“Maybe you two need to find a middle ground,” Ginger suggested lightly. “A balance of opposites.”
“Maybe they just need to muck out the barn together,” Delaney said. “Find harmony in teamwork.”
Ginger sobered as she reached for a shovel. She walked toward Delaney, her eyes darkening as she drew closer. “Funny you should suggest that,” she said quietly, “when you’re the one who wants to do everything alone.”
“Ouch,” Niall said, but Delaney grabbed a shovel and turned away. His mate’s perceptiveness no longer seemed so praiseworthy.
Trust Ginger to find the inconsistencies in his argument—and to be unafraid to point them out to him.
On the other hand, he liked that she wasn’t afraid of him.
He caught a waft of that lotion she used and knew she had had a shower. His body went taut at the confirmation of his theory, and he knew that everything was aligned against what he knew he had to do.
“What I need to do is more than just dirty work,” he said, his foul mood fully restored.
Delaney didn’t wait for the inevitable argument, just set to work. He headed for the far end of the barn, where there was a gate to the empty section. The cows trailed beside him, clearly knowing this ritual. When he opened the gate, they filed into the space.
“The fresh hay is over there,” Ginger called. “Put half a dozen bales on each side.” Niall did as she instructed and Delaney started to shovel the floor of the stalls the cows had left.
Thorolf hung back and Niall muttered something about laziness.
“I’m not lazy!” Thorolf shouted, and the cows shied away from the sound.
“Calm,” Ginger scolded. “Quiet and routine. That’s what they like.”
“Get a shovel already,” Delaney said with impatience.
He looked up in time to see Thorolf’s dismayed expression. “You mean, like, go in there, close to them?”
Ginger laughed. “They’re mostly cows!”
“You go in the stall next to them, not with them,” Niall said.
Thorolf held his ground. “Hey, I’m a city dude.” He put a hand over his heart. “I do mongrels and stray cats, sparrows and pigeons. Raccoons and skunks, maybe. Bats. Rats. Pigeons and crows. Bulls are a whole other thing.”
“You do steak,” Delaney couldn’t help noting.
Thorolf’s eyes lit with enthusiasm. “Well, yeah! But it’s not going to attack me from the plate.”
“Just don’t annoy them,” Ginger advised. “Move slowly and talk to them in a calm voice. They like having the stalls mucked out, so they should be cooperative.”
“Should be,” Thorolf repeated with a shake of his head. “Did anyone else hear the uncertainty in that? How much do these things weigh, anyway? They’re huge!”
“Move it,” Delaney said. He’d already shoveled a quarter of one large paddock.
“Courage,” Niall mused as he leaned into it. “Another admirable trait.”
Thorolf swore.
Niall smiled.
Ginger seemed to be trying to hide a laugh as she came toward Delaney, challenge in her expression. Delaney could have watched her eyes dance for the rest of the day—never mind the sway of her hips—but he focused on his job. He remembered the satisfaction of heavy work, of using his body to make a difference.
Honest work.
Ginger joined him, showing that she was far from frail in the way she put her shoulder into it, too. “Chute at the back right corner,” she instructed. “Luke can move it from out there whenever he gets through the snow.”
Luke. There was the mention of that man again. Delaney felt a hot stab of jealousy, one more like dragonsmoke than the firestorm, and resented this man he didn’t even know.
“Moo,” Thorolf said to a small dark bull in a paddock by the door. The blond Pyr was holding a shovel, obviously uncertain of the wisdom of proceeding further.
“That’s Darian,” Ginger said. “He’s quite gentle.”
“Uh-uh,” Thorolf had time to say before Darian bellowed.
Thorolf bolted toward the door of the barn, his eyes wide with terror. “He’s going to kill me!”
“He knows about the steaks,” Delaney said deadpan. “He wants to get even.”
Niall laughed. Ginger giggled. Thorolf lifted the shovel high in self-defense as Darian bellowed again.
Reginald took exception to Thorolf’s quick move and flew to the rail of the paddock, squawking and flapping furiously. Thorolf swore and grabbed the broom, holding both the broom and the shovel aloft.
“Don’t hit him with the shovel,” Niall advised. “I think Ginger’s teasing about the coq au vin.”
Thorolf looked momentarily confused, glancing between broom and shovel, rooster and bull. Reginald made his move, flying at the Pyr with his talons extended. Thorolf bellowed and retreated. Darian charged the rim of the paddock. Thorolf dropped both tools and bolted from the barn.
The snow spiraled through the open door. Reginald crowed with pride as he strutted along the rail. Darian exhaled, the incident already forgotten as he bent to nuzzle his fresh hay.
Niall cracked up. Ginger joined his laughter, the two of them doubling over. The sound of Ginger and Niall’s laughter was so infectious that Delaney found his own smile forming. When he laughed himself, the sound was so unfamiliar that he didn’t recognize it as coming from him.
Ginger caught his arm and leaned against him, her voice low with merriment. “You have a great laugh,” she said, her eyes glowing and her curves pressed against his side. Delaney caught his breath at the sudden intensity of his desire for her. “You should laugh more often.”
When he looked down into her sparkling eyes, Delaney could almost believe it possible that he could have the future he craved, that he could learn to laugh again and to sleep without fear.
Almost.
But not quite.
Something changed after Delaney laughed. Ginger sensed it but couldn’t understand the reason why. She’d thought he would kiss her, but something had changed his mind. He’d sobered abruptly and set to clearing the barn floor, working with a diligence that left the rest of them in his dust.
So to speak.
If nothing else, the girls had a clean barn in record time.
Even if Ginger was yearning for the kiss she hadn’t gotten.
The three of them headed back to the house together, a restless silence between them. Even Thorolf was quiet—sheepish maybe—where he waited on the porch. Ginger noticed how Niall stole glances at Delaney, who remained grim, but said nothing more. She figured that Niall knew his friend best, and followed the blond Pyr’s example.
Back in the kitchen, the ground beef had thawed and Thorolf made a joke about not wanting to make new enemies by eating it.
“Neighbor’s cows,” Ginger said. “My girls are all dairy.” Then she got to work. “Spaghetti okay?”
“Sounds great,” the men said in unison.
The Pyr made good sous-chefs, Delaney dicing onions and garlic while Niall browned the meat. They did whatever she asked, promptly and without complaint. Ginger opened home-canned tomatoes and tomato paste while Thorolf—clearly motivated by the prospect of food—set the table. She had a lot of dried pasta in the cupboard, which was a good thing.
The silence lasted until they were at the table, and Thorolf was putting away spaghetti with impressive speed. “This is really good,” he said again, sparing her an appreciative smile.
“Nothing like working up an appetite,” Niall observed, and the tall Pyr flushed scarlet.
The comment didn’t slow him down, though.
“You wouldn’t let me tell you about Magnus,” Ginger said to Delaney, wondering whether he would listen this time.
“I know all I need to know about Magnus,” he said flatly, and focused on his food.
“I don’t think so,” Ginger argued.
He cast her a dark look. “I do.”
She put down her fork, annoyed with him and
unafraid to show it.
“So much for charm,” Niall said, glancing at Delaney. “Maybe you should try bullshit again.”
“Balls didn’t work, either,” Thorolf noted.
The back of Delaney’s neck turned red, but he didn’t make any concessions.
Niall shrugged and turned to Ginger. “I don’t know everything I need to know,” he said with an encouraging smile. “What did you learn?”
“Well, he told me about the Elixir, about Cinnabar.”
“Who or what is Cinnabar?” Thorolf asked between mouthfuls.
“He’s a Pyr. He used to be a slave named Sylvanus Secundus, and I think he was Magnus’s slave.” Ginger watched Delaney, pretty certain that he was listening to her despite his claim.
“Magnus lived in ancient Rome,” Niall said with a nod. “Rafferty mentioned that once.”
“Didn’t everyone in ancient Rome have slaves?” Thorolf asked.
Delaney glanced up and nodded, then his gaze fixed on Ginger. “I don’t know anything about Cinnabar,” he said quietly. “I’m sorry. You were right.”
The low timbre of his voice nearly finished Ginger. She felt Niall watching the two of them, and was well aware of the firestorm’s seductive tingle.
Could Delaney control its magnitude? It seemed to burn hotter when he was apologizing or asking her for something.
Maybe she was just a sucker for a man unafraid to admit that he’d been wrong.
She frowned and tried to focus on her story, instead of the lean strength of Delaney’s fingers on the fork. Her voice was higher than usual and she was definitely speaking more quickly, but she hoped the Pyr didn’t notice.
Even with their keen senses.
“Sylvanus Secundus was caught for some crime—violating a corpse, I think—but I had the feeling that Magnus set him up.Then he was sentenced to work in the cinnabar mines in Almadén, which was a death sentence because the workers all died of mercury poisoning.”
“Mercury?” Niall asked with surprise.
Delaney straightened, his eyes revealing his interest.
“But Sylvanus Secundus didn’t die, and when Magnus went to see why, he discovered that his former slave had turned red.”
Delaney pushed away his plate, his face pale. Niall looked between the two of them while Thorolf stole glances between bites.
“What did I say?”
Delaney’s mouth tightened, and his eyes were dark again. “Don’t worry about it. Keep going. Please.”
“Was he red in human form or dragon form?” Niall asked.
“Both. His skin had turned ruddy and his hair had gone red; then, in dragon form, his scales had turned red. And Magnus said there was some old idea of a Pyr exposed to excessive mercury becoming the source of an elixir for immortality.”
Delaney frowned at the floor, but said nothing.
Ginger shivered and put down her fork. “I think he made the Dragon’s Blood Elixir out of Cinnabar, and that it gets its power from his body dissolving in that big vial. They’re drinking his life force, a glass at a time.”
“Nice.” Niall pushed his plate away, grimacing at the red tomato sauce.
“But Magnus says he’s weakening and running out of power.” Ginger swallowed and looked at Delaney, who held her gaze steadily. “I think he intends that you should take Cinnabar’s place.”
“That’s just a story,” Delaney said, and pushed to his feet. He paced the width of the kitchen, then back. “He’s playing with your mind, telling you stories that you’ll tell to me.”
Niall cleared his throat. “Whose mind is he playing with again?”
“We don’t need to review the past,” Delaney said with force. “I’ve overcome his commands before and I’ll do it again.”
“Have you?”
“I didn’t hurt Ginger when he wanted me to.”
“What if that was the easy command to deny?” Niall demanded. “After all, who ever heard of a Pyr being able to injure his mate?”
“Who ever heard of a Pyr being driven to snatch a Pyr fetus from the womb of a mate?” Delaney retorted.
“You didn’t do that, either,” Niall argued. “Maybe Magnus is messing with you, giving you commands that are red herrings. That way, you can feel good about beating him. You can think you have him licked, but meanwhile, you’re doing exactly what he really wants you to do.”
“That’s crazy.”
“No, it’s Rafferty’s idea,” Thorolf said. “That you’re so distracted by these commands you can deny that you don’t even realize your deeper motivation is from Magnus.”
“And Magnus wants you to come and try to destroy the Elixir,” Niall concluded. “You’re just following his plan.”
“That’s the craziest thing I’ve ever heard.” Delaney’s eyes were flashing. “The last thing Magnus wants anyone to do is destroy the Elixir! It’s the source of his power and key to his own longevity. He met me at the sanctuary this morning to stop me.”
“He met you there to mess with your thoughts,” Niall argued.
“You don’t know that!”
The pair were shouting at each other now, though Thorolf was still eating with gusto.
“Magnus is manipulative—you know that!” Niall said. “How can you believe that he’s not still manipulating you?”
Delaney drove his finger into the table, making it jump. “Why me? If this story is true, why not sacrifice one of the Slayers so desperate to win his pleasure? Why not?”
“I don’t know,” Niall muttered. The pair glared at each other. Niall sat down heavily, clearly displeased.
“I beg your pardon?” Delaney said.
“I don’t know why!” Niall shouted. “But he’s controlling you. I know it. I might not know all of the reasons, but I know what I see with my own eyes.”
“Your eyes are wrong,” Delaney said, pulling out a chair and sitting down. Antagonism snapped between them, although it didn’t affect Thorolf’s appetite. Ginger knew the root of Niall’s anger was his affection for Delaney.
“Actually,” she said softly, clearing her throat, “I know the reason.” The three Pyr stared at her and she shrugged. “Magnus told me that the dragon who provides the source of the Elixir has to have blood that flows red. Don’t Slayers have black blood?”
“They do!” Niall cried in triumph, then jabbed a finger at Delaney. “I’m right! Rafferty was right. If you try to destroy the Elixir, you’ll be playing right into Magnus’s plan.”
Delaney stood up again. He looked haunted to Ginger, as if he were halfway lost already.
“No,” he said quietly. “You’re wrong. He’s trying to make me abort my plan because he knows I can do it. He’ll say anything to protect the Elixir, and tell any lie to keep anyone from attacking it.” He looked at each of them in turn, his determination clear, then spoke quietly. “I’m still going.”
With that, he pivoted and left the kitchen. The kitchen door slammed behind him and Ginger saw his silhouette on the porch outside. She glanced back as Niall swore.
“That went well, don’t you think?” the fair Pyr said, his frustration clear. “It doesn’t sound to me like he can deny Magnus at all.”
“What do you mean?”
Niall frowned and leaned toward Ginger, so intent on helping his friend that she found it easy to take sides with him. “Magnus had a dark academy, where he created shadow dragons by treating their bodies with the Elixir. When Delaney was imprisoned there, he was force-fed the Elixir, and evidently Magnus hypnotized him. Since his release, Delaney has felt a compulsion to act against his own will several times. He exiled himself from us to ensure that he couldn’t harm any of us or our mates. He told me last year that his life wasn’t worth living, but that he’d make it count.”
Ginger’s mouth went dry. “By destroying the Elixir.”
Niall nodded, then sighed. “But Rafferty thinks this impulse to go on a suicide mission is Magnus’s real command. We couldn’t figure out why he’d want Delaney
to try to destroy the Elixir, not until now.”
“We can’t let him do that to himself,” Ginger said. “We have to help him.”
“It’s gonna be tough if he doesn’t want to be helped,” Thorolf contributed, then reached for the serving dish.
Exasperation lit Niall’s eyes as he watched the tall Pyr; then he got to his feet in turn. “I’ll try to talk to him.”
“He said he’d stay here tonight to protect me.”
Niall forced a smile and Ginger felt a common bond with him. “We’ve got that long to try then, at least.” Then he went out on the porch. Ginger heard the rumble of thunder and assumed the pair had switched to old-speak.
Thorolf appeared to be listening for a moment, then polished off the last bite in his plate. “This was really good,” he said, smiling at Ginger.
“There’s more in the pot.”
“Mind if I help myself?” he asked, already on his feet, his eyes alight with anticipation.
Ginger didn’t care if Thorolf ate it all.
She did care about reaching Delaney before he condemned himself. But did she care enough to offer him the one thing he truly wanted of her?
Did she care enough about making him believe in his own future to agree to have his child? That she was even considering the possibility was scary.
She pushed back her chair and grabbed her coat, heading out to the porch where the two Pyr stood.
She assumed they were talking, because she could hear thunder, but Niall glanced her way when she stepped outside. He winked at her, then began to speak aloud. “Glad you’re here,” he said, making space for her beside him. “We could use the firestorm’s heat.”
Delaney said nothing, just kept his arms folded across his chest and stared into the pastures. Niall glanced at Ginger, shrugged, then continued the conversation.
Ginger listened, and was surprised by what she heard.
Delaney would have preferred that Ginger stay inside. Not only was it too cold for her to be standing on the porch, but he needed a break from the firestorm’s insistence to think.
How could he reconcile these two demands?
How could he fulfill the firestorm without taking the time to court Ginger?