“I was just interested in …”
“Something for nothing,” Simpson interrupted. “Well, you can forget it.” He started to close the door. “I got to talk to the cops, but I don’t have to do nothing for you without there’s something in it for me.”
“But I don’t have anything to give you,” Corman said.
Simpson smiled mockingly and closed the door. “Works the same from me to you, dickhead,” he said.
CHAPTER
FOURTEEN
CORMAN DRESSED quickly the next morning. He could still see Simpson’s door closing in his face, blocking another route to Sarah Rosen and the book Julian wanted out of her. Hastily, he considered his other options, his frantic pace sweeping out to Lucy, rushing her through her morning routine so hurriedly that by the time they reached her school she was tired and irritable.
“May I play at Maria’s after school?” Lucy asked as they neared the school gate.
“I guess.”
She smiled brightly. “Don’t forget to pick me up there,” she said, then lunged away from him, sprinting up the stairs, as if in dread of his good-bye kiss.
Corman shook his head helplessly, then walked east to the offices of the News on 42nd Street.
As he made his way toward the building’s perpetually turning revolving doors, Corman remembered the morning Lazar had brought him over to introduce him to Pike and get him started in the business. They had paused at the doors and Lazar had nodded toward the river, showing him where Nathan Hale had declared his regret at having only one life to give for his country, a line which made him famous, Lazar had said with a slim, ironic smile, despite the fact that he’d simply lifted it from an old English play.
Corman did not pause now as he hustled into the building and went directly to the elevators. Once on the fourth floor, he glanced toward Pike’s office and saw him pacing back and forth behind its Plexiglas windows. For a moment he hesitated, standing silently as the elevator doors closed behind him, almost afraid to move. It was as if each step he took now was somehow irretrievable, marked with fatal falls.
Pike was leaning over a light box, staring at several strips of negatives when Corman finally walked into his office. Rudy Fenster stood half-hidden in a rear corner, slumped against a green metal filing cabinet, his eyes darting impatiently about the office while he waited.
“Not bad, Rudy,” Pike said finally as he straightened himself. “I might be able to use one of these shots.”
Rudy’s face brightened with mock delight. “Hear that?” he asked as he stepped away from the cabinet. “Hear that, Corman, one fucking shot.”
Pike shook his head tiredly. “What do you want, a private publisher? This is a fucking newspaper. I don’t use more than one picture on anything but the lead.”
Fenster stepped over to the light box, began gathering up his negatives. “Not good enough, Hugo,” he said. “This stuff is still warm.”
Pike laughed. “In an hour it’ll be cold as death, Rudy. For Christ’s sake, take the money and run.”
Fenster shook his head determinedly, his fingers still peeling the strips from the light box. “Can’t do it.”
Pike stared at him wonderingly. “You really going to start playing me against the Times?”
“Against whoever I can,” Fenster said with a shrug.
Pike grabbed Fenster’s hand. “Wait a second, Rudy, let Corman be the judge.” He waved him over to the light box. “Take a look at these shots. Tell me how they add up to a lead.”
Fenster pulled his hand free and peeled off the last of the strips. “You’re king of the butt-fuckers, Hugo,” he said disgustedly.
Pike looked at him, stunned. “What did you say?”
Fenster dropped the negatives into a plastic folder. “You heard me.”
Pike’s eyes turned into small, angry slits. “Get out of my fucking office, Rudy,” he cried. “What are you, huh? Van Gogh, something like that? Just get the fuck out of my office.”
Fenster hooked his camera bag over his shoulder and started toward the door.
Pike was right behind him, an angry bird swooping at his back. “Get out! Get out! Go slice off your fucking ear!” He slammed the door as Fenster stepped through it, then turned back to Corman, still blazing. “Prima-fucking-donna,” he sputtered. “Who the fuck does he think he is?”
Corman stared at him silently, waiting for him to cool. Pike’s head rotated slowly back toward the door. Fenster’s tall frame could still be seen, a soft blur through the frosted glass.
Pike turned to Corman. “Did I say he was a hack? Did I insult the man? Was I going to buy a goddamn picture? What the fuck’s the matter with that guy?”
Corman didn’t answer. Instead, he decided to go on to another subject. “I was wondering if you’d heard anything about Groton.”
“Yeah, I did,” Pike answered gruffly. “He’s a dead man.” He stomped back to his desk and collapsed behind it. “He came in first thing, told me the whole story, just like he said he would.” He glanced out the window beside his desk, stared down toward the swarming ants below, then returned his eyes to Corman. “I knew his father, you know.”
“Groton’s?” Corman asked, surprised to hear it.
Pike’s lips jerked downward. “Rudy’s,” he said. “From way back, I knew his father.” He shook his head. “Tommy Fenster. He was a rewrite man for forty years, as good as there ever was.” He thought about it for a moment longer, then returned to Groton, his voice a bit shaky, despite the control. “Harry didn’t let out a whimper,” he said. “The old guy has balls, I’ll say that for him.”
“How long’s he got?”
“Six months, on the outside.”
“Six months,” Corman repeated softly.
“You want his job?”
Corman thought about it, remembering the conversation of the day before. “I’m not sure,” he said.
Pike leaned forward and turned off the light box. “Groton’s willing to take the new guy on a few shoots,” he said. “One of them’s scheduled for later this afternoon.”
“Where?”
“Some wingding at the Waldorf. Big wedding reception in the Grand Ballroom. Three-thirty. You interested?”
“Maybe,” Corman said tentatively.
“A little enthusiasm wouldn’t kill you.”
“It’s just that I’m working on something else right now,” Corman explained.
Pike’s eyes closed wearily. “What something else?”
“The woman who jumped out of the window on …”
“That’s dead meat,” Pike said, his eyes still closed. He waved one hand dismissively, rubbed his eyes with the other. “Forget it.”
“She had a college degree,” Corman said quickly. “She had to come from somewhere or done something, you know, unusual.”
Pike opened his eyes and lowered his hands to his desk. “Sounds like you’re working a reporter angle more than anything else.”
“I need a story to make the pictures worth something,” Corman said. He saw Simpson’s door closing again. “But, I’m just hitting a lot of dead ends.”
Pike’s eyes returned to the stacks of envelopes which covered one side of his desk. “It’s burying me,” he moaned, then glanced up at Corman. “So tell me, you interested in Groton’s job or not?” He lifted one of the envelopes and spilled the negatives onto the top of the light box. “Lilies and lace, that’s his beat.”
Corman could see Groton in his mind, slumped in a velvet chair, his camera bags gathered at his feet like sleeping dogs, his head nodding forward from time to time, heavy-lidded, ponderous, waiting for the bride, the groom, the first blast from the towering pipe organ. “Society shoots,” he said, almost to himself, “that’s all I’d be doing, too?”
“From morning till night, my friend,” Pike said. “You too good for it?”
Corman leaned against the door jamb and said nothing.
After a moment, Pike glanced up at him. “That’s the way i
t is, Corman,” he said. “You don’t get cakes and ale.” His eyes narrowed. “You want it or not?”
“How long can you hold it open?”
“Like they say, five business days.”
“That’s all?”
“You got till Monday morning,” Pike said firmly. “After that, you’ll have to take a number.”
Corman drew in a deep breath. “All right,” he said. “I’ll let you know one way or the other.”
“What about this shoot with Groton? The Waldorf?”
“I’ll be there,” Corman told him. He stood up, started out the door.
“Oh, by the way,” Pike said, stopping him. “Even if you come on staff, I don’t want to be your social secretary.” He picked up a small pink phone message and thrust it toward Corman. “Somebody left this for you about an hour ago.”
Corman took the message and read it. “It’s from my—what would you call it—the guy who married my wife.”
“Before or after you did?”
“After.”
Pike seemed to relax a bit. He grinned his old grin. “Just call him Sloppy Seconds,” he said.
Fenster was leaning against the wall in the lobby, fumbling through his camera bag, when Corman walked out of the elevator.
Fenster glanced up quickly. “You sell anything?”
Corman shook his head.
“Bastards,” Fenster hissed. He eased himself from the wall, pulled the camera bag onto his shoulder and headed for the door.
They walked out of the building together then turned west down 42nd Street. It was a sea of weaving umbrellas. Fenster added his to the jumble and drew Corman under it.
“I hate the city when it rains,” he said. He slowed his pace and glanced about aimlessly. “I don’t know where I’m going. That stuff about playing Hugo against the Times, that was bullshit.”
The rain suddenly stopped west of Fifth Avenue. Fenster folded his umbrella and stuck it into his bag. “By the way,” he asked, “where you headed?”
“Midtown North.”
“What for?”
Corman shrugged, hating the sound of Lang’s name in his mind. “Something I’m working on.”
Fenster stopped, looked at Corman closely. “Anything big?”
Corman shook his head. “I don’t think so.”
They walked on silently until they reached Times Square. There was a long bank of public telephones just in front of the old Times Building. Corman left Fenster at the corner while he made the call.
A woman answered immediately. “Candleman and Mills.”
“I’d like to speak to Mr. Mills,” Corman said. “I’m returning his call.”
“May I have your name, please?”
“David Corman.”
“Thank you, Mr. Corman. Just a moment, please.”
Something from the Brandenburg Concertos came over the phone suddenly, high, metallic, utterly unmusical. Corman drew the receiver from his ear to avoid it.
Jeffrey came on a few seconds later, cutting off the concerto in the middle of a flourish.
“Hello, David,” he said in a soft but decidedly serious voice. “How are you?”
“Fine.”
“I’m sorry about tracking you down this morning, but I needed to talk to you, and I didn’t want Lucy to know.”
“What’s up, Jeffrey?” Corman asked dryly.
“Well, I was hoping that you and I could meet for dinner.”
“I have to be home with Lucy.”
“Would a drink be possible? Just a short one?”
“I guess.”
“We really do need to have a talk, you know,” Jeffrey said, adding a gentle emphasis.
Corman remained silent.
“Would seven be all right?”
“Maybe a little earlier,” Corman said.
“Six?”
“Okay.”
“How about the Bull and Bear, then,” Jeffrey said. “It’s a favorite of Lexie’s and mine.”
Corman’s fingers tightened around the phone. It was still hard for him to imagine that Lexie was married to another man, choosing favorite bars, restaurants, songs with him. It seemed strangely doomed in its repetitiveness, as if you could only change your seat on the train, never the direction in which it was moving. “Yeah, okay, the Bull and Bear,” he said, then hung up.
“Everything okay?” Fenster asked when Corman joined him again.
“Good enough,” Corman said.
The two of them headed west again, down that stretch of 42nd Street the cops called “the Deuce,” a wide expanse of cheap souvenir shops, porno theaters and adult bookstores where pimps, burned-out hookers and dope peddlers lounged together in bleak doorways while they watched the other, more prosperous portion of humanity stream by. Corman had spent a lot of time photographing them, trying to capture the way they seemed to envy the ordinary people who rushed past on their way to the bus terminal or the towering offices of midtown, but despised them, too, felt a vehement contempt for their wormy little lives.
“We should be like them,” Fenster said as he nodded toward a small knot of grim-faced young men. “You don’t butt-fuck one of those guys.” He laughed mockingly. “That’s what I’m going to say to my kid the next time he asks me what I do. I’m going to say, ‘I grab my ankles, Conrad, I take it up the ass.’” His eyes bore in on the men again. One of them nodded toward him and grabbed his crotch.
Fenster stopped dead in his tracks and stared evenly into Corman’s eyes. “Did you see that?”
Corman nodded.
Fenster smiled. “Some balls they got, huh?” he said fiercely. “They wouldn’t live like us for five fucking seconds.” He glanced back at the group of men in the doorway. “They see something they want, they take it. And if there’s a plate glass window between them and the goods, they just smash the fucking thing.” His face reddened suddenly, his eyes glistening. “You can’t be a man in this fucking city unless you’re willing to do that. You can’t be a man unless you’re willing to live like them, tell people to piss the hell off.”
Corman started to move down the street again.
Fenster grabbed his jacket, stopping him. “They got the edge on life, Corman,” he said. “They got the edge, not us. You know why? Because they know it’s all bullshit.”
Corman tugged himself free and started walking again.
Fenster followed him, pressing his shoulder against Corman’s. “It’s the truth,” he said. He craned his neck, peering down the street. “Look at this place. You think any of our friends could survive around here?” He stopped again and glared at the long line of cheap movie houses and peep shows. “For Christ’s sake, look at this place!”
For an instant, Corman actually looked straight into the eyes of the Deuce, and suddenly glimpsed something that lifted his spirits inexplicably. For years, the new city had been trying to clean it up, but nothing had changed all that much. It was as if the Deuce had the stamp of eternity on it in a way that luxury hotels and climbing real estate prices didn’t. In the old city, it had been further south, a world of narrow, crooked streets and dismal courts which some called Murderer’s Alley and others called Cow Bay, but whose steamy, sleepless center had been known to everyone by the name of Paradise Square. The fathers of the old city, the ones who’d swilled an imported rum called kill-devil, had done their best to eradicate it. Over the years development had moved it northward, given it a different name, but nothing else had changed because, it seemed to Corman, development was no more than the product of a system, maybe just a mood, while the Deuce sprouted in the chromosomes of everything that lived.
Fenster started walking again. “People are always talking about what they need. I’ll tell you what they need. Balls.” He quickened his pace, his hands pinching vehemently at the black folds of his umbrella. “A place to be a man, that’s what they need.”
At the corner of Eighth Avenue, a prophet was shouting loudly into a portable microphone. He had a tangled, black beard
and his large body was draped in a long, white robe.
Fenster’s face softened as he paused to watch him. “Crazy bastard,” he whispered affectionately.
The prophet shouted something else into the microphone, but Corman could not make out what it was. Then the man stepped forward a few paces and looked directly at Fenster.
“No one knows who I am,” he whispered ardently.
Fenster laughed under his breath. “Me, neither,” he said.
The prophet went back to the microphone, his voice thundering even more loudly.
Corman drew his camera from his bag and began taking pictures while Fenster stood by silently. He was on his second roll a few minutes later when two uniformed policemen suddenly brushed by him and stepped directly in front of the prophet.
“Remember me?” the taller one asked, his face only a few inches from the straggling hairs of the prophet’s beard.
The prophet did not answer. He continued to shout into the microphone.
“You got a permit for sound equipment?” the other policeman asked.
Again, the prophet did not answer.
The taller policeman glanced at his partner, then grabbed the microphone from the prophet’s hand. “We told you before,” he said. “If you don’t have a permit for this, we can seize it.”
The prophet stepped away, pressed his back against the wall of the building and lowered his hands to his sides. His whole body appeared to grow hard, stony, but as Corman’s eyes swept up and down the long, white robe, he could see that beneath it, just at the level of the knee, his legs had begun to tremble fearfully.
Fenster eased himself over to Corman. “Let’s get out of here,” he whispered nervously. “Situation like this, anything can happen.”
Corman knelt down quickly, focused, snapped another picture, moved to the left, shot a second photograph, then a third, a fourth and a fifth. The trembling had become more violent, shaking the lower quarters of the robe like a small wind. Corman leaned forward, focusing closely, reaching for the minutest detail.
One of the policemen began spooling up the long electrical cable that ran from the microphone to the amplifier, while his partner boxed the speakers then swept stacks of pamphlets into a plastic bag.