I'd have stayed if it hadn't been for Gail. Her fear of storms — the constant lightning and thunder — made her frantic.
"Get me out of here."
And so we went.
And almost didn't reach the Interstate. The car was hubcap-deep in water. The distributor was damp. I nearly killed the battery before I got the engine started. The brakes were soaked. They failed as I reached the local road. Skidding, blinded, I swerved around the blur of an abandoned truck, missing the entrance to the Interstate. Backing up, I barely saw a ditch in time. But finally we headed up the ramp, rising above the flood, doing twenty down the highway.
Jeff was white-faced. I'd bought some comics for him, but he was too scared to read them.
"The odometer," I told him. "Watch the numbers. Half a mile, and we'll be out of this."
I counted tenths of a mile with him. "One, two, three…"
The storm grew darker, stronger.
"Four, five, six…"
The numbers felt like broken glass wedged in my throat.
"But Dad, we're half a mile away. The rain's not stopping."
"Just a little farther."
***
But instead of ending, it got worse. We had to stop in Lincoln. The next day, the storm persisted. We pressed on to Omaha. We could normally drive from Colorado to our home in Iowa City in two leisurely days.
But this trip took us seven, long, slow, agonizing days. We had to stop in Omaha and then Des Moines and towns whose names I'd never heard of. When we at last reached home, we felt so exhausted, so frightened, we left our bags in the car and stumbled from the garage to bed.
The rain slashed against the windows. It drummed on the roof. I couldn't sleep. When I peered out, I saw a waterfall from the overflowing eaves. Lightning struck an electricity pole. I settled to my knees and recollected every prayer I'd ever learned and then invented stronger ones.
The electricity was fixed by morning. The phone still worked. Gail called a friend and asked a question. As she listened to the answer, I was startled by the way her face shrank and her eyes receded. Mumbling "Thanks," she set the phone down.
"It's been dry here," she said. "Then last night at eight, the storm began."
"But that's when we arrived. My God, what's happening?"
"Coincidence." Gail frowned. "The storm front moved in our direction. We kept trying to escape. Instead we only followed it."
The fridge was bare. I told Gail I'd get some food and warned Jeff not to go outside.
"But Dad, I want to see my friends."
"Watch television. Don't go out till the rain stops."
"It won't end."
I froze. "What makes you say that?"
"Not today it won't. The sky's too dark. The rain's too hard."
I nodded, relaxing. "Then call your friends. But don't go out."
When I opened the garage door, I watched the torrent. Eight days since I'd seen the sun. Damp clung on me. Gusts angled toward me.
I drove from the garage and was swallowed.
***
Gail looked overjoyed when I came back. "It stopped for forty minutes." She grinned with relief.
"Not where I was."
The nearest supermarket was half a mile away. Despite my umbrella and raincoat, I'd been drenched when I lurched through the hissing automatic door of the supermarket. Fighting to catch my breath, I'd fumbled with the inside-out umbrella and muttered to a clerk about the goddamn endless rain.
The clerk hadn't known what I meant. "But it started just a minute ago."
I'd shuddered, but not from the water dripping off me.
Gail heard me out and paled. Her joy turned into frightened disbelief. "As soon as you came back, the storm began again."
I flinched as the bottom fell out of my soggy grocery bag. Ignoring the cans and boxes of food on the floor, I hurried to find a weather station on the radio. But the announcer's static-garbled voice sounded as bewildered as his counterparts throughout Nebraska.
His report was the same. The weather pattern made no sense. The front was tiny, localized, and stationary. Half a mile away, the sky was cloudless. In a small circumference, however, Iowa City was enduring its most savage storm on record. Downtown streets were…
I shut off the radio.
Thinking frantically, I told Gail I was going to my office at the University to see if I had mail. But my motive was quite different, and I hoped she wouldn't think of it.
She started to speak as Jeff came into the kitchen, interrupting us, his eyes bleak with cabin fever. "Drive me down to Freddie's, Dad?"
I didn't have the heart to tell him no.
At the school, the parking lot was flecked with rain. But there weren't any puddles. I live a mile away. I went in the English building and asked a secretary, although I knew what she'd tell me.
"No, Mr. Price. All morning it's been clear. The rain's just beginning."
In my office, I phoned home.
"The rain stopped," Gail said. "You won't believe how beautiful the sky is, bright and sunny."
I stared from my office window toward a storm so black and ugly I barely saw the whitecaps on the angry churning river.
Fear coiled in my guts.
***
The pattern was always the same. No matter where I went, the storm went with me. When I left, the storm left as well. It got worse. Nine days of it. Then ten. Eleven. Twelve. Our basement flooded as did all the other basements in the district. Streets eroded. There were mudslides. Shingles blew away. Attics leaked. Retaining walls fell over. Lightning struck the electricity poles so often the food spoiled in our freezer. We lit candles. If our stove hadn't used gas, we couldn't have cooked. As in Grand Island, an emergency was declared, the damage so great it couldn't be calculated.
What hurt the most was seeing the effect on Gail and Jeff. The constant chilly dampness gave them colds. I sneezed and sniffled, too, but didn't care about myself because Gail's spirits sank the more it rained. Her eyes became a dismal gray. She had no energy. She put on sweaters and rubbed her listless aching arms.
Jeff went to bed much earlier than usual. He slept later. He looked thin. His eyes had dark circles.
And he had nightmares. As lightning cracked, his screams woke us. Again the electricity wasn't working. We used flashlights as we hurried to his room.
"Wake up, Jeff! You're only dreaming!"
"The Indian!" Moaning, he rubbed his frightened eyes.
Thunder rumbled, making Gail jerk.
"What Indian?" I said.
"He warned you."
"Son, I don't know what — "
"In Colorado." Gail turned sharply, startling me with the hollows the darkness cast on her cheeks. "The weather dancer."
"You mean that witch doctor?"
On our trip, we'd stopped in a dingy desert town for gas and seen a meager group of tourists studying a roadside Indian display. A shack, rickety tables, beads and drums and belts. Skeptical, I'd walked across. A scruffy Indian, who looked to be at least a hundred, dressed in threadbare faded vestments, had chanted gibberish while he danced around a circle of rocks in the dust.
"What's going on?" I asked a woman aiming a camera.
"He's a medicine man. He's dancing to make it rain and end the drought."
I scuffed the dust and glanced at the burning sky. My head ached from the heat and the long oppressive drive. I'd seen too many sleazy roadside stands, too many Indians ripping off tourists, selling overpriced inauthentic artifacts. Imperfect turquoise, shoddy silver. They'd turned their back on their heritage and prostituted their traditions.
I didn't care how much they hated us for what we'd done to them. What bothered me was that behind their stoical faces they laughed as they duped us.
Whiskey fumes wafted from the ancient Indian as he clumsily danced around the circle, chanting.
"Can he do it?" Jeff asked. "Can he make it rain?"
"It's a gimmick," I said. "Watch these tourists put money in that
so-called native bowl he bought at Sears."
The tourists heard me, their rapt faces suddenly suspicious.
The old man stopped performing. "Gimmick?" He glared.
"I didn't mean to speak so loud. I'm sorry if I ruined your routine."
"I made that bowl myself."
"Of course you did."
He lurched across, the whiskey fumes stronger. "You don't think my dance can make it rain?"
"I couldn't care less if you fool these tourists, but my son should know the truth."
"You want convincing?"
"I said I was sorry."
"White men always say they're sorry."
Gail came over, glancing furtively around. Embarrassed, she tugged at my sleeve. "The gas tank's full. Let's go."
I backed away.
"You'll see it rain! You'll pray it stops!" the old man shouted.
Jeff looked terrified, and that made me angry. "Shut your mouth! You scared my son!"
"He wonders if I can make it rain? Watch the sky! I dance for you now! When the lightning strikes, remember me!"
We got in the car. "That crazy coot. Don't let him bother you. The sun cooked his brain."
***
"All right, he threatened me. So what?" I asked. "Gail, you surely can't believe he sent this storm. By dancing? Think. It isn't possible."
"Then tell me why it's happening."
"A hundred weather experts tried but can't explain it. How can I?"
"The storm's linked to you. It never leaves you."
"It's…"
I meant to say "coincidence" again, but the word had lost its meaning and died in my throat. I studied Gail and Jeff, and in the glare of the flashlights, I realized they blamed me. We were adversaries, both of them against me.
"The rain, Dad. Can't you make it stop?"
I cried when he whispered, "Please."
***
Department of Meteorology. It consisted of a full professor, one associate, and one assistant. I'd met the full professor at a cocktail party several years ago. We sometimes played tennis together. On occasion, we had lunch. I knew his office hours and braved the storm to go see him.
Again the parking lot was speckled with increasing raindrops when I got there. I ran through raging wind and shook my raincoat in the lobby of his building. I'd phoned ahead. He was waiting.
Forty-five, freckled, almost bald. In damn fine shape, though, as I knew from many tennis games I'd lost.
"The rain's back." He shook his head disgustedly.
"No explanation yet?"
"I'm supposed to be the expert. Your guess would be as good as mine. If this keeps up, I'll take to reading tea leaves."
"Maybe superstition's…" I wanted to say "the answer," but I couldn't force myself.
"What?" He leaned ahead.
I rubbed my aching forehead. "What causes thunderstorms?"
He shrugged. "Two different fronts collide. One's hot and moist. The other's cold and dry. They bang together so hard they explode. The lightning and thunder are the blast. The rain's the fallout."
"But in this case?"
"That's the problem. We don't have two different fronts. Even if we did, the storm would move because of vacuums the winds create. But this storm stays right here. It only shifts a half a mile or so and then comes back. It's forcing us to reassess the rules."
"I don't know how to say this." But somehow I told him. Everything.
He frowned. "And you believe this?"
"I'm not sure. My wife and son do. Is it possible?"
He put some papers away. He poured two cups of coffee. He did everything but rearrange his bookshelves.
"Is it possible?" I said.
"If you repeat this, I'll deny it."
"How much crazier can — "
"In the sixties, when I was in grad school, I went on a field trip to Mexico. The mountain valleys have such complicated weather patterns they're perfect for a dissertation. One place gets so much rain the villages are flooded. Ten miles away, another valley gets no rain whatsoever. In one valley I studied, something had gone wrong. It normally had lots of rain. For seven years, though, it had been completely dry. The valley next to it, normally dry, was getting all the rain. No explanation. God knows, I worked hard to find one. People were forced to leave their homes and go where the rain was. In this seventh summer, they stopped hoping the weather would behave the way it used to. They wanted to return to their valley, so they sent for special help. A weather dancer. He claimed to be a descendent of the Mayans. He arrived one day and paced the valley, praying to all the compass points. Where they intersected in the valley's middle, he arranged a wheel of stones. He put on vestments. He danced around the wheel. One day later, it was raining, and the weather pattern went back to the way it used to be. I told myself he'd been lucky, that he'd somehow read the signs of nature and danced when he was positive it would rain. But I saw those clouds rush in, and they were strange. They didn't move on until the streams were flowing and the wells were full. Coincidence? Special knowledge? Who can say? But it troubles me when I think about what happened in that valley."
"Then the Indian I met could cause this storm?"
"Who knows? Look, I'm a scientist. I trust in facts. But sometimes superstition's a word we use for science we don't understand."
"What happens if the storm continues, if it doesn't stop?"
"Whoever lives beneath it will have to move, or else they'll die."
"But what if it follows someone?"
"You really believe it would?"
"It does!"
He studied me. "You ever hear of a superstorm?"
Dismayed, I shook my head.
"On rare occasions, several storms will climb on top of each other. They can tower as high as seven miles."
I felt my heart lurch.
"But this storm's already climbed that high. It's heading up to ten miles now. It'll soon tear houses from foundations. It'll level everything. A stationary half-mile-wide tornado."
"If I'm right, though, if the old man wants to punish me, I can't escape. Unless my wife and son are separate from me, they'll die, too."
"Assuming you're right. But I have to emphasize. There's no scientific reason to believe your theory."
"I think I'm crazy."
***
Eliminate the probable, then the possible. What's left must be the explanation. Either Gail and Jeff would die, or they'd have to leave me. But I couldn't bear losing them.
I knew what I had to do. I struggled through the storm to get back home. Jeff was feverish. Gail kept coughing, glaring at me in accusation.
They argued when I told them, but in desperation, they agreed.
"If what we think is true," I said, "once I'm gone, the storm'll stop. You'll see the sun again."
"But what about you? What'll happen?"
"Pray for me."
***
The Interstate again, heading west. The storm, of course, went with me.
Iowa. Nebraska. It took me three insane disastrous weeks to get to Colorado. Driving through rain-swept mountains was a nightmare. But I finally reached that dingy desert town. I found that sleazy roadside stand.
No trinkets, no beads. As the storm raged, turning dust to mud, I searched the town, begging for information "That old Indian. The weather dancer."
"He took sick," a store owner said.
"Where is he?"
"How should I know? Try the reservation."
It was fifteen miles away. The road was serpentine, narrow, and mucky. I passed rocks so hot they steamed from rain. The car slid, crashing into a ditch, resting on its driveshaft. I ran through lightning and thunder, drenched and moaning when I stumbled to the largest building on the reservation. It was low and wide, made from stone. I pounded on the door. A man in a uniform opened it, the agent for the government.
I told him.
He frowned with suspicion. Turning, he spoke a different language to some Indians in the office. They ans
wered.
He nodded. "You must want him bad," he said, "if you came out here in this storm. You're almost out of time. The old man's dying."
In the reservation's hospital, the old man lay motionless under sheets, an IV in his arm. Shriveled, he looked like a dry empty corn husk. He slowly opened his eyes. They gleamed with recognition.
"I believe you now," I said. "Please, make the rain stop."
He breathed in pain.
"My wife and son believe. It isn't fair to make them suffer. Please." My voice rose. "I shouldn't have said what I did. I'm sorry. Make it stop."
The old man squirmed.
I sank to my knees, kissed his hand, and sobbed. "I know I don't deserve it. But I'm begging you. I've learned my lesson. Stop the rain."
The old man studied me and slowly nodded. The doctor tried to restrain him, but the old man's strength was extraordinary. He crawled from bed. He hobbled. Slowly, in evident pain, he chanted and danced.
The lightning and thunder worsened. Rain slashed the windows. The old man strained to dance harder. The frenzy of the storm increased. Its strident fury soared. It reached a crescendo, hung there — and stopped.
The old man fell. Gasping, I ran to him and helped the doctor lift him into bed.
The doctor scowled. "You almost killed him."
"He isn't dead?"
"No thanks to you."
But that was the word I used: "Thanks." To the old man and the powers in the sky.
I left the hospital. The sun, a once common sight, overwhelmed me.
***
Four days later, back in Iowa, I got the call. The agent from the government. He thought I'd want to know. That morning, the old man had died.
I turned to Gail and Jeff. Their colds were gone. From warm sunny weeks while I was away, their skin was brown again. They seemed to have forgotten how the nightmare had nearly destroyed us, more than just our lives, our love. Indeed they were now skeptical about the Indian and told me that the rain would have stopped, no matter what I did.
But they hadn't been in the hospital to see him dance. They didn't understand.