But Lari liked that they laughed so much. She did too. Smiled and laughed. That’s how she got by during the day, the month, the year. That’s what she did when the rich white man from Denmark came to her house in the Philippines and told her mother, that he wanted to marry Lari and take her back to Denmark and pay the family a lot of money for her. That’s what she did when she signed the paperwork and they were declared married and she knew her future was saved. She smiled when she got on the plane with her ugly white husband who wore clogs and dirty overalls. She even smiled when he showed her into the small messy house that hadn’t been cleaned for ages and told her that was her new home. That her job would be to cook and clean and be available to him at any time. She was still smiling, even at the end of the day when she handed over the money that she earned from housecleaning while her husband sat at home and was paid by the government to be unemployed. And when Mr. Rosenfeldt grabbed her and took her into his bed and had oral sex with her she still smiled.
Yes, Lari Soerensen always smiled. And she still did today when she unlocked the door to Mr. Rosenfeldt’s summer residence.
But from that moment on she would smile no more.
CHAPTER 4
I AWOKE feeling like I was lying under a strange comforter in a foreign place in an unknown city. Slowly my memory came back to me, when I looked at my sleeping daughter in the bed next to me. When I came home from work she told me the first day of school had been a little tough. The teachers were nice, but the other kids in the class didn’t want to talk to her and she had spent the day alone and made no new friends. I told her she would be fine, that it would soon be better, but inside I was hurting. This was supposed to be a fresh start for the both of us, a new beginning. I now realized it wouldn’t go as smoothly as I had hoped.
My dad had prepared a nice breakfast for us when we came downstairs. Coffee, toast and eggs. Soft boiled for me and scrambled for Julie. We dove into the food.
Before mom died he wouldn’t go near the kitchen, except to eat, but things had changed since then. He’s actually gotten pretty good at cooking, I thought while secretly observing him from the table. Ever since his fall down the stairs last year, he had to use a cane, but he still managed to get around the kitchen and cook for us.
“You know, Dad, with me in the house you could catch a break every once in a while. I could take care of you, and cook for you instead.”
He didn’t even turn around, but just snorted at me. “I know my way around. You would only mess the place up.”
Then he turned around, smiling at Julie and me, and placed a big plate of scrambled eggs on the table in front of us.
I sighed and rubbed my stomach.
“Sorry, Dad, I’m too full. Julie, go get your bag upstairs. We are leaving in five.”
Julie made an annoyed sound and rushed up the stairs.
My dad looked at me seriously.
“She misses him, you know,” he said nodding his head in Julie’s direction. “Isn’t it about time she got to call him, and talk to him?”
I shook my head. I hated that she had told her granddad she missed her father. Since I couldn’t leave my job until late in the afternoon, he had suggested he would pick her up every day and they could spend some quality grandpa-granddaughter time together catching up on all the years they missed of each others’ lives. I liked that, but I didn’t care much about him meddling in my life.
“I can’t have him knowing where we are.”
My dad sighed. “You can’t hide down here forever. If he wants to find you, he will. Whatever happened to you up there, you have to face it at one point. You can’t keep running from it. It will affect your daughter too. No matter what he did, he is, after all, still her dad.”
Now it was my turn to sigh. “Just not right now, okay?”
As I got up Julie came down and dumped her bag on the floor before sitting down again and taking another serving of eggs.
Where she would put it in her skinny little body I didn’t know but I was glad to see her eat despite being so nervous about another day alone in the schoolyard with no one to play with.
“She must be growing,” my dad said with a big smile. “That’s my girl,” he said and winked at her.
I looked at the clock and decided that I too had the time to sit down for another minute. The radio played an old Danish song from my childhood. My dad started humming and tried to spin around with his cane. He almost fell but avoided it in the last second and we all laughed. I began to sing along too and Julie rolled her eyes at me, which made me sing even louder. The old cat stopped licking herself and stared at us from the window. She would probably be rolling her eyes too if she could.
It was one of those beautiful mornings, but a freezing cold one too. The sun embraced everybody, promising them that soon it would triumph over the cold wind. Soon it would make the flowers come out of hiding in the ground and with its long warm arms it would make them flourish and bloom. I really enjoyed my drive along the ocean and the sandy beach. The ocean seemed angry.
I had promised headquarters to do a story today, an interview with an Italian artist, Giovanni Marco, who lived on Enoe, a small island close to Karrebaeksminde. It was connected to the mainland by a bridge. The artist had made a series of sculptures that made the public angry because of its vulgarity. The artist himself claimed that it was his way of making a statement, that art cannot be censored. He had displayed the sculptures in the county’s art festival, shocking the public and making people nauseous from looking at them.
He was the same artist who once had displayed ten blenders each with one goldfish in them in a museum of art, waiting to see if anyone in the audience would press the button and kill the fish. He loved to provoke the sleepy Danes and outrage them. At least they then took a position and cared about something. I remembered he said he wanted to wake them from their drowsy sleep walk. I was actually looking forward to this interview with this controversial man on the beautiful island.
Giovanni Marco lived in an old wooden beach house that looked like it wouldn’t survive if big storm should hit the beach. Fortunately big storms are rare in Denmark. We had a big one in 1999 as strong as a category 1 hurricane. It was still the one people remembered and talked about. It knocked down trees and electric wires. At least one tree hit a moving car and killed the driver inside. That was a tragedy. It could definitely get very windy, but the artist’s house would probably stand for another hundred years.
Barefooted, he welcomed me in the driveway with a hug and a kiss on my cheek, which overwhelmed me since I had not been happy about male physical contact lately. So I’m sure I came off stiff and probably not very friendly toward him.
He was gorgeous and he seemed to know that a little too well. I never liked men who thought too much of themselves, but this one intrigued me anyway, which made me nervous and uncomfortable in his presence.
His blue eyes stared at me while he invited me inside. It’s rare for an Italian man to have blue eyes like that, I thought. Maybe he had Scandinavian genes. Maybe that’s why he had escaped from sunny Italy to cold Denmark where the sun would hide all winter. His hair was thick and brown and his skin looked very Italian. But he was tall like a Scandinavian. And muscular. I hated to admit it, but it was attractive.
Inside I was stunned by the spectacular view from almost every room in the house: views of the raging ocean, of the wild and absorbing sea. I used to dream about living like that. Well I used to dream about a lot of things, but dreams have a tendency to get broken over the years.
Giovanni, in a tank top and sweatpants, smiled at me and offered me a cup of organic green tea. I am more of a coffee person, but I smiled graciously and accepted. We sat for awhile on his sofa, glancing out over the big ocean.
“So you have just returned from the big city?” he asked with an irresistible Italian accent. His Danish was good, but not as good as I expected. BI had read that he had lived in the country for more than 30 years. “What made you come
back?”
News of my return traveled fast in a small community, I knew that, but how it got all the way out here, I didn’t know. Overwhelmed by his directness I shook my head and said, “I missed the silence and the quiet days, I guess.” It wasn’t too far from the truth. There had been days in the end, when the city got to me, with all its smartass people drinking their Coffee “Lattes”. It used to be just coffee with milk. I didn’t get that. But then again I didn’t get sushi either. Even in the center of Karrebaeksminde they had a sushi restaurant now, so maybe it wasn’t a big city thing.
“I miss that too when I’m away from here.” Giovanni expressed his emotions widely with his arms, the way Italians did. “Especially when I go back to Milan. I get so tired in the head, you know? All those people, so busy, always in a hurry. To do what? What are they doing that is so important?”
“I wouldn’t know,” I said knowing that I used to be one of those busy big-city people always rushing off to something. Rushing after a story to put on the cover. Never stopping to feel the ocean breeze or see the flowers pop up at spring. But I wasn’t like that anymore. I had changed. Having to go off to cover the war for the newspaper had changed me. Being a mom changed me. But that was all history.
I began my interview with Giovanni Marco and got some pretty good statements, I thought. I began to see the article shape in my head. But it seemed more like he wanted to talk about me instead. He kept turning the conversation to me and my past. I didn’t like to talk about it, so I gently avoided answering. But he kept pressing on, looking me in the eyes as if he could see right through me. I didn’t like that and he began to annoy me. His constant flirting with me was a little over the top. Luckily, my cell phone started ringing just as he began asking about my husband.
“I better take this,” I said.
“Now? In the middle of our conversation? Now, that is what I think is wrong with this world today. All these cell-phones always interrupting everything. People using them on the bus, on trains, in the doctor’s waiting room, rambling about this and that, and playing games. God forbid they should ever get themselves into a real conversation. They might even risk getting to know someone outside their own little world.”
He got up and looked passionately in my eyes, and I couldn’t help smiling. He was indeed over the top, but it was sweet.
“Now, tell me, what could be so vital that it cannot wait until we are done?” He thrust his long Italian arms out in the air.
“It might be about my daughter,” I said and got up from the couch.
It wasn’t about Julie. It was Sara from the newspaper. She was almost hyperventilating, trying to catch her breath. She was rambling.
“Take it easy Sara,” I said while holding a finger in my other ear to better hear her. “Just tell me calmly what is going on.”
She took a pause and caught her breath. “A dead body. The police found a dead body. I just heard it on my radio.”
“So?”
“Are you kidding me? That’s like the biggest story of this century down here.”
I didn’t get it. Normally when we received news like that at my old newspaper they just put in a small note on page five, and that was it. If the police thought it was a murder and an investigation took place we would make a real article about it, but still only place it on page five. And Sara didn’t even know if it was considered to be a murder case or not. It was just a dead body. For all I knew he could have died of a heart attack.
“Don’t people die in this place?” I challenged.
In Aarhus people died every week. With the gangs of immigrants fighting the rockers people got shot and stabbed all the time. Of course they would bring the story if a dead body was found. But it wasn’t like it was one of the big ones.
“He might have fallen drunk or even had a heart attack,” I said trying to close the conversation. “I will call the police and get something for a small article when I come back, okay?”
”No, no, no. It is not okay at all. I called Sune. He is already on his way down there. You have to be there before anyone else. I got this from the police radio, remember? That means no one else in the country knows anything yet. It is what you would call a solo story.”
I liked the ring of that. I might get it on the cover of the morning paper. Not bad on my second day.
“Okay, give me the address.”
CHAPTER 5
HALF AN hour later, I arrived at the scene. As I got near the address, I immediately knew this was no heart attack or just a drunken man. Four police cars were parked in front of the same house, two of them called in from Naestved, the biggest city nearby. I recognized a big blue van as one the forensic team from Copenhagen used.
This was big stuff.
The entrance to the house was blocked by crime tape. On the other side of the tape policemen searched wearing suits and gloves, writing in their notebooks, marking trace evidence, dusting for fingerprints, and marking shoeprints.
According to the radio report Sara had heard on the scanner, the victim was a white male, 46 years old. But I already knew that when I got there. I recognized the house and knew that it could only be Didrik Rosenfeldt. The house used to belong to his parents when I was a kid. And Didrik would come down here on summer vacation from boarding school. He was my sister’s age, and I remembered them hanging out together one summer. But something happened and she dumped him and never spoke of him again. He was a real asshole as far as I knew. He used to come down here and flirt with almost anything that had a pulse. He spent his time hanging out on his parent’s yacht in the port, drinking with his friends from the boarding school, harassing people who were different than they and had less money. A real prick, I would call him. That probably hadn’t changed a bit.
I looked around at the small crowd of neighborhood kids who had gathered in front of the house, peeking in. In the middle, a tall skinny guy stood out. He had a green Mohawk and wore a leather band with spikes around his neck, a leather jacket, and several piercings in his eyebrows, lips and nose. He wore black make-up on his eyes and lips. He stood out in stark contrast to this crowd of high society upper-class kids. In his hands he held a camera that never left his eyes, constantly taking a series of pictures. As I got close to him I noticed that he was missing two of his fingers on his right hand.
“You must be Sune,” I said when I approached him.
He didn’t look down at me, just kept on taking pictures non-stop.
“Mmm …”
“I’m Rebekka Franck. Did you see anything yet?”
“Nope.”
“Has the body been taken out yet?”
“Nope.”
Great, I thought. Then there was a chance we could get a picture of the covered body on the way into the ambulance. That was always a good shot for an article of this kind.
“Don’t you think it’s weird, since the body was found at six o’clock this morning?” Sune asked me.
Now that he said it, I did. It was three in the afternoon. Weren’t they in a hurry to get the body to the lab right away and find the cause of death?
“Yeah, what does that mean?”
“That the body has been hard to get out. Maybe it was lying under something or was tied to something.”
I nodded. This guy knew how to use his head. Not many could do that these days without getting hurt.
“Sounds likely.”
“It must at least be a messy crime scene since it has taken them so long. There are a lot of people in there.”
I nodded again. This guy had been at a crime scene before. And it probably wasn’t here in Karrebaeksminde where he got that kind of experience.
“You’re not from around here, are you?” I asked.
“Nope.”
”Copenhagen?”
”Christiania. Have been and always will be a Christianite.”
Ah, a free spirit from Christiania. Also known as “fristaden,” the free-state. It was an area in Copenhagen that had around a thousand
inhabitants. They lived by what they liked to call a collectivistic anarchy. Some called it a socialist anarchy. It meant that everybody living there got to take part in all the decisions. To the Christianites, as they called themselves, it meant they were different from the rest of the society and that they lived by their own rules. To the rest of the world it meant that this was a place you could go and buy pot on the streets of Christiania where they sold it out in the open even if it was illegal in the rest of the country. They were a state within the state that the police didn’t touch. They even had their own flag, red with three yellow dots. Today things had changed though. The liberal government had sent in the police and tried to fight the illegal drug trade, and they wanted to remove all the houses that the Christianites had build themselves.
My guess was that Sune wasn’t too thrilled about the police in general. I guessed right.
I kept a close eye on the activities behind the crime-scene tape and soon I spotted the detective who seemed to be in charge. He came out of the house and headed towards one of the police cars, and I yelled at him.
“Excuse me. Rebekka Franck, reporter at Zeeland Times.”
He stopped and stared at me. He then approached.
“Rebekka Franck?”
“Yes.”
Surprisingly he smiled at me.
“You don’t remember me?”
I really didn’t but wouldn’t disappoint him. Besides, I really needed his comment for my article.
“Well, of course I do,” I lied.