‘I didn’t pick it,’ Ben said. He looked at her pointedly. ‘Maybe we could go someplace and have a cup of coffee.’
She gazed at him wonderingly. ‘What?’
‘Just sit down and talk about Doreen,’ Ben explained. ‘You might remember something.’
Esther continued to stare at him, half-puzzled, half-amazed. ‘You want the two of us to go someplace and have a cup of coffee?’
‘That’s right.’
‘In Birmingham?’
It was only then that the impossibility of such a thing occurred to him.
‘How about that fancy restaurant in the Tutweiler?’ Esther said, almost derisively. ‘Or maybe just the lunch counter at Pizitz’s.’
‘At my house, then,’ Ben said suddenly, to stop her from going on. ‘We could have a cup of coffee at my house.’
The look of wonder was still in her face.
‘It’s not that far from here,’ Ben added firmly. ‘We could be there in a few minutes.’
She seemed to consider it a moment, to take his offer almost as a challenge. Her eyes moved over him as if he were some oddity that had suddenly and unexpectedly appeared in a wholly familiar world. ‘All right,’ she said finally, ‘but after that, you’ll come over to mine, and maybe talk to my daddy.’
It was more than he’d expected from her, and he took it immediately.
‘All right,’ he said quickly as he started up the car.
*
They arrived at Ben’s house only a few minutes later. Esther got out of the car slowly and stared about as if looking for snipers in the trees.
‘Right this way,’ Ben said. He swept his hand out over the small cement walkway. ‘Watch your step, though, some of the slabs are jutting up. Sometimes I nearly trip, myself.’
Esther made her way gingerly up the walkway, then stood stiffly while Ben opened the door.
‘Forgive the look of this place,’ he said as he led her inside. ‘It’s a bachelor’s mess, you know.’
For a moment the two of them stood awkwardly in the front room. Ben could see a strange uneasiness gather slowly in Esther’s face.
‘You want coffee?’ he asked quickly. ‘Or maybe a glass of iced tea?’
A quick nervous laugh broke from her. ‘Iced tea? All right. I’ll have a glass of iced tea.’
It was made from a brown powder and it looked like muddy water, but she drank it quickly when he brought it, then set the nearly empty glass down on the small table in front of the sofa.
‘Guess I was thirsty,’ she said tensely.
‘The heat’ll do that,’ Ben said.
She smiled at him. ‘You know I never been in a regular white person’s house. That’s strange. I mean, I been in rich white houses, but never one like this, a regular house.’
‘My daddy was a steel worker,’ Ben said. ‘He left me this little place.’ He shrugged. ‘Otherwise I guess I’d just live in one of those furnished rooms they have downtown.’ He glanced about the room. ‘As you can see, I’m not too fancy.’
‘Got a TV,’ Esther said. ‘All the white people got TVs?’
Ben took a sip from his own glass of tea. ‘I don’t guess so,’ he said lamely.
For a moment, neither of them spoke, and as the silence lengthened, Ben could feel Esther’s growing discomfort at being in his house.
‘Listen,’ he said quickly. ‘About Doreen. When did you say the Davenports had her picked up?’
‘She went there every Saturday and Sunday at around ten in the morning,’ Esther told him. ‘I’m always at work by then, but I know that’s when she leaves.’
‘Is your daddy usually there?’
‘Yes.’
‘And you spend time with her on the weekend?’
‘Yes.’
‘Did she seem okay when she came back on Saturday?’
‘She seemed the same,’ Esther said. ‘That night she went over and heard Dr King.’
‘Who did she go with?’
For a moment she hesitated to answer. ‘With me,’ she said finally. ‘We walked over to the church together. Does that change anything?’
‘No,’ Ben said. ‘Did you come back home together?’
‘No,’ Esther said. ‘She was with a group of her friends from school. I walked back home and went to bed. The next morning I went to work. When I got back, my daddy said that Doreen hadn’t come back from the Davenports’.’
‘And that was late Sunday afternoon?’
‘Yes.’
‘Did you call the Davenports?’
‘Yes, I did.’
‘What did they say?’
‘Mr Davenport wasn’t there,’ Esther told him. ‘But his wife said that he’d taken her home himself.’
‘And we’re still talking about Sunday afternoon?’
Esther nodded. ‘I asked all around Bearmatch. I didn’t go to work on Monday. I kept trying to find her. I thought she might have stayed with a friend, something like that. I went over to her school and asked around. I tried my best. I even asked one of the men who was organizing the kids for the march.’
‘Which man?’
‘Leroy Coggins,’ Esther said. ‘I think he must be in jail now. Just about everybody on the march is in jail.’
Ben was about to ask another question when someone knocked at the door. He stood up and opened it. Mr Jeffries was standing quietly behind the screen.
‘I saw you was home,’ he said. ‘I thought you might be up for a game of checkers.’
‘Not right now,’ Ben said.
Mr Jeffries’ eyes peered to the right, then widened as he caught sight of Doreen.
‘Oh,’ he said with surprise. ‘I didn’t realize you had somebody with you.’ He leaned toward the screen and lowered his voice conspiratorially. ‘Is she a prisoner?’
‘No,’ Ben told him. ‘She’s helping me with a case.’
Mr Jeffries looked at him, amazed, but said nothing.
‘Maybe later tonight,’ Ben said. ‘That game of checkers.’
Mr Jeffries backed away slowly, edging himself toward the end of the porch. ‘No, no,’ he said, his eyes leaping back toward Esther, then settling once again on Ben. ‘That’s all right. Don’t trouble yourself. I’m sorry to interrupt.’ He turned quickly and made his way down the walkway, his thin, spindly legs scissoring rapidly toward his house across the street.
‘Now, about that girl,’ Ben said as he returned to his seat.
‘I shouldn’t stay here,’ Esther said nervously.
Ben looked up at her. ‘Why not?’
‘All the reasons you already know.’
‘This is police business,’ Ben told her.
‘That doesn’t matter,’ Esther said. ‘Some things go beyond that. Some things go a long way beyond that.’
Ben looked at her determinedly. ‘This is my house. I own it. I pay the taxes on it. Whoever I ask in can stay as long I say so, Miss Ballinger, and there is nothing in the world beyond that.’
‘Yes, there is,’ Esther said.
‘What?’
‘Me. What I want. And I don’t want to stay here.’
‘All right,’ Ben said wearily. He pulled himself heavily to his feet. ‘Where do you want to go?’
‘Home,’ Esther said, but without conviction or affection, as if Bearmatch were nothing more than a little patch of earth where she’d been set down and kept in place by the force of an immense and unrelievable gravity.
Esther’s house looked like almost all the others in Bearmatch. Its unpainted wood had turned dark gray, and large patches of rust spread out across its tin roof. The front porch slumped downward toward the unseeded front yard, and two of the three wooden steps that led up to it had broken years before and never been replaced. Flaps of torn screen hung from its sideposts, and several slats were missing from the splintery rail that ran along its edges. A large Double Cola thermometer had been nailed to the front door, and as Ben stepped up to it, he noticed that its thin red line stopped at the
number ninety-two.
‘My daddy goes off during the day,’ Esther said as she opened the door. ‘He comes home when it suits him.’ She swung the door open and stepped away. ‘Come on in.’
The floor creaked loudly as Ben stepped inside the house. For a moment its bleakness overwhelmed him. There was a shaky rocking chair in one corner and a small sofa in the other, its springs entirely visible beneath the worn upholstery. A stack of unpainted apple crates leaned uneasily from the far wall, and just in front of it, two sawhorses supported a single sheet of plywood.
‘That’s the dining table,’ Esther said. ‘In case you’re wondering.’
Ben looked at her. ‘I figured it was.’
‘I’m not crying over it,’ Esther told him. ‘I’m just pointing it out.’
Ben glanced about. ‘Where do you want me to sit?’
Esther nodded toward the sofa. ‘Right there,’ she said. ‘I’ll put the coffeepot on.’
Ben eased himself down onto the sofa and waited. Outside the front window, the air was graying steadily, and the cool breeze that wafted through it seemed already heavy with the coming rain. From time to time, he could hear the casual talk of various people as they passed by the house, but they seemed very far away. Only the front room was near at hand, and he let his eyes drift around it like a languidly weaving smoke. There was a small portrait of Jesus on the Cross on one wall, and an enormous calendar advertising The Alabama Bank and Trust Company on the other. In between, there was only the blank wooden wall, its uneven slats rising unsteadily toward a huge square beam. An enormous old coal stove sat in the center of the room on a base of tightly placed red bricks. Its black funnel rose like a crooked finger to the roof and then passed on through a circular hole in the sheeted tin. Thick gobs of whitish caulking sealed the space between the flue and the roof, and some of it had cracked with the heat, peeling away in slender strips which now fluttered slightly in the summer breeze.
The adjoining room looked much the same, and Ben could see its bare walls clearly from his place on the sofa. An iron bed rested against the far wall, flanked on either side by two overturned apple crates. A small plastic ashtray sat on top of one of the crates, a kerosene lamp on the other. The wall behind it was bare, except for a magazine page which had been taped to it, a blurry color poster of a Negro singer, complete with ruffled shirt and light-blue tuxedo, his hands wrapped passionately around a microphone as he crooned into it.
‘That’s Doreen’s room,’ Esther said as she handed Ben a cup of coffee. ‘You want to see it?’
‘Yes.’
He followed her into the room and allowed his eyes to sweep it. Despite its bare essentials, it was undoubtedly the room of a young girl. A small metal shelf held a few old dolls, a game of Chinese Checkers and a tiny plastic record player.
‘She liked Smokey Robinson,’ Esther said as she nodded toward the poster. ‘She liked them all. Elvis. Little Richard. I think she wrote them letters.’ She shook her head. ‘From the way she acted, you’d of thought she could hear them.’
Ben’s eyes snapped over to her. ‘What?’
‘Oh my,’ Esther said softly. ‘You couldn’t have known, could you? Doreen was deaf. She was born that way. She never heard a thing in her whole life.’
Suddenly he saw her face again, oddly gray on the dark ground, and more isolated at the moment of her death than it would ever be possible for him to imagine.
‘I just didn’t think about anybody not knowing that about Doreen,’ Esther explained.
Ben walked over to a small cigar box which rested on a scarred wooden stool beside her bed. ‘What’s in here?’
‘Open it.’
It was filled with costume jewelry, strings of plastic pearls, snap beads, a few rhinestone necklaces and a single ivory cameo.
‘This was her mother’s,’ Esther said as she picked up the cameo. ‘My sister gave it to her before she died.’ She returned it to the box. ‘You said something about a ring.’
‘A large one was found in the pocket of her dress,’ Ben said. ‘But it didn’t look like any of this, and it was way too big for Doreen.’ He closed the lid. ‘It was way too big for almost anybody.’ He walked to the small square window that looked out onto the muddy alleyway behind the house. A skinny yellow dog, its rib cage clearly visible beneath its hide, was hungrily sniffing its way down the shallow ditch that ran beside it. Not far ahead of it, the rusty frame of an old car, its tires torn off, its windows shattered, rested in a weedy lot. A large spotted cat watched the dog anxiously from the car’s dented hood, then leaped into the brush and disappeared.
‘She was almost too old for toys,’ Esther said as her eyes moved over the little metal shelf.
Ben continued to stare out the window. Rows of dilapidated shacks lined the unpaved roads, and the mounting clouds seemed to draw a dark curtain over them, as if to shield them from his eyes.
FOURTEEN
The first thunder could be heard rolling in from the north by the time Ben made it back to headquarters. Dozens of squad cars surrounded the area, and police barricades seemed to sprout up at every corner. Lines of young Negroes were being funneled into the underground garage, while still others were being moved to the large parking lot which spread out, flat and gray, behind City Hall.
Ben parked across the street, then walked up the stairs and into the building. He could see Luther sitting nervously in the Chief’s outer office. He looked as if he had been summoned to his own execution, and Ben hurried up the stairs to the detective bullpen before he could be spotted.
Even before he walked through the double doors of the bullpen, he could hear loud voices coming from the room. The loudest one belonged to Breedlove, and when he walked into the room, he was not surprised to find Daniels standing alongside him. A tall slender Negro stood quietly between them, his eyes glaring straight ahead while they screamed at him.
‘You’re going to keep these fucking kids out of this!’ Breedlove yelled.
The young man did not move. His eyes remained calm, his face utterly expressionless.
‘Did you hear me!’ Breedlove demanded.
‘We have a constitutional right to demonstrate,’ the young man said coolly.
‘You don’t have shit!’ Breedlove shouted. He stepped in front of the man and shoved him backward, pressing him against the wall. ‘You hear me, Coggins? Huh? You hear me, Leroy?’
‘The constitutional rights of the United States apply to the children of the United States,’ Coggins intoned.
‘Bullshit!’ Breedlove shouted. ‘Bullshit on your fucking rights.’
Daniels laughed slightly, then stepped forward, pressing his face near Coggins. ‘You know what kind of shit these kids could get caught up in if you keep using them, Leroy?’
‘They are demonstrating for their constitutional rights,’ Coggins said. ‘Sacrifices must be made.’
‘You want them dead, Leroy?’ Daniels asked. ‘You want them shot down in the streets?’
‘They’ll be blood and hair all over the place if this keeps up!’ Breedlove screamed.
Coggins closed his eyes wearily. ‘I came up here to discuss having the children you have gathered in the parking lot – probably more than a hundred of them – to discuss bringing them inside before it begins to rain.’
‘Yeah, well we don’t want to talk about that, Leroy,’ Breedlove said. He grabbed him by the collar and jerked him forward. ‘We want to talk about the fact that these kids shouldn’t be doing what they’re doing in the first place.’
‘Thunderstorms are predicted,’ Coggins said quietly.
‘Who gives a shit?’ Daniels asked with a laugh.
‘Yeah,’ Breedlove said. ‘You know what this whole thing is, Leroy? It’s a passing fad.’ He grinned maliciously. ‘Like the hula hoop. It’ll be gone in no time, and everything will be back just the way it was.’
Breedlove and Daniels laughed together for a moment, then stopped suddenly.
‘Stop putti
ng them kids in the streets, Leroy,’ Breedlove said icily. ‘Everybody’s had enough of that shit.’
Coggins eyes slid over toward Breedlove. ‘Were VD tests conducted on the girls who were arrested yesterday?’
Breedlove and Daniels exchanged cheerful glances.
‘Well, what if they were?’ Breedlove asked.
Coggins eyes narrowed mockingly. ‘Did you do that, Mr Breedlove? Did you check those little girls out?’
Breedlove’s hand flew up and struck Coggins hard on the side of the face. Coggins’ head snapped to the left, and Breedlove hit him again, this time with his fist.
‘Charlie, stop it!’ Daniels cried.
Breedlove drew back his fist. His face was trembling wildly as he held Coggins by the throat, his fingers digging into his neck.
‘You better stop me, Harry,’ he cried. ‘You better stop me before I kill this nigger shit!’
‘Ease off now,’ Daniels said, almost soothingly. ‘Ease off, Charlie.’
Ben moved forward quickly and gripped Breedlove’s shoulder. ‘Let go, Charlie,’ he said.
Breedlove turned toward him and smiled thinly. ‘You just saved this nigger’s life, Ben,’ he said. He pulled his hand from Coggins’ throat. ‘You ought to get some sort of award.’
Coggins gasped loudly and massaged his throat. ‘You can’t get away with this shit!’ he said angrily.
Breedlove glared at him. ‘You ain’t took over everything yet, Leroy,’ he said grimly.
Daniels swept his arm over Breedlove’s shoulder and tugged him away. ‘Let’s go have a drink, Charlie,’ he said. He looked at Ben and winked. ‘You don’t mind cleaning this nigger up, do you, Ben?’
Ben stared silently at Coggins until Daniels and Breedlove were safely out the door.
‘You going to “clean me up” now?’ Coggins asked sarcastically after they had disappeared.
‘I’m going to try to keep you alive,’ Ben told him. ‘But you’re not making it very easy for me.’
‘I’m ready to die,’ Coggins said. ‘There’s not one person in all these jails that’s not ready to die.’
‘That may be so,’ Ben said. ‘But does it have to be today?’