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Chapter One
Troubles come in threes, Pa always said. I knew it was true. When my little brother Kenny broke his arm falling out of a tree, Pa said there’d be two more catastrophes before long, and sure enough, there were.
The very next day I cut my thumb on a tuna fish can and had to have three stitches, and a week later Ma lost a contact down the bathroom sink. We had insurance that took care of the emergency room charges on the first two, but we had to pay for the new contact, and it meant Pa couldn’t buy the boots he’d been counting on.
So I guessed, when Pa came home and told us a load of new TVs he’d been hauling had been swiped while he was parked in a truck stop, that we were in for a whole lot of trouble. I hoped the next two things wouldn’t be as bad as the first one.
Pa was in a real bad mood when he told us. Ma licked her lips and asked, “Are they blaming you?”
His mouth was twisted and ugly. “Well, nobody’s given me any medal for it. The truck and the load are my responsibility, as dispatch pointed out.”
Ma pushed back a lock of dark hair with the back of her hand. She’d been stirring spaghetti sauce and was holding a wooden spoon, and she didn’t even notice when the sauce dripped onto her blouse. “Are they going to fire you?”
Pa kicked the leg of a chair so it came out from the table and sat down, scowling. “It wasn’t my fault, but when did that ever matter to E and F?”
E and F were Edward and Frank, partners in E & F Alberts Trucking. E was fat and always joking, and F was skinny and bald. Edward gave me gum when I went into the office with Pa sometimes, but I sort of liked Frank better. He remembered my first name and called me Rick instead of Sonny.
I stood in the doorway, waiting, because if Pa got fired it might mean we’d have to move, and I didn’t want to move. And it might even mean Ma would lose her job, too, because she was the bookkeeper at E & F Alberts Trucking.
Ma noticed the spoon was dripping and put it back in the pot. I could tell she was upset. “So they haven’t talked to you yet? You don’t know if they’ll fire you?”
Pa swore. “Who cares? A good driver can get a job anywhere,” he said.
Kenny came up behind me, his eyes wide. He’s only seven, and usually he’s not paying much attention to what’s going on with the rest of us, but nobody could listen to Pa’s voice and not realize it was something serious this time. Once he was out of work for more than a month, and it made him pretty bad-tempered.
Kenny looked at me, but I shook my head. I didn’t know how bad it was yet.
“Anywhere,” Ma echoed. She didn’t want to move any more than I did.
“Don’t sweat it,” Pa said, but now he sounded bleak rather than mad. “I’m not fired yet. I had to talk to the cops for over an hour. Maybe they’ll get the stuff back.”
A whole semi-load of TVs would be worth a lot of money. It made my mouth dry to think about it. I hoped they wouldn’t expect Pa to pay for them. There was never quite enough money to go around anyway, without something like this going wrong.
Ma noticed us standing there. “Rick, you and Kenny go wash up. Supper’s almost ready.”
I wanted to hear what they were going to say, but in a way I didn’t want to. I heard Ma ask, “What happened? Where were you when they got it? Did they take the trailer and all?”
“What do you think?” Pa said. “They took the stuff off box by box without getting caught?”
Ma looked hurt, the way she did when he was sarcastic.
“Yes, they took the entire trailer, while I was eating supper! I stopped at the place I always stop when I go that route. There was this guy who had to tarp up. I helped him do it before his load got wet, and he offered to buy me a steak.”
“Was he anybody you knew?” Ma asked. It seemed a simple question, and I didn’t quite understand why it made Pa more irritated.
“No. I never saw him before. I don’t even know his real name; he said they call him Bones. Because he’s so skinny, I guess. I helped him with the tarp, and then we went inside to eat. My rig was parked out back, the way it usually is. I wasn’t in the restaurant more than half an hour, and when I came out, my trailer was gone!”
Pa was so angry that I pushed Kenny ahead of me down the hall to the bathroom and shut the door behind us so we couldn’t hear the rest.
Supper was good, but nobody ate much of it. Nobody talked, either. I’d got an A on a math paper, and ordinarily I’d have bragged about it, but not tonight. It hurt to swallow, and an A didn’t seem to mean much.
I heard my folks talking after we’d gone to bed, though the only time I could make out the words was when they raised their voices. There was Ma’s soft murmur, and then Pa practically thundered, “What kind of question is that to ask your husband? No, I didn’t have anything to do with it!”
It took me a few minutes to figure out that she must have asked if he’d helped someone steal his trailer and load. Pa wouldn’t do that, I thought, he couldn’t steal. But she’d asked him, and now he was madder than ever.
Eleven’s too old to cry, but it was hard not to. After that they went in their own bedroom and the murmur grew so low that I couldn’t make out any of it.
It was a long time before I went to sleep, wondering what awful thing was going to happen next.
I found out first thing in the morning. While we were eating our oatmeal with brown sugar on it, Ma told us Pa was gone.
I put down my spoon, feeling all still and sickish inside. “Gone?” I repeated softly. “Gone where?”
“I don’t know where,” Ma said. Her voice was flat, and her hand trembled when she picked up her coffee cup. She tried to smile, but it didn’t work very well. “It looks like it’s going to be just you and me, boys.”
I struggled with panic. “You don’t mean Pa’s left? For good?”
“I’m afraid so.”
She looked at me then, and put down her cup to reach for my hand. “Rick, you know we haven’t been getting along so well for a long time now.”
I knew. I’d heard them arguing after they thought I was asleep.
“But he can’t have gone!” I protested hollowly. “Not without even saying good-bye to Kenny and me!”
“I’m afraid he did, Rick.”
I remembered all the things Pa and I were going to do together. Like the trips he’d promised me, one to Wyoming sometime when he had a load out there this summer, to where you could still see wild antelope grazing on the hills. Or maybe to Texas, to the Gulf of Mexico, where he’d seen dolphins playing in the surf off the beach.
Kenny was starting to cry. He went over to Ma and she hugged him.
I wanted to be hugged, too, but I just sat there. First Pa had his load and his trailer stolen, and now he was gone. My throat hurt when I swallowed. I reckoned there couldn’t be anything much worse that could happen.
Or could there? I was almost sick to my stomach, wondering what the third big trouble would be.
I could never have gue
ssed it would be as bad as it was.
• • •
For a few days I kept hoping that Pa would be there when I got home from school. He’d been mad enough to walk out and slam the door before, but up to now he’d always come home, late, not so mad anymore.
He didn’t come, though. Once I walked into the living room in the evening when Ma was talking on the phone to her friend Sally Pope and I heard her say, “I hope he cares enough about the boys to send me part of his paycheck to take care of them. I can’t swing the rent on this apartment all by myself for very long.”
I backed out before Ma saw me. Kenny wanted to know what was the matter when I walked into our bedroom, and I shook my head. “I’m just missing Pa, I guess.”
Kenny was building a spaceship with Legos on the floor between our beds. “I miss him, too. He was going to bring me a real turquoise belt buckle the next time he went to Albuquerque. Do you think he still will, Rick?”
“Sure, probably,” I said, but it was more to make him feel better than because I believed it.
We were used to Pa being gone, because he drove an eighteen-wheeler all over the country and was only home between trips. Sometimes he didn’t bring anything but an empty Thermos bottle and his dirty clothes. But we never knew when he might show up with a bag of kiwi fruits from California, or grapefruit from Arizona, or T-shirts from anywhere.
The neatest shirt he ever brought me made Ma roll her eyes. It was white, and there was a big black shark on the front and the words Shark Attack! The best part was the red splashes of “blood” all over, and the hole in one side with jagged teeth marks, like a shark had torn it out. When I wore it to school, Mr. Mellon suggested that now everyone had seen it, I should save it for weekends. The kids thought it was neat, except for Emmy Lou Wiggins. Emmy Lou said it was gross.
It wasn’t just for the presents I wanted Pa back, though. When he and Ma weren’t arguing about something, we played Pictionary or went over to the park and played catch. Sometimes we’d go to the lake with a picnic lunch and swim.
It made my throat ache to think of never doing those things anymore, and I kept hoping Pa would at least send a postcard with palm trees or mountains or something on it.
Ma went to work every day, and Kenny and I went to school; there was no word from Pa until one day when I took the mail out of the box and there was an envelope that had his handwriting on it.
I couldn’t wait for Ma to get home from work to give it to her. “It’s thick,” I pointed out. “Maybe he wrote a big long letter.”
“Richard Van Huler, write a letter?” she asked, but I could see she was hoping he had.
There wasn’t any letter, though. Just a stack of twenty-dollar bills. The paper folded around them was blank.
Ma sighed as she counted the money. “Well, at least I can pay the rent for this next month. Where was it mailed?”
I’d already looked at the postmark. “St. Louis. That’s not so far away. Maybe he’ll come home soon.”
Ma looked at me sadly. “Honey, don’t count on it,” she said.
Chapter Two
It was hard not to hope Pa would come back. And the third big trouble hadn’t happened yet. It made me nervous, because usually troubles in threes came close together.
And then it did happen.
Kenny and I were walking home from school. It was the last week, and I was carrying a bunch of stuff I’d cleaned out of my locker and my desk. Kenny didn’t have as much, but he was loaded down, too.
We were late, because I’d stayed to play ball after school was out and Kenny had sat and watched. Ma didn’t want him to go home alone, nor even cross streets by himself, because he was usually daydreaming and forgot to look both ways.
Anyway, as we turned the corner onto our street, we saw Ma getting off the bus four blocks down. She waved, but we couldn’t wave back because we had our arms full.
We kept walking toward each other, and we saw a car pull in alongside Ma.
“Who’s that talking to Ma?” Kenny asked.
“Somebody asking for directions, probably,” I said, shifting the heavy stuff because my arm was beginning to ache.
At first Ma didn’t stop, though she turned her head when the driver of the car spoke to her. They were too far away, and the light reflected off the windshield, so I couldn’t see what he looked like, or if there was more than one person in the car.
Ma kept walking, and the car drove very slowly beside her. I wished she’d hurry up, so she could help carry my stuff before my arms dropped off.
“I bet she’s going to stop at Willie’s,” Kenny said. “She said she didn’t have anything to cook for supper. Maybe she’ll buy hot dogs,” he added hopefully.
“She won’t,” I said positively. Pa was the only one who ever bought hot dogs. Ma said they were full of fat and not good for you. She was the only one who was kind of plump and needed to diet, but she was always worrying about what the rest of us ate.
The car kept coming, very slowly, along the curb on the side where no parking was allowed. Ma suddenly stopped and stood there, and the car stopped, too.
They were closer now, but there was still sun shining off the windshield and I didn’t recognize the driver, though I thought it was a man.
When Kenny called to her, she turned toward us, and Kenny started to run.
“Ma! Can we have hot dogs tonight? Please?”
She glanced quickly at whoever was in the car, then took a few steps toward us, opening her purse. “All right. Here, get the hot dogs and the rest of what’s on my list,” she said, handing over the paper and several bills.
I stared at her in dismay. “We can’t carry any groceries besides what we’ve already got,” I protested.
“Then give me that stuff, and you get the groceries,” she said, and reached for my notebook and papers. “I’ll meet you back home in a few minutes.”
I felt uneasy right then, though I couldn’t have said why. Maybe it was only because she’d so easily agreed to hot dogs, because that probably meant she wasn’t thinking about what Kenny had asked for.
Still, there wasn’t any reason not to do what she said. I handed over my stuff and headed for the side street where Willie’s Grocery & Deli was. Kenny was going to stay with her, but Ma said sharply, “No, go on with Rick, honey.”
So we went around the corner, leaving Ma there talking to the guy in the car. I looked back at the last minute and caught a glimpse of him: dark and bulky, the driver was, and wearing glasses with gold rims that glinted where the sun hit them when he leaned out the window.
“I told you she’d let us have hot dogs,” Kenny said happily, skipping to keep up with me. “Let’s get the kind that swell all up when you cook ’em, okay, Rick?”
We got the stuff on her list and paid Willie. When we came out of the side street, I looked for Ma, thinking we’d probably walk the rest of the way home together, across the street, but she was already gone.
“I’m going to have just ketchup on my hot dogs,” Kenny said, as if I didn’t know he didn’t like mustard, the way the rest of us did. “I wish I’d asked if we could have potato chips, too.”
“They’re fried in grease,” I reminded him. “She’d have said no.”
There was more traffic now, in the street and on the sidewalk. A bunch of people got off another bus and were on the way home. I could smell frying potatoes and maybe pork chops. It smelled good, anyway, and I was glad hot dogs cooked fast.
Going up the steps to the apartment house, I paused. “Looks like Ma dropped my notebook,” I said, frowning. “Somebody walked all over it and got it dirty. Can you pick it up, Kenny? It’s the one with my frog sketches in it. I got an A+ on them.”
Kenny retrieved the notebook, and I jiggled stuff around to get at my key, and we let ourselves into the little lobby. I squinted through the slit in the mailbox, but it was empty. Nothing from Pa. Of course, maybe Ma had already gotten it.
Usually our front door was locked and
I had to use a key for that, too, but today it wasn’t even quite closed. Well, Ma had expected us to be right behind her and had left it open for us, I thought. I called to her as soon as we were inside the apartment, but there was no answer. We walked through to the kitchen, and I put the grocery bag on the table and called again.
Nothing. A fly buzzed on the windowsill, but that was all. Upstairs I heard Mrs. Prather fixing supper; her walker thumped every time she moved.
“Where’s Ma?” Kenny wanted to know.
She wasn’t in the bathroom nor in her bedroom. She wasn’t in the apartment at all, though she’d been there. The stuff she was carrying for me was there on the front-hall table, some of it spilling off onto the floor on top of the sweatshirt I’d dropped there yesterday. Ma was always after me to hang up something, I thought guiltily as I kicked it out of the way.
Maybe she’d gone across the hall to borrow something from Sally Pope. I went over there to see, but Sally shook her head. “Haven’t seen her today,” she said.
There wasn’t anybody else in the building Ma would be visiting. She wouldn’t even have gone to Sally’s this close to suppertime unless she needed something she’d forgotten from the store.
So where was she, then?
I picked up the stuff that had fallen on the floor, added the notebook she’d dropped outside, and dumped it all on my bed.
“I’m hungry,” Kenny said, almost whining.
“Yeah, me too,” I agreed. “Let’s go ahead and start fixing supper. Ma’ll come back in a few minutes, I guess.”
But she didn’t.
We heated the hot dogs until they were fat and juicy, and I opened a can of corn and warmed up the buns. Ma would have made salad, but I wasn’t very good at that and I figured one meal without it wouldn’t hurt too much.
Kenny turned the burner off under the hot dogs and looked at me uncertainly.
“What do we do now? Where’s Ma?”
“I don’t know. I guess we better eat without her. She must have been delayed somewhere,” I said.