“But the locket …”
“The locket made my father angry,” she conceded. “I do remember that. But in my mind, I never knew why. I thought my father was being difficult, not protective.”
“According to reports, after the second incident, your parents moved you into their bedroom to sleep at night. Does that ring any bells?”
She frowned, looking genuinely perplexed. “There was something wrong with my room,” she said shortly, rubbing her forehead. “We needed to paint it? My father was going to fix … something? I don’t really remember now. Just, something was wrong, needed to be done. So I slept on the floor in their bedroom for a bit. Family camping trip, my father said. He even painted stars on the ceiling. I thought it was really cool.”
“Did you ever feel threatened, Annabelle? Like someone was watching you? Or did a stranger come up to you? Offer you gum or candy? Ask you to take a ride in his car? Or maybe the father of one of your school friends made you uncomfortable? A teacher who stood too close …”
“No,” she said immediately, voice certain. “And I think I would remember that. Of course, that was before my father’s version of safety boot camp, so if someone had approached me … I don’t know. Maybe I would’ve taken the candy. Maybe I would’ve gotten in the car. Eighty-two was the good year, you know.” She briskly rubbed her forearms, then added more flatly, “The days before it all went to hell.”
Bobby watched her for a bit, waited to see if she would say more. She seemed done, though, memories mined out. He couldn’t decide if he believed her or not. Kids were surprisingly perceptive. And yet she’d lived in the middle of a major neighborhood drama, uniformed officers called to her house three times in two months, and she never suspected a thing? Again, kudos to her father, who’d gone out of his way to protect his little girl? Or indication of something worse?
He waited until she finally looked up. The next question was the most important. He wanted her full attention.
“Annabelle,” he asked shortly. “Why did you leave Florida?”
“I don’t know.”
“And St. Louis and Nashville and Kansas City?”
“I don’t know, I don’t know, I don’t know.” She threw up her hands, once again frustrated. “You think I haven’t asked these questions? You think I haven’t wondered? Every time we moved, I spent countless nights trying to figure out where I went wrong. What I did that was so bad. Or what threat I didn’t see. I never got it. I never got it. By the time I was sixteen, in my best judgment, my father was simply paranoid. Some fathers watch too much football. Mine had a penchant for cash transactions and fake IDs.”
“You think your father was crazy?”
“You think sane people uproot their families every year and give them new identities?”
He could see her point. He just wasn’t sure where that left them. “You’re positive you don’t have any pictures from your childhood lying around? Photo album, pictures of your old house, neighbors, schoolmates? That would help.”
“We left it all in the house. I don’t know what happened to it after that.”
Bobby frowned, had a thought, made a note. “What about relatives? Grandparents, aunts or uncles? Someone who would have their own copies of your family photos, be happy to hear you’re back?”
She shook her head, still not meeting his eyes. “No relatives; that’s one of the reasons it was so easy to move away. My father was an orphan, a product of the Milton Hershey School in Pennsylvania. Credited their program, actually, for giving him his academic start. And as for my mother, her parents died shortly after I was born. Car accident, something like that. My mother didn’t talk about them much. I think she still missed them.
“You know,” she said abruptly, head coming up. “There is someone who would have photos, though. Mrs. Petracelli. Dori and I lived on the same block, went to the same school, attended the same neighborhood barbecues. She might even have photos of my family. I never thought of that. She might have a photo of my mother.”
“Good, good idea.”
Her voice grew hesitant. “Have … have you told them?”
“Who?”
“The Petracellis. Have you notified them about having found Dori? It’s horrible news, and yet in the perverse way these things work, I imagine they’ll be grateful.”
“Yeah,” he murmured quietly. “In the perverse way these things work … But no, we haven’t told them yet. We’ll wait until we have evidence to support the ID. Or, more likely, we’ll end up approaching them for a DNA sample to use for matching.” He contemplated her for a moment, then made a quick judgment call, one D.D. could hang him for later. “You want the inside track? The remains are mummified. Something the news reports haven’t managed to learn yet. Given that, it’s going to take a bit before we have more information on any of the bodies.”
“I want to see it.”
“What?”
“The grave. Where you found Dori. I want to go there.”
“Oh no,” he stated immediately. “Crime scenes are for professionals only. We don’t do public tours. Lawyers, judges, D.D., frown on that sort of thing.”
She worked that tilt of her chin again. “I’m not just a member of the public, I’m a potential witness.”
“Who, by her own admission, never saw anything.”
“Maybe I just don’t remember. Going to the site might trigger something.”
“Annabelle, you don’t want to visit a crime scene. Do your friend a favor: Remember her as your happy seven-year-old playmate. That’s the best thing you can do.” He closed his notebook, tucked it inside his jacket, then finished his water before placing the empty glass in the sink.
“There is one thing,” he said suddenly, as if the thought had just occurred to him.
“What?”
“Well, I don’t really know. I mean, Dori Petracelli went missing in ’82; everyone’s sure about the date. What’s so puzzling, however, is that her kidnapping bears a resemblance to another case from 1980. A man named Richard Umbrio kidnapped a twelve-year-old girl and, get this, kept her in a pit. Probably would’ve killed her, too, except hunters stumbled upon the opening and set her free.”
“She lived? She’s still alive?” Annabelle’s voice perked up.
He nodded, tucking his hands in his pants pockets. “Catherine testified against Umbrio, sent him to prison. That’s what’s so odd, you see—Umbrio was incarcerated by January of ’82 and yet …”
“The cases seem related,” she filled in for him.
“Exactly.” He looked her up and down. “You’re sure you’ve never met Catherine?”
“I don’t think so.”
“For the record, she doesn’t think she’s met you either. And yet …”
“What does she look like?”
“Oh, about your height. Dark hair, dark eyes. Actually, not so dissimilar, come to think of it.”
She blinked uncomfortably at that news. He decided it was now or never.
“Say, what would you think of meeting her in person? Face-to-face. Maybe, if we got the two of you in the same room … I don’t know, it might shake something loose.”
He knew the moment she figured out he’d been playing her, because her body went perfectly still. Her face shut down, her eyes becoming hooded. He waited for an outburst, more swearing, possibly even physical violence. Instead, she just stood there, untouchable in her silence.
“You don’t have to like a system,” she murmured. “You just have to understand it. Then you can always survive.” Her dark brown eyes flickered up, held his. “Where does Catherine live?”
“Arizona.”
“Are we going there or is she coming here?”
“For several reasons, it would be best if we go there.”
“When?”
“How about tomorrow?”
“Good. That will give us plenty of time.”
“For?”
“For you to escort me to the crime scene. You scratch my back, I scratch yours
. Isn’t that how the saying goes, Detective?”
She had him, fair and square. He nodded once, admitting his defeat. It still didn’t soften the rigid set of her shoulders, the stubborn tilt of her chin. He realized, belatedly, that his deceit had hurt her. That for a moment there, they had been conversing almost like real people, possibly she had even liked him.
He thought he should say something; couldn’t think of what. Policing often involved lying, and there was no sense in apologizing for something he’d do again if he needed to.
He headed for the door. Bella had risen from her dog bed. She licked his hand while Annabelle unlocked the fortress. Door opened. Annabelle gazed at him expectantly.
“Are you afraid?” he asked abruptly, gesturing to the locks.
“Chance favors the prepared mind,” she murmured.
“That doesn’t answer my question.”
She was quiet for a moment. “Sometimes.”
“You live in the city. Locks are smart.”
She studied him a moment longer. “Why do you keep asking why my family fled so many times?”
“I think you know.”
“Because perpetrators don’t magically stop. An UNSUB doesn’t spend years stalking and abducting six girls, then suddenly decide one day to get a new hobby. You think my father knew something. You think he had a reason to keep us on the run.”
“Locks are smart,” he said again.
She simply smiled, stoic this time, and for some reason that made him sad. “What time?” she asked.
He considered his watch, the phone call to D.D. he was gonna have to make, the temper tantrum he was about to endure. “Pick you up at two.”
She nodded.
He exited, starting back down the stairs, as up above the bolt locks once again fired home.
I’d never ridden in a police car before. I didn’t really know what to expect. Hard plastic seats? The stench of vomit and urine? Like my experience with the Boston police station, reality was a let-down. The dark blue Crown Vic looked like any other four-door sedan. Inside was just as prosaic. Plain blue cloth seats. Navy blue carpet. The dash had a two-way radio and a few extra toggle switches, but that was it.
The vehicle appeared recently cleaned—floor freshly vacuumed, air scented by Febreze. A small consideration for me? I didn’t know if I was supposed to say “Thank you” or not.
I belted myself in the passenger’s seat. I was nervous, hands shaking. It took me three times to work the metal clasp. Detective Dodge didn’t try to help or make any comment. I appreciated that more than the car’s freshened hygiene.
I’d spent the time since the detective’s departure trying to complete an elaborate window valance for a client in Back Bay. Mostly, however, I’d held the watered silk fabric beneath the needle of my sewing machine, foot off the pedal, eyes glued to the TV. Coverage of the Mattapan case was easy to find, every major news station giving it round-the-clock attention. Few, unfortunately, had anything new to say.
They had confirmation that six remains had been found in a subterranean chamber, located on the grounds of the former lunatic asylum. The remains were believed to be those of young girls and had possibly been in the chamber for some time. Police were pursuing several avenues of investigation at this time (Is that what I was? An avenue of investigation?). Reports diverted quickly into wild speculation from there. No mention of the locket. No mention of Dori. No mention of Richard Umbrio.
I’d abandoned my sewing and looked up Umbrio on the Internet. I had found the story under “Fatal Shooting in Back Bay,” an account of how the survivor of a midnight police shooting, Catherine Gagnon, had endured tragedy once before: As a child, she’d been held captive by convicted pedophile Richard Umbrio until rescued by hunters shortly before Thanksgiving.
Umbrio, however, was merely a sidebar. The big story—how Jimmy Gagnon, Catherine’s husband and the only child of a wealthy Boston judge, had been fatally shot by a police sniper during a tense hostage situation. The officer who had made the kill: Robert G. Dodge.
Criminal charges had been filed against Officer Bobby Dodge by the victim’s father, Judge Gagnon, who alleged that Officer Dodge had conspired with Catherine Gagnon to murder her husband.
Now, there was a small tidbit neither Detective Dodge nor Sergeant Warren had bothered to mention.
In case that wasn’t shocking enough, I then found another story, dated a few days later: Bloodbath in Penthouse … Three people were declared dead and one critically wounded after a recently paroled inmate, Richard Umbrio, stormed a luxury hotel in downtown Boston. Umbrio murdered two people, one with his bare hands, before being fatally shot by Catherine Gagnon and an assisting Massachusetts State Police officer, Robert G. Dodge.
Interesting and more interesting.
I didn’t say anything as I sat beside Detective Dodge now. Instead, I hoarded my little nuggets of truth. Bobby had been exploiting the details of my past. Now I knew some things about him.
I stole a glance at him, sitting next to me. He drove with his right hand resting casually on the wheel, left elbow propped against the door. Life as a police officer had obviously made him immune to Boston traffic. He zigged in and out of narrow side streets and triple-parked cars like a NASCAR driver doing a warm-up lap. At this rate, he’d have us to Mattapan in under fifteen minutes.
I didn’t know if I would be ready by then.
I turned away, staring out the window. If he could be comfortable in the silence, then so could I.
I didn’t know why I wanted to go to the crime scene so badly. I just did. I had read the story of Dori’s last days. I’d stared at my locket, worn so proudly around her neck. And then my brain had filled with too many questions, the kind her parents had probably wondered about every night for the past twenty-five years.
Had she screamed for help as she was snatched from the yard in front of her grandparents’ house and stuffed into an unmarked van? Had she struggled with her abductor? Had she tried to open the doors, only to discover the true evil of childproof locks?
Did the man speak to her? Did he ask about the locket? Accuse her of stealing it from her friend? Had she begged him to take it back? Had she asked him, once he got started, to please stop and kidnap Annabelle Granger instead?
I honestly hadn’t thought of Dori Petracelli in twenty-five years. It was humbling, horrible, to think now that she had died in my place.
The car slowed. I blinked rapidly, ashamed to find my eyes filled with tears. As quickly as I could, I swiped at my face with the back of my hand.
Detective Dodge pulled over. I didn’t recognize where we were. I saw a block of old triple-deckers, most in need of new paint and maybe some actual grass in their front yards. The neighborhood looked tired, poor. I didn’t understand.
“Here’s the deal,” Dodge said from the driver’s seat, turning toward me. “There are only two entrances onto the site. We, the police, have smartly cordoned them off in order to preserve the crime scene. Unfortunately, the media are camped outside both entrances, desperate for any comment or visual they can stick on the news. I’m guessing you don’t want your face on the news.”
The notion terrified me so much, I couldn’t even speak.
“Yeah, okay, like I thought. So, this isn’t exactly glamorous, but it will get the job done.” He gestured to the backseat, where I now saw a folded-up blanket, roughly the same hue as the upholstered seats. “You lie down; I’ll cover you with the blanket. With any luck, we’ll pass through the vicious hordes so fast, no one will be any wiser. Once we’re actually on the grounds, you can sit up. The FAA agreed to restrict the airspace, so nobody gets to play in their choppers anymore.”
He popped open his door, stepping out. Moving on autopilot, I shifted to the backseat, lying down with my knees curled up, arms tucked tight against my chest. With a sharp snap, he unfolded the blanket, then settled it over me. A couple more tugs to cover my feet, obscure the top of my head.
“Okay?” Detective
Dodge asked.
I nodded. The back door slammed. I heard him move around, settle back into the driver’s seat, put the car in gear.
I couldn’t see anymore. Just hear the sound of the asphalt rumbling beneath the tires. Just smell the nauseous mix of exhaust and air freshener.
I squeezed my eyes shut, and in that moment, I got it. I knew exactly how Dori had felt, thrown into an unknown vehicle, tucked away out of sight. I understood how she must have curled up tighter and tighter, closing her eyes, wishing her own body would disappear. I knew she had whispered the Lord’s Prayer, because that’s what we said at bedtime when I slept over. And I knew she had cried for her mother, who always smelled of lavender when she kissed us good night.
Underneath the blanket, I covered my face with my hands. I cried, never making a sound, for that’s how you learn to cry when you spend your life on the run.
The car slowed again. The window came down, I heard Detective Dodge give his name, hand over his badge. Then the larger background rumble of gathered voices crying out for recognition, a question, a comment.
The window came up. The car started to drive again, engine downshifting as the vehicle ground its way up a hill.
“Ready or not,” Detective Dodge said.
Beneath the blanket, I once again wiped my face.
For Dori, I told myself, for Dori.
But mostly I was thinking of my father and how much I hated him.
Dodge had to let me out of the backseat. Turns out, back doors in police sedans do have some differences from ordinary cars—they only open from the outside. His face was unreadable as he assisted me, hooded gray eyes peering at a spot just beyond my right shoulder. I followed his gaze to a second car, already parked beneath the skeletal umbrella of a massive oak tree. Sergeant Warren stood beside it, shoulders hunched within her caramel-colored leather jacket, expression as annoyed as I remembered.
“She’s lead officer,” Detective Dodge murmured low, for my ears only. “Can’t very well visit her crime scene without her permission. Don’t worry, she’s only pissed off at me. You’re just an easy target.”