“Then all of this”—Deacon lifted his hand, gesturing to indicate the world outside the shack, the concentration camp—“it means nothing.”
The old man did not answer, but his eyes were intense as they bored into Deacon’s.
“And what of your family?” Deacon asked. “Do they believe as you?”
There. Deacon saw the slight flicker in the holy man’s gaze.
“My family is…”
“Your daughter-in-law,” Deacon continued. “And two grandchildren, if I’m not mistaken.” He reached into the pocket of his coat and removed a folded piece of paper. “Jacob and Hannah,” he said, looking up from the names. “Perhaps I shouldn’t have stopped their executions…perhaps I should have allowed them to feel the embrace of your God.”
“They are alive?” the old man asked.
Is that a spark of hope in his ancient eyes? Deacon certainly hoped so.
“Jacob is quite proud of his grandpa,” he said. “The stories he told me…and little Hannah, as well.”
The rabbi looked down at the floor.
“But, of course, they’re just children,” Deacon said. “Repeating fairy stories told to make them eat and go to bed.”
“Exactly,” Rabbi Eshed said, his gaze still on the floor.
“But what if their stories were true?” Deacon mused. “How wonderful would it be if Jacob and Hannah’s beloved grandpa could create a man made from clay and bring it to life, to thwart their enemies? What a world this would be, eh?” He placed his hands on either side of the open journal. “It would be a world that Jacob and Hannah could live in for quite some time, a world filled with magick.”
The old man finally met Deacon’s gaze.
“I could give them that world,” Deacon pressed. “I could see that they were taken from this place.”
It was indeed hope that he had seen in the holy man’s eyes, and now it burned out of control.
Deacon knew that he was close and carefully reached for his pen. “For the sake of Jacob and Hannah—”
“What…what do you wish to know?” Eshed asked, defeated.
Deacon set pen to paper.
“Tell me everything.”
Eshed spoke for hours.
Once the words began, there was no holding them back. Some of what he had to say was already familiar to Deacon, but there was much that wasn’t, so many details…multifaceted pieces of information that finally revealed the magnitude of it all.
They were at it for hours: spells, diagrams, formulas, and words. The rabbi gave him everything Deacon would need to create his own man of clay and to improve upon it.
When they had begun, the journal was empty, and now it was nearly filled. Deacon felt an overwhelming sense of joy and accomplishment as he flipped through the pages. There was so much work to be done now that he had all the missing pieces.
He’d become so engrossed with what he had collected that the sudden appearance of the two guards surprised him. But then he remembered where he was and who had helped to fill the sucking void of arcane knowledge that had eluded him for so long.
Rabbi Eshed still sat across from him, looking far smaller than when he’d first entered the room. It was as if all the knowledge he had revealed had somehow caused him to diminish in size.
The guards stared from the open door, the cold, Polish winter flowing into the confines of the tiny room. Deacon’s time with Rabbi Eshed was at an end.
He pulled his purple gloves from his coat pockets and jammed his freezing hands into them. Then he closed his burgeoning journal, retrieved his leather satchel, and slid his prize inside.
The old man watched his every action with growing anticipation.
Deacon stood and, clutching the satchel protectively to his chest, walked around the desk and past the old rabbi. Eshed turned in his chair and reached out to grab the sleeve of his cashmere coat.
The guards moved, but Deacon stopped them with a glance. He turned his gaze to the old man.
“My grandchildren,” the rabbi said hesitantly. “You…you said that if I were to tell you…that they would be safe.”
Deacon pulled his arm from the old man’s desperate clutches.
“Rest assured, they are in a better place,” Deacon said coldly, watching as the realization sank in and the light of hope that had been in the old rabbi’s eyes was extinguished.
“They…they are already dead,” Eshed proclaimed, the weight of the words seeming to crush him down even farther into the chair.
“Freed from the horrors of this world, so they can find peace in the next,” Deacon said, feeling no shame. “I will be sure to tell Reichsführer Himmler of your excellent service to me,” he again praised the guards as he passed between them on his way out the door.
“Herr Deacon,” boomed the rabbi’s voice from the cold space behind him. It was as if he’d been grabbed by the shoulder and spun around to face the old Jew, who still had not risen from his chair.
“Another piece of information I give to you of my own free will.” A new fired burned in Rabbi Eshed’s eyes. “There will be a special darkness for you,” he proclaimed, as if knowing the words he spoke were undeniably true. “For you and all who would dare to love you.”
Then the rabbi abruptly turned his back to Deacon.
Finished with him.
Finished with this world.
Waiting for Heaven.
CHAPTER ONE
It had been quite some time since Remy had last listened.
That was why he was here, standing before the high front gates of the New Hampshire Correctional Facility, staring at the harsh angles of the prison beyond.
He had come because he had listened again.
Thunder crashed, lightning pulsed across the nighttime sky, and rain fell in straight sheets to the earth. Remy was soaked to the skin, but he didn’t give it a thought, his mind occupied with the reason for his being in this inhospitable place on this most inclement of evenings.
He had come in answer to a prayer.
A prayer that he, a former emissary of Heaven, had overheard as someone had pleaded for God’s attention. And although Remy had struggled to block out those prayers in his quest to be human, tonight he had heard and was compelled to act.
Invisible to the video cameras that watched the comings and goings from the prison, Remy spread his powerful wings to their full span and, with a single mighty thrust, lifted himself up and over the fence to the open yard beyond.
The world was changing. He could smell it in the air, taste it on the tip of his tongue, feel it like a faint electric current on the surface of his skin. Remy knew it had to do with how close the earth had come to the Apocalypse a year or two back, a catastrophe that he had had a major role in averting. Ever since then, life had been growing stranger, deadlier, with every passing day—as if being that close to the end had set the world on a different path.
Stirred things up like silt from the bottom of a lake.
Remy had changed, as well, for the love of his life had died, and without her strength, he’d found himself fighting to hold on to the humanity that he’d worked so hard to fabricate. His human nature had begun to tatter, his angelic essence trying to assert itself as he drifted further away from the mundane existence he had created as a private investigator—and husband.
But as the world that he loved—and fought for—continued to transform, Remy had to face the fact that the warlike nature of the Seraphim was needed. If he was going to continue to protect this changing world and all he loved from the rapidly escalating supernatural threats, the two warring natures at the core of his being would have to unite.
Finally, with the help of the memory of his beloved Madeline, Remy had embraced a side of his nature that he had been attempting to stifle for thousands of years. Remy Chandler was transformed.
Whole.
The human and the angelic were one. He was a creature of both Earth and Heaven, and tonight he had chanced a listen to the prayers of humanity
. It was a mother’s plea that had touched him tonight, compelling both the human and the Seraphim to action.
Remy walked across the puddle-covered blacktop of the prison yard and stopped beside a guard who stood outside the main entrance, smoking a cigarette beneath an overhang. Patiently, he waited in the steady fall downpour as the man finished his smoke, then followed him into the brightly lit building, the heavy metal door slamming closed behind them.
Remy had been relaxing on the roof of his Beacon Hill brownstone, sipping a glass of Scotch as his canine friend, Marlowe, snored loudly at his feet. The rain hadn’t started, but the dampness permeated the air, and he’d known that it was only a matter of time before it did.
He had seen the glow of the lights at Fenway Park and absently wondered if the Sox would be able to get their game in before the deluge. He had allowed the effects of the alcohol to wash over him. His psychic connection to the world’s inhabitants danced in the corners of his perception. Normally he would have blotted it out, not wanting to eavesdrop on the pleas of the needy and devout, but something about this particular night had encouraged him to open himself up to the cacophony of prayers.
It had been like being in a sea of sound, a multitude of voices in every worldly dialect, all speaking at the same time.
Remy had been tempted to pull back from the deafening roar but forced himself to concentrate, whittling down the sounds of many to a select few, until he was focusing on only one, the strongest and most plaintive of them all.
The prayers of Catherine Perlas.
Remy was deep inside the prison now. The noxious smell of violence and desperation hung stagnant in the air, despite the nearly overwhelming stink of industrial cleaner. He’d left his escort to wander on his own and was passing the prison infirmary when his acute hearing picked up the sound of heavy breathing—someone fast asleep.
He stepped inside a darkened office to find an older man sleeping at his desk, file folders spread out before him as if sleep had claimed him in the midst of work. Silently, Remy approached the man.
“Robert Denning,” he said softly in the voice of an angel.
The man twitched with a grunt and slowly raised his head, leaving a small puddle of drool on one of the folders. He looked around the room, bleary-eyed and still mostly asleep, searching for the source of the voice.
“Where can I find him?” Remy whispered into the man’s other ear.
The man could barely keep his eyes open. His head bobbed up and down as sleep tried to pull him into its embrace once more.
“Where is Robert Denning?” Remy repeated.
“Maximum Security,” the man mumbled. “Special Housing, Unit Six.”
His eyes closed again, and this time they did not open. His breathing grew deeper as he laid his head back down on his pillow of folders. He was snoring as Remy looked around the office, searching for some kind of floor plan. On the back of the door he found an emergency map of the facility and quickly located the maximum-security wing.
Catherine Perlas had lost her daughter and twin grandchildren to murder, and prayed with all she had that God would punish their killer.
The story had been all over the local news. Charlotte Marsh, a thirty-three-year-old single mother, and her six-year-old daughters had been found brutally murdered in their Camden, New Hampshire, home. They had been together, maimed to render them unable to escape, and Charlotte had been the last to die.
Who could do such a thing and why? asked everyone who heard the tale of horror. The answer was far from satisfying, and more disturbing than most could bear.
Robert Denning was a twenty-year-old college dropout and, according to the testimony at his trial, had always been curious about how it would feel to take a life. After a particularly taxing day when he’d fought with his girlfriend, Robert had felt the overwhelming desire to satisfy that murderous curiosity.
He’d seen Charlotte and her daughters, Amanda and Emily, at a local supermarket and followed them home. He had parked his car and waited, unnoticed, until the house grew dark. Then he’d entered through an unlocked door in the garage. Details were sketchy, but they said he’d taken his time with them.
Remy found his way into Maximum Security, transporting himself through the locked doors by wrapping his wings about his body and picturing the other side.
It was as if the prisoners asleep behind the doors of the cells could sense his divine presence; many of them cried out pathetically as he strolled past. Most simply returned to a restless sleep when he paid them no mind—the prowling Seraphim on the hunt for a specific prey.
Denning had tried to escape human justice by declaring that he was insane at the time of the murders, but the jury hadn’t bought it, agreeing with the prosecutor, who had portrayed the man as a cold, calculating killer.
Remy stopped before a white metal door, the number 6 stenciled large and black above the single Plexiglas window. He stood for a moment staring at the door, imagining what was on the other side. A part of him—his human side—yearned to sense some unspeakable evil emanating from the cell, something beyond the norm that would explain why Robert Denning had done what he had.
A form of demonic possession or some such manifestation of evil.
A way to make some strange kind of sense from the senseless.
But Remy felt nothing out of the ordinary, and that just made it all the more maddening.
The angel stepped closer to the cell, peering into the small, darkened space, seeing a shape huddled beneath a blanket on the bed.
He opened his wings, wrapped them about himself once again, and he was there on the other side of the door, beside the bed, watching the figure in the embrace of a seemingly peaceful sleep. Remy wondered briefly about Catherine Perlas, wondered if it was possible for the poor woman to sleep peacefully again. Or would she be forever haunted by the memories of her murdered family?
His emotions had never been more acute as they had since embracing his angelic side once more. Even the most mundane feelings affected him with startling acuity. Never had he experienced love so strongly, or, as in this particular instant—
Hate.
“Robert Denning,” Remy said into the darkness, his voice resonating with divine presence. “Awaken.”
Denning stirred on the bed, the angel’s command pulling him into the waking world.
“What? Who’s there?” the young man asked sleepily, pushing himself up on his elbows, squinting into the shadows.
Remy chose to remain visible this time and had not hidden his wings. The brilliant white of their feathers cast an unearthly radiance about the cramped cell.
And Robert Denning saw what had come into his room. He sat up with a sucking gasp, throwing himself back against the wall, clutching his blanket tightly beneath his chin.
His eyes were wide and filled with fear, and Remy wondered if the young man was thinking of Charlotte, Amanda, and Emily then…thinking of how afraid they had been in his presence that night he had yearned for and sampled the act of murder.
Remy hoped that he was.
“What the fuck?” Denning screamed.
“Keep your voice down,” Remy commanded, not wanting the murderer’s cries to summon any of the prison staff.
Denning opened his mouth to cry out again, but Remy was across the small room with the speed of thought, snatching up the prisoner by the front of his jumpsuit. “You will not cry out again,” Remy ordered, his face mere inches from that of the young man.
He had taken on the full guise of the Seraphim warrior, his body adorned in golden armor, stained with the blood of recent battles, of which there had been many.
Denning’s mouth moved like that of a dying fish desperate to feel the flow of water over its gills again.
Remy looked into his eyes…really looked into his eyes. They were welling up with tears, but there was little else there; no sign of some otherworldly evil that might have taken up residence in a frail human shell.
All Remy saw was a ter
rified human being.
“I…” Denning was trying to speak but was having difficulty forcing the words from his gaping mouth. “I…I’m…”
“What?” Remy snarled. “What do you have to say for yourself?”
“I’m…sorry,” Denning managed, and then fell limp, sobbing uncontrollably in Remy’s grasp.
“You’re sorry?” Remy asked incredulously, barely able to control the anger in his voice. “You took the life of a mother and her two children in cold blood, and you’re sorry?”
Remy could feel the divine fire building up inside him, traveling through his body as he remembered the prayers of a mother who had lost so much. It took a mighty effort not to allow the hungry flame to emerge, to consume the flesh of the lowly human he held, to award him an excruciatingly painful death.
It would be the closet thing to Hell that Remy could manage.
The fire…the fire of Heaven would start with the soul first, burning it away before moving on to the physical…the flesh and blood, organs and bones. It would happen quickly, but a pain like that would seem to last forever.
And it couldn’t happen to a nicer guy.
The flames moved down Remy’s arm toward his hand, and he struggled to hold it back, trying to convince himself that this wasn’t want he wanted to do.
But it was what he wanted…what the Seraphim wanted.
He heard Catherine’s plaintive prayers again echoing inside his skull, begging the Almighty to punish the man who had taken her loved ones.
And wasn’t that what the angel Remiel had been created to do? To carry out God’s will? To be His divine messenger?
Denning was looking up at him, tears streaming down a face flushed with emotion as he jabbered on.
“I never believed in you…I never knew…. So sorry for what I did…sorry that I didn’t believe…so, so sorry…”
Remy could feel the fire at his fingertips now, straining to be released.
Hungry to feed on the flesh of the sinner. To return this one to the dust from whence he had come.
Suddenly his fingers began to glow, and Remy knew he could no longer hold it back.