"Meaning that I have let you down, and so you will kill me for it?" He seemed to consider this. "I do not see the threat. Death holds fewer and fewer terrors for me with each passing day."
"You say that now, when your life is not threatened," Shiv'kala commented. "It is always simple to laugh in the face of death when it is not facing you. In time, you may change your mind. This much, however, is certain, Londo. You will never lay hands upon Durla again. You will not threaten him, nor assault him. Nor will you attempt to dispatch any agents or cat's-paws to do likewise, because we will find out. And the pain that was inflicted upon you via the keeper today.. . will seem as nothing. If you do not trust my word in any other matter, I suggest you trust it in this: You will not survive."
"No one ever survives," Londo observed. "One just gets progressively worse opportunities to die."
There was a respectful knock at the door. Londo glanced at Shiv'kala, but the Drakh had already blended in with the shadows of the room. "Come," he called.
The door opened, and two members of the Prime Candidates entered. They carried between them a silver tray, covered with a cloth, which they placed on the table next to Londo. He looked at it with bleary curiosity. "Yes? What is it?"
"Compliments of Ministers Lione and Durla," one of the boys said. Then they turned and departed while Londo leaned forward and looked with curiosity at the covered tray.
A bomb, possibly. Or some sort of trap. At that moment, however, Londo didn't particularly care. He pulled off the cloth and gasped.
An eye was sitting on it, looking up at him.
Except it was no normal eye. It appeared to be solid, with a red tint to it...
"G'Kar," Londo whispered. There was a note on the tray next to it. With hands trembling, he picked it up and read it.
"The noble Citizen G'Kar is being forced to send his regrets. He is feeling somewhat put out at the moment, and will not be able to join you for dinner in the foreseeable future. Instead he will be undergoing an intensive, rigorous 'training program' to make certain he remains in good shape. We trust our meaning has been made clear, and will not be forgotten."
Londo started to stand, as if to go charging to G'Kar's aid. "Where do you think you are going?" Shiv'kala asked calmly. That was not unusual. He was calm most of the time. Icy, like a frozen planet, and with about as much chance of displaying pity or mercy. "Certainly you are not considering helping your pet Narn, are you?"
Londo pointed in fury at the eye. "This was your idea, I take it?" "No, actually. We probably would have thought of it... but the truth is that Durla conceived of it all on his own. It will not go well for the Narn, I fear. But he will not die. Durla would not want that to happen, for if he dies, then he cannot be a source of ongoing torment for you."
"Bastards!" Londo spat out, and he started for the door. Then the pain came again. Londo got only a few steps before it overwhelmed him, like an ocean wave batters a sand castle to bits. Londo staggered back and sank into the cushions.
"Some quiet time for you now, Londo, I think," Shiv'kala told him, as if addressing an angry child. "A day or so to contemplate your actions, and why it would be most unwise to repeat those actions."
"Must. . . stop him. .."
"You cannot," Shiv'kala said. "You cannot stop any of this. It has gone too far. Within days now, the fleet will be launched. Durla will see to it. He has prepared for it extremely well. And you cannot-will not-do anything to stop it, Londo. Otherwise I will make certain that Durla does indeed go too far in his ... what was the phrase ... 'training program' for G'Kar. And that will be the least of the recriminations that await you... all in retaliation for anything you might try to do, none of which could hope to succeed.
"The only thing you will succeed in doing is injuring yourself. . .and others. G'Kar, Senna, even that absurd Vir Cotto, for whom you continue to have foolish affection. All of them will know the punishments attendant in your failed attempts to stop the unstoppable. "Have we made ourselves clear, Londo?"
"Painfully so, yes." He managed to nod his head.
"As I told you, Londo.. . believe it or not, we have been merciful until now. Do not, at any time, mistake mercy for weakness We are not weak. We are Drakh. We are of the Shadows. Is that also clear, Londo?"
This time he didn't even bother to speak. He just nodded.
"I am pleased we had this opportunity to chat, Londo."
And then, rather unexpectedly, Londo managed to get oin "The boy... the Sheridan boy..."
"What about him?" If the Drakh had had an eyebrow, he would have cocked it in curiosity.
"Bringing him here ... is insanity. Crossing his father, crossing Delenn ... the Earth fleet, the Minbari fleet will be brought down upon us. Even you cannot possibly think that we can withstand such an assault. The Minbari fleet alone could level this world."
"Very likely. But such an action would only result in the boy's death, and Sheridan and Delenn will not risk that. They will come here, alone and unattended. We know this for a certainty. And when they come here, you, Londo, will oversee their execution."
"On what grounds?"
"On the grounds that they are responsible for sending the Shadows away. They will pay for that with their lives."
"And the boy?"
"We have plans for the boy. With his parents gone, he will 'escape,' and live to serve our interests."
"Your interests?" Then he laughed bitterly. "Oh. Of course. The keeper."
"In the vase that you left, yes. Had you forgotten about that?"
"I tried to. Unfortunately, I seem to remember all the things I would rather forget, and forget that which I really should remember. When I brought the keeper in the urn ... I hoped ... ii was for the purpose of spying. That was all. Influencing his father and mother on Minbar, perhaps. I never thought that this..."
The Drakh leaned in close to him. "Never forget," he said, "who is in charge. It will go badly for you if you do."
And with that, he left Londo sitting alone in his room-in a pain-filled silence enforced by the keeper-trying to determine just how things could possibly go more badly than they already were.
EXCERPT FROM
THE CHRONICLES OF LONDO MOLLARI.
Excerpt dated (approximate Earth date)
December 3,2277.
I had to call her.
I sat here, stewing for days, thinking about what I had seen... thinking about what that bastard Durla had done to Mariel, even knowing my protection extended to her after her return to the Palace. And I kept thinking to myself, At least your hands are clean. For all your crimes, for all that can be laid at your feet... at least you have never treated a woman in such a manner.
And then I thought about that some more, really thought.
I thought of Adira ... my beautiful Adira. The dancer who elevated my past, haunted my present, and would never be a part of my future. When she died, I took certain... steps... which drove me down the dark road I currently tread.
I thought of Mariel, an appendage to that man, that monstrosity of a man. If I had never divorced her, she would not be in this position. I know, I know... to ensure her own future, she tried to kill me. But in a way... should I be entirely surprised? She observed the men in the society in which she was raised. My gender taught her the lessons to which she subscribed. If she was raised to be devious, to hold little regard for life... who am I now to condemn her? One who has led a stainless life myself? If I were not subject to coughing fits, I would laugh heartily at that.
I thought of Daggair, another wife of mine... eh. Well... I did not think of her too much. There is only so much guilt even I will feel.
And then there is Timov. Timov, whom I shunted away, for her own good. Making her believe that I do not, did not ever, truly love her. The thing is, she was a woman of boundless integrity and sharp wit. Had we ever truly been a team- Great Maker, the things we could have accomplished.
I felt the need to say this to her. To make her realize that I did tru
ly value her. And-I have to admit it-to cleanse my own guilt, for in my own way I had abused her just as thoroughly as Durla had done Mariel. Abused her trust, abused her affection. I owed it to her, somehow, to make reparations for this.
Foolish. Foolish old man.
When my-small associate-freed me after a time of enforced "meditation," I resolved that I had delayed long enough. Too long, in fact. Years too long. I knew that she no longer resided on Centauri Prime but instead had relocated to one of the outlying worlds. It was not difficult for me to establish a real-time link with her. A woman whom I recognized as a longtime retainer to Timov answered my communique" and looked most surprised indeed to see that she was being contacted by the emperor himself. She told me that her mistress would be right there.
Long minutes passed. I surmised that Timov was making me wait out of spite.
I was wrong.
When a wan and drawn woman appeared on the screen, for a moment I did not recognize her. There was none of the fiery robustness I had come to associate with the razor-sharp spitfire called Timov, but then I realized that yes, indeed, it was she.
She sat there, staring at me. Not saying a word. The only part of her that seemed to be truly alive was her eyes, and those blazed with the fire of inner vision.
"Timov," I said, surprised at the huskiness of my voice. I started to say, "You are looking well," but nothing could have been further from the truth, and we both knew it. So instead I cleared my throat and started to say her name again.
She cut me off curtly. "It's true. Are you satisfied? Obviously you're calling to see for yourself if whatever you've heard is correct. So... you're seeing. Good enough?"
"I have heard nothing," I said quite honestly. It may have been the most honest thing I'd said to her in years... if not ever.
"You haven't heard that I'm dying," she said with such contempt in her tone that it was clear she didn't believe it for a moment.
I have never taken quite as long to say a single, one-syllable word as I did at that moment. "No," I finally managed to get out.
"Mm-hmm." Still she did not believe. I could not blame her. "All right, then. Why, after all this time, have you called?"
"I..."
Everything I wanted to say to her flooded through my mind. But nothing came out,
She scowled in that way she had. "Londo ... you chased me off Centauri Prime. You have treated me with disrespect that you would not show to your greatest enemy. You have exhibited contempt for me, you have-"
"I know, I know. I have done all these things. I know."
"I am the empress and have been dealt with as if I were the lowliest of slaves. And now, after all this time, what could you possibly have to say?"
"Why are you dying?" I managed to say.
"To annoy you. Anything else?" She seemed anxious to end the transmission, to do anything except talk to me, be anywhere except on a line with me. A hundred responses went through my mind, and only one emerged.
"I want you to know... I am sorry," I said.
She stared at me as if I'd lost my mind. The seconds passed like an infinity. Then her eyes softened ever so slightly. "You should be. But not for what you imagine you're calling to apologize for."
"I'm afraid I-"
"You don't understand. But then you rarely took the time to understand, or even to consider your actions. You were impulsive the night you banished me from Centauri Prime." The effort of speaking took a great deal from her. She stopped to breathe, and I said nothing. "I have been less impulsive and have had more time to speculate, given my current condition. Londo, I know about your dilemma."
"How could you possibly know?"
"Do you not remember Lady Morella? You asked her to tell you about your future."
"That was a private transaction."
"Mmm, everything important to a Centauri is a private transaction, hence everything important to a Centauri is open to public scrutiny. I'm your wife, Londo. Even in exile, I know almost everything you do.
"It comes with the territory." She did not say these words flippantly. In fact, her eyes burned brighter.
Ah, yes, Timov knew just as all empresses knew of their husband's good fortune and ill omens. I saw what she was saying now. She was implying that Lady Morella, previously a telepath somewhat stronger in psionic capability than the average empress, was granted special vision as the wife of Emperor Turhan.
Timov knew. As Lady Morella knew. I had to warn her. "It is very dangerous for you to speculate on these things. That is why you are kept in exile."
"I know that. You are surrounded in darkness, and it is a darkness I know better than to penetrate."
"I should go, Timov. I just wanted to call to say... many things. None of them expressible now."
"Good-bye, Londo," she said briskly.
I reached to cut off the transmission, and Timov abruptly said, "Londo..."
My hand paused over the cutoff switch." Yes?"
"If you need me, call."
"I won't be needing you."
"I know," she said tartly. "That's why I made the offer."
The screen blinked off. And I knew at that moment that I would never see her again. But at least I had tried. Tried... and failed.
If I cannot achieve greatness, at least I can aspire to consistency.
- chapter 15 -
Vir was hurriedly packing in his quarters on Babylon 5 when an urgent beeping at his door interrupted him.
"Go away!" he called.
"We need to talk," came a surprisingly familiar voice. And yet it wasn't entirely too much of a surprise. In fact, the main surprise for Vir was that it hadn't occurred sooner.
"Come," he called, his command disengaging the door lock.
Michael Garibaldi entered, looking entirely too calm. He glanced around. "Going somewhere?"
"Yes. You could say th-"
And then, before Vir could say anything further, Garibaldi was across the room. He grabbed Vir by the shirt-front and slammed him up against a wall, knocking over furniture.
"I don't think so," Garibaldi said, and he spoke with barely contained fury. "I think you're going to tell me exactly how you think your people are going to get away with-"
He stopped. There was a blade pressed up against his throat, the hilt gripped solidly in Vir's hand. And Vir was staring into Garibaldi's eyes with absolutely no trace of fear. Any resemblance to the Vir Cotto who first set foot on Babylon 5 was long gone.
"What I think," Vir said in a low voice, "is that you're going to get your damned hands off me. And then we will talk like the reasonable men I know that one of us is."
Very slowly, Garibaldi released his hold on Vir's shirt and stepped back, keeping the palms of his hands up where Vir could readily see them. "The only reason you got away with that," he said, "was that you were the last person I would have thought capable of doing it."
"That's how I get away with a lot of things these days," Vir told him. He slid the blade back into the scabbard that was hidden under his vest. He studied Garibaldi a moment. The former security chief was unshaven and glassy-eyed. "How long since you've slept?"
"Did you know about it?" Garibaldi demanded.
"About your not sleeping?" Vir was completely lost.
"About David?"
"David." It took Vir a moment to place the name. "Sheridan's son. What about him?"
"They have him."
Once again it took Vir a few moments to follow the track of the conversation ... but then he understood. "Great Maker, no," he whispered.
"Great Maker, yes."
Vir walked around to the bar and promptly poured himself a drink. He held up the bottle to Garibaldi as an offering. Garibaldi took the bottle, stared at it a moment, then took a deep smell of the alcohol wafting from it before placing it back on the bar. "It's a good vintage," Vir said, slightly surprised.
"Maybe some other time ... like when I'm on my deathbed."
"Tell me what happened. Tell me everything."
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Something in Vir's voice must have convinced Garibaldi, for after only a moment's hesitation, he laid out the circumstances involving David's disappearance, in quick, broad strokes. When he mentioned the small lump of a creature on David's shoulder, Vir slowly nodded. "Drakh," he said.
"What? What about the Drakh?" Garibaldi said.
"Go on. I'll tell you in a minute."
So Garibaldi continued, and when he was finished, Vir simply sat there, contemplating his drink. "His parents are going out of their minds with worry."
"They have every reason to," Vir said. His eyes narrowed. "I think their friends are going a bit crazy, too."
"Sorry about... earlier," Garibaldi told him, gesturing to indicate his unexpected assault on Vir. "You said 'Drakh' before. Are you talking about the same Drakh who inflicted the plague on Earth?"
"The very same. That thing that you saw on David? Londo has one like it on him. It's how they control you, or watch you, or something like that."
"Are you saying," Garibaldi said slowly, "that the Drakh are somehow involved with Centauri Prime? With this kidnapping?"
Vir took a deep breath and let it out. "Yes. They have been for some time. They control Londo. I suspect they control Durla, to some degree. I also have reason to believe that a Drakh was involved in the death of Lou Welch."
"You told me it was the Prime Candidates."
"It was. But the Drakh apparently helped." He shook his head. "The plague they inflicted on Earth is not dissimilar from the plague they've inflicted on my world as well... except on Centauri Prime it's more covert."
"I don't understand. Why didn't you tell me this sooner?"
"I couldn't take the chance," Vir admitted. "These are agents of the Shadows we're talking about. I was concerned that if you knew they were on Centauri Prune, you would tell Sheridan, Sheridan would tell the Alliance, and that would have been all that was needed for the Alliance to come down on my people, attack without hesitation. The Centauri, after all, were seen as a beaten people. The Drakh would have been something that you would have gone after ... but Centauri Prime would have suffered. You would have killed the patient in order to annihilate the disease."