Caffery shakes his head. Lets out a low whistle. ‘And still you protected him?’
‘By then it wasn’t me protecting him, it was me protecting myself. From him and his mondo-bizarro bitch of a girlfriend, who turned the whole thing around so it looked like I …’ She rubs her arms. She realizes she is trembling. A sweat is coming out on her forehead. ‘So it looked like I did it all. Take a right here. This is it. My house.’
The Promise
WHEN MELANIE ASKS where AJ got to this morning, he lies. He tells her that Patience called – Stewart was acting up and needed another walk. Patience had a headache so AJ had to drive home and do it, because the dog is so nuts lately he can’t be trusted to go out on his own without running away into the forest. AJ hates the lie, almost dents it, his teeth are so tight as he delivers it, but he hasn’t got the balls to tell her what he’s done. He dreads the moment the phone rings and Caffery’s voice on the other end announces: I’m going to have to come out to Beechway.
He’s going to be ready by then. He’s made himself a promise. He’ll have explained it all to Melanie by then and she’ll be fine about it. She’ll understand, because she will have come to her senses. He stands in the gents’ and looks at himself in the mirror and makes himself repeat it.
‘AJ, you are going to find the right time to tell her. Swear it now, swear it? I promise. On Stewart’s life, I swear.’
At five p.m., when he’s finished all the rotas and the overtime sign-offs, and checked that the care-plan reviews have been written up, he is done in. The late nights have caught up with him. He locks his office and heads home. Melanie has a board report to prepare, so she’s going to follow later.
Patience has spent the day preparing another challenge for ‘breakfast’ – a proper English kedgeree, served with boiled eggs, chopped chives and coriander. Her disappointment when AJ walks in alone is written all over her face.
‘Awww, Patience, don’t make her do it again. She passed once.’
‘Girl needs feeding up.’
‘You’ll just make her ill.’
Patience purses her lips and busies herself around the kitchen, getting a mug of coffee and cream, tomato ketchup for the kedgeree. AJ ought to be the size of a house with all the food she dishes up.
‘Did your washing – it’s ironed and hanging in your wardrobe. Just in case you wanted to say thank you for that.’
‘Thank you, Patience.’
‘And for your information …’ She ladles dusky yellow kedgeree on to his plate and sets it in front of him. ‘The patron saint of good dress sense has paid us a visit. Your Hawaiian shirt got blown away.’
‘What?’
‘Off the line. Disappeared.’
‘Patience,’ he says warningly. ‘That was my favourite shirt.’
‘I know. And I’m telling the truth. I pegged it like the others. Must have been the wind. Clearly it’s got better taste than some of us.’
She turns away and clucks around, tending to her jam. Lifting the lid of each saucepan and peering inside, releasing huge plumes of steam. AJ sighs and picks up his knife and fork. By the time she has finished her jam duties the windows are covered in condensation and AJ has cleaned his plate. She snatches it up, carries it to the Aga, heaps it with more kedgeree.
‘Steady,’ he says. ‘There won’t be enough for Melanie.’
‘We’ll see,’ she says sourly. ‘We’ll see.’
AJ gives her a narrow, thoughtful look, wondering what’s going on. He thinks he knows. He picks up the ketchup and squirts it on the kedgeree. ‘So?’ he says, casually clicking the bottle closed. ‘What do you think?’
‘What do I think about what? What do I think about your Hawaiian shirt? You know the answer to that. What do I think about your job? You know the answer to that. What do I think about the way you spoil your dog? You know the answer to that.’
‘And you know what I’m talking about.’
Patience makes a disapproving noise at the back of her throat. She takes the kedgeree pot to the Aga and puts it on the warming plate, clunking down the heavy lid.
‘Well? Come on – spit it out.’
‘I like the way she eats,’ she says guardedly. ‘She eats like a proper human being.’
‘Apart from that, what do you think?’
She doesn’t answer. She picks up an oven glove and bends to check the jars sterilizing in there.
‘Patience? I asked you a question.’
She slams the oven door. ‘I heard your question. I did hear.’
‘And your answer?’
‘I’m worried.’ She wipes her hands quickly on the tea towel and drops it on the table. ‘If you want God’s honest truth, I think this time it’s different.’
‘Different?’
‘Yes – this is the first time I’ve seen my nephew acting like a grown-up and not a twelve-year-old boy who’s just worked out what his weenie is for.’
‘Is there a problem with that?’ AJ puts his knife and fork down. ‘Being serious?’
‘Hey,’ Patience says gently. She sits opposite him, watching him with her kind brown eyes. ‘You don’t know who you are – you really don’t. You don’t know how precious you are to me. I never had my own children – and isn’t that a blessing, because they’d be wild as boars if I had. But long before Dolly died, when you were still a little snotty kid about the size of a jelly bean and so ugly it hurt to look at you, me and Dolly both swore that whatever one of us went first, it would be the other who brought you up. She might have popped you out into the world, but as far as she and me were ever concerned you had two mothers. Maybe not perfect mothers, neither of us, but together I think we did a good job.’
‘And?’
Patience gives one of her rare smiles. She’s got teeth cleaner than poured milk, and when the light comes into her eyes she’s the prettiest woman alive. ‘I’m a mother bear, sweetheart. The first time my little boy’s put his heart on the line, and I want to be sure you’re going to be treated right and that the lady in question hasn’t got something else in her mind.’
Boxes
CAFFERY HAS COME straight from Penny Pilson’s to the search site and all the way the holdall containing Handel’s dolls has been making a low shuffling sound in the boot on the sharp corners. Now he knows their relevance, what they meant to Handel, he’s especially conscious of them. It’s tempting to stop the car and go back there to check the boot – if only to convince himself the little bastards haven’t climbed out of the bag. But then Flea gets into the car and he forgets all about Isaac Handel and starts thinking about Misty again.
They stop at a place just to the north-east of Bath. She shows him where to park: in a gravelled courtyard. Ahead stands a cottage. It is long and low – two-storeyed, spindling along for nearly twenty metres. Abutting it, coming out at right angles to form the second side of the yard, is a large house with a sheer brick wall topped by chimney stacks that block out the night sky. There are lights on in the only windows, which are high up, as if it’s a prison.
‘That’s the neighbours.’ Flea waves a hand at the wall. ‘And this’ – she indicates the rambling cottage, lit only by an old-fashioned coaching lamp covered in dead creeper – ‘is me.’
She swings out of the car, hefts her kit on her back and heads to the door. He gets out, looking around. In the moonlight he can make out the garden, which seems to be huge and unmanageable. Weed-choked and full of attempts at design that have gone wrong and been overgrown. Rose beds spill on to lawns that have grown into meadows and been defeated by the rains and the cold. What must once have been elegant terraces cascade down like jungle ledges, disappearing into the night. A wind comes up, blows straight through him. Autumn is here with a vengeance. He pulls his jacket tight and turns to follow Flea.
She dumps her kit outside the front door and uses a cast-iron boot scraper to lever off her boots. ‘Come in,’ she says. ‘Come in.’
He stands in the hallway unlacing his walking
boots, glancing at the surroundings. The house is long and ramshackle and as untidy as his place, with boxes lining the corridor. But the thing that sets this apart from his house is a sense of home his remote and unloved cottage will never have. Everything smells faintly of open fires. He looks to his left, where the cottage extends off, the floor uneven, dried flowers in the mullioned windows. He looks to his right, where Flea has disappeared. At all the coats hanging on the painted peg board.
This was where it happened. This was where she struck the deal to cover up what her brother had done. He pushes the boots to one side and follows her through the house. The boxes are in every corner, taped and stacked. She is making coffee in the kitchen. She’s taken off her jacket and sweatshirt and is dressed in black combats and polo shirt with the Underwater Search Unit’s badge sewn on the front. Her blonde hair is bundled up carelessly. Her arms are a mass of scratches and gouges from the day’s search. As she fills the kettle she has to negotiate a taped box on the floor.
‘What’s happening here? You moving?’
‘Not in the way you think.’
‘Cryptic.’
‘Yep – cryptic.’
She bangs about the place, making a lot of noise getting things out of cupboards. Slams down cups and spoons and jars of sugar.
‘Your house?’ Caffery says. ‘You grew up here?’
‘Milk? Sugar?’
‘Yes to both, thanks. It must have been a good place to grow up.’
She pauses, with the kettle poised above the cup, and he realizes his mistake. Her parents. He’s an idiot. ‘I’m sorry,’ he mutters. ‘Sorry.’
She pours the water, adds some milk, mixes it quickly and hands him the cup.
‘Bring it with you – I’m going to show you what I had to do.’
They go down another passageway – it seems to Caffery that the house is a warren – until they get to a door which she opens to reveal a garage.
‘This,’ she says, ‘is where things got really nasty.’
The moon has found a niche in the clouds and has chosen this moment to scythe into the windows above the roll-up garage door. It picks out the filigree of spiders’ webs, makes them sparkle like Christmas decorations. On the walls, garden tools have been hung in neat order. Here too boxes are stacked. In the centre of the garage sits a cast-iron Victorian bath.
‘What happened?’
‘After four days – when I worked out what Thom had left in my boot – I brought the car in here. My first thought was the freezer—’ She indicates a chest freezer in the corner. ‘Then I remembered some pathologist telling me about ice-crystal artefacts. You heard of those?’
‘I think so. The heart muscle or something – you can tell if a body’s been frozen?’
‘Yes – so I had to keep her chilled. Cold but not frozen.’ She nods at the bath. ‘Gallons of ice in there until I could work out what to do with her.’
‘Jesus.’
‘I know. And I’m supposed to be the one who’s used to dealing with dead bodies. My job.’
She goes to the windows now and stands on tiptoe, peering at them – at the frames – as if they contain some hidden clue. It is freezing in here – her breath steams the glass. The moon slants sideways on her face. Seeing her now, next to the window, side lit by the moon, he realizes again how delicate she is. Whenever he looks at Flea the animal part of his brain lights up. His limbic system goes into overdrive. Sometimes it screams sex. Sometimes, like now, it screams protect. Kill anything that threatens her …
‘I taped off all the windows, but my neighbour knew something was going on.’ She’s looking at the towering wall of the neighbouring house. ‘Kept nosing around the place – I was going out of my mind. It was—’ She puts her finger to her forehead. Drops her weight back on to her heels. There’s a small pause. ‘Surreal. I still can’t believe it.’
She turns and gives him a rueful smile.
‘So that’s two counts against me – the record I was driving that night, and my neighbour. And as if those two weren’t enough, there’s more. Do you remember that bald guy – the POLSA on that job we did, the suicide on the Strawberry Line?’
Caffery remembers him well. Flea and the POLSA – an officer trained in search management – butted up against each other like a pair of billy-goats. ‘Yeah – you really didn’t like him.’
‘The feeling was mutual.’
‘You called him a combed-over old twonk.’
‘And I was right – he was a combed-over old twonk – proper jobsworth. It was a hate-hate thing from the moment we laid eyes on each other. What you didn’t see was where our relationship started – which was the day after Misty went missing from the clinic. The POLSA twonk wanted my unit to search a lake in the grounds of the clinic. I pulled the team a little earlier than satisfied him and he made a big deal of it – said if I was so confident Misty wasn’t in the lake maybe I knew something about where she was.’
‘Oh, OK – OK, so not brilliant.’
‘Not brilliant? I’m on record for speeding that night, my neighbour knows I was up to something at about the same time – her curiosity isn’t going to burn itself out overnight, you can put money on that. And I’ve been told, in front of witnesses, that I’m acting like I know where Misty is.’ She gives a deep, weary sigh. ‘And that’s before I even get started on the car.’
‘The car?’
‘The one that hit her. The one Thom was driving – the Ford. My Ford. It’s a time bomb. It only has to be forensicated and I’m screwed another way.’
In answer Caffery drains his coffee. Tips the cup upside down to see if there are any last drops. ‘I can make coffee too,’ he says.
‘Oh?’ She raises an eyebrow. ‘Well done you.’
‘I think you should try a cup. Then you can judge.’
Ghosts
MELANIE GETS BACK to the cottage at eight. AJ is out throwing a stick for Stewart, in the front field because it’s enclosed and the dog can’t run away. He’s checked the hedgerows for his missing shirt and found nothing. If Patience did chuck it then maybe she’s got the fury out of her system. He’s not sure whether to be flattered by or annoyed with her. All that her anger has really given away is exactly what’s been in the back of his head: that if Mel still has feelings for Jonathan then AJ could wind up getting hurt.
The second morning at her house AJ found himself alone in her bedroom while she was taking a shower. There were so many temptations in the house – her handbag left open on the kitchen table, her phone on the bedstand. He remembers now rolling on to his side, plumping up the pillow under his head and gazing at the slim blue profile of it, his pulse tick-ticking away in his temples. Every atom of him bearing down on that sliver of rubberized polymer casing.
What information did it harbour? What windows into Melanie’s head could it unlock? Something about Jonathan Keay? Would his name and photograph appear on her recents screen? Would there be text conversations, emails or even her own ruminations about him noted somewhere? AJ was eaten up with curiosity, but he hadn’t acted on it. Eventually he’d turned away, picked up his own phone and started playing a mindless app to distract himself.
Now, when Melanie’s car headlights sweep up the drive, he attaches Stewart’s lead and comes over to the car to help with her bag. He keeps sneaking glances at her. She is so so pretty. Patience is right. He’s got to be so careful here.
Inside the house is warm, condensation gathering on the windows. Melanie comes in and gives Patience a kiss that leaves AJ’s aunt completely stunned. She says nothing, but turns away and spoons kedgeree on the plate she’s been warming on the Aga. She doesn’t go crazy with the amount of food, she keeps it civilized, and maybe the conversation she’s had earlier with AJ has softened her a bit, because she’s polite and even chatty, asking Melanie about work.
Everything is rolling along nicely, and AJ is so relaxed he cracks open a demijohn of the cider he made last year.
‘Kingston Blacks. Prop
er cider apples.’ He fills up three Duralex glasses taken from the wonky old cupboard above the sink. ‘Scrumped from over Old Man Athey’s field.’
Melanie gives the rim of her glass a quick wipe with the sleeve of her blouse and sips politely. She’d prefer vodka, but she’s too much of a lady to say it. Patience downs her glass in one. Sets it on the table for AJ to refill. ‘You mean where Stewart thinks he wants to go and live. With the ghosts.’
AJ shoots her a look – he doesn’t want the mood spoiled, but Melanie doesn’t appear to have picked up on the reference to Upton Farm.
‘Does he still want to go in the woods?’ she asks, smiling down at Stewart, who is dozing next to the Aga. ‘He seems quieter today.’
‘I’ve just taken him in the top field. He can’t get out, but he didn’t seem to be interested in going anywhere, tonight, did you, boy?’
‘Well, he wanted to go somewhere this morning.’ Patience knocks back her second glass of cider as if it’s a thimbleful. ‘Couldn’t get him settled. Ended up taking him into town. He helped me shop for the haddock for the kedgeree.’
It’s only when she reaches the word ‘haddock’ that AJ realizes what she’s said. This morning, to cover for going back to DI Caffery, he told Melanie he’d walked Stewart. He checks over the rim of his glass to see if Melanie has registered this. He can’t tell. Her expression is steady. So he quickly changes the subject, he finds anything to talk about, imagining a huge red light bulb flashing over his head, flashing LIAR. LIAR.
Melanie appears to be oblivious. She smiles and engages. She laughs at his stupid jokes and compliments Patience’s cooking. It’s only when the evening moves on and they get into the bedroom that he knows he hasn’t got away with it. Instead of coming to bed she stands at the window, staring outside. There is no moon tonight and no stars, the world seems sealed shut by the clouds. The bean trellises and the potting shed are just visible in the pale electric light from the kitchen windows; beyond that almost nothing.