“Beats me,” I said. “But it wouldn’t surprise me at all if Mother dear was still interfering, for her own inscrutable reasons. Either she’s still trying to keep us away from witnessing the Nightside’s true beginnings, or there’s something here she wants me to see. A situation further complicated by the fact that Lilith is probably actually here, somewhere. Her earlier self, that is. She might not have been banished yet. We’re going to have to watch ourselves, Suzie. We can’t afford to attract her attention.”
“Why not?” said Suzie. “This Lilith wouldn’t know who you are.”
“I think … she’d only have to look at me, to know,” I said. “And then she’d ask questions… If she were to find out about her being banished to Limbo, you can bet she’d take steps to stop it, and our Present really would be screwed.”
“What do we do with the witch’s body?” said Suzie. When in doubt she always retreated to the immediate practical problems.
I looked around and spotted what looked like a municipal dump in one corner of the square. It was a large dump, piled high, and surrounded by flies and dogs and other things. I pointed it out to Suzie, and she nodded. She bent down and slung Nimue’s body casually over one shoulder again, and I retrieved Merlin’s heart from where I’d thrown it. The dark muscle was already decaying into mush. We dumped both the heart and the body on the pile of accumulated refuse. Thick clouds of flies sprang up around us, buzzing angrily at being disturbed. Up close the smell was almost overpowering. In and among the city’s piled-up garbage there were quite a few other bodies, in varying stages of decay. Some were human, some very definitely weren’t, and there were a surprisingly large number of dead dogs and wolves. Small furry and scuttling things moved over and through the pile, feasting on the tastiest bits.
“No-one will notice one more body,” said Suzie, satisfied. “I guess only Citizens get buried in this age.”
I nodded, staring at Nimue. The crooked arms, the bent-back head, the staring empty eyes. “She died because of me,” I said. “Just a kid, with a bit of ambition and an eye to the main chance. Who really did love her old sugar daddy, at the end. Dead and gone now, because I talked her into helping us.”
“You can’t save them all,” said Suzie.
“I didn’t even try,” I said. “I was too wrapped up in my own concerns. I used her… to get what I wanted. I don’t think I much like the man I’m becoming, Suzie.”
Suzie sniffed. She’d never had much time for sentiment, with good reason. “What do we do now?” she said briskly.
“We need information,” I said, glad of an excuse to push aside my conscience and concentrate on the here and now.
“There must be someone, or more probably Something, in this Nightside with enough power to send us further back in Time, to where and when we need to be. There must be.”
Suzie shrugged. “Can’t say I know of any, off-hand. Most of the Powers we know haven’t even been born or created yet.” She looked around at the various temples. “I suppose we could always pray to the gods. The Roman gods were quite keen in interfering in human affairs.”
“I don’t think I want to attract their attention either,” I said. “They’d be bound to ask questions, and the answers would only upset them.”
“We have to go to the Londinium Club,” Suzie said abruptly.
“Why?” I said.
“Because the Doorman in the sixth century remembered that we did. So whatever it is we do, when we meet him, it must make one hell of a first impression.”
I scowled. “I hate that kind of circular thinking. I say we break the circle, so that nothing is certain any more. I don’t have to go to the Club, if I don’t want to. I say we go straight to the oldest bar in the world, whatever it’s called in this period, and make our enquiries there.”
“We could do that,” said Suzie. “Only, how are we going to find it, when we don’t know its name, or where it’s located? I take it you don’t feel like using your gift…”
“No, I bloody don’t. The Lilith of this time would almost certainly notice…” I stood and thought for a time, while Suzie waited patiently. She’s always had great faith in my ability to think my way out of any problem. “We need directions,” I finally decided.
“Sounds like a plan,” said Suzie. “Want me to start grabbing people at random, and stick my shotgun up their noses?”
“There’s an easier way,” I said. I knelt beside the unconscious Roman Legionnaire I’d decked earlier and brought him back to consciousness by only somewhat brutal methods. I helped him sit up, while he groaned and cursed, then smiled at him encouragingly. “We need directions, Tavius. You tell us how to find the oldest bar in the world, and we’ll go away and leave you, and you’ll never have to see us again. Won’t that be nice?”
“The oldest bar?” the Legionnaire said sullenly. “Which one? I can think of several that could make that claim. Don’t you have a name for it?”
I sighed, and looked at Suzie. “I suppose it hasn’t been around long enough to establish its reputation yet.”
“Then we go to the Londinium Club?”
“Looks like it. You do know where that is, right, Legionnaire?”
“Of course. But it’s only for Citizens. Strictly Members only, and protected by the whole Roman pantheon. There’s no way the likes of you will ever get to see the insides of it.”
I punched him out again, and then spent a while walking round in small circles, nursing my wounded hand and swearing a lot. There’s a reason why I try to avoid brawls, which is that I’m really crap at them. Suzie very wisely had nothing to say.
We set off through the Nightside, following Tavius’s directions. The first thing I noticed was that the air was cleaner and clearer in Roman times. I could see the Nightside sky clearly, without a hint of smoke or smog. And then something really big flew across the face of the oversized moon, actually blocking it out completely for a moment. I stopped and watched, genuinely impressed. Every now and again I needed reminding that this wasn’t the Nightside I knew. They did things differently here. Even more than the sixth century, this was a dangerous time, where Powers and Forces walked freely and unopposed, and humanity was a barely tolerated newcomer.
The only light came from torches and oil-lamps, firmly bolted to every suitable structure, but there still wasn’t enough of it. The shadows were very deep and very dark, and many things seemed to prefer them. Crowds of people and others bustled back and forth through the narrow streets and alleyways, intent on their own business, and there was hardly any distinction between the street traffic and the pedestrians. The traffic itself was slow and stately; some wagons, some horses (with slaves following along behind to clean up after them), and what were clearly upper-class people, being carried around on reclining couches by what I thought at first were slaves, but from their dead faces and staring eyes were quite definitely zombies.
“You’re the expert,” I said to Suzie. “What are those couch things called?”
“Palanquins,” she said immediately. “I thought you said you watched I, Claudius!”
“I watched it, but I didn’t take notes. Did you spot the zombies?”
“Of course. They’re called liches, in this period. Maybe there’s a shortage of good slaves, or maybe the slaves got too uppity. You don’t get back talk from the dead.”
Tavius’s directions had been extremely explicit, so much so I’d had to write them down. (Tavius had been really impressed by my ballpoint pen.) They did seem to involve an awful lot of going back and forth and around and around, often for no obvious point or reason. In fact, it was taking us ages to get anywhere, and I was getting really fed up with having to plough through the unrespecting crowds. So when I saw the opportunity for an obvious short cut, I took it. I strode down a perfectly ordinary-looking street, got almost to the end, then was suddenly right back where I’d started from. I stopped and looked around me. Suzie looked at me patiently, while I considered the matter. She wasn’t above saying I told you so,
preferring to save it for those really irritating moments, but I don’t think she trusted my mood, right then.
“I get the feeling,” I said finally, “that space in this new Nightside hasn’t properly settled down yet. Directions can be arbitrary, and space can actually fold back upon itself. I’ve heard old stories about that, but it hasn’t happened in our Nightside for ages. The Authorities tend to keep such things constant because it’s good for business. So… I guess we’d better stick to Tavius’s directions exactly, from now on.”
“I would,” said Suzie.
“You’re dying to say I told you so, aren’t you?”
“I wouldn’t dare.”
We pressed on, following the directions exactly, but we hadn’t been walking for ten minutes before we walked right into a trap. We were strolling through a suspiciously deserted square when it suddenly disappeared, and we were Somewhere else. The change hit us like a blow. The air was viciously hot and sticky, and smelled of spoiled meat. The light was dark purple, and when I looked up, I saw a big red sun in a sickly pink sky. And all around us was a jungle made of flesh and blood. It stretched away for miles, trees and bush and hanging lianas, and all of it made of meat. All of it moving, slowly, as it reacted to our sudden presence. Suzie already had her shotgun out and was looking for a target.
“Is it a Timeslip?” she said, her voice calm and controlled as always.
“Could be,” I said, trying for the same tone. “Some extreme alternative time-line, past or future or… that bloody Tavius! He deliberately didn’t tell us, hoping we’d walk right into it!”
“Ugly bloody place,” said Suzie, and I had to agree.
We were standing in a small clearing, in a jungle made of meat. The huge trees were red and purple, and the large leathery leaves had bones in them. Some of the trees were clearly pregnant, with bulging, distended boles, patterned with dark veins. All the plants were flesh and blood, their pink skins sweating in the furnace heat. The stench of decaying flesh came to me from every direction, carried on the shifting breezes, thick and nasty, leaving an indescribable taste in my mouth. There were flowers, too, great pulpy growths like Technicolor cancers, and here and there roses red as blood stood tall on thorny spines, the crimson petals surrounding mouths stuffed with needle teeth. The roses all turned their heads in our direction, orientating on Suzie and me, and harsh, hissing noises emanated from the roses’ mouths. They were talking to each other.
And beyond and underneath the heavy layers of jungle growth, I could barely make out the blurred forms of ancient, ruined buildings. Old, very old structures, long abandoned by whoever or whatever built them. This was a world where evolution had taken a very different turn. Nature, red in tooth and claw, replaced by nature red in vine and thorn.
It was an alien landscape, like a different planet, and Suzie and I didn’t belong there. I felt… horribly alone. Already some of the meat plants were turning slowly in our direction, and the roses were hissing angrily at each other. Plants like lumps of spoiled liver tore their pink roots out of the dark ground and lurched towards us. Thorned tendrils opened out around them, like some vicious grasping umbrella. Sticky mouths opened in the dark-veined plants. Suzie opened up with her shotgun, fanning it back and forth, and the plants before and around us exploded in gobbets of bloody flesh. A high, keening rose on the air, inhumanly grating, as though the whole jungle was crying out in pain and outrage. A quick glance around showed the jungle pressing in from every direction. Even the great trees were leaning towards and over us. Suzie kept up a steady rate of fire, the noise deafening at close range, but she wasn’t even slowing the advance down. The fleshy plants soaked up the punishment and kept coming. Suzie realised she was only wasting ammunition and grabbed for one of the grenades on her belt.
I decided it was time to step in, before things really got out of hand. I grabbed the nearest rose and yanked it out of the dark ground. It squealed like a pig pulled away from its trough, thrashing its thorny spine about and trying to twist it around my wrist and arm. I held the rose firmly below the flower, took my monogrammed silver lighter out of my coat pocket, and flicked on the flame. The other roses cried out in unison, and the jungle grew very still. I held the flame close to the rose, and the petals shrank away from it.
“All right,” I said. “Back off, or the rose gets it.”
There was a pause, then the whole of the meat jungle fell back perceptibly. They might not understand my words, but they knew what I meant. I looked at Suzie and jerked my head backwards. She checked that the way behind us was clear and nodded. And slowly, step by step, we moved back along the path that had brought us into this awful world. The jungle watched us go, the fleshy leaves quivering with rage. The rose writhed violently in my grasp, fighting to break free, snapping at me with its nasty teeth. And then, suddenly, the purple glare snapped off, replaced by the soothing gloom of the Nightside. We’d retreated back across the border of the Timeslip. The rose let out a howl of anguish, until I slapped it round the petals and shut it up. I stuffed the rose into my coat pocket, and it grew still. I wasn’t worried about the rose trying to escape; my coat can look after itself. I took several deep breaths, trying to clear the stench of spoiled meat out of my head.
“Really ugly place,” said Suzie, calm and unruffled as always. She put away her shotgun and looked at me. “How did you figure out the roses were so important?”
“Easy,” I said. “They were the only ones that had a language.”
“Let’s go to the Londinium Club,” said Suzie. “And face dangers I can understand.”
We followed Tavius’s directions exactly, suspicious all the time for further pitfalls, but soon enough we came safely to the Londinium Club. The exterior looked the same as always, only much cleaner. The stone exterior was spotless, gleaming brightly under many lanterns, and the erotic bas-reliefs showed off details so powerful they practically leapt off the wall and mugged you. And there, standing at the stop of the steps and guarding the entrance, was the Doorman. He really was as old as everyone said he was. This time, he wore a simple white tunic, his muscular arms folded firmly across his broad chest. He took one look at Suzie and me, in our battered and blood-stained clothes, and actually came all the way down the steps to block our way more thoroughly. Since reason and kind words were clearly not an option, I reached into my coat pocket, pulled out the rose, and presented it to the Doorman. He accepted it automatically, then cried out in shock and revulsion as the thorny spine wrapped itself around his arm, and the flower went for his face, the teeth snapping at his eyes. He had to use both hands to hold it back. And while he was preoccupied, Suzie and I walked right past him, through the door, and into the lobby, our noses in the air like we belonged there.
This time, the lobby was all gleaming white tiles, with a huge coloured mosaic covering the entire floor; all of it gleaming new and fresh and shining clean. There were oil-lamps burning everywhere, filling the lobby with a golden light, so that not a single shadow should spoil the effect. The mosaic on the floor showed the entire pantheon of Roman gods and goddesses doing something so erotic and entangled I was hard-pushed to make sense of it, but it was the mosaic on the ceiling that caught my attention. It was a stylized portrait of a woman’s face. My mother’s face.
“I don’t care if they are gods,” said Suzie. “Some of those proportions can’t be correct.”
I drew her attention away from the floor and indicated the face on the ceiling. “That’s Lilith,” I said. “That’s Mommie Dearest. They say she slept with demons and gave birth to monsters.”
Suzie sniffed, conspicuously unimpressed. “Yeah, she looks the type. I’m more concerned with what’s going on here on the floor. I mean, look at that guy on the end. You could club a baby seal to death with that.”
“You don’t get it,” I said. “Why would the Londinium Club put Lilith’s face on their lobby ceiling?”
Suzie shrugged. “Maybe she was a founding Member. That could explain its longe
vity…”
I shook my head, unconvinced. “There’s got to be more to it than that. This means something…”
“Everything means something.”
Perhaps fortunately, we were interrupted by the Club Steward walking across the lobby to join us. I knew he had to be the Steward; they all have that same arrogant poise, the same disdainful gaze. Somehow I knew we weren’t going to get on. He stopped a respectful distance away from us, bowed slightly, and presented us with his best long-suffering smile.
“Your reputation proceeds you, sir and lady. The Legionnaires you ran off are still being treated for shock, and so far you are the only people ever to venture into the carnivorous jungle and come out again in one piece. You are also the first people ever to get past our Doorman. There is some talk of presenting you with a medal or striking you down with a lightning bolt. Either way, it’s clear that though you are not Citizens or Members, or ever likely to be, it’s got to be less trouble for all concerned if I welcome you to the Club and ask how best we can serve you. On the grounds that the sooner we can get rid of you, the better.”
I looked at Suzie. “Why can’t everyone be that reasonable?”
“Where would be the fun in that?” said Suzie.
“May I enquire why you have come here, sir and lady?” said the Steward.
I gave him the short version, and he nodded slowly. “Well, there are any number of gods and beings and sorcerers who are currently Club Members in good standing, who might be able to help you; and quite a few of them are in residence here today. Go through those doors, and you’ll find most of them taking their ease in the steam-baths. I’m sure you’ll find someone or something that can assist you. Feel free to help yourselves to the Club oils and lineaments, but don’t steal the towels. We’re running short again.”
“Oh, I don’t think we need to disturb them at their bath,” I said quickly. “The dining area will do fine.”
The Steward raised a shocked eyebrow. “The dining area and vomitorium are beyond the baths, sir. It is expected that all Members cleanse themselves thoroughly, before being allowed through to dine. You could not possibly be admitted in your… present condition. We have standards to maintain. If you will remove all your garments…”