“Gonna fuck you once more, just to show you how an old man rolls,” Jackson growls from behind me, and then he removes his fingers, rolls on a condom, and thrusts inside me.
I cry out, and Muff takes the opportunity to thrust his cock up inside my mouth. Oh god. Oh shit. I wrap my lips around it, sucking as best I can while Jackson works his cock in and out of my pussy, slow and sexy. God, he needs to move faster, my nerve endings are alive and raw, and I want more. I need more. I lift my head from Muff’s cock, and rasp, “Fuck me faster, Jackson.”
“Too old,” he chuckles. “Can’t move faster.”
“I take it back!” I cry. “Please fuck me, Jackson.”
“Am fuckin’ you,” he murmurs. “Nice and slow.”
“Please!”
“Baby,” Muff says. “Stop talkin’ and keep suckin’.”
Oh...yes.
He tugs my hair, and begins lowering me again. I close my lips over his cock, sucking and licking, while Jackson torments my body. God he’s fucking me so slowly, in and out, in a lazy pace that has my entire body hanging on the edge desperately. I try to thrust my hips backwards, creating my own pace, but Jackson grips my hips, stopping me.
“Careful,” he rasps. “You’ll hurt an old man doin’ that.”
I open my mouth to say something, but Muff tightens his grip in my hair, keeping my mouth on his cock.
“Don’t fuckin’ stop suckin’,” he growls. “Fuck, don’t stop.”
Jackson works my body slowly, building me higher and higher, while I work Muff’s body, building him higher and higher. Muff comes first, with a ragged groan to move my mouth if I don’t want him to come inside it. Curiosity gets the better of me, and I leave my mouth there. The first spurt of come hits me at the back of my throat, and I gurgle, swallowing as best I can. The second and third spurts are less, and soon Muff is softening in my mouth with a deep, ragged sigh.
Jackson fucks me hard then. All of a sudden he bucks his hips, and he’s driving into me desperately, causing me to go into temporary shock. His hips slap, his balls hit my skin, and my pleasure builds higher and higher. “I’ll show you how an old man fucks,” he growls. “Now come for me.”
I do, as if my body listens to his commands.
I feel Muff slip out of my mouth as I close my eyes and shudder. He wraps his arms around my head, pressing it to his stomach, causing my ass to rise up higher and take Jackson’s thrusts deeper. I am still screaming when Jackson comes again, hard and deep inside me. As soon as he’s stopped pumping, I feel my body collapse in content exhaustion, and Muff wraps his arms around me, holding me to him while Jackson pulls out. I feel Jackson collapse beside me, but I’m too content to move my body from Muff’s.
“Get over here, baby,” Jackson orders.
I shake my head.
“Now.”
“Jealous?” I murmur, opening my eyes to meet his green gaze.
“Yeah, now get over here.”
I shake my head. “Muff is comfy.”
Muff chuckles, and I feel it rumble through my cheek.
“Darlin’...” Jackson warns.
“Jackson,” I murmur.
He leans over, swatting my ass with his hand, hard. I yelp, and my mouth drops open.
“Want another one?” he growls, his eyes blazing.
“You bully!”
“Here,” he says, pointing to his chest. “Now.”
“Better go, princess,” Muff laughs. “He’ll get all caveman soon and throw you over his shoulder.”
I grunt, and lift myself from Muff. I kneel between the two of them, looking down and admiring the very impressive view. Jackson points to his chest, and I grin, shaking my head.
“I’m still hungry, are you going to make me some food?”
He shakes his head. “Nah.”
“Then no after sex cuddles for you.”
He goes to sit up, but I quickly leap off the bed, giggling.
“Careful, darlin’.”
I roll my eyes at him, and then lean down to find one of his shirts and a pair of panties.
“I’m hungry,” I say again. “I’ll be back.”
I flash them both a smile, before turning and heading out and down the stairs. I check the pizza box first. Cold. Yuk. I grumble and walk to the fridge, opening it. There’s not a lot in there, so I pull out some cold turkey and decide to make some sandwiches. I’m just about to lather them with mustard, when I hear my cell phone vibrating against the counter. I stare down at it, and see Janine’s number. I quickly answer it.
“Janine?”
“Where have you been?” she cries. “I’ve been trying to contact you for hours.”
“Sorry, I’ve been...um...busy.”
“He threatened me, didn’t he?”
“Pardon?”
She sounds frantic. “He threatened me, that’s why you’re doing this. I’ve been wracking my brain trying to figure out what would possess you to actually listen to him, and I finally figured it out.”
She’s talking about Hogan.
“It’s...more complicated than that.”
“Did he or did he not threaten me?” she demands.
“Not...exactly,” I whisper, peering at the stairs to make sure I’m still alone.
“What do you mean, not exactly?”
I groan. “I can’t...”
“Oh god...” she rasps. “He threatened Eb’s?”
I’m silent, and I know it’s her answer.
“Oh, oh god! Oh my god! I need to get out of here.”
“If Derek finds out you try and leave him, there’s going to be a problem.”
“Fuck Derek, he doesn’t care about our daughter. I am not risking my baby.”
“Janine...”
“She’s my daughter, Serenity!” she screams. “I’m not risking her.”
“Ok,” I whisper. “Ok...”
“Where are you?”
“I’m with Jackson, at his house.”
“Can I...I mean...can we come over?”
“Now?”
“Please?” her voice trembles.
“Ok, look, ok...come over. I’m sure Jackson won’t mind.”
“It’s just...Derek won’t find me there.”
My heart breaks for her; I can’t imagine how she’s feeling right now. I give her the address, and she assures me she’ll be here in twenty minutes. I give her a quick cover story if Jackson asks, so we don’t get put on the spot. I hang up the phone, and my fingers tremble. I put it down, and grip the counter, trying to take a deep breath.
“Everything ok?”
I hear Jackson’s voice, and turn to see him and Muff, both wearing only jeans, staring at me. I burst into a fit of tears that are going to make no sense to these guys right now, but I can’t hold them back. Jackson walks over, taking me into his arms and wrapping himself around me. I bury my face into his neck.
“Is it what just happened?” he whispers.
“No,” I croak, shaking my head. “It’s my friend...”
“What’s happened?” he asks, pulling me back and gripping my face, swiping my tears away.
“Her...” God, I have to lie. “Her husband is abusive, and she’s scared for her and her daughter. They have nowhere to go.”
“They can come here for a few nights; I gotta go on a run anyway.”
“What?” I rasp.
“Hey,” he says gently, cupping my face in his big hands. “You’re goin’ to be fine here.”
“I...It’s just...”
“Your friend can stay, and you won’t even notice I’m gone. She’ll be safe here. No one will bother you. I’ll send the guys past to watch the house every hour.”
“I can’t put you out anymore,” I whisper, shaking my head.
“Hey, listen to me,” he orders. “I have a house that’s far too big for me, and plenty of space. I’m going away, I won’t even notice. It’s ok, I’m sayin’ it’s ok.”
I nod, biting my lip. Muff walks over, rub
bing my back gently and then he walks into the kitchen to finish the sandwiches. When he’s done, he offers me one, but I feel too sick to do anything but nibble on it. I can’t stop thinking that I have to tell Jackson about all this. If Hogan finds out I’m hiding this, then it’s only going to end in disaster. He’s going to hit the roof as soon as Janine disappears, which doesn’t give me long to explain this to Jackson. He’s going on a ride, which means I have to shut my mouth until he gets back. It’s too dangerous without him here.
I hear a knock at the door, and I jerk my head up. I feel my heart hammer; I stand and quickly rush towards the laundry room to find some decent clothes. I throw on a pair of shorts and a tank, and quickly tie my hair up before rushing out. I rush past Jackson and Muff who are staring at me with concern. I swing the front door open to face a red eyed Janine and a bouncing, beautiful Ebony.
“Aunty Senny!” Ebony cries, using her nickname for me. She leaps forward, beaming.
“Well hey baby girl,” I force myself to smile as I scoop her up and pull her into my arms.
I meet Janine’s eyes, and she smiles weakly at me. I reach out, gripping her hand. I mouth ‘It’s going to be ok’ before turning and pulling her inside with me. Ebony notices the two men, and her smile widens. She’s been raised around bikers, so they don’t frighten her. She wiggles out of my grips and rushes over to them, grinning wide. “Hello!” she cries.
Muff grins, kneeling down. “Well hello there pretty girl, what’s your name?”
“My name is Ebony,” she smiles proudly.
“That’s a real pretty name.”
“What’s yours?” she asks, curiosity burning in her little eyes.
“My name is Muff.”
She giggles. “That’s a silly name.”
“It sure is darlin’.”
My heart clenches as she turns to Jackson. “What’s your name?”
He grins at her, and it makes my knees buckle.
“My name is Jackson.”
I squeeze Janine’s hand and tug her forward. Jackson smiles at her, and Muff winks. Trust my men to charm her socks off.
“Muff, Jackson, this is Janine; my oldest friend.”
Jackson extends his hand, and wearily Janine takes it. “Welcome to my house, Janine.”
“T-t-thank you for letting me stay a while.”
He shrugs. “It’s no problem.”
“Muff,” Muff grins, extending his hand, too.
Janine steps forward and takes it, her cheeks flushing with color. “Muff?”
He chuckles. “Yeah, Muff.”
“That’s very...original.”
I smile, and kneel down, opening my arms to Ebony. “You want to see where you’re sleeping?”
She nods, her gorgeous curls bouncing. “Yes!”
“You know,” Jackson says. “You should come down when you’re done. I think I have some real special warm chocolate in the pantry.”
Ebony’s eyes light up. “You do?”
“I do, I think if your momma says it’s ok, you can have some.”
Ebony turns towards Janine, and I watch as Janine slowly smiles. “Of course, baby. You can have some.”
Ebony squeals and claps her hand. “Can I have some now?”
I look at Janine, and she nods. Ebony rushes towards Jackson, who extends his hand and leads her into the kitchen. I hear a few giggles and a male chuckle.
“You want to come upstairs and put your things down?” I ask Janine.
She looks over to Ebony for a moment.
“She’s safe with him, I promise you,” I assure her.
She turns her eyes to Muff, who is sitting on the couch, drinking a beer. He flashes her a grin, and her cheeks turn pink again. Smiling, I take her hand and lead her up the stairs. I open my room up, and begin stripping the sheets off my bed.
“I can’t take your bed,” Janine says, sounding guilty.
I wave my hand. “Stop it, I’ll sleep somewhere else.”
“With Jackson...”
I spin around. “What?”
“Oh come on, Serenity. I saw the way you two looked at each other.”
I sigh. “I care about him.”
She sighs too. “It’s dangerous, honey. You know that don’t you?”
“Knowing something doesn’t take away the natural reactions of the human heart. He gets to me in a way I haven’t felt before. I care about him. I think...I think I love him.”
“Oh Sea... what’re you going to do?”
I plonk down onto the bed, and she sits beside me.
“I don’t know. I have to tell him about Hogan, not just for my sake but for the clubs safety. I know that when I do though, I’m going to lose him, and that thought...it burns Janine. It fucking burns.”
She takes my hand, running her fingers over it gently. “It might hurt, but you have to do this for yourself and them. Hogan is crazy. He threatened an innocent child, and that child is part of the club in a way, and it didn’t matter to him. He’s out of control, and he needs to be stopped.”
“I know that, I just don’t know if telling Jackson is going to make it worse or better.”
“You have to put feelings aside here, and do what’s best for him. He needs to know. He needs to be warned. It’s dangerous and he could lose his life. You’d never live with yourself if that happened.”
“No,” I whisper. “I wouldn’t. I just don’t know how to tell him.”
She nods. “I understand. We’ll figure it out.”
“I hope so,” I murmur, staring out the window. “I hope so.”
And I did.
Because I don’t know what will happen if we don’t.
~*CHAPTER 15*~
SERENITY
I settle Janine and Ebony after a few hours, and when they’re sleeping soundly, I sneak out of the room. I head downstairs, where Muff and Jackson are out front talking. Muff has his keys, and my heart leaps into my throat. One, he’s been drinking and two, I can’t make him go home after...everything that just happened.
Both men turn when I step outside, and I shiver, wrapping my arms around myself as a cold breeze washes over me. Jackson reaches out, gripping my arm and pulling me to his side. I snuggle into him, breathing him in and closing my eyes for a moment. Jackson feels good against me, just right. I tangle my fingers into his shirt and tug him closer.
“I’ll get goin’,” Muff says, his voice tired and slurry.
I snap my eyes open, and let go of Jackson. “No, you can’t go. Stay here.”
Both men give me an odd look.
“You can’t drive, for starters, and it’s late. Crash on the couch.”
Muff looks at Jackson, who shrugs. “Fine by me, I’d prefer you didn’t drive, you know that.”
“Sounds good,” Muff yawns. “I’m fucked.”
He walks over to me, leaning down to press a kiss to my lips. It’s feather soft, and sweet. “You did real well tonight, princess. I’ll remember it forever.”
“Yeah,” I whisper, leaning in and giving him a hug. “Me too.”
He holds me for a moment, and then pulls back. He winks at me, and disappears inside. Jackson pulls me back into his arms, and I sigh sleepily.
“Your friend and her baby ok?”
I nod into his chest. “Yeah.”
“She looks like she’s had a tough time.”
“She has, her husband is an asshole.”
He kisses the top of my head. “Well, she’s safe here.”
“I don’t suppose you’ve got room in your bed for me? I could stay in Addi’s room if not...”
“Always space in my bed, baby.”
I smile, and we both turn and walk inside. Jackson locks the door, and we both say goodnight to Muff, who is already half asleep on the couch. When we get to Jackson’s room, we both fall into the bed, sighing deeply.
“Don’t even try anything on,” I groan. “I’m dead.”
Jackson chuckles, and shoves his jeans off. “With ya there, darlin?
??.”
I roll under the sheets, groaning as the warmth spreads over me. Jackson slips in beside me, and pulls me into his arms. I rest my head on his chest, and close my eyes. They’re instantly heavy, and I’m asleep before I know it.
It’s been a long day.
~*~*~*~
SERENITY
I wake before Jackson in the morning, and I carefully slip out of bed. I tiptoe downstairs, scared about waking Janine, but stop when I see her sitting on the couch beside Muff, hot coffee in hand, deep in conversation. I stop, curious. Janine rarely speaks to other people, but she’s having a very in depth conversation with Muff. He reaches across gently, and takes her hand. The look on his face is that of gentle sympathy.
I clear my throat, and both of them turn to stare at me. Janine stands quickly, smiling over at me. “Hey there, how did you sleep?”
I return her smile. “Well, you?”
“Best in years.”
“Muff been entertaining you?”
She flushes. “Oh, I got up early and we got chatting.”
“That’s good, morning Muff.”
“Princess,” he grins, standing.
I walk into the kitchen and pour myself a coffee. “Is Eb’s still asleep?”
“Yeah,” Janine says. “It was a late night for her.”
I take a sip of the coffee, and groan with delight. “God, remind me never to...” I cut myself off, realizing what I was about to say really isn’t appropriate.
Muff chuckles. “What?”
I give him a look. “Shut it, Muff.”
Janine stares between the two of us. “What am I missing here?”
Now I flush. “Nothing, he’s just being a pain in the ass.”
Muff laughs, and walks into the kitchen, swinging open the fridge. “What does this man have to eat that isn’t healthy?”
I cross my arms. “Hey, that food is good for you mister.”
He groans. “Might be good, but it tastes like cardboard.”
Janine giggles. “I agree, there has to be something bad in there.”
Muff flashes her a charming grin. “A woman after my own heart.”