Page 2 of Omeros


  and the blind lighthouse, sensing the edge of a cape,

  paused like a giant, a marble cloud in its hands,

  to hurl its boulder that splashed into phosphorous

  stars; then a black fisherman, his stubbled chin coarse

  as a dry sea-urchin’s, hoisted his flour-sack

  sail on its bamboo spar, and scanned the opening line

  of our epic horizon; now I can look back

  to rocks that see their own feet when light nets the waves,

  as the dugouts set out with ebony captains,

  since it was your light that startled our sunlit wharves

  where schooners swayed idly, moored to their cold capstans.

  A wind turns the harbour’s pages back to the voice

  that hummed in the vase of a girl’s throat: “Omeros.”

  III

  “O-meros,” she laughed. “That’s what we call him in Greek,”

  stroking the small bust with its boxer’s broken nose,

  and I thought of Seven Seas sitting near the reek

  of drying fishnets, listening to the shallows’ noise.

  I said: “Homer and Virg are New England farmers,

  and the winged horse guards their gas-station, you’re right.”

  I felt the foam head watching as I stroked an arm, as

  cold as its marble, then the shoulders in winter light

  in the studio attic. I said, “Omeros,”

  and O was the conch-shell’s invocation, mer was

  both mother and sea in our Antillean patois,

  os, a grey bone, and the white surf as it crashes

  and spreads its sibilant collar on a lace shore.

  Omeros was the crunch of dry leaves, and the washes

  that echoed from a cave-mouth when the tide has ebbed.

  The name stayed in my mouth. I saw how light was webbed

  on her Asian cheeks, defined her eyes with a black

  almond’s outline, as Antigone turned and said:

  “I’m tired of America, it’s time for me to go back

  to Greece. I miss my islands.” I write, it returns—

  the way she turned and shook out the black gust of hair.

  I saw how the surf printed its lace in patterns

  on the shore of her neck, then the lowering shallows

  of silk swirled at her ankles, like surf without noise,

  and felt that another cold bust, not hers, but yours

  saw this with stone almonds for eyes, its broken nose

  turning away, as the rustling silk agrees.

  But if it could read between the lines of her floor

  like a white-hot deck uncaulked by Antillean heat,

  to the shadows in its hold, its nostrils might flare

  at the stench from manacled ankles, the coffled feet

  scraping like leaves, and perhaps the inculpable marble

  would have turned its white seeds away, to widen

  the bow of its mouth at the horror under her table,

  from the lyre of her armchair draped with its white chiton,

  to do what the past always does: suffer, and stare.

  She lay calm as a port, and a cloud covered her

  with my shadow; then a prow with painted eyes

  slowly emerged from the fragrant rain of black hair.

  And I heard a hollow moan exhaled from a vase,

  not for kings floundering in lances of rain; the prose

  of abrupt fishermen cursing over canoes.

  Chapter III

  I

  “Touchez-i, encore: N’ai fendre choux-ous-ou, salope!”

  “Touch it again, and I’ll split your arse, you bitch!”

  “Moi j’a dire—’ous pas prêter un rien. ’Ous ni shallope,

  ’ous ni seine, ’ous croire ’ous ni choeur campêche?”

  “I told you, borrow nothing of mine. You have a canoe,

  and a net. Who you think you are? Logwood Heart?”

  “’Ous croire ’ous c’est roi Gros Îlet? Voleur bomme!”

  “You think you’re king of Gros Îlet, you tin-stealer?”

  Then in English: “I go show you who is king! Come!”

  Hector came out from the shade. And Achille, the

  moment he saw him carrying the cutlass, un homme

  fou, a madman eaten with envy, replaced the tin

  he had borrowed from Hector’s canoe neatly back in the prow

  of Hector’s boat. Then Achille, who had had enough

  of this madman, wiped and hefted his own blade.

  And now the villagers emerged from the green shade

  of the almonds and wax-leaved manchineels, for the face-off

  that Hector wanted. Achille walked off and waited

  at the warm shallows’ edge. Hector strode towards him.

  The villagers followed, as the surf abated

  its sound, its fear cowering at the beach’s rim.

  Then, far out at sea, in a sparkling shower

  arrows of rain arched from the emerald breakwater

  of the reef, the shafts travelling with clear power

  in the sun, and behind them, ranged for the slaughter,

  stood villagers, shouting, with a sound like the shoal,

  and hoisting arms to the light. Hector ran, splashing

  in shallows mixed with the drizzle, towards Achille,

  his cutlass lifted. The surf, in anger, gnashing

  its tail like a foaming dogfight. Men can kill

  their own brothers in rage, but the madman who tore

  Achille’s undershirt from one shoulder also tore

  at his heart. The rage that he felt against Hector

  was shame. To go crazy for an old bailing tin

  crusted with rust! The duel of these fishermen

  was over a shadow and its name was Helen.

  II

  Ma Kilman had the oldest bar in the village.

  Its gingerbread balcony had mustard gables

  with green trim round the eaves, the paint wrinkled with age.

  In the cabaret downstairs there were wooden tables

  for the downslap of dominoes. A bead curtain

  tinkled every time she came through it. A neon

  sign endorsed Coca-Cola under the NO PAIN

  CAFÉ ALL WELCOME. The NO PAIN was not her own

  idea, but her dead husband’s. “Is a prophecy,”

  Ma Kilman would laugh. A hot street led to the beach

  past the small shops and the clubs and a pharmacy

  in whose angling shade, his khaki dog on a leash,

  the blind man sat on his crate after the pirogues

  set out, muttering the dark language of the blind,

  gnarled hands on his stick, his ears as sharp as the dog’s.

  Sometimes he would sing and the scraps blew on the wind

  when her beads rubbed their rosary. Old St. Omere.

  He claimed he’d sailed round the world. “Monsieur Seven Seas”

  they christened him, from a cod-liver-oil label

  with its wriggling swordfish. But his words were not clear.

  They were Greek to her. Or old African babble.

  Across wires of hot asphalt the blind singer

  seemed to be numbering things. Who knows if his eyes

  saw through the shades, tapping his cane with one finger?

  She helped him draw his veteran’s compensation

  every first of the month from the small Post Office.

  He never complained about his situation

  like the rest of them. The corner box, and the heat

  on his hands would make him shift his box to the shade.

  Ma Kilman saw Philoctete hobbling up the street,

  so she rose from her corner window, and she laid

  out the usual medicine for him, a flask of white

  acajou, and a jar of yellow Vaseline,

  a small enamel basin of ice. He would wait
r />   in the No Pain Café all day. There he would lean

  down and anoint the mouth of the sore on his shin.

  III

  “Mais qui ça qui rivait-’ous, Philoctete?”

  “Moin blessé.”

  “But what is wrong wif you, Philoctete?”

  “I am blest

  wif this wound, Ma Kilman, qui pas ka guérir pièce.

  Which will never heal.”

  “Well, you must take it easy.

  Go home and lie down, give the foot a lickle rest.”

  Philoctete, his trouser-legs rolled, stares out to sea

  from the worn rumshop window. The itch in the sore

  tingles like the tendrils of the anemone,

  and the puffed blister of Portuguese man-o’-war.

  He believed the swelling came from the chained ankles

  of his grandfathers. Or else why was there no cure?

  That the cross he carried was not only the anchor’s

  but that of his race, for a village black and poor

  as the pigs that rooted in its burning garbage,

  then were hooked on the anchors of the abattoir.

  Ma Kilman was sewing. She looked up and saw his face

  squinting from the white of the street. He was waiting

  to pass out on the table. This went on for days.

  The ice turned to warm water near the self-hating

  gesture of clenching his head tight in both hands. She

  heard the boys in blue uniforms, going to school,

  screaming at his elbow: “Pheeloh! Pheelosophee!”

  A mummy embalmed in Vaseline and alcohol.

  In the Egyptian silence she muttered softly:

  “It have a flower somewhere, a medicine, and ways

  my grandmother would boil it. I used to watch ants

  climbing her white flower-pot. But, God, in which place?”

  Where was this root? What senna, what tepid tisanes,

  could clean the branched river of his corrupted blood,

  whose sap was a wounded cedar’s? What did it mean,

  this name that felt like a fever? Well, one good heft

  of his garden-cutlass would slice the damned name clean

  from its rotting yam. He said, “Merci.” Then he left.

  Chapter IV

  I

  North of the village is a logwood grove whose thorns

  litter its dry shade. The broken road has boulders,

  and quartz that glistens like rain. The logwoods were once

  part of an estate with its windmill as old as

  the village below it. The abandoned road runs

  past huge rusted cauldrons, vats for boiling the sugar,

  and blackened pillars. These are the only ruins

  left here by history, if history is what they are.

  The twisted logwood trunks are orange from sea-blast;

  above them is a stand of surprising cactus.

  Philoctete limped to his yam garden there. He passed

  through the estate shuddering, cradling his cutlass,

  bayed at by brown, knotted sheep repeating his name.

  “Beeeeeh, Philoctete!” Here, in the Atlantic wind,

  the almonds bent evenly like a candle-flame.

  The thought of candles brought his own death to mind.

  The wind turned the yam leaves like maps of Africa,

  their veins bled white, as Philoctete, hobbling, went

  between the yam beds like a patient growing weaker

  down a hospital ward. His skin was a nettle,

  his head a market of ants; he heard the crabs groan

  from arthritic pincers, he felt a mole-cricket drill

  his sore to the bone. His knee was radiant iron,

  his chest was a sack of ice, and behind the bars

  of his rusted teeth, like a mongoose in a cage,

  a scream was mad to come out; his tongue tickled its claws

  on the roof of his mouth, rattling its bars in rage.

  He saw the blue smoke from the yards, the bamboo poles

  weighed down by nets, the floating feather of the priest.

  When cutlass cut smoke, when cocks surprise their arseholes

  by shitting eggs, he cursed, black people go get rest

  from God; at which point a fierce cluster of arrows

  targeted the sore, and he screamed in the yam rows.

  He stretched out the foot. He edged the razor-sharp steel

  through pleading finger and thumb. The yam leaves recoiled

  in a cold sweat. He hacked every root at the heel.

  He hacked them at the heel, noticing how they curled,

  head-down without their roots. He cursed the yams:

  “Salope!

  You all see what it’s like without roots in this world?”

  Then sobbed, his face down in the slaughtered leaves. A sap

  trickled from their gaping stems like his own sorrow.

  A fly quickly washed its hands of the massacre.

  Philoctete felt an ant crawling across his brow.

  It was the breeze. He looked up at a blue acre

  and a branch where a swift settled without a cry.

  II

  He felt the village through his back, heard the sea-hum

  of transports below. The sea-swift was watching him.

  Then it twittered seaward, swallowed in the cloud-foam.

  For as long as it takes a single drop to dry

  on the wax of a dasheen leaf, Philoctete lay

  on his pebbled spine on hot earth watching the sky

  altering white continents with its geography.

  He would ask God’s pardon. Over the quiet bay

  the grass smelt good and the clouds changed beautifully.

  Next he heard warriors rushing towards battle,

  but it was wind lifting the dead yams, the rattle

  of a palm’s shaken spears. Herdsmen haieing cattle

  who set out to found no cities; they were the found,

  who were bound for no victories; they were the bound,

  who levelled nothing before them; they were the ground.

  He would be the soul of patience, like an old horse

  stamping one hoof in a pasture, rattling its mane

  or swishing its tail as flies keep circling its sores;

  if a horse could endure afflictions so could men.

  He held to a branch and tested his dead hoof once

  on the springy earth. It felt weightless as a sponge.

  III

  I sat on the white terrace waiting for the cheque.

  Our waiter, in a black bow-tie, plunged through the sand

  between the full deck-chairs, bouncing to discotheque

  music from the speakers, a tray sailed in one hand.

  The tourists revolved, grilling their backs in their noon

  barbecue. The waiter was having a hard time

  with his leather soles. They kept sliding down a dune,

  but his tray teetered without spilling gin-and-lime

  on a scorched back. He was determined to meet the

  beach’s demands, like a Lawrence of St. Lucia,

  except that he was trudging towards a litre

  of self-conscious champagne. Like any born loser

  he soon kicked the bucket. He rested his tray down,

  wiped the sand from the ice-cubes, then plunked the cubes in

  the bucket, then the bottle; after this was done,

  he seemed ready to help the wife stuff her boobs in

  her halter, while her husband sat boiling with rage

  like a towelled sheik. Then Lawrence frowned at a mirage.

  That was when I turned with him towards the village,

  and saw, through the caging wires of the noon sky,

  a beach with its padding panther; now the mirage

  dissolved to a woman with a madras head-tie,

  but the head proud,
although it was looking for work.

  I felt like standing in homage to a beauty

  that left, like a ship, widening eyes in its wake.

  “Who the hell is that?” a tourist near my table

  asked a waitress. The waitress said, “She? She too proud!”

  As the carved lids of the unimaginable

  ebony mask unwrapped from its cotton-wool cloud,

  the waitress sneered, “Helen.” And all the rest followed.

  Chapter V

  I

  Major Plunkett gently settled his Guinness, wiped

  the rime of gold foam freckling his pensioned moustache

  with a surf-curling tongue. Adjacently, Maud sipped

  quietly, wifely, an ale. Under the peaked thatch

  designed like a kraal facing the weathered village,

  the raffia decor was empty. He heard the squeak

  of Maud’s weight when she shifted. The usual mirage

  of clouds in full canvas steered towards Martinique.

  This was their watering-hole, this rigid custom

  of lowering the yardarm from the same raffia chairs

  once a week at one, between the bank and the farm,

  once Maud delivered her orchids, for all these years

  of self-examining silence. Maud stirred the ends

  of damp curls from her nape. The Major drummed the edge

  of the bar and twirled a straw coaster. Their silence

  was a mutual communion. They’d been out here

  since the war and his wound. Pigs. Orchids. Their marriage

  a silver anniversary of bright water

  that glittered like Glen-da-Lough in Maud’s home county

  of Wicklow, but for Dennis, in his khaki shirt

  and capacious shorts in which he’d served with Monty,

  the crusted tourists were corpses in the desert

  from the Afrika Korps. Pro Rommel, pro mori.

  The regimental brandies stiffened on the shelves

  near Napoleonic cognacs. All history

  in a dusty Beefeater’s gin. We helped ourselves

  to these green islands like olives from a saucer,

  munched on the pith, then spat their sucked stones on a plate,

  like a melon’s black seeds. Pro honoris causa,

  but in whose honour did his head-wound graduate?

  This was their Saturday place, not a corner-pub,

  not the wrought-iron Victoria. He had resigned

  from that haunt of middle-clarse farts, an old club

  with more pompous arses than any flea could find,

  a replica of the Raj, with gins-and-tonic