“And then he’s coming home?”
She shook her head. “He’s staying in Paris. With his new wife. My parents divorced two years ago. My father remarried right away. He’s a time-is-money sort of man.”
“And your mother? Where is she?”
“Manhattan.”
“See your father much?”
“Holidays. Weddings. The occasional awkward lunch when he’s in town. My parents divorced badly. Everyone took sides, the children included. Why are you asking me these questions? What do you want from—”
“You believe in that?” he asked, cutting her off.
“Believe in what?”
“Taking sides.”
“Depends on the circumstances, I suppose. Is this part of the test? I thought I failed your tests.”
“You did,” said Carter. “With flying colors.”
They entered the sitting room. It was furnished with the formal but anonymous elegance usually reserved for hotel hospitality suites. Carter helped her off with her coat and invited her to sit.
“So why am I back?”
“It’s a fluid world, Sarah. Things change. So tell me something. Under what circumstances do you think it’s right to take sides?”
“I haven’t given it much thought.”
“Sure you have,” Carter said, and Sarah, for the second time, saw her grief counselor, sitting in his floral wingchair with his ceramic mug balanced on his knee, dully prodding her to visit places she’d rather not go. “Come on, Sarah,” Carter was saying. “Give me just one example of when you believe it’s all right to take sides.”
“I believe in right and wrong,” she said, lifting her chin a little. “Which probably explains why I flunked your little tests. Your world is shades of gray. I tend to be a bit too black and white.”
“Is that what your father told you?”
No, she thought, it was Ben who accused her of that failing.
“What’s this all about?” she asked. “Why am I here?”
But Carter was still turning over the implications of her last response. “And what about the terrorists?” he asked, and once again it seemed to Sarah as if the thought had just popped into his head. “That’s what I’m wondering about. How do they fit into Sarah Bancroft’s world of right and wrong? Are they evil, or is their cause legitimate? Are we the innocent victims, or have we brought this calamity upon ourselves? Must we sit back and take it, or do we have the right to resist them with all the force and anger we can muster?”
“I’m an assistant curator at the Phillips Collection,” she said. “Do you really want me to wax lyrical on the morals of counterterrorism?”
“Let’s narrow the focus of our question then. I always find that helpful. Let’s take for an example the man who drove Ben’s plane into the World Trade Center.” Carter paused. “Remind me, Sarah, which plane was Ben on?”
“You know which plane he was on,” she said. “He was on United Flight 175.”
“Which was piloted by…”
“Marwan al-Shehhi.”
“Suppose for a moment that Marwan al-Shehhi had managed somehow to survive. I know it’s crazy, Sarah, but play along with me for argument’s sake. Suppose he managed to make his way back to Afghanistan or Pakistan or some other terrorist sanctuary. Suppose we knew where he was. Should we send the FBI with a warrant for his arrest, or should we deal with him in a more efficient manner? Men in black? Special forces? A Hellfire missile fired from a plane without a pilot?”
“I think you know what I would do to him.”
“Suppose I’m interested in hearing it from your own lips before we go further.”
“The terrorists have declared war on us,” she said. “They’ve attacked our cities, killed our citizens, and tried to disrupt the continuity of our government.”
“So what should be done to them?”
“They should be dealt with harshly.”
“And what does that mean?”
“Men in black. Special forces. A Hellfire missile fired from a plane without a pilot.”
“And what about a man who gives them money? Is he guilty, too? And if so, to what degree?”
“I suppose it depends on whether he knew what the money would be used for.”
“And if he knew damned well what it would be used for?”
“Then he’s as guilty as the man who flew the plane into the building.”
“Would you feel comfortable—indeed justified—in operating against such an individual?”
“I offered to help you five years ago,” she said contentiously. “You told me I wasn’t qualified. You told me I wasn’t suited for this sort of work. And now you want my help?”
Carter appeared unmoved by her protest. Sarah felt a sudden empathy for his wife.
“You offered to help us, and we treated you shabbily. I’m afraid that’s what we do best. I suppose I could go on about how we were wrong. Perhaps I might try to soothe your feelings with an insincere apology. But frankly, Miss Bancroft, there isn’t time.” His voice contained an edge that had been absent before. “So I suppose what I need now is a straight answer. Do you still feel like helping us? Do you want to fight the terrorists, or would you prefer to go on with your life and hope it never happens again?”
“Fight?” she asked. “I’m sure you can find people better suited for that than me.”
“There are different ways to fight them, Sarah.”
She hesitated. Carter filled the sudden silence by engaging in a prolonged study of his own hands. He wasn’t the kind of man who asked things twice. In that regard he was very much like her father. “Yes,” she said finally. “I’d be willing.”
“And what if it involved working with an intelligence service other than the Central Intelligence Agency?” he asked, as though discussing an abstract theory. “An intelligence service that is closely allied with us in this fight against the Islamic terrorists?”
“And who might that be?”
Carter was good at evading questions. He proved it again now.
“There’s someone I’d like you to meet. He’s a serious chap. A little rough around the edges. He’s going to ask you a few questions. Actually, he’s going to put you under the lights for the next few hours. It’s going to get rather personal at times. If he likes what he sees, he’s going to ask you to help us in a very important endeavor. This endeavor is not without risk, but it is critical to the security of the United States, and it has the Agency’s full support. If you’re interested, remain where you are. If not, walk out the door, and we’ll pretend you stumbled in here by mistake.”
SARAH WOULD NEVER be sure how Carter had summoned him or from where he came. He was small and spare, with short-cropped hair and gray temples. His eyes were the greenest Sarah had ever seen. His handshake, like Carter’s, was fleeting but probing as a doctor’s touch. His English was fluent but heavily accented. If he had a name, it wasn’t yet relevant.
They settled at the long table in the formal dining room, Carter and his nameless collaborator on one side and Sarah on the other like a suspect in an interrogation room. The collaborator was now in possession of her CIA file. He was leafing slowly through the pages as if seeing them for the first time, which she doubted was the case. His first question was put to her as a mild accusation.
“You wrote your doctoral dissertation at Harvard on the German Expressionists.”
It seemed a peculiar place to begin. She was tempted to ask why he was interested in the topic of her dissertation, but instead she simply nodded her head and said, “Yes, that’s correct.”
“In your research did you ever come across a man named Viktor Frankel?”
“He was a disciple of Max Beckmann,” she said. “Frankel is little known today, but at the time he was considered extremely influential and was highly regarded by his contemporaries. In 1936 the Nazis declared his work degenerate, and he was forbidden to continue painting. Unfortunately, he decided to remain in Germany. By the time he dec
ided to leave, it was too late. He was deported to Auschwitz in 1942, along with his wife and teenaged daughter, Irene. Only Irene survived. She went to Israel after the war and was one of the country’s most influential artists in the fifties and sixties. I believe she died several years ago.”
“That’s correct,” said Carter’s collaborator, his eyes still on Sarah’s file.
“Why are you interested in whether I knew about Viktor Frankel?”
“Because he was my grandfather.”
“You’re Irene’s son?”
“Yes,” he said. “Irene was my mother.”
She looked at Carter, who was gazing at his own hands. “I guess I know who’s running this endeavor of yours.” She looked back at the man with gray temples and green eyes. “You’re Israeli.”
“Guilty as charged. Shall we continue, Sarah, or would you like me to leave now?”
She hesitated a moment, then nodded. “Do I get a name, or are names forbidden?”
He gave her one. It was vaguely familiar. And then she remembered where she had seen it before. The Israeli agent who was involved in the bombing of the Gare de Lyon in Paris…
“You’re the one who—”
“Yes,” he said. “I’m the one.”
He looked down at the open file again and turned to a new page. “But let’s get back to you, shall we? We have a lot of ground to cover and very little time.”
HE STARTED SLOWLY, a climber plodding his way through the foothills, conserving his strength for the unseen perils that lay ahead. His questions were short and efficient and methodically posed, as though he were reading them from a prepared list, which he wasn’t. He devoted the first hour to her family. Her father, the high-flying Citicorp executive who’d had no time for his children but plenty of time for other women. Her mother, whose life had crumbled after the divorce and who was now living like a hermit in her classic-eight Manhattan apartment on Fifth Avenue. Her older sister, whom Sarah described as “the one who got all the brains and beauty.” Her little brother, who had checked out of life early and, much to her father’s disappointment, was now working for pennies in a ski-rental shop somewhere in Colorado.
After family came another hour devoted solely to her expensive European schooling. The American in St. John’s Wood, where she’d done her elementary years. The international middle school in Paris, where she’d learned how to speak French and get into trouble. The all-girls boarding school outside Geneva, where she’d been incarcerated by her father for the purpose of “sorting herself out.” It was in Switzerland, she volunteered, where she discovered her passion for art. Each of her answers was greeted by the scratching of his pen. He wrote in red ink on a legal pad the color of sunflowers. At first she thought he was scribbling in shorthand or some form of hieroglyphics. Then she realized he was making notes in Hebrew. The fact that it was written right to left—and that he could write with equal speed with either hand—served to reinforce her impression that she had passed through the looking glass.
At times he seemed to have all the time in the world; at others he would glare at his wristwatch and frown, as though calculating how much farther they could push on before making camp for the night. From time to time he slipped into other languages. His French was quite good. His Italian faultless but tinged with a vague accent that betrayed the fact he was not a native speaker. When he addressed her in German a change came over him. A straightening of his back. A hardening of his severe features. She answered him in the language of his question, though invariably her words were recorded in Hebrew on his yellow legal pad. For the most part he did not challenge her, though any inconsistencies, real or imagined, were pursued with a prosecutorial zeal.
“This passion for art,” he said. “Where do you think it came from? Why art? Why not literature or music? Why not film or drama?”
“Paintings became a refuge for me. A sanctuary.”
“From what?”
“Real life.”
“You were a rich girl going to the finest schools in Europe. What was wrong with your life?” He switched from English into German in mid-accusation. “What were you running from?”
“You judge me,” she responded in the same language.
“Of course.”
“May we speak in English?”
“If you must.”
“Paintings are other places. Other lives. An instant in time that exists on the canvas and nowhere else.”
“You like to inhabit these places.”
It was an observation, not a question. She nodded in response.
“You like to lead other lives? Become other people? You like to walk through Vincent’s wheat fields and Monet’s flower gardens?”
“And even through Frankel’s nightmares.”
He laid down his pen for the first time. “Is that why you applied to join the Agency? Because you wanted to lead another life? Because you wanted to become another person?”
“No, I did it because I wanted to serve my country.”
He gave her a disapproving frown, as if he found her response naïve, and then shot another glance at his wristwatch. Time was his enemy.
“Did you meet Arabs when you were growing up in Europe?”
“Of course.”
“Boys? Girls?”
“Both?”
“What sort of Arabs?”
“Arabs who walk on two legs. Arabs from Arab countries.”
“You’re more sophisticated than that, Sarah.”
“Lebanese. Palestinians. Jordanians. Egyptians.”
“What about Saudis? Did you ever go to school with Saudis?”
“There were a couple of Saudi girls at my school in Switzerland.”
“They were rich, these Saudi girls?”
“We were all rich.”
“Were you friends with them?”
“They were hard to get to know. They were standoffish. They kept to themselves.”
“And what about Arab boys?”
“What about them?”
“Were you ever friends with any of them?”
“I suppose.”
“Ever date any of them? Ever sleep with any of them?”
“No.”
“Why not?”
“I guess my taste didn’t run to Arab men.”
“You had French boyfriends?”
“A couple.”
“British?”
“Sure.”
“But no Arabs?”
“No Arabs.”
“Are you prejudiced against Arabs?”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
“So it’s conceivable you could have dated an Arab. You just didn’t.”
“I hope you’re not going to ask me to serve as bait in a honey trap because—”
“Don’t be ridiculous.”
“Then why are you asking me these questions?”
“Because I want to know whether you’d be comfortable in a social and professional setting with Arab men.”
“The answer is yes.”
“You don’t automatically see a terrorist when you see an Arab man?”
“No.”
“Are you sure about that, Sarah?”
“I suppose it depends on the sort of Arab you have in mind.”
He looked at his watch. “It’s getting late,” he said to no one in particular. “I’m sure poor Sarah is famished.” He drew a heavy red line across his page of hieroglyphics. “Let’s order some food, shall we? Sarah will feel better after she has something to eat.”
THEY ORDERED KEBABS from a carryout in the heart of Georgetown. The food came twenty minutes later, delivered by the same black Suburban that had brought Sarah to the town house three hours earlier. Gabriel treated its arrival as a signal to begin the night session. For the next ninety minutes he focused on her education and her knowledge of art history. His questions came at such a rapid-fire pace she scarcely had time for her food. As for his own, it sat untouched next to his yellow legal pad. He’s an asceti
c, she thought. He can’t be bothered with food. He lives in a bare room and subsists on coarse bread and a few drops of water a day. Shortly after midnight he carried his plate into the kitchen and deposited it on the counter. When he returned to the dining room he stood for a moment behind his chair, with one hand pressed to his chin and his head tilted slightly to one side. The light from the chandelier had turned his eyes to emerald, and they were flashing restlessly over her like searchlights. He can see the summit, she thought. He’s preparing himself for the final assault.
“I SEE FROM YOUR file that you’re unmarried.”
“Correct.”
“Are you involved with anyone at the moment?”
“No.”
“Sleeping with anyone?”
She looked at Carter, who gazed sadly back at her, as if to say, I told you things might get personal.
“No, I’m not sleeping with anyone.”
“Why not?”
“Have you ever lost someone close to you?”
The dark look that came suddenly over his face, combined with Carter’s restless shifting in his chair, alerted her that she had strayed into some forbidden zone.
“I’m sorry,” she said. “I didn’t—”
“It’s Ben, I take it? Ben is the reason you’re not involved with anyone?”
“Yes, it’s Ben. Of course it’s Ben.”
“Tell me about him.”
She shook her head. “No,” she said softly. “You don’t get to know about Ben. Ben is mine. Ben isn’t part of the deal.”
“How long did you date?”
“I told you—”
“How long did you see him, Sarah? It’s important, or I wouldn’t be asking.”
“About nine months.”
“And then it ended?”
“Yes, it ended.”
“You ended it, didn’t you?”
“Yes.”
“Ben was in love with you. Ben wanted to marry you.”
“Yes.”
“But you didn’t feel the same way. You weren’t interested in marriage. Maybe you weren’t interested in Ben.”
“I cared about him very much…”
“But?”
“But I wasn’t in love with him.”