She leaned toward Grace. “How’s Mary Jo?” she asked in a whisper.
Grace shrugged. “I left her at the house by her self, and now I wish I hadn’t. Oh,” she added, “apparently her brothers are in town….”
“Problems?”
Grace quickly shook her head. “Mary Jo actually seemed relieved to hear from them.”
“Is she going home to Seattle with her family, then?” Olivia stepped sideways in the aisle to make room for a group of people trying to get past.
Grace nodded.
“How did they find out she was with you?” Olivia asked.
“They tracked her down through Mack McAfee. He phoned the house and talked to her. Then Mary Jo spoke with her oldest brother and decided it would be best to go back to Seattle.” Grace had been with her at the time and was struck by the way Mary Jo’s spirits had lifted. Whether that was be cause of her brothers or be cause of Mack… Grace tended to think it was the latter.
“Mack appeared to have a calming effect on her when I saw them at the library,” Olivia said, echoing Grace’s thoughts.
“I noticed it after she got off the phone, too. I gather he suggested she should go home with her brothers.”
“I’m glad,” Olivia said. “For her own sake and theirs. And for Mom and Ben’s…” She paused. “As necessary as it is for them to know about this baby, I’d rather it didn’t happen the second they got home.”
“Her real fear was that her brothers were going to burst onto the scene and demand that David do the so-called honorable thing.”
“David and the word honor don’t be long in the same sentence,” Olivia said wryly.
“Mary Jo’s brothers were arriving any minute. I’d like to have met them. Or at least talked to them.” Grace would’ve phoned the house, but by now Mary Jo should be well on her way to Seattle.
Olivia straightened. “We’ll catch up after the service,” she said and returned to the opposite pew, beside Jack.
No sooner had Olivia sat down than Pastor Flemming stepped up to the podium. He seemed to be…at peace. Relaxed, yet full of energy and optimism. The worry lines were gone from his face. Grace knew this had been a difficult year for the pastor and his wife, and she was glad their problems had been re solved.
“Merry Christmas,” he said, his voice booming across the church.
“Merry Christmas,” the congregation chanted.
“Be fore the children come out for the pageant, I’d like us all to look at the Christmas story again. For those of us who’ve grown up in the church, it’s be come a familiar part of our lives. This evening, how ever, I want you to for get that you’re sit ting on this side of history. Go back to the day the angel came to tell Mary she was about to conceive a child.”
He opened his Bible and read the well-known passages from the Book of Luke. “I want us to fully appreciate Mary’s faith,” he said, looking up. “The angel came to her and said she’d conceive a child by the Holy Spirit and she was to name him Jesus, which in those days was a common name.” He paused and gazed out at his congregation.
“Can you under stand Mary’s confusion? What the angel told her was the equivalent of saying to a young woman in our times that she’s going to give birth to God’s son and she should name him Bob.”
The congregation smiled and a few people laughed out right.
“Remember, too,” Pastor Flemming continued, “that although Mary was engaged to Joseph, she remained with her family. This meant she had to tell her parents she was with child. That couldn’t have been easy.
“What do you think her mother and father thought? What if one of our daughters came to us and said she was pregnant? What if she claimed an angel had told her that the child had been conceived by the work of the Holy Spirit?” Again he paused, as if inviting everyone to join him in contemplating this scenario.
Pastor Flemming grinned. “Al though I have two sons and no daughters, I know what I’d think. I’d assume that a teen age girl—or her boy friend—would say any thing to ex plain how this had happened.”
Most people in the congregation smiled and agreed with nod ding heads. Grace cringed a little, remembering as vividly as ever the day she’d told her parents she was pregnant. She remembered their disappointment, their anger and, ultimately, their support. Then she thought of Mary Jo and turned to exchange a quick glance with Olivia.
“And yet,” the pastor went on, “this child, the very son of God, was growing in side her womb. Mary revealed re mark able faith, but then so did her family and Joseph, the young man to whom she was engaged.”
Something briefly distracted the pastor and he looked to his left. “I can see the children are ready and eager to begin their performance, so I won’t take up any more time. I do want to say this one thing, how ever. As a boy, taking part in a Christmas pageant just like this, I was given the role of a shepherd standing guard over his sheep when the angel came to announce the birth of the Christ Child. When I grew up, I chose, in a sense, the very same job—that of a shepherd. Everyone of you is a member of my flock and I care for you deeply. Merry Christmas.”
“Merry Christmas,” the congregation echoed.
As he stepped down from the podium, the children took their positions on the make shift stage. Grace moved to the end of her pew to get a better view of the proceedings. Katie stood proudly in place, her gold wings jut ting out from her small shoulders and her halo sit ting crookedly atop her head. She couldn’t have looked more angelic if she’d tried.
Tyler had borrowed one of Cliff’s walking sticks to use as a staff. He was obviously still annoyed to be with out his precious drum, glaring at the congregation as if to inform them that he was doing this under protest. Grace had to smother a laugh.
Oh, how Dan would’ve loved seeing his grand children tonight. Their grand son was like his grand father in so many ways. A momentary sad ness came over her and not wanting any one to sense her thoughts, Grace looked away. She didn’t often think about Dan any more. She’d loved her first husband, had two daughters with him, and through the years they’d achieved a com fort able life together.
But Dan had never been the same after Vietnam. For a lot of years, Grace had blamed her self and her own failings for his un happiness. Dan knew that and had done his best to make things right in the letter he wrote her before his death.
Christmas Eve, how ever, wasn’t a night for troubled memories. The grand children Dan would never know were onstage, giving the performances of their young lives.
Out of the corner of her eye, Grace noticed Angel, the church secretary, rushing down the side aisle and to ward the front. She went to the first pew, where Pastor Flemming sat with his wife, Emily.
Angel whispered something in his ear and the pastor nodded. He left with her. Apparently there was some sort of emergency.
“Look, there’s a star in the East,” Leif Gunderson, Olivia’s grand son, shouted. As one of the three Wise Men, he pointed at the church ceiling.
“Let us follow the star,” the second of the Wise Men called out.
It wasn’t until Cliff tapped her arm that she realized Angel was trying to get her attention. She stood in the side aisle and motioned with her finger for Grace to come out.
“What’s that about?” Cliff asked as she picked up her purse.
“I don’t know. I’ll tell you as soon as I find out.”
He nodded.
Grace hurried down the center aisle to the foyer, reaching it just as Angel did. “What’s going on?” she asked.
“It’s a miracle I was even in the office,” Angel said.
This con fused Grace. “What do you mean?”
“For the phone call,” she explained. “I went to get a pair of scissors. Mrs. Murphy, the first-grade Sun day School teacher, needed scissors and I thought there was a pair in my desk.”
“The phone call,” Grace re minded her.
“Oh, yes, sorry. It was from some young fire fighter.”
“Mack
McAfee?” Grace blurted out.
“No, no, Brandon Hut ton. At any rate, he wanted to speak to the pastor.”
“Has there been an accident?”
“No… I don’t know. I think it would be best if you talked to Pastor Flemming yourself. He asked me to get you.”
Dave Flemming was on the phone, a worried expression on his face. When he saw Grace, he held out the receiver. “You’d better take this.”
Grace dismissed her first fear, that there’d been an accident. Everyone she loved, everyone who was important to her here in Cedar Cove, was in side the church.
“This is Grace Harding,” she said into the receiver, her voice quavering slightly.
“Ms. Harding, this is EMT Hut ton from the Kit sap County Fire District. We received a distress call from a young woman who’s currently at your home.”
Grace gasped. “Mary Jo? She’s still at the house? Is she all right?”
“I believe so, ma’am. How ever, she’s in labor and asking for you.”
“Won’t you be transporting her to the hospital? Shouldn’t I meet you there?” Grace would notify Cliff and they could go together.
From the moment she’d left the house, some instinct had told her she should’ve stayed with Mary Jo. Some inner knowledge that said Mary Jo would be having her baby not in two weeks but now. Tonight.
“We won’t be transporting her, Ms. Harding.”
“Good heavens, why not?” Grace demanded, wondering if it was a jurisdictional matter. If so, she’d get Olivia involved.
“It appears Ms. Wyse is going to give birth imminently. We don’t have time to trans port her.”
“She’s not alone, is she?”
“No, ma’am. EMT McAfee is with her.”
Mack. Thank good ness. “What about her brothers?” she asked. Surely they’d arrived by now.
“There’s no one else here, ma’am.”
Grace’s heart started to pound. “I’ll get there as soon as possible.”
“One last thing,” Officer Hut ton added. “Do you normally keep camels in your barn?”
“No. But be warned. She bites.”
“She’s al ready at tempted to take a piece out of me. I man aged to avoid it, though.”
“Good.”
She set down the receiver and turned to Pastor Flemming. “A young woman who’s staying with us has gone into labor.”
“So I under stand.”
“I’ll collect my husband and get going.” Grace hated to miss the pageant but there was nothing she could do about it.
Returning to the pew, she explained to Cliff what was happening. Maryellen twisted around and Grace told her, too.
“She doesn’t have any thing for the baby, does she?” Maryellen asked.
Grace hadn’t even thought of that. She had blankets and a few other supplies for her grand children, but the disposable diapers would be far too big.
“Jon and I will stop by the house and get somethings for Mary Jo and the baby and drop them off. I’m sure I still have a package of newborn-size diapers, too.”
Grace touched her daughter’s shoulder, grateful for Maryellen’s quick thinking.
“We’ll bring Lisa, Rich and April back to the house,” Kelly whispered. “I wouldn’t miss this for the world.”
“Me, neither,” Lisa said. “There couldn’t be a more ideal way to celebrate Christmas!”
Seventeen
“You’re doing great,” Mack assured Mary Jo.
“No, I’m not,” she cried, exhaling a harsh breath. Giving birth was hard, harder than she’d ever envisioned and the pain…the pain was in describable.
The second EMT came back into the bed room. “I talked to your friend and she’s on her way.”
“Thank God.” It was difficult for Mary Jo to speak in the middle of a contraction. The pain was so in tense and she panted, imitating Mack who’d shown her a breathing exercise to help deal with it.
Mack held her hand and she squeezed as tight as she could, so tight she was afraid she might be hurting him. If that was the case, he didn’t let on.
“Get a cool damp wash cloth,” Mack instructed the other man.
“Got it.” As though thankful for something to do, Brandon Hut ton shot out of the room and down the hall way to the bath room.
“I’m going to check you again,” Mack told her.
“No!” She clung to his hand, grip ping it even tighter. “I need you here. Beside me.”
“Mary Jo, I have to see what position the baby’s in.”
“Okay, okay.” She closed her eyes. Sweat poured off her fore head. Now she knew why giving birth was called labor. This was the hardest thing she’d ever done. Unfortunately there wasn’t time to go to any more classes, or to finish reading the books she’d started…. She’d thought she had two more weeks. If only she hadn’t waited for David, or believed him when he said he wanted to at tend the classes with her. This was what she got for trusting him.
Suddenly liquid gushed from between her legs. “What was that?” she cried.
“Your water just broke.”
“Oh.” She’d forgotten about that. She had a vague recollection of other women’s stories about their water breaking.
“That’s good, isn’t it?” she asked. What she hoped was that it meant her baby was al most ready to be born and this agony would come to an end.
“It’s good,” he told her.
“It’ll be better now, right?” Mack hesitated.
“What’s wrong?” she demanded. “Tell me.”
“Your labor may intensify.”
This had to be a cruel joke. “Intensify.” She couldn’t imagine how the pains could get any stronger than they were now. “What do you mean…intensify?”
“The contractions will probably last longer….”
“Oh, no,” she moaned.
Al though she’d discovered this was Mack’s first birth, he knew so much more than she did. He’d at least studied it and obviously paid attention during class. Mack had joked that he was get ting on-the-job training—and so was she, but that part didn’t seem so amusing anymore.
“The baby’s fully in the birth canal. It won’t be long now, Mary Jo. Just a few more pains and you’ll have your baby.”
“Thank God.” Mary Jo didn’t know how much more of this she could take.
“Rest between contractions,” Mack advised.
Brandon Hut ton re turned with a damp washcloth. Mack took it from him and wiped her face. The cool cloth against her heated skin felt wonderfully refreshing.
At the approach of another pain, she screamed, “Mack! Mack!”
Instantly he was at her side, his hand holding hers. Her fingers tightened around his.
“Count,” she begged.
“One, two, three…”
The numbers droned on and she concentrated on listening to the even cadence of Mack’s voice, knowing that by the time he reached fifty, the contraction would ease.
Half way through, she started to pant. And then felt the instinctive urge to bear down. Arching her back, Mary Jo pushed with every ounce of her strength.
When the pain passed, she was too exhausted to speak.
Mack wiped her fore head again and brushed the damp hair from her face.
“Water,” she mum bled.
“Got it!” Brandon Hut ton tore out of the room, like a man on a quest.
Re covering from the pain, she breathed deeply, her chest heaving. She opened her eyes and looked up at Mack. His gaze was tender.
“How much longer?” she asked, her voice barely a whisper.
“Soon.”
“I can’t stand much more of this…I just can’t.” Tears welled in her eyes and rolled down the sides of her face.
Mack dabbed at her cheeks. As their eyes met, he gave her an encouraging smile. “You can do it,” he said. “You’re al most there.”
“I’m glad you’re with me.”
“I wouldn’t want to be any where els
e,” he told her. They continued to hold hands.
Brandon came back with the water. “Here,” he said.
Mack took the glass and held it for Mary Jo, supporting her head. “Just a sip or two,” he cautioned.
She nodded and savored each tiny sip.
The sound of a car door slamming echoed in the distance.
“Grace,” Mary Jo said, grateful the other woman had finally come home.
“I’ll bring her up.” Brandon disappeared from the room.
Another pain approached. “No…no…” she whimpered, gathering her re solve to get through this next contraction. She closed her eyes and clung to Mack, thanking God once more that she wasn’t alone. That Mack was with her…
Mack automatically began to count. Again she felt the urge to push. Grit ting her teeth, she bore down, grunting loudly for the first time, straining her en tire body.
“Mary Jo.” Grace’s serene voice broke through the haze of pain. “I came as soon as I heard.”
The contraction eased and Mary Jo collapsed onto the mat tress, sweat blinding her eyes.
“The baby’s in the birth canal,” Mack told her friend.
“What would you like me to do?” Grace asked.
“Hold on to her hand and count off the seconds when the contractions come.”
“No…don’t leave me.” Mary Jo couldn’t do this without Mack at her side.
“I need to deliver the baby,” he explained, his words so gentle they felt like a warm caress. “Grace will help you.”
“I’m here,” Grace said.
“Okay.” Reluctantly Mary Jo freed Mack’s hand.
Grace slipped into his spot. “I don’t want to hurt you,” Mary Jo said.
“How would you do that?” Grace asked, clasping her hand.
Some how she found the strength to smile. “I squeeze hard.”
“You aren’t going to hurt me,” Grace said reassuringly. “You squeeze as hard as you need to and don’t worry about me.” She reached for the damp cloth and wiped Mary Jo’s flushed and heated face.
“I…don’t have any thing for the baby,” she whispered. That thought suddenly struck Mary Jo and nearly devastated her. Her baby wasn’t even born yet, and al ready she was a terrible mother. Al ready she’d failed her child.