“Reece saw me at the door when Vanessa came by.”
“And you’re just now telling me?”
“Sorry. I was more concerned with finding the little girl.”
He rolled his eyes. “You’ve got my number. I need to be aware of everything. I’ve got a murder on my plate to try to solve. Every clue is vital.”
“Four murders,” she reminded him.
“Okay, four.”
Maybe she should just pack up and head back to Milwaukee. Her arrival seemed to have brought more trouble to the people she loved.
“I showed the picture to some people at the ice-cream shop. I think the girl behind the counter recognized her, but she wouldn’t say anything. I’m going to start hanging out there.”
His lips flattened, and his nostrils flared. His words came out clipped and hoarse. “Just leave it alone. Do you want to hurt her?”
Hannah stared at his face. Was that anguish in his eyes? “You know where she is, don’t you?” The air thickened around her, close and still as she waited for his answer.
“Just forget it, Hannah.” He turned his back to her and went to unlock the house.
But she knew why he wouldn’t look. Her daughter was with someone he knew. But who? She rubbed her forehead. Oh, she was jumping to conclusions. If he knew, he ’d tell her. What did he have to gain from hiding anything? She was so used to Reece ’s games, she questioned everyone’s motives.
fifteen
“The Pineapple Quilt has long been a symbol of hospitality. And the
Amish can welcome you to their home like no others.”
—HANNAH SCHWARTZ,
IN The Amish Faith Through Their Quilts
Lights blazed from the house into the thickening twilight. Reece hurtled the fence in the backyard and fell onto his knees in the mud. The wet soaked through his jeans, and he swore as he stumbled to his feet and crept toward the house, shaking mud from the steak he carried.
At least the dog didn’t come snarling to face him down. The recent rain had left the yard a mess, and his foot plunged into something soft, followed by an unmistakable odor. The dog was destined to leave his mark anyway. Reece bit back the vicious words that wanted to spew out. Someone might hear. After cleaning his shoe on the wet grass, he finally made it to the window that looked into the kitchen. The wide opening between the kitchen and living room revealed the women sitting on the sofa watching TV.
The lamplight lit Hannah’s loose hair. It had been up when he caught a glimpse of her through the open door when she was talking to Vanessa. He loved her locks spread out across her shoulders. The red glinted so brightly. He could feel the texture of her hair in his hand, the silken strands twining around his fingers.
He should have known better than to take the kid from her. He ’d underestimated her maternal instinct. If she’d just explained it to him better, he would have made a different decision. He ’d only tried to do what was best. His every thought was of her and their love.
They’d be together again, the three of them.
The dog lifted his head, his ears flicking. Reece ducked out of view and moved around to the back door. He’d hide out in the garage until the time was right. Then he would go see Hannah. He longed to feel her softness, to feel her fragrant breath waft over his face. They’d been apart too long. Maybe she was missing him by now. The storm thundered overhead as if in approval.
But first, a minor matter needed his attention. Reece picked the lock with a tool he ’d had for years, then opened the door noiselessly. He whistled softly, and Ajax came padding to the rear entrance. He sniffed Reece ’s hand. “Good, Ajax,” he crooned. The dog wiggled with delight and came out onto the porch. Reece pulled out a steak loaded with tranquilizer. “Want to take a little nap, boy?” He dropped the meat on the patio and watched as Ajax gobbled it up.
He wanted to start the ball rolling, but Hannah deserved every possible chance to come with him of her own free will. It was the only way he ’d ever fully trust her again. She had to want him. Only him. He had to convince her he’d converted. Maybe he could get his bishop to write a letter.
He settled down to wait until Ajax was out.
MATT RUBBED HIS eyes. The clock on his wall read eight o’clock—he should have been off duty hours ago. He ached to see his daughter. The flowers sent to Hannah today had been chock full of strychnine, but at least Ajax hadn’t inhaled enough through the box and paper to hurt him. He stared at the folder on his desk. Matt knew the background check on Hannah might contain anything. Did he really want to know?
“Aren’t you going to take a look at it so we can go home?” Blake asked.
“Yeah, sure.” Matt flipped it open and began to read. “Did you look at it yet?”
“Yep. Reece was a nasty guy to her, from the looks of it. There are three hospital reports in there, all emergency room visits.”
“Broken arm, broken nose,” Matt said. “A concussion on one visit.”
“The hospital personnel wanted her to press charges on that one and she refused. Said she fell down the steps.”
Matt wanted to hurt someone, preferably Reece. Any man who hit a woman was a coward, and Reece had done more than just slap her around. He’d hurt her badly. “She disappeared from the hospital after giving birth prematurely at home, but the fetus was never found. The detectives questioned him, but it doesn’t look like a warrant was ever issued.”
“So she escaped him. Do we have any idea what she ’s been doing for the past five years?” Blake asked.
“She told me she worked for a museum. Milwaukee, I think.”
“Want me to see what I can dig up in Wisconsin?”
“I don’t think it’s necessary. It’s pretty clear she was running from Reece. Anything new on him?”
“Yeah.” Blake tossed another folder on his desk.
Matt glanced through the report. It didn’t surprise him. “He hasn’t worked anywhere longer than a few months at a time over the past few years. Odd jobs, a stint or two as a guard. He ’s sure floated around.”
“I think he was probably looking for Hannah.”
Matt closed the folder. He flipped open the main folder that contained the copies he ’d made from Hannah’s notes.
“What’s that?” Blake peered over his shoulder at the drawings.
“From the first murders ten years ago. The word anathema and a peace symbol.”
“Seems weird.”
“Also called Nero’s Cross or the Broken Cross, according to Hannah. We pursued the peace symbol, checking out various groups in the area. I’m not sure how we missed its other meaning. Maybe because it’s so obscure.”
Blake raised his brows, and his tone was skeptical. “Isn’t peace what the Amish believe in? They won’t even serve in the military or take any kind of government assistance. Peace or protest. The same symbol represents the annihilation of faith or peace with everyone. Weird, don’t you think?”
“Hannah thinks this instance is about annihilation. A declaration of war against everything the Amish stand for. A hate crime.”
“You think it’s Reece?”
“Why would he hate the Amish? The woman he loved was Amish. He must have seen something good in them. And now he says he ’s converted, too, and joined a district in Shipshewana in northern Indiana.”
“I could check that out. Go to Shipshewana.”
“Good idea. Do that.” He glanced at his watch. “It’s what, four hours or a little over? Head up there in the morning and stay until you find the bishop of his district. See what he tells you.”
“Okay, but what if none of this is true? What’s Reece want?”
“He wants Hannah to come back to him.” His gaze went back to the files. And Reece probably wanted Caitlin too. Matt had to figure out what to do. At least Caitlin was hidden where Hannah couldn’t find her. Whether Reece knew of Caitlin’s whereabouts was another question. “Any sign of lurkers out your way?”
“Nope. I think Gina was imagi
ning things when she thought someone followed her. But I’ve got all the security systems activated. And Gina packs that small pistol in her purse. She can handle anyone who tries to mess with her or Caitlin.”
Matt wished he could confide in Blake and Gina about why Caitlin had to be hidden. And just who was after her. Carrying this burden alone was wearisome. But he ’d do anything to keep his daughter.
HANNAH’S HOPE, WHICH had seemed so bright that afternoon, fizzled with the sundown. Hannah began to question whether she was on a wild-goose chase. It looked like the little girl had a loving family. Did she have any right to disrupt that kind of happiness? And her accusation of Matt proved she was getting a little off-kilter.
She needed to get her mind on something else. “Let’s cut my hair,” she said. Asia had been after Hannah to let her cut it for months.
“What did you say?”
“I’m not kidding. Let’s cut it.” Hannah jumped up and tugged Asia to her feet. “I’m ready. After I left Reece, I rejected anything that might make me attractive to men. I hated the clothes he made me wear, the come-hither hairstyle. I think I went too far the other way. I’ve used my professional status as an excuse, but I’ve always known the real reason.”
“Why now?” Asia’s sly smile came. “Does the handsome detective have anything to do with it?”
Hannah averted her eyes. “Of course not. FOX & Friends is coming next week. I want to look nice.”
“Uh-huh, if you say so.” Asia turned toward the kitchen. “You don’t have to tell me twice. I’ll get the scissors. Any idea what you want me to do?”
“I’m in your hands.” She grinned at the delight on Asia’s face and followed her to the kitchen.
Something outside, a branch or the wind, caught her attention. “Did you hear something?” Hannah tipped her head to one side.
“No.” Asia pushed her into a chair. “Come on, let’s do it before you change your mind. It won’t hurt a bit.”
“That’s what you think.”
“Just a trim.” Asia lifted a long lock of Hannah’s hair. “It’s all thin on the ends. We ’ll trim a couple of inches and give it a few layers. You’ll be amazed at how much better it looks.”
Her family already thought she was some kind of heathen. “Do it fast.”
Asia sprang into action. “Just close your eyes. I’ll be gentle.”
Minutes later, locks of russet hair lay around her in a heap. Did she even dare look at it—or touch it? Her scalp felt light as air, an odd sensation. Reaching up, she ran her hand through her hair. She ’d been shorn. A smile played at her lips. She should have done this years ago.
“You look amazing.” Asia’s lips tilted in a smile. “Go look.”
Hannah went to the small half bath off the living room. Her hair was still long, reaching just past her bra, but the ends were straight and even. And the long layers Asia had cut into it released the natural curl. It didn’t even look like hers. She seemed different, wiser. And maybe she was.
“Can I still put it up?”
“Yes, but you’re not going to. You’re going to start wearing it down. It’s gorgeous and needs to be admired.”
“I don’t want to draw too much attention to myself.” Except from Matt. The stray thought made her cheeks burn. She was still a married woman.
Asia came up behind her. “Now for a little makeup. Though you really don’t need it. Your skin is so perfect.”
“I think this is enough for one day,” Hannah said.
“Nope, we’re going the whole hog. Sit still.” Asia stroked on eye shadow and blush. “You look amazing. Now for clothes. I want you to see what you look like in something that fits.”
“It’s nearly time for bed,” Hannah said, glancing at her reflection one more time. Was that really her?
“This won’t take long. I’ve got a dress that will look killer on you.” Asia grabbed her hand and dragged her down the hall. “Just try it on.”
The spare room had a full-length mirror, and Hannah averted her eyes from it. Growing up, she ’d been taught it was wrong to dwell on her appearance, and until she’d moved away with Reece, she ’d never even seen herself in a full-length mirror. Even now, she found it hard to examine her body.
Asia slid open the closet door and pulled out an umber sheath Hannah had seen her wear once. It was silky beneath her fingers, alluring. “I don’t think so,” she said, thrusting it back into Asia’s hand. She shuddered at the memories that flooded her.
“Just for a second,” her friend coaxed. She pushed it back into Hannah’s hands.
“Can I go to bed afterward? No more making me over?”
“Okay. For tonight anyway. I want to knock the socks off the producers next week.”
Hannah sighed and slipped off her long skirt and blouse. Asia slid the dress over her head, and it fell over her body in a soft shimmer.
Asia’s eyes widened, and her mouth dropped open. “Wow. You look amazing.”
The hem stopped at the top of her knees. The fabric was more like that of a nightgown than a dress. Hannah ran her palm over her hip. The material barely covered her, and she shivered when the cool air touched her heated skin.
“Here. Put these on.” Asia pulled out a pair of strappy tan sandals.
Just get it over with. Hannah stepped into the shoes and turned to look at the stranger in the mirror. The dress fit perfectly, outlining her shape. The color made her skin glow, and her hair seemed brighter by contrast. “I look like a streetwalker,” she said.
“Okay, maybe I used a little too much blush and eye shadow. But you look beautiful,” Asia said.
Where was the line between tasteful and overboard? Where was the balance? Just like fine quilts, a good life required balance. She hadn’t found it yet. This dress wasn’t her. Her fingers grabbed the hem and began to yank it upward just as the back door banged. “Is someone here?” She jerked the fabric down to her knees again and rushed down the hall. Reece stood in the doorway.
Dressed in black pants and a white shirt, he looked like a typical Amish man. “How pretty you look, hon. Did you dress up just for me?” He crossed the distance between them in four steps and grabbed her arm. “We need to talk.”
The strength left Hannah’s muscles. “Reece, what are you doing here?”
Asia grabbed Hannah’s other hand. “Let go of her!”
“This isn’t your concern,” Reece said. “If you know what’s good for you, you’ll get to your room and keep your trap shut. Otherwise, I’ll have to shut it for you.”
“It’s okay,” Hannah said. “I’ll talk to him.” She glanced from Asia to the phone.
Asia nodded. “I’ll be in my room. Call if you need me.”
Hannah could still feel Reece ’s eyes on her, stripping her of her self-regard, exposing her weakness, her guilt. Even with the darkest cloak of night around her, he would find her. She could travel to Tibet and make her home with the monks, and he would know. It was hopeless to dream of a life without his shadow blotting out the sunshine.
She found her voice. “Leave me alone, Reece. I don’t want to talk to you.”
“Let’s sit in the living room.” His fingers tightened on her wrist, and he tugged her to the sofa.
She sank onto it, all strength gone. How long before the Rockville police showed up? Or Matt?
Reece settled beside her. “I thought you’d want to hear an update on our daughter.”
“Our daughter is dead. You killed her.”
“Oh, she’s very much alive, Hannah. She’s been looking for her mommy. She needs you. I’m not good with kids.”
“You—you don’t have her.”
He coiled a lock of hair around his finger. “Are you sure? Hon, we belong together. You know it too. Quit fighting how you feel. No one has ever loved me like you. I’m lost without you. Come home. We ’ll settle in Shipshewana. The bishop there has promised to help you repent and come under his guidance.”
Hannah wanted to shut o
ut the seductive sound of his voice. He was always able to make her doubt herself. She desperately wanted to know more, but she knew he was playing with her, toying with the scalding emotions that burned her chest. “Where is she?”
“With me. Don’t you think she deserves a mother and a father?” His voice dropped to a softer pitch, sweet and gentle. “Come home, Hannah, and we’ll forget everything, all the past hurts. I won’t hit you again, I promise.”
Hannah steeled herself against the pleading tone. “It’s a promise you can’t keep, Reece. I don’t believe you have her. Do you have a picture of the two of you together?” Her hands were shaking, and she clutched them together.
“Not on me.”
A siren screamed in the distance, then drew closer. He dropped a kiss on her forehead. “I’d better go. But I’ll get proof.”
REECE SLAMMED THE door of his truck. She just didn’t understand yet. Women were the weaker vessel. Why couldn’t she understand he only wanted what was best for her? They belonged together. He only felt whole and strong when she was with him. His life had gone down the toilet after she left. Lost jobs, unpaid bills, too much drinking. But she would come back. He had to believe it.
The sirens screamed past him. He ’d have to snatch the kid, get a picture of the two of them together. He hadn’t wanted to have to do that unless there was no other way. The law would get involved. It would have been better for her to come home, then the two of them could go get custody. But the kid was the only thing that would bring Hannah home.
No matter. He ’d have it all—that perfect little family everyone craved. The kid would adore him, and Hannah would rush to meet him when he came home from work.
Driving out to the old homestead, where Reece had grown up, the years slipped away. Matt had never taken care of his grandmother the way he should, but Reece would, just as he always did. He stopped at the farmhouse and slipped an envelope containing cash into the mailbox. That should tide her over for another month. He should go see her, but she would disapprove of what he planned to do.
He drove on to Gina’s house. The truck idled in the road as his gaze wandered over the place. They kept it up nice. He couldn’t remember who used to live here, but it was always run-down. A shadow passing the front window arrested his attention. He shut off the truck and killed the lights. Darkness hid his vehicle. Moments later the light flipped on and he could see Matt and a little girl enter the room.