Stepping into the upper corridor, Emily glanced back. “Don’t be nonsensical.” She kept her voice down in deference to the others, who would by now be asleep. She continued along the narrow corridor. “It was just a gown. I have more—more than enough.”
“Nevertheless, when we reach England I’ll arrange to replace it.”
Reaching her door, she halted and swung to face him. Even through the dimness, she could see his stubbornness in the set of his jaw, could sense the…was it disapproval? radiating from him as he halted before her. Eyes narrowing, she tipped up her chin. “I did what was necessary to get us out of there without causing ructions—ructions we can’t afford.”
A muscle worked at the side of his jaw. “If you’d just left it to me—”
“If I’d left it to you that woman would have—” Realizing her voice was rising commensurate with her temper, she uttered a muted sound of frustration, flung open her door, grabbed his jacket front in one fist and jerked, then towed him into the privacy of her room.
She couldn’t have moved him if he hadn’t obliged, but presumably he was as keen as she to continue their discussion. The walls and door were sturdy enough to permit them to indulge in the “discussion” bubbling through her. How dare he not appreciate her saving him from a fate worse than who-knew-what at the hands, and various other parts, of the begum?
Releasing him, she swung to face him, all but nose to nose in the bright moonlight pouring through the open shutters. Her temper was well flown; belligerence had taken hold.
He’d turned to send the door swinging shut. As he turned back to her, she stretched up on her toes and locked her eyes on his. “Listen, you—I got us out of there tonight without losing anything vital—more, while keeping the begum’s favor. What fault can you possibly find in that?”
His eyes, dark and narrowed, locked on hers. “It’s my job to keep you safe.”
“By whose decree?”
“Mine. It’s the way things are—everyone knows that.”
He was serious, she could see it in his face, but she wasn’t about to back down. She wanted to forge a lifelong partnership with him, and she intended to start as she meant to go on. Folding her arms, catching her cloak in them to hold it in place, she kept her eyes on his. “Regardless of any and all accepted practice, the only way we’re going to survive this—your mission and this unexpected joint journey—is to work together and protect each other. Tonight I was better placed to deal with the begum than you, so I did, and we walked away unscathed.” Eyes narrowing, she gruffly stated, “You should be grateful.”
Her tone gave Gareth pause. There was a hint of upset, of being upset because he wasn’t applauding her actions, her quick thinking in rescuing them. He let his mind skate back, reliving the moments…his too-intense reactions flared anew and crashed through him again. His face hardened to stone. “Regardless—don’t ever do that again.”
“Do what?”
“Put yourself between me and danger.” When she frowned, not understanding, he gritted his teeth and ground out, “When we first walked into the begum’s presence, you stepped between her and me. Later, you kept deflecting her attention from me to you.”
“I was protecting you!”
“I know. But—again—it’s my job to protect you.”
“Again, I wasn’t under threat. You were!”
His jaw was going to crack. “Be that as it may—”
“Arrgh!” She flung up her hands. Her cloak slid from her shoulders. “You ungrateful man!”
With a soft thump, her cloak hit the floor.
She stood in the moonlight shafting through the open window, clad in gauze so fine he could see every curve lovingly outlined by the moonlight.
Abruptly she stepped close, face tilted to his, glaring at him from mere inches away. “Or did you want to lie with her?”
“Of course not…” His words faded along with the ferocious scowl he’d intended to reinforce them. Beyond his control, his gaze had lowered, locking on her body, on the curves and mounds and tempting hollows imperfectly concealed—tantalizing revealed—by embroidered gossamer silk.
His mouth watered. His fingers curled.
His face, his features, had blanked. He couldn’t have summoned an expression to save himself.
When the begum had worn the outfit, he hadn’t had a problem. After the first glance, he’d felt voyeuristic and uncomfortable, and had had no difficulty averting his eyes.
But Emily in gossamer silk, Emily’s body…
“The only woman I want to share a bed with—”
He stopped, shocked. He’d said that aloud.
And even he could hear the lust thickening his voice.
His gaze remained locked on the pale, subtle curves of her breasts.
The silence stretched.
He had to think, but couldn’t. Lust had suborned his brain.
“Yes?” A soft, expectant—hopeful—prompt.
He dragged in a tight breath, looked up, met her eyes—saw in the mossy hazel understanding and…
Enough blatant encouragement to knock his defenses flat.
He swore, and reached for her, hauled her to him.
Bent his head, crushed her lips beneath his—and kissed her with all the pent-up fury, frustration, and sheer need inside him.
She grabbed his head and kissed him back, equally fierily, equally hungrily.
The clash of emotions made his head spin. Transmuted anger and frustration to potent passion and powerful, spiraling desire in one short heartbeat.
Made him achingly hard, every muscle turned to steel.
Releasing her arms, he set his hands deliberately to her silk-clad body, and felt his pulse leap.
He closed his hands about her waist, and sensed her heart thud.
He’d been furious not just because she’d put herself in danger, but because he would have been helpless to protect her had things gone badly. Yet he’d had to let her handle it—he hadn’t known how to, so he’d had to sit and keep silent, and let her risk…
Angling his head, he sank into her mouth, ravaged, plundered.
The countering pressure of her lips, the evocative taste of her, the hunger in the passion that rose to meet his, reassured him as nothing else could.
She’d pulled it off, and they were safe. Alive.
And both of them now wanted, each of them needed…
The other.
The rational remnant of his brain quibbled that this was a typical reaction to triumphing over danger. He shouldn’t take advantage—
He shut out that chiding voice. He didn’t understand her motives, but he couldn’t, wasn’t strong enough to, deny her. Or himself. To hold back from what they both so openly, and blatantly desperately, wanted.
Needed.
Had to have.
He flexed his fingers, felt silk shift, sliding against skin equally smooth. Beneath his palms, the material had heated. He let his hands slide, glide over her back, felt the gossamer silk shift over silken skin in evocative, provocative temptation.
Spreading his hands over the long supple planes, he pulled her to him. Stepped into her as he did.
Gathered her—all warm womanly curves encased in featherlight silk—against him, locking her to him.
And she came.
Eagerly, wantonly, Emily pushed her arms up, stretched up on her toes the better to meet his lips, the better to return the increasingly fiery kiss. Winding her arms about his neck, with an abandon born of absolute certainty, she plastered herself to him.
She—her senses—leapt, then rejoiced as his arms locked and tightened, steel bands trapping her against his hard length. Obeying the dictates of her racing heart, she sank into him.
Gave herself up to the intoxicating heat, to the swirl of her senses, the giddy thud of her pulse.
Wanted—she wanted.
Even as, high on her toes, leaning into him she yielded her mouth and knowingly taunted him to take, she desperately wanted.
More.
All.
Now.
Here in this room, bathed in moonlight, she wanted him with a certainty that blazed through her veins.
An absolute longing, one she’d never felt before, one far too vibrant, too acute to be questioned.
Her need simply was, just as she was his.
Just as he was hers.
Nothing else mattered. Nothing else held the power to break the compulsion—one she wholeheartedly embraced.
His hands slid, palms burning, over the sensitive skin of her back, the silk a tantalizing, senses-teasing barrier. It whispered of sultry nights, promised heated delights as it shifted over her skin, caressing not just where his hands pressed, but elsewhere, further, sending prickling awareness washing over her.
Sending heat sinking into her. He angled his head and plundered her mouth anew, reclaiming her attention, his tongue sliding heavily over and along hers as, with a blatancy she found impossibly arousing, he feasted.
Hot, heavy, his hands traced her hips, slid down, around, gripped.
He lifted her against him, molded her hips to his. The insubstantial silk did nothing to mute the thrilling male hardness of him, the solid rod of his erection that pressed through his breeches to impress itself against the taut softness of her belly.
With reined deliberation, he shifted against her, an evocative, provocative thrusting that made her fingers curl.
Heat streaked through her, an eruption of sweet warmth that spread beneath her skin, then slid sinuously down to pool low.
To swell. And throb.
On a gasp she broke from the kiss, desperate to breathe, and caught a glimpse of his face, of the dark fire in his eyes.
Her hands had found his hair, her fingers tangling in the soft locks. Forcing her heavy, passion-weighted lids wider, she stared, oddly aware of her lips hot and swollen, slicked from their kiss, of her harried breathing, of the tightness of her chest.
Of the giddiness of her senses, the yearning in her blood.
Of the need that beat an irresistible tattoo in her veins.
Her eyes searched his, and she saw in the dark depths the heat ease back a notch. Saw rationality and a stubborn, bone-deep honor fight to rise above the heated compulsion, to transcend it and reclaim him.
Yet she stood on the brink. Teetering. So aware…
Of the heat that rose beneath every inch of her skin. That made itself known in the throb of her lips, and even more insistently in the throb of the soft flesh between her thighs.
For the first time she knew, felt, fully experienced the telltale greedy fire that flooded her and made her yearn. That made her body soften, melt. Made it long for a completion she’d never known with a violence that made her ache.
She caught and held his gaze. “Don’t. Stop.” Her tone would have done the begum proud—command, demand, wrapped in sultry, lustful, open greed.
The heat in his eyes flared anew. His chest swelled as he fought—the damned man fought!—to contain it. To suppress it.
But he didn’t succeed.
Every muscle in his large, hard body grew hotter, harder. Forged steel, tempered and scalding, powerful and unyielding.
But if she wanted him tonight, she would have to fight, too.
Fight him—his too-noble nature.
Eyes locked on his, she drew breath—and felt the power within her rise. Sensed, felt, that intangible fire come to her call, felt it well and swell and rise about them.
She didn’t need to think, to look, to wonder. Desire and passion, lust and need—all were there in the heated compulsion that all but crackled between them, around them.
“I want this.”
He still held her against him. Deliberately, boldly, she pressed closer still.
Felt him react, helpless to resist.
Felt the fire between them surge.
Stretching up, she lifted her face and breathed against his lips, “I want you.” Eyes flicking up, at close quarters she held his gaze. “I need you inside me.”
That and only that would quench the fire they’d lit. With achingly sharp clarity she knew that, and only that, would ease the escalating ache, would feed her hunger and satisfy her craving.
That that was what she needed to realize her dreams.
And that was what he—stubborn man—needed, too.
His hands hadn’t eased their grip. The arms locked about her hadn’t loosened.
She could sense the battle raging within him. He was still fighting—but he wasn’t winning.
Inwardly smiling, she drew her hands from his hair, framed his face, held it steady as she stretched the last inch, and kissed him.
Voraciously, hungrily, demandingly.
She poured everything, every ounce of temptation, of enticement, of promise, into that kiss.
She held nothing back. She wanted him to stop thinking, desperately wanted him to cease being noble and take her to her bed.
She wanted him. Wanted this.
All. Now. Here.
Gareth heard her message loud and clear. He knew what he was doing, but he wasn’t at all sure she did. Yet what could he do?
Resistance was futile, breaking from her impossible. His arms, his hands, his body, simply would not let her go. Not now, not after she’d made her wishes so abundantly plain.
I want you. I need you inside me.
What man could refuse such a plea?
Certainly not him. Not given it was her.
He wasn’t even sure when he made up his mind—when exactly he surrendered.
Only knew that he had to be where she wanted, that he needed to be sunk deep within her as much as she needed him there.
That need, at least, was singularly clear, as genuine as the clawing demon that was eating him from inside out.
So he broke from the kiss that had become a ravenous, incandescent exchange, swept her up in his arms, and strode to the bed.
Her eyes glittered in the moonlight, her lips parting in a fleeting, satisfied smile as he laid her down.
Resisting the urge to simply follow her down, cover her, rip the flimsy silk away and sheath himself in her, resisting the driving urgency that already pounded through him, he forced himself to straighten and step back from her grasping hands. Standing, he peeled off his coat.
She watched, smiled—another of her soft, secretive, smug smiles of feminine triumph—then sat up, reaching behind her for the buttons of the barely there silk blouse that shimmered over her skin.
“No.”
Surprised by his guttural decree, she glanced up.
“Leave it on—I want to peel it from you.” Stripping off his cravat, he gestured with his chin. “Lie back and let me look at you.”
Let me plan.
Emily met his dark gaze, hesitated as something within her clenched, a primitive reaction to the clear promise skating beneath his words. But…lips lightly curving, she tipped her head his way, and slowly, langorously, relaxed back against the pillows, noting the way his gaze hungrily traveled from her shoulder, to breast, to hip, to thigh as she did.
Her heart was thudding, steady and sure. There was no chance of her cooling, not with his eyes on her.
Not with him swiftly stripping, garment by garment revealing more of the fascinating musculature of his chest and abdomen. Tossing aside his shirt, belt already gone, he unbuttoned the flap of his breeches as he turned and sat on the edge of the bed to remove his boots, giving her the chance to study his back, the long, defined muscles bracketing his spine, the wide heaviness of his shoulders.
Mouth watering, unable to stop herself, she shifted, reached out and touched. He jerked, flung her a dark look, but said nothing. Let her stroke, let her test the incredible resilience of his skin and the steely muscles beneath.
Let her be seduced anew by his heat. He was burning.
One boot hit the floor. Seconds later its mate joined it.
She drew back her hand. Breath bated, mouth abruptly drying, she waited
for him to stand and turn.
He didn’t. He rose up, slid his trousers past his hips and sat again to pull them free of his long legs.
She barely had time to register the maneuver before his trousers hit the floor and he turned, and was on her.
Sunk in the bed alongside, propped on one arm, he loomed over her.
She knew why he’d done it. He was now too close for her to see anything beyond the wide expanse of his chest. Naked and delectable though that was, she’d had further expectations.
Eyes narrowing, she opened her mouth to inform him she had three married sisters—
He kissed her. Filled her mouth with the potent taste of him, with power, passion, and promise.
Swept her away—effortlessly—on a tide of rising need, driven by an escalating, clawing sense of urgency.
His hand closed, hard, over one silk-clad breast. Possessively weighed, caressed. His thumb found her nipple and circled, stroked, teased…until she gasped through the kiss, body arching, pressing her flesh more firmly into his demanding hand.
That seemed all the encouragement he needed.
His hand roved her body, heavy, male, flagrantly demanding and commanding, drawing responses from her she’d never known she’d had it in her to give.
She’d thought she’d been heated before.
Now she burned.
Then he broke from the kiss, slid down and bent his head, licked, laved. Silk clung to her breast, to her tightly furled nipple. He drew back enough to see, then bent his head once more—and drew the turgid bud into his mouth.
And suckled.
She shrieked, fought to mute the sound. Fought to ride the wave of sensation he sent crashing through her. He continued to feast, until she was breathless, until she shifted and moaned.
Then his hand slid between her thighs and one blunt fingertip stroked her through the sodden silk covering her there.
She sobbed, clutched his head, holding him to her as she tilted her hips, wordlessly begging.
The blunt fingertip found her entrance and pressed in, just a little, the wet silk an excruciatingly frustrating barrier preventing real touch, deeper penetration.
She wanted…she knew more than enough to know exactly what she wanted.
Freeing one hand from the tangle of his dark hair, she reached down…and found him. Hotter than flesh should be, velvet over steel. Her fingertips reached just far enough to touch, to reverently trace the broad head.