He passed a street newsstand, but realized he could not stop and buy a newspaper within Mario's sight, for that would draw attention to the fact that he no longer had his original paper.
He realized he had made a foolish mistake. He had been so mesmerized by the brush-past routine that he had not thought of the simplest way out. He should have taken the envelope and kept the newspaper.
Too late now.
He felt trapped. It was so frustrating he wanted to scream. Everything had gone perfectly but for one small detail!
He could step into a store and buy another newspaper. He looked for a newsagent's shop. But this was Poland, not America, and there was not a store on every block.
He turned another corner and sighted a rubbish bin. Hallelujah! He quickened his pace and looked inside. His luck was out: there were no newspapers. He spotted a magazine with a colorful cover. He snatched it up and walked on. As he walked, he surreptitiously folded the magazine so that the cover was inside and a page of plain black-and-white print was on the outside. He wrinkled his nose: there had been something disgusting in the bin, and the smell clung to the magazine. He tried not to breathe deeply as he slid the envelope between the pages.
He felt better. He now looked almost the same as he had before.
He returned to his car and took out his keys. This perhaps would be the moment they stopped him. He imagined Mario saying: "Just a minute, let me see that envelope you're trying to hide." As quickly as he could, he unlocked the door.
He saw Mario a few paces away.
Cam got into his car and placed the magazine in the footwell on the passenger side.
Glancing up, he saw Mario and Ollie getting into their car.
It looked like he had got away with it.
For a moment, he felt too weak to move.
Then he started his engine and drove back to the embassy.
*
Cam Dewar sat in Lidka's bedsitting room, waiting for her to come home.
She had a photograph of him on her dressing table. Cam found that so pleasing that it almost made him cry. No girl had ever wanted a photo of him, let alone framed it and kept it by her mirror.
The room expressed her personality. Her favorite color was bright pink, and that was the shade of the bedcovers and the tablecloth and the cushions. The closet held few clothes, but they all flattered her: short skirts, V-necked dresses, pretty costume jewelry, prints with small flowers and bows and butterflies. Her bookshelf held all of Jane Austen in English and Tolstoy's Anna Karenina in Polish. In a box under the bed, like a secret stash of pornography, she had a collection of American magazines about home decoration, full of photographs of sunlit kitchens painted in bright colors.
Today Lidka had begun the tedious process of being vetted by the CIA as a potential wife. This was much more thorough than the investigation of a mere girlfriend. She had to write her life story, undergo days of interrogation, and take an extended lie-detector test. All this had been going on somewhere else in the embassy while Cam did his normal day's work. He was not allowed to see her until she came home.
It was going to be difficult for Keith Dorset to fire Cam now. The information Staz was producing was solid gold.
Cam had given Staz a compact thirty-five-millimeter camera, a Zorki, which was a Soviet-made copy of a Leica, so that he could photograph documents in his office with the door shut instead of feeding them through the photocopying machine in the secretaries' bullpen. He could pass Cam hundreds of pages of documents in a handful of rolls of film.
The latest question the Warsaw CIA station had asked Staz was: What would trigger a westward attack by the Red Army's Second Strategic Echelon? The files he had provided in answer had been so comprehensive that Keith Dorset had received a rare written compliment from Langley.
And still Mario and Ollie had never seen Staz.
So Cam was confident that he would not be fired, and his marriage would not be forbidden, unless Lidka turned out to be an actual agent of the KGB.
Meanwhile, Poland was lurching toward freedom. Ten million people had joined the first free trade union, called Solidarity. That was one in every three Polish workers. Poland's biggest problem now was not the Soviet Union but money. The strikes, and the consequent paralysis of Communist Party leadership, had crippled an already weak economy. The result was a shortage of everything. The government rationed meat, butter, and flour. Workers who had won generous pay rises found they could not buy anything with their money. The black market exchange rate for the dollar more than doubled, from one hundred twenty zlotys to two hundred fifty. First Secretary Gierek was succeeded by Kania, who was then replaced by General Jaruzelski, which made no difference.
Tantalizingly, Lech Walesa and Solidarity hesitated on the brink of overthrowing Communism. A general strike was prepared, then called off at the last minute, on the advice of the Pope and the new American president, Ronald Reagan, both of whom feared bloodshed. Cam was disappointed by Reagan's timidity.
He got off the bed and laid the table with cutlery and plates. He had brought home two steaks. Naturally diplomats were not subject to the shortages that afflicted the Poles. They were paying in desperately needed dollars: they could have anything they wanted. Lidka was probably eating better than even the Communist Party elite.
Cam wondered whether to make love to her before or after eating the steaks. Sometimes it was good to savor the anticipation. Other times he was in too much of a hurry. Lidka never minded either way.
At last she arrived home. She kissed his cheek, put down her bag, took off her coat, and went along the hall to the bathroom.
When she came back he showed her the steaks. "Very nice," she said. Still she did not look at him.
"Something's wrong, isn't it?" Cam said. He had never known her to be ill-tempered. This was unique.
"I don't think I can be a CIA wife," she said.
Cam fought down panic. "Tell me what's happened."
"I'm not going back tomorrow. I won't put up with it."
"What's the problem?"
"I feel like a criminal."
"Why, what did they do?"
At last she looked directly at him. "Do you believe I'm just using you to get to America?"
"No, I don't!"
"Then why did they ask me that?"
"I don't know."
"Does the question have anything to do with national security?"
"Nothing at all."
"They accused me of lying."
"Did you lie?"
She shrugged. "I didn't tell them everything. I'm not a nun, I've had lovers. I left one or two out--but your horrible CIA knew! They must have gone to my old school!"
"I know you've had lovers, I have too." Though not many, Cam thought, but he did not say it. "I don't mind."
"They made me feel like a prostitute."
"I'm sorry. But it really doesn't matter what they think of us, so long as they give you a security clearance."
"They're going to tell you a lot of nasty stories about me. Things they've been told by people who hate me--girls who are jealous, and boys I wouldn't sleep with."
"I won't believe them."
"Do you promise?"
"I promise."
She sat on his lap. "I'm sorry I was grouchy."
"I forgive you."
"I love you, Cam."
"I love you, too."
"I feel better now."
"Good."
"Do you want me to make you feel better?"
This kind of talk made Cam's mouth dry. "Yes, please."
"Okay." She stood up. "You just lie back and relax, baby," she said.
*
Dave Williams flew to Warsaw with his wife, Beep, and their son, John Lee, for the marriage of his brother-in-law, Cam Dewar.
John Lee could not read, although he was an intelligent eight-year-old and went to a fine school. Dave and Beep had taken him to an educational psychologist, and had learned that the boy suffered from a common co
ndition called dyslexia, or word-blindness. John Lee would learn to read, but he would need special help and he would have to work extra hard at it. Dyslexia ran in families and afflicted boys more than girls.
That was when Dave realized what his own problem was.
"I believed I was dumb, all through school," he told Beep that evening, in the pine kitchen of Daisy Farm, after they had put John Lee to bed. "The teachers said the same. My parents knew I wasn't dumb, so they assumed I must be lazy."
"You're not lazy," she said. "You're the hardest-working person I know."
"Something was wrong with me, but we didn't know what it was. Now we do."
"And we'll be able to make sure John Lee doesn't suffer the way you did."
Dave's lifelong struggle with writing and reading was explained. It had not oppressed him for many years, not since he had become a songwriter whose lyrics were on the lips of millions. All the same he felt enormously relieved. A mystery had been unraveled, a cruel disability accounted for. Most important of all, he knew how to make sure it did not afflict the next generation.
"And you know what else?" Beep had said, pouring a glass of Daisy Farm cabernet sauvignon.
"Yeah," said Dave. "He's probably mine."
Beep had never been sure whether Dave or Walli was the father of John Lee. As the boy grew and changed and looked more and more like Dave, neither of them had known whether the likenesses were inherited or acquired: hand gestures, turns of phrase, enthusiasms, all could have been learned by a boy who adored his daddy. But dyslexia could not be learned. "It's not conclusive," Beep said. "But it's strong evidence."
"And anyway, we don't care," said Dave.
However, they had vowed never to speak of this doubt to anyone else, including John Lee himself.
Cam's wedding took place at a modern Catholic church in the small town of Otwock, on the outskirts of Warsaw. Cam had embraced Catholicism. Dave had no doubt the conversion was entirely cynical.
The bride wore a white dress that her mother had got married in: Polish people had to recycle clothing.
Lidka was slim and attractive, Dave thought, with long legs and a nice bust, but there was something about her mouth that suggested ruthlessness to him. Perhaps he was being harsh: fifteen years as a rock star had made him cynical about girls. They went to bed with men to seek some advantage for themselves more often than most people thought, in his experience.
The three bridesmaids had made themselves short summery dresses in bright pink cotton.
The reception was held at the American embassy. Woody Dewar paid for it, but the embassy was able to secure plentiful supplies of food, and something other than vodka to drink.
Lidka's father told a joke, half in Polish and half in English. A man walks into a government-owned butcher's shop and asks for a pound of beef.
"Nie ma--we don't have any."
"Pork, then."
"Nie ma."
"Veal?"
"Nie ma."
"Chicken."
"Nie ma."
The customer leaves. The butcher's wife says: "The guy is crazy."
"Of course," says the butcher. "But what a memory!"
The Americans looked awkward, but the Poles laughed heartily.
Dave had asked Cam not to tell anyone that his brother-in-law was in Plum Nellie, but the news had got out, as it usually did, and Dave was besieged by Lidka's friends. The bridesmaids made a big fuss of him, and it was clear that Dave could go to bed with any of them, or even--one hinted--with all three at the same time, if he was so inclined.
"You should meet my bass player," Dave said.
While Cam and Lidka were doing their first dance, Beep said quietly to Dave: "I know he's a creep, but he's my brother, and I can't help feeling pleased he's found someone at last."
Dave said: "Are you sure Lidka isn't a gold digger who just wants an American passport?"
"That's what my parents are afraid of. But Cam's thirty-four and single."
"I guess you're right," Dave said. "What has he got to lose?"
*
Tanya Dvorkin was full of fear when she attended Solidarity's first national convention in September 1981.
The proceedings began in the cathedral at Oliwa, a northern suburb of Gdansk. Two sharp stiletto towers menacingly flanked a low baroque portal through which the delegates entered the church. Tanya sat with Danuta Gorski, her Warsaw neighbor, the journalist and Solidarity organizer. Like Tanya, Danuta wrote blandly orthodox reports for the official press while privately pursuing her own agenda.
The archbishop gave a don't-make-trouble sermon about peace and love of the fatherland. Although the Pope was gung ho, the Polish clergy were conflicted about Solidarity. They hated Communism, but they were natural authoritarians, hostile to democracy. Some priests were heroically brave in defying the regime, but what the church hierarchy wanted was to replace a godless tyranny with a Christian tyranny.
However, it was not the church that bothered Tanya, nor any of the other forces tending to divide the movement. Much more ominous were the threatening maneuvers by the Soviet navy in the Gulf of Gdansk, together with "land exercises" by one hundred thousand Red Army troops on Poland's eastern border. According to the article by Danuta in today's Trybuna Ludu, this military muscle-flexing was a response to increased American aggression. No one was fooled. The Soviet Union wanted to tell everyone that it was poised to invade if Solidarity made the wrong noises.
After the service the nine hundred delegates moved in buses to the campus of the University of Gdansk, where the convention was to be held in the massive Olivia Sports Hall.
All this was highly provocative. The Kremlin hated Solidarity. Nothing so dangerous had happened in a Soviet bloc country in more than a decade. Democratically elected delegates from all over Poland were gathering to hold debates and pass resolutions by voting, and the Communist Party had no control whatsoever. It was a national parliament in all but name. It would have been called revolutionary, if that word had not been besmirched by the Bolsheviks. No wonder the Soviets were frantic.
The sports hall was equipped with an electronic scoreboard. As Lech Walesa stood to speak, it lit up with a cross and the Latin slogan POLONIA SEMPER FIDELIS, "Poland ever faithful."
Tanya went outside to her car and turned on the radio. Programs were normal all across the dial. The Soviets had not invaded yet.
The rest of Saturday passed without major drama. It was not until Tuesday that Tanya began to feel scared again.
The government had published a draft bill on workers' self-government that gave employees the right to be consulted about management appointments. Tanya reflected wryly that President Reagan would never for one minute consider giving such rights to Americans. Even so, the bill was not radical enough for Solidarity, for it stopped short of giving the workforce the power to hire and fire; so they proposed a national referendum on the issue.
Lenin must have turned in his mausoleum.
Worse, they added a clause saying that if the government refused a referendum, the union would organize one itself.
Tanya again felt the needle of fear. The union was beginning to play the leadership role normally reserved for the Communist Party. The atheists were taking over the church. The Soviet Union would never accept this.
The resolution was passed with only one vote against, and the delegates stood and applauded themselves.
But that was not all.
Someone proposed sending a message to workers in Czechoslovakia, Hungary, East Germany, and "all the nations of the Soviet Union." Among other things, it said: "We support those among you who have decided on the difficult road of struggle for free trade unions." It was passed by a show of hands.
They had gone too far, Tanya felt sure.
The Soviets' worst fear was that the Polish crusade for freedom would spread to other Iron Curtain countries--and the delegates were rashly encouraging just that! The invasion now seemed inevitable.
Next day the
press was full of Soviet outrage. Solidarity was interfering in the internal affairs of sovereign states, they screeched.
But still they did not invade.
*
Soviet leader Leonid Brezhnev did not want to invade Poland. He could not afford to lose credit with Western banks. He had a different plan. Cam Dewar found out from Staz what it was.
It always took a few days to process the raw material that Staz produced. Picking up his rolls of film in a dangerous clandestine brush pass was only the beginning. The film had to be developed in the darkroom at the American embassy, and the documents printed and photocopied. Then a translator with a high-level security clearance sat down and converted the material from Polish and Russian to English. If there were a hundred or more pages--as was frequent--it took days. The result had to be typed up and photocopied, again. Then at last Cam could see what kind of fish he had netted.
As the Warsaw winter freeze set in, Cam pored over the latest batch and found a well-worked-out and detailed scheme for a clampdown by the Polish government. Martial law would be declared, all freedoms would be suspended, and all agreements made with Solidarity would be reversed.
It was only a contingency plan. But Cam was astonished to learn that Jaruzelski had war-gamed it within a week of taking office. Clearly he had had this in mind right from the start.
And Brezhnev was relentlessly pressing him to go ahead.
Jaruzelski had resisted the pressure earlier in the year. Then, Solidarity had been well positioned to fight back, with workers occupying factories all over the country and preparations well advanced for a general strike.
At that time, Solidarity had prevailed, and the Communists had appeared to yield. But now the workers were off guard.
They were also hungry, tired, and cold. Everything was scarce, inflation was rampant, and food distribution was sabotaged by Communist bureaucrats who wanted the old days back. Jaruzelski calculated that the people would take only so much hardship before they began to feel that the return of authoritarian government might be a blessing.
Jaruzelski wanted a Soviet invasion. He had sent a message to the Kremlin asking bluntly: "Can we count on military assistance from Moscow?"
The reply he received had been equally blunt: "No troops will be sent."
This was good news for Poland, Cam reflected. The Soviets might bully and bluster, but they were not willing to take the ultimate step. Whatever happened, it would be done by Polish people.