Page 14 of A Study in Scarlet

mended matters. I'm on the brink of the grave, and I am not

  likely to lie to you. Every word I say is the absolute truth,

  and how you use it is a matter of no consequence to me."

  With these words, Jefferson Hope leaned back in his chair and

  began the following remarkable statement. He spoke in a calm

  and methodical manner, as though the events which he narrated

  were commonplace enough. I can vouch for the accuracy of the

  subjoined account, for I have had access to Lestrade's note-book,

  in which the prisoner's words were taken down exactly as they

  were uttered.

  "It don't much matter to you why I hated these men," he said;

  "it's enough that they were guilty of the death of two human

  beings -- a father and a daughter -- and that they had,

  therefore, forfeited their own lives. After the lapse of

  time that has passed since their crime, it was impossible for

  me to secure a conviction against them in any court. I knew

  of their guilt though, and I determined that I should be

  judge, jury, and executioner all rolled into one. You'd have

  done the same, if you have any manhood in you, if you had

  been in my place.

  "That girl that I spoke of was to have married me twenty

  years ago. She was forced into marrying that same Drebber,

  and broke her heart over it. I took the marriage ring from

  her dead finger, and I vowed that his dying eyes should rest

  upon that very ring, and that his last thoughts should be of

  the crime for which he was punished. I have carried it about

  with me, and have followed him and his accomplice over two

  continents until I caught them. They thought to tire me out,

  but they could not do it. If I die to-morrow, as is likely

  enough, I die knowing that my work in this world is done,

  and well done. They have perished, and by my hand.

  There is nothing left for me to hope for, or to desire.

  "They were rich and I was poor, so that it was no easy matter

  for me to follow them. When I got to London my pocket was

  about empty, and I found that I must turn my hand to

  something for my living. Driving and riding are as natural

  to me as walking, so I applied at a cabowner's office, and

  soon got employment. I was to bring a certain sum a week to

  the owner, and whatever was over that I might keep for

  myself. There was seldom much over, but I managed to scrape

  along somehow. The hardest job was to learn my way about,

  for I reckon that of all the mazes that ever were contrived,

  this city is the most confusing. I had a map beside me

  though, and when once I had spotted the principal hotels and

  stations, I got on pretty well.

  "It was some time before I found out where my two gentlemen

  were living; but I inquired and inquired until at last I

  dropped across them. They were at a boarding-house at

  Camberwell, over on the other side of the river. When once I

  found them out I knew that I had them at my mercy. I had

  grown my beard, and there was no chance of their recognizing

  me. I would dog them and follow them until I saw my opportunity.

  I was determined that they should not escape me again.

  "They were very near doing it for all that. Go where they

  would about London, I was always at their heels. Sometimes I

  followed them on my cab, and sometimes on foot, but the

  former was the best, for then they could not get away from

  me. It was only early in the morning or late at night that I

  could earn anything, so that I began to get behind hand with

  my employer. I did not mind that, however, as long as I

  could lay my hand upon the men I wanted.

  "They were very cunning, though. They must have thought that

  there was some chance of their being followed, for they would

  never go out alone, and never after nightfall. During two

  weeks I drove behind them every day, and never once saw them

  separate. Drebber himself was drunk half the time, but

  Stangerson was not to be caught napping. I watched them late

  and early, but never saw the ghost of a chance; but I was not

  discouraged, for something told me that the hour had almost

  come. My only fear was that this thing in my chest might

  burst a little too soon and leave my work undone.

  "At last, one evening I was driving up and down Torquay

  Terrace, as the street was called in which they boarded, when

  I saw a cab drive up to their door. Presently some luggage

  was brought out, and after a time Drebber and Stangerson

  followed it, and drove off. I whipped up my horse and kept

  within sight of them, feeling very ill at ease, for I feared

  that they were going to shift their quarters. At Euston

  Station they got out, and I left a boy to hold my horse, and

  followed them on to the platform. I heard them ask for the

  Liverpool train, and the guard answer that one had just gone

  and there would not be another for some hours. Stangerson

  seemed to be put out at that, but Drebber was rather pleased

  than otherwise. I got so close to them in the bustle that I

  could hear every word that passed between them. Drebber said

  that he had a little business of his own to do, and that if

  the other would wait for him he would soon rejoin him. His

  companion remonstrated with him, and reminded him that they

  had resolved to stick together. Drebber answered that the

  matter was a delicate one, and that he must go alone.

  I could not catch what Stangerson said to that, but the other

  burst out swearing, and reminded him that he was nothing more

  than his paid servant, and that he must not presume to

  dictate to him. On that the Secretary gave it up as a bad

  job, and simply bargained with him that if he missed the last

  train he should rejoin him at Halliday's Private Hotel;

  to which Drebber answered that he would be back on the platform

  before eleven, and made his way out of the station.

  "The moment for which I had waited so long had at last come.

  I had my enemies within my power. Together they could

  protect each other, but singly they were at my mercy. I did

  not act, however, with undue precipitation. My plans were

  already formed. There is no satisfaction in vengeance unless

  the offender has time to realize who it is that strikes him,

  and why retribution has come upon him. I had my plans

  arranged by which I should have the opportunity of making the

  man who had wronged me understand that his old sin had found

  him out. It chanced that some days before a gentleman who

  had been engaged in looking over some houses in the Brixton

  Road had dropped the key of one of them in my carriage.

  It was claimed that same evening, and returned; but in the

  interval I had taken a moulding of it, and had a duplicate

  constructed. By means of this I had access to at least one

  spot in this great city where I could rely upon being free

  from interruption. How to get Drebber to that house was the

  difficult problem which I had now to solve.

  "He walked down the road and went into one
or two liquor

  shops, staying for nearly half-an-hour in the last of them.

  When he came out he staggered in his walk, and was evidently

  pretty well on. There was a hansom just in front of me,

  and he hailed it. I followed it so close that the nose of my

  horse was within a yard of his driver the whole way.

  We rattled across Waterloo Bridge and through miles of streets,

  until, to my astonishment, we found ourselves back in the

  Terrace in which he had boarded. I could not imagine what

  his intention was in returning there; but I went on and

  pulled up my cab a hundred yards or so from the house.

  He entered it, and his hansom drove away. Give me a glass

  of water, if you please. My mouth gets dry with the talking."

  I handed him the glass, and he drank it down.

  "That's better," he said. "Well, I waited for a quarter of

  an hour, or more, when suddenly there came a noise like

  people struggling inside the house. Next moment the door was

  flung open and two men appeared, one of whom was Drebber, and

  the other was a young chap whom I had never seen before.

  This fellow had Drebber by the collar, and when they came to

  the head of the steps he gave him a shove and a kick which

  sent him half across the road. `You hound,' he cried,

  shaking his stick at him; `I'll teach you to insult an honest

  girl!' He was so hot that I think he would have thrashed

  Drebber with his cudgel, only that the cur staggered away

  down the road as fast as his legs would carry him. He ran as

  far as the corner, and then, seeing my cab, he hailed me and

  jumped in. `Drive me to Halliday's Private Hotel,' said he.

  "When I had him fairly inside my cab, my heart jumped so with

  joy that I feared lest at this last moment my aneurism might

  go wrong. I drove along slowly, weighing in my own mind what

  it was best to do. I might take him right out into the

  country, and there in some deserted lane have my last

  interview with him. I had almost decided upon this, when he

  solved the problem for me. The craze for drink had seized

  him again, and he ordered me to pull up outside a gin palace.

  He went in, leaving word that I should wait for him. There

  he remained until closing time, and when he came out he was

  so far gone that I knew the game was in my own hands.

  "Don't imagine that I intended to kill him in cold blood.

  It would only have been rigid justice if I had done so,

  but I could not bring myself to do it. I had long determined

  that he should have a show for his life if he chose to take

  advantage of it. Among the many billets which I have filled

  in America during my wandering life, I was once janitor and

  sweeper out of the laboratory at York College. One day the

  professor was lecturing on poisions, {25} and he showed his

  students some alkaloid, as he called it, which he had

  extracted from some South American arrow poison, and which

  was so powerful that the least grain meant instant death.

  I spotted the bottle in which this preparation was kept, and

  when they were all gone, I helped myself to a little of it.

  I was a fairly good dispenser, so I worked this alkaloid into

  small, soluble pills, and each pill I put in a box with a

  similar pill made without the poison. I determined at the

  time that when I had my chance, my gentlemen should each have

  a draw out of one of these boxes, while I ate the pill that

  remained. It would be quite as deadly, and a good deal less

  noisy than firing across a handkerchief. From that day I had

  always my pill boxes about with me, and the time had now come

  when I was to use them.

  "It was nearer one than twelve, and a wild, bleak night,

  blowing hard and raining in torrents. Dismal as it was

  outside, I was glad within -- so glad that I could have

  shouted out from pure exultation. If any of you gentlemen

  have ever pined for a thing, and longed for it during twenty

  long years, and then suddenly found it within your reach, you

  would understand my feelings. I lit a cigar, and puffed at

  it to steady my nerves, but my hands were trembling, and my

  temples throbbing with excitement. As I drove, I could see

  old John Ferrier and sweet Lucy looking at me out of the

  darkness and smiling at me, just as plain as I see you all in

  this room. All the way they were ahead of me, one on each

  side of the horse until I pulled up at the house in the

  Brixton Road.

  "There was not a soul to be seen, nor a sound to be heard,

  except the dripping of the rain. When I looked in at the window,

  I found Drebber all huddled together in a drunken sleep.

  I shook him by the arm, `It's time to get out,' I said.

  "`All right, cabby,' said he.

  "I suppose he thought we had come to the hotel that he had

  mentioned, for he got out without another word, and followed

  me down the garden. I had to walk beside him to keep him

  steady, for he was still a little top-heavy. When we came

  to the door, I opened it, and led him into the front room.

  I give you my word that all the way, the father and the

  daughter were walking in front of us.

  "`It's infernally dark,' said he, stamping about.

  "`We'll soon have a light,' I said, striking a match and

  putting it to a wax candle which I had brought with me.

  `Now, Enoch Drebber,' I continued, turning to him, and

  holding the light to my own face, `who am I?'

  "He gazed at me with bleared, drunken eyes for a moment, and

  then I saw a horror spring up in them, and convulse his whole

  features, which showed me that he knew me. He staggered back

  with a livid face, and I saw the perspiration break out upon

  his brow, while his teeth chattered in his head. At the

  sight, I leaned my back against the door and laughed loud and

  long. I had always known that vengeance would be sweet, but

  I had never hoped for the contentment of soul which now

  possessed me.

  "`You dog!' I said; `I have hunted you from Salt Lake City to

  St. Petersburg, and you have always escaped me. Now, at last

  your wanderings have come to an end, for either you or I

  shall never see to-morrow's sun rise.' He shrunk still

  further away as I spoke, and I could see on his face that he

  thought I was mad. So I was for the time. The pulses in my

  temples beat like sledge-hammers, and I believe I would have

  had a fit of some sort if the blood had not gushed from my

  nose and relieved me.

  "`What do you think of Lucy Ferrier now?' I cried, locking

  the door, and shaking the key in his face. `Punishment has

  been slow in coming, but it has overtaken you at last.'

  I saw his coward lips tremble as I spoke. He would have begged

  for his life, but he knew well that it was useless.

  "`Would you murder me?' he stammered.

  "`There is no murder,' I answered. `Who talks of murdering

  a mad dog? What mercy had you upon my poor darling, when you

  dragged her from her slaughtered father, and bore her away to

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p; your accursed and shameless harem.'

  "`It was not I who killed her father,' he cried.

  "`But it was you who broke her innocent heart,' I shrieked,

  thrusting the box before him. `Let the high God judge

  between us. Choose and eat. There is death in one and life

  in the other. I shall take what you leave. Let us see if

  there is justice upon the earth, or if we are ruled by chance.'

  "He cowered away with wild cries and prayers for mercy, but I

  drew my knife and held it to his throat until he had obeyed

  me. Then I swallowed the other, and we stood facing one

  another in silence for a minute or more, waiting to see which

  was to live and which was to die. Shall I ever forget the

  look which came over his face when the first warning pangs

  told him that the poison was in his system? I laughed as I

  saw it, and held Lucy's marriage ring in front of his eyes.

  It was but for a moment, for the action of the alkaloid is

  rapid. A spasm of pain contorted his features; he threw his

  hands out in front of him, staggered, and then, with a hoarse

  cry, fell heavily upon the floor. I turned him over with my

  foot, and placed my hand upon his heart. There was no

  movement. He was dead!

  "The blood had been streaming from my nose, but I had taken

  no notice of it. I don't know what it was that put it into

  my head to write upon the wall with it. Perhaps it was some

  mischievous idea of setting the police upon a wrong track,

  for I felt light-hearted and cheerful. I remembered a German

  being found in New York with RACHE written up above him, and

  it was argued at the time in the newspapers that the secret

  societies must have done it. I guessed that what puzzled the

  New Yorkers would puzzle the Londoners, so I dipped my finger

  in my own blood and printed it on a convenient place on the

  wall. Then I walked down to my cab and found that there was

  nobody about, and that the night was still very wild. I had

  driven some distance when I put my hand into the pocket in

  which I usually kept Lucy's ring, and found that it was not

  there. I was thunderstruck at this, for it was the only

  memento that I had of her. Thinking that I might have

  dropped it when I stooped over Drebber's body, I drove back,

  and leaving my cab in a side street, I went boldly up to the

  house -- for I was ready to dare anything rather than lose

  the ring. When I arrived there, I walked right into the arms

  of a police-officer who was coming out, and only managed to

  disarm his suspicions by pretending to be hopelessly drunk.

  "That was how Enoch Drebber came to his end. All I had to do

  then was to do as much for Stangerson, and so pay off John

  Ferrier's debt. I knew that he was staying at Halliday's

  Private Hotel, and I hung about all day, but he never came

  out. {26} fancy that he suspected something when Drebber

  failed to put in an appearance. He was cunning, was

  Stangerson, and always on his guard. If he thought he could

  keep me off by staying indoors he was very much mistaken.

  I soon found out which was the window of his bedroom, and early

  next morning I took advantage of some ladders which were

  lying in the lane behind the hotel, and so made my way into

  his room in the grey of the dawn. I woke him up and told him

  that the hour had come when he was to answer for the life he

  had taken so long before. I described Drebber's death to

  him, and I gave him the same choice of the poisoned pills.

  Instead of grasping at the chance of safety which that

  offered him, he sprang from his bed and flew at my throat.

  In self-defence I stabbed him to the heart. It would have

  been the same in any case, for Providence would never have

  allowed his guilty hand to pick out anything but the poison.

  "I have little more to say, and it's as well, for I am about