His finger stroked a shape next to one of the spots he had painted, and I concentrated as he repeated the stroke.
I smiled. “An F-hole?”
His laugh rolled through me, and I held my breath as I felt his finger drift down to flirt with the top of my ass crack.
“I almost can’t believe my luck with the name of those little sound holes,” he said.
I couldn’t believe I was letting him touch me where he was. As he continued to talk and stroke his finger farther down between my cheeks, I found the sensation arousing, thrilling, and forbidden. I arched back against his touch as his wicked laugh tickled my ear.
“Do you like this?” he inquired darkly. “Do you like my finger here?”
I completely lost my ability to talk. Instead, I nodded my affirmation as he pressed in deeper. Now, I could feel his fingertip rubbing against my dark little pucker.
“You’re so hot here.” He groaned.
I let out a soft moan of pleasure.
“Yes, that’s it, Beauty. Let go. Let me touch you where no one has before. Relax for me.”
His mouth was on the curve of my shoulder and neck as I pushed my hips back against him.
“I want to take you here, Chantel,” he told me, his voice husky and deep. “I want to crawl inside of you and never leave.”
Just as suddenly as it had begun, he stopped his petting and kisses. He stepped away, leaving me bereft and empty.
“But first I want to paint you. Sit down, Chantel. Let me see you.”
Chapter Seven ~ Firsts
Day 6
Today, when I awoke, a note was pushed under my door. Phillipe let me know that he had left for the morning and wouldn’t be available. He suggested that I go down onto the grounds and take the main path up through the vines until I see a small fork to the right. There, he had told me, I would find a shaded area, the perfect spot to relax and read the next entry in the journal.
Folding the small piece of paper, I place it on the dresser in my room before making my way into the bathroom. Turning on the water to the temperature I desire, I step into the shower and let the stream slide over my skin, washing away my restless night.
I didn’t sleep for more than an hour or so at max, and I know why. I was consumed with words. Words, thoughts, and memories—every single one of them was centered on Phillipe and Chantel.
Sighing, I lean my head back as the water sluices over my breasts before sliding down to my now constantly aching pussy. Sexual frustration seems to be plaguing me where Phillipe is concerned. I can’t solely blame him though. Reading Chantel’s journal entries is like witnessing each act in explicit detail.
Without sight, she brought the other senses to the experience. She depicted every sound, every touch, and every emotion. She made me want to experience that.
Picking up the bar of soap, I quickly and efficiently wash myself, wanting to get out of the chateau for a while. I want to see the grounds. It’s a beautiful day from what I’ve seen, and I want to make the most of it.
My plans for the morning are to go and find a quiet spot, lie down in it, and read the next entry of the journal.
***
After a fifteen-minute walk from the chateau, I find the secluded spot down through the vineyard and a little way off the path, exactly where Phillipe had indicated it would be. The sun is peeking through the branches above, and it is just enough to keep me warm.
Penelope suggested I take a blanket with me, and she also gave me a packed lunch.
So, here I am sitting down in the vineyard while I read Chantel’s journal.
***
Firsts ~
Today, Phillipe took me outside. He took me and made me his.
He had told me yesterday to dress in something I wouldn’t mind sitting on the ground in. Of course, with him, that could mean anything, including maybe posing again. So, I had put on an old sundress and turned up at the chateau at noon, just like he’d asked.
“Always so punctual, Chantel,” he told me as he met me at the front door.
He kissed me under my ear on the neck right where he knew it would send shivers through my body.
“I like that. You always come on time.”
I blushed, knowing his true meaning, sighing as he nipped at my lobe.
“Come on. I’m taking you down to the vineyard.”
He clasped my hand and tugged me along beside him. After looping my arm through the crook of his, I followed.
“The vineyard, huh?” I questioned. “You’re not going to make me pose out there, are you?”
“Hmm, now, there’s an idea.” He chuckled. “Chantel. Naked. The sun shining down. Woman is now one with nature.”
I pushed against his shoulder, smiling. “You’re an idiot.”
We walked a little while until he finally stopped.
“Here,” he told me.
The warmth of the sun was intermingled with the shadows as it hit the back of my neck, and I heard birds above me. We were obviously in among the trees.
“Where’s here?”
I heard rustling and a branch cracked right before I felt him in front of me again, his lips pressing against mine.
“Right here.”
I grinned against his mouth. “Where are we, Phillipe?”
“We’re in a little spot away from the vineyards,” he explained, pulling my hand gently.
I felt him move to sit down, and I followed carefully. His hands helped guide me, and I was shocked when I felt a soft blanket hit my knees.
“You brought a blanket?” I questioned.
I moved to touch the material under my knees. It was fuzzy but not scratchy. My fingers sank into the plushness as I stroked my hand across the fabric. His hand came down on mine, as he gently entwined our fingers to stroke the blanket’s softness together.
“I came down here this morning and set it up.”
“Tell me what’s here?” I demanded of him eagerly.
He brought up my hand and kissed my knuckles. “Well, there’s a blanket. Above us, I hung a piece of cheesecloth from a couple of branches to shade the area a little better.”
As I felt him shift, I guessed he was looking around.
“I also brought several pillows.”
“You brought pillows?” I smiled. “Why?”
The scent of his cologne became stronger, and I knew he was only inches from me. His hands slid through my hair, cupping the back of my head.
“Because I want to lie down with you.” He explained as his lips met mine in a kiss that was as hot and potent as the sun that was shining down on us.
***
I have to stop for a minute because I have a feeling I know where this entry is going to go.
Am I ready to read this?
This is going to be their moment. I can tell from the title and the first line in the entry. Today, Phillipe took me outside. He took me outside and made me his.
Do I want to read this? The answer to that is almost embarrassingly easy to come by. However, the real question bothering me—the one that I don’t have an immediate answer for—is, Am I ready for how this will ultimately make me feel?
Looking up at the branches overhead, I close my eyes, take a deep breath, open the leather-bound book, and continue on.
***
Phillipe lowered me down onto the blanket and moved one of the pillows to cushion my head. His breath, warm and sweet, whispered against my parted mouth as his tongue dipped inside to rub against my own.
I ran my hands up through his hair and moaned against his lips as he angled in a different direction to deepen the kiss. One of his hands stroked over my cheek as he lowered to the top of my dress. I gasped as his big warm palm continued down to cup my aching breast. Arching up into his caress, I felt him lift his head from mine.
His low voice rasped out a harsh prayer. “Christ.”
I almost echoed his sentiment.
His weight shifted as he moved to my right, stroking his palm over to
the middle of my torso. I held my breath as his fingers flirted with my top button, and his hair flopped down to tickle my chin as he laid a hot open-mouth kiss at the base of my throat.
Bringing up my hands, I tunneled them into his hair. His tongue came out to lick a hot wet path up the side of my neck until he was at my ear where he bit the lobe gently.
“I want to sink inside of you, Chantel.”
“Yes.” I sighed.
“Yes?” he questioned.
His fingers started to undo the buttons at the center of my chest.
“Yes,” I repeated.
“You want me inside you?”
I was slowly losing my mind as he kissed and nipped my ear while he continued to undo the buttons of my dress. When he had them all free, he parted the material, and I could feel him move. I sensed he was now looking down at me, so I brought my hands up beside my head to give him a better view of what he wanted to see.
“Yes, Phillipe, I want you inside me.”
At that exact moment, I hated that I couldn’t see him because I had a feeling I would be looking at something spectacular just as that sexy voice skated over my skin. It was almost as good as seeing.
“Mmm, yes, so do I,” he said.
His hand flattened between my breasts, and I arched up my back toward him. He smoothed the heel of his palm all the way down the center of my body until he reached my aching mound.
That was where he stopped and pressed firmly, applying a delicious pressure where I needed it most.
My hips pushed up, imploring him to continue. I could feel him still kneeling by my side.
When he told me, “Open your legs,” there was nothing I could have done to disobey.
***
I should be ashamed of myself. That’s all I can think as I tunnel my hand down under my pants into my panties. My fingers are now perilously close to grazing the small strip of hair covering my aroused flesh.
Somewhere between reading about Phillipe undoing Chantel’s dress and imagining how he sounded as he told her to open her legs, my hand unfastened my pants and slid inside, seeking a way to ease my own sexual need.
The journal is still firmly gripped in my left hand, and my leg is angled up so the heel of my foot is planted firmly on the blanket.
I can’t believe that I’m going to touch myself as I read this, but I know there’s no way to stop myself. I’m so turned on, thinking that I might be lying right where Phillipe spread Chantel’s dress apart or that I might be on the same blanket he laid on the ground. Instantly, I can feel my juices start to slide between my thighs.
Quickly, I glance around the area I’m lying in. When I’m satisfied that I’m alone, I finally let my fingers delve down between my aching wet folds. My lips part as I shut my eyes for a moment. I imagine Phillipe’s face above me, him kneeling beside my body, while he pushes his finger deep inside of me and tells me to open my legs wider.
Moaning, I grip the journal tighter, flexing my hips up into my nimble hand. Opening my lust-heavy eyes, I focus on the words in front of me and continue reading the book that has now turned me into a voyeur through no fault of its own.
***
I opened my legs as I felt him remove his palm from my body, and two fingers pushed my now soaked panties up against my hot flesh. I arched my back, flexing my hips toward him, not quite believing how incredibly turned on I was. He didn’t do anything more than undo my dress and tell me to open my legs, yet I could feel myself becoming so wet that my moisture actually seeped through the fabric between my legs. I knew I had to be soaking his fingertips.
Just as that thought left my lust-addled mind, he was above me. I could feel one arm by the left side of my head, and I felt his right fingers pushing against my bottom lip.
“Taste, Chantel,” he instructed.
I opened my mouth to taste myself on his fingers.
Lowering down beside me, he rasped into my ear, “You’re so fucking wet that you drenched my fingers through your panties. Do you know how fucking sexy that is? Do you know how hard that makes me?”
I panted and moaned when his right hand slipped back down between my thighs. This time, he moved my panties to slide inside of them. With no hesitation, those two clever fingers found their way deep between my aching pussy lips.
“Hmm,” he groaned in my ear.
I curved up against his hand on a soft moan. “Oh god! Ahhh, Phillipe!” I cried out.
When his fingers finally penetrated my body, he pushed deeper and angled them.
“Fuck yes.” He growled in my ear.
I let out my own harsh breath of pleasure. I raised my arms and placed my palms on his shoulders as I started to really push up my hips against his astute hand. I could feel my juices running down my thighs now, so I knew his hand had to be coated as he continued to thrust two and then three fingers into me.
Parting my lips, I let out a harsh breath. “I never knew it could be like this.”
His head lowered, and his teeth sank into my bottom lip. He thrust his fingers in again, flicking my clit with his thumb. “Neither did I.”
***
As Phillipe returns from Beau’s, he runs into Penelope in the kitchen. She tells him that Gemma made her way down to the vineyard around an hour or so ago.
Looking up at the clock, he notices it has just turned 1 p.m., and he figures he should go down to find her.
Grabbing his black jacket from the coatrack, he makes his way outside to head in the direction Penelope told him she had gone. It’s beautiful outside today, he thinks as he turns down to the right of the vines in the direction of the fork.
Phillipe thinks about the part of the journal Gemma must be at. He pushes his hands into his pockets and looks around. He wonders about his own slightly masochistic tendencies. He sent her down here, knowing what she would read, but she told him that she wanted to tell their story accurately.
What better way to learn about it than to read one of the most pivotal moments at the actual scene?
He doesn’t think much after that though because that’s when he spots Gemma.
What a fucking sight she is.
She is lying out on the same exact blanket he brought down here with Chantel, but this woman isn’t wearing a dress. Oh no. She has on snug black pants and currently has one leg bent up at an angle. Her right hand is buried down between her thighs as she flexes her hips, pleasuring herself with sexy determination to find release.
Stepping toward her, he notices that she’s holding the journal in her left hand. That’s when everything falls into place. She’s reading the entry while she finger-fucks herself to Chantel’s words.
Phillipe feels his cock harden as he watches Gemma’s hand move beneath the fabric of her pants. Her eyes are closed while her mouth parts. With each sinfully forbidden thrust of her hips, he wants her more. Reaching down to the buckle of his belt, he unfastens it, and then he unbuttons and unzips his pants. He’s going to satisfy her need and his right now.
Moving to the end of the blanket, he kneels down quietly and marvels at the uninhibited way she’s moving her hips against her palm. Her hair is strewn out across the blanket, and the hand gripping the journal is white-knuckled while she seems to be seeking that elusive moment, her thundering climax.
“Gemma,” he calls to her softly.
He watches closely when her eyes snap open as her hand stops its frenetic movement. She makes a move to pull her hand from her pants, but he’s quicker. He leans forward, placing his palm against the fabric, effectively trapping her hand where it has been working so furiously.
“What...” she starts to ask.
When he continues to just stare at her, the question seems to vanish. He looks over to the journal she is now trying to close with one hand.
“No, don’t,” he tells her. “Read it to me.”
She’s still panting with arousal, but as his words seem to filter through to her brain, she blinks her lust-clouded eyes. “What?”
Lic
king his lips, he pushes his hand firmer against hers, which is still lying flat against her aroused skin. Narrowing his eyes on her flushed face and parted lips, he tells himself that what he’s about to do is, in some way, a gross defiling of Chantel. At the same time though, the sheer eroticism of the act is calling to him.
“I want you to read the journal entry to me.”
Gemma takes a deep breath that makes her fantastic breasts heave with their agitation. He notices her eyes travel down his coat to the pants that are parted at his hips.
“Where should I read from?” she finally asks hesitantly.
Phillipe now moves and brings up his other hand to grip both sides of her pants. He keeps his eyes on hers as he tugs them gently. She gets the hint and raises her hips, watching cautiously as he pulls her pants and panties down her legs without question.
When she’s left bare, she still hasn’t removed her hand from where it is laying, her open palm against her glistening wet sex. He knows a feral grin is now on his lips.
“Start where you left off,” he orders persuasively as he leans down to drag his tongue across the wet skin he just exposed.
***
Fucking hell, I think as Phillipe lowers his head, dragging his hot tongue across my throbbing clit.
How the hell does he expect me to keep reading? And read this, no less?
I couldn’t believe it when he said my name, and I opened my eyes to see him kneeling at my feet. I thought for certain I hallucinated him, dreamed him up like some kind of warped sexual fantasy which came to life.
No, he’s really here, and he is currently leaning over my swollen pussy, licking and sucking on it, demanding I read to him from his past lover’s journal.
This is insane, I think as it becomes increasingly hard for me to even breathe. That’s when I notice he has stopped, and he is now looking up at me from between my thighs.
“Just start where you left off. Start at the spot that made you put your hand in your pants and your fingers inside yourself,” he tells me as he blows a hot breath across my sensitive skin. “Hmm, yes. Start there, Gemma.”
Blinking slowly, I drag my eyes away from his wicked mouth, sexy eyes, and open rumpled pants. Holy fuck, I think.