the basket. At least I didn’t have to worry about fitting into a ballgown.
“So, did Violet’s sister marry a duke, or an earl?” I started, but Ingrid didn’t answer. She raised her hand, and in the silence we heard footsteps approaching down the flagged corridor outside.
“Brace yourselves,” she warned us. “Duncan threatened to bring some samples back with him.”
There was a brisk knock on the door, but it wasn’t Duncan’s frizzy red head that popped round. It was Robert, bundled up against the cold in a big ski jacket and beanie hat.
“All right if I join you?” he asked, unwrapping the scarf from his throat. “I seem to be out of milk at the lodge.”
“Really?” said Sheila. “Didn’t I see a Tesco delivery van at—”
“Forgot to order milk,” said Robert as Ingrid leaped to her feet.
“Of course it’s all right!” She planted a kiss on his cheek. “I thought you were working this evening. Didn’t you have a conference call?”
“Got canceled.” He glanced over at me, and I smiled back, with just a flutter of unease at what he might have heard, had he walked across from the lodge a little faster. “Hello, Evie, Sheila. Hope I’m not interrupting anything?”
“I was just going to tell Evie about your great-grandmother and her magnificent war effort,” said Sheila. “How she dug up the rose gardens and planted carrots.”
“I’m sure she got someone to plant the carrots for her,” said Robert.
I noticed the defensiveness return, but Sheila calmly ignored it.
“No, she did it herself, with my mother,” said Sheila. “Most of the usual carrot planters were too busy being shot at in France.”
“She sounds like a fascinating woman,” I said. “Imagine if she had a diary!” My eyes widened. “Do you think she had a diary?”
“She probably didn’t have time,” said Robert.
“Did you get your white tie from the cleaners?” Ingrid put a bowl of soup down in front of him. It was twice the size of ours.
“I did. Janet was kind enough
to bring it round this afternoon.” Robert picked up his spoon and stirred. “Along with a selection of cummerbunds so I match whichever of the three dresses Catriona’s choosing from. The kilt issue’s still not dead. Despite my stamping on it.”
He caught my eye, and I had to suppress a grin at the quick boggle of horror.
“Oh, do rethink the kilt, darling,” said Ingrid. “Your father’s wearing one.”
“God help us all,” said Robert. “Nice soup, Mum, did you make it?”
Ingrid launched into the story about the vegetable garden she’d started, and Robert made the right noises about her organic turnips. I let my gaze linger.
Robert wasn’t handsome-handsome like Fraser—his nose was quite pointy, and he was lanky, not solid—but there was something about his wide, mobile mouth that made me feel odd inside. Like being in a car when the road’s icy, and feeling the wheels move without you steering. Unbalanced. I barely knew him, yet I had the unsettling sense that he knew me.
And his eyes—dark and clever, watchful like an owl’s. As I watched him sip his soup, I felt an echo of the butterflies that had filled my chest when he’d caught my hands outside and—
“Evie? More broth?” Sheila was looking at me, and I fumbled with my plate in an attempt to cover up my confusion.
Between Sheila’s chattiness and Ingrid’s eagerness to hear more about previous years’ balls and gossip about the house, the evening passed quickly. Even though the subject matter must have wound him up, Robert let his mother and Sheila tell him off for working too hard and not understanding Scottish accents, only casting the occasional wry look in my direction.
We finished the soup and another bottle of wine, and were on coffee and shortbread, when Ingrid suddenly raised her hand and stopped Sheila mid-scandalous-tale of Pauline Pipe’s tasty young gardener who’d run off with her Renoir.
“What was that?”
We froze, coffee halfway to our lips. The crashing came nearer. Then it too stopped, readjusted itself, and continued toward the kitchen.
“I think that’s the master of Kettlesheer back from his home-brew evening,” said Sheila.
She was right: the kitchen door was flung wide, and there was Duncan, his tartan trews accessorized with a chilled nose and a beatific smile. Something clanked in his Barbour jacket.
“Good evening, one and all!” he bellowed, wiping his nose with a hankie. He missed his nose, but made a good job of wiping his ear. “Do you know, do you, what a splendid vegetable the celeriac is? Can you believe that it makes a delicious aperefic—aperitif?”
He brought out a coffee jar full of straw-colored liquid and placed it on the table. “Kettlesheer Gold, I thought we could call it.” He beamed at Robert. “We could sell it! Give the protifs—profits to the local church fund.”
“I don’t think you could give that away,” said Robert. “Not without a license.”
“Oh!” Duncan wagged his finger. “Don’t be so nga—negative!”
“Listen, I don’t mean to be rude, but I need to turn in,” said Robert, pushing his chair away. “I’ve got an early start tomorrow.”
“Me too,” said Sheila. “Kenneth’s got some ewes in the barn, waiting to lamb.”
I looked between everyone. I’d happily have stayed the rest of the night hearing more tales of Violet’s heroic war efforts, but not if I was going to be forced to drink whatever was in the jar.
Ingrid saved me. “Evie, you look worn-out. I expect you’ll be ready for your bed. Would you like some cocoa to take up?”
“Coffee, was that? Marvelous!” Duncan settled himself in the chair next to mine. “Now, Jock swears by a nip of this before bed to ensure a good night’s sleep. Evie?”
“I said I’d show Evie something … in the hall before I go,” said Robert, pulling out my chair. “Night, Mum.”
He was pretty strong, I thought, as the chair moved underneath me. That took some brawn.
As Sheila, Robert, and I made our way down the stone corridor, Duncan’s sharp tenor began to echo from the kitchen, much like bagpipes but with words. We scuttled in silence until we were safely out of earshot upstairs.
“Now then, Robert, do you need a lift across to the lodge?” asked Sheila, rummaging in her bag for her car keys.
“No, I’m fine walking, thanks.”
She stopped and looked up at him. “It’s bitter out there, you know?”
“Don’t look surprised,” he said. “Just because I live in London doesn’t mean I’ve lost the use of my legs. It’s, what, ten minutes’ walk?”
“You’ll have heard there’s snow forecast for this weekend?” Sheila looked pointedly at both of us. “You want to make sure you’ve provisions—you in the lodge, and you in your car for driving back.” She fastened her scarf round her head, Queen style. “Have you snow chains, Evie?”
I didn’t know what they were. “Er … I’ve got a thermos flask?”
“Och!” She exchanged a glance with Robert. “I’ll ask Fraser to check the car over for you before you leave. Right, now, I’ll see you two later.”
I hovered by the foot of the main stairs as Sheila fired up her Range Rover outside, watching Robert rewrapping himself in his many layers.
“So,” I said, “what is it you wanted to show me?”
Robert looked blank, then said, “Oh, nothing. Just thought you needed an escape?”
I felt a flicker of disappointment. But had I really believed that I’d somehow turned around his attitude to Kettlesheer in one afternoon?
“Thanks,” I said.
“That’s us McAndrews. Chivalrous to damsels in distress.”
He finally reached his hat, and I couldn’t really linger much longer.
“Well, good night,” I said, setting my foot onto the first step.
“Look at you,” said Robert. “You’ve gone all Vivien Leigh.”
“I have not.”
“Fiddle-dee-dee! You have! Look at the way you’re standing—like you’re in a corset.”
I frowned at him. “I am not.”
“Oh, hang on.” Robert put a hand on my arm. “I have got something for you,” he said, and reached inside his jacket. “I found it this afternoon in those boxes you moved.”
He handed me a leatherbound notebook, with worn edges and a black ribbon holding it together.
“You mean you went back and had a look through the junk?” I said. I was laying the “surprise” on thick, but I was quite surprised. Pleased, too.
“Catriona gave me an earful about getting the decorators into those rooms before the summer.” Robert shook his head. “Well? Aren’t you going to open it?”
I looked up from the notebook. His eyes were searching my face, waiting for a reaction. I didn’t want to say that I was savoring it: feeling the outside first, instead of leaping in.
“Okay …” I undid the grosgrain ribbon, and let the book fall open.
It was a list of furniture with dates and prices and names, noted in flowing handwriting that didn’t seem too bothered about minor details like lines. Tissue-thin invoices were also folded carefully into the pages, with a couple of envelopes.
Violet’s handwriting. Violet’s voice floating through world wars and chauffeured motorcars and flappers and servants and Worth evening gowns, from the lodge to my hands!
“Is this the furniture from this house?” My heartbeat quickened. Provenance made all the difference, as well as giving me some clues about what to look for.
“Yup,” said Robert. “I suppose it was for insurance or something like that. There are estimates in there and some dates and what have you. Someone probably advised her to take stock after Ranald died.”
“This is incredibly helpful.” I tore my eyes from the columns of mirrors and tables to look at him. “It’s going to speed things up for me so much.”
“Not too much, I hope.” Robert pulled up the hood on his sweatshirt, ready to hike back through the moonlit woods. It framed his angular face, casting his
cheekbones into shadow.
“I …” What did that mean?
“Don’t want you to let your boss think it’s too easy. See you tomorrow.” He winked, then let himself out of the heavy front door.
I hung on to the banister for a long moment, drunk on the sheer unreality of what was happening to me. The castle, this unsettling man, this world full of glamor and wealth where the antiques were real household history, not parched items in a shop. It was like walking into my own imagination, and discovering I could touch it all.
Until Friday, I reminded myself. Just till Friday.
Then I totally indulged myself with an invisible crinoline as I swished my way up the stairs to my four-poster bed, eager to dive into that box of priceless scraps of paper.
Twelve
The last thing I read before my eyes finally got too heavy was so romantic I couldn’t sleep for longing to go back in time.
In the top of the box was a stack of postcards, tied with a purple ribbon. They were all of Regent’s Park in London, and began in 1903.
One year since the luckiest accident of my life, the first read, in strong male handwriting. I am the happiest man alive, and still the luckiest. Your R.
The next was a different view—of the zoo, this time, a year on. All God’s creatures are happiest in pairs. Your R.
Each of these cards was a different view of the same park, and were dated June 2 each year, obviously a reminder of the day Ranald and Violet met. My tired eyes filled with tears at the simple, dignified notes from a man obviously not given to gushing sentiment, but clearly head over heels in love with his wife.
One in particular made my chest ache with regret that I’d never meet either Ranald or Violet. It was a card depicting the boating lake and an old-fashioned bandstand. It makes me so happy to see my precious girl in the most beautiful place in the world—darling V, never leave me or Kettlesheer, and we will never leave you. It was dated 1924, not long before Ranald himself would leave both of them forever.
*
In the morning, the bedside tray was there again, this time, thank goodness, kipperless.