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  that she would never have a family. The tears became a flood.

  “We can. We can do anything we want,” Rafe promised, rocking

  her gently. “You can’t carry them, but we can find a surrogate. We

  can adopt. Bella, if you want a family, we’ll have one.”

  Was it really that simple? If she let go of the pain, could she have

  what she wanted? She loved Bliss, but she needed these men. In the

  end, if she had to choose, she would choose them.

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  The car stopped, and Cam was in the backseat in seconds, his

  strong body wrapping around her. “Baby, we can be happy. I promise.

  We’ll do anything to make you happy. This is our second chance, but

  you should know I’ll ask for a third and a fourth and forever. I’ll

  never give up on this.”

  “Never, bella. I quit, and I’m not going back. This is my life. You and Cam are my family. This is going to be our home.”

  Her head came up. She’d been ready to leave with them. “Rafe,

  you don’t have to. I knew if I was going to be with you, I would have

  to leave.”

  He shook his head. “No. You said you liked the you this place

  brought out. I think I’m starting to like this me. Home is where you

  are. That’s enough.”

  “And I like it here. I have a crappy job with a boss who seems

  highly difficult and a town that is not likely to recognize my authority.

  What more could I ask for?” Cam asked with the dippiest grin on his

  gorgeous face.

  Joy, pure and real, burst through her. Love was right there. All she

  had to do was say one little word. “Yes.”

  “Oh, now you’re in for it.” Cam dragged her out of the car. He

  hauled her up.

  Rafe was opening the door to her cabin with a key she hadn’t

  given him. She sent him a questioning look.

  “I told you I could sneak back in.” He had the most devilish grin

  on his face. “You said yes.”

  She nodded. “I said yes. I’ll say it again.”

  She’d said no to so many things in the last five years. She’d said

  no to herself. But she wasn’t going to say no to them. She was done

  with that.

  Rafe leaned over and pressed his lips to hers. “I’ll expect you to

  say ‘I do’ to us very soon.”

  She would get married. She’d thought she’d lost that. She could

  see so clearly now how she’d given up on her future. She gripped

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  Cam and pulled his head down for a kiss, too. She loved how different

  they were. Rafe was overwhelming. He came in like a marauder,

  trying to conquer everything he touched. Cam was softer, but no less

  possessive. He was the easy touch.

  Cam’s tongue touched hers in lazy play. It felt different. There

  was nothing between them now. There was just the future. She

  opened herself and let him in. He moved through the doorway even as

  he kissed her.

  “Get her clothes off.” Rafe slammed the door.

  Laura was set on her feet, and big hands pulled at her clothes. Her

  shirt came over her head and a second set of hands tugged at the back

  of her bra. Her breasts bounced free, the nipples tightening in the cool air. Cam’s fingers undid the fly of her jeans and delved inside. He

  slipped his fingers under the waistband of her panties, seeking her

  pussy. She shivered as he stroked over her clit.

  “She’s already getting wet.” Cam’s voice held a wealth of

  satisfaction.

  She couldn’t help it. She was always ready around them. She’d

  never thought she was a sexual creature, but she became a beast

  around them. She pushed her pelvis against his hand, seeking more

  contact. God, she wanted to fuck that hand. “I’m ready. One of you

  should really fuck me.”

  Cam’s hand came out of her jeans.

  Laura didn’t like that. “What are you doing?”

  An evil, entirely sexy grin crossed his face. “Taking our time. And

  we won’t be taking turns tonight. We’re a team, Rafe and I. You

  should get ready to get packed full of cock tonight, baby.”

  She gasped, the breath leaving her body. They meant to take her

  together? They had never done it before.

  They both moved back and stared at her.

  “Take off the rest of your clothes.” Rafe’s eyes narrowed on her

  breasts.

  “Leave the shoes on.” Cam pulled his shirt over his head,

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  revealing his ridiculously toned chest.

  His shoulders were broad and ripped. Laura couldn’t help but

  stare. Rafe unbuttoned his shirt. He was leaner than Cam, but no less

  hot. His olive skin was perfect and his abs spectacular. She looked

  down and saw that they were both sporting erections. They would use

  those on her. One in her pussy and the other would take her ass. They

  were so big. She would be full of them. She would be surrounded by

  them.

  “Why are you hesitating, bella? There is no going back.”

  “Are you rethinking that spanking now, Rafe?” Cam looked at

  Rafe and for the first time seemed perfectly comfortable. They had

  always avoided eye contact with each other during sex.

  “Yes, I am starting to.”

  She started to shove her jeans and panties down her legs. She

  stepped out of her canary-yellow four-inch d’Orsay pumps.

  “I said keep the heels on.” Rafe’s voice was commanding. He

  seemed to have been taking lessons from Stef.

  She kicked the clothes out of the way and put her feet back in the

  heels. “I heard you, but those are skinny jeans. Aren’t the two of you

  a little overdressed?”

  “Well, I am.” Cam’s hands undid his jeans and pushed them off

  his hips. His cock sprang from the confines of his briefs. He stroked it as he looked at her. It was an enormous monster, thick and long, with

  a plum-shaped head. “Come here and help me, baby.”

  That she could do. She walked up to him and offered up her lips.

  Cam’s skin was warm, and he wrapped his arms around her as he

  kissed her, dragging her hand to where he wanted it to go. She

  caressed the silky skin covering his erection, pumping it in her hand.

  His tongue plunged lazily into her mouth as he plastered his body

  against hers.

  “Come on, baby. Get me ready to fuck you,” he said as he bit

  softly at her lower lip. “Run that tongue all over my cock.”

  She sank to her knees in front of him, well aware that Rafe was

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  watching. He hadn’t taken off his pants yet, but it wouldn’t be long.

  Once she’d finished with Cam, it would be his turn, and he would be

  all over her. She looked up at Cam as she licked the bulbous head of

  his cock.

  “Don’t play with him,” Rafe said, frowning down at her. “Lick his

  cock all over and then take him deep.”

  She wasn’t sure when Rafe had taken over, but she was willing to

  play along if it got her what she wanted. She stroked his cock with her

  tongue, balancing herself on Cam’s rock hard thighs. Cam groaned as

  she pulled his cockhead into her mouth.


  “That’s it, bella,” Rafe said. He was suddenly on his knees beside her. His hands caressed her back, tracing the line of her spine all the

  way down to the cheeks of her ass. “Suck his cock. Get him hard and

  ready to fuck you.”

  Rafe’s voice had taken on a rough, rich tone. His fingers played

  lightly along the crack of her ass. “We’re going to fuck you here,

  bella. You know that, right?”

  Cam’s hands sank into her hair. “Oh, we’re going to fuck that ass.

  I can’t wait to sink in balls deep. It’s going to be hot and tight. God, I can’t wait to have your asshole milk my cock.”

  Laura wasn’t sure about that, but she wanted to try. She wanted to

  be between them. She wanted them to fill her up. She struggled to

  take Cam’s girth in her mouth. Inch by inch she opened her jaw to try

  to take all of him. She swirled her tongue around his cock despite the

  tight fit. Cam seemed to lose some of his sweetness as the dominant

  male came out. His hands tightened on her hair, and he fucked her

  mouth ruthlessly. In and out his cock worked toward the back of her

  throat.

  “Relax and breathe, bella,” Rafe encouraged her. “He’s almost

  there.”

  “Fuck, yeah, I’m almost there,” Cam grunted as she took another

  inch of that dick inside.

  He was. She could feel his cock pulsing in her mouth. He would

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  come, flooding her mouth with salty fluid, and then Rafe would take

  care of her.

  “Don’t you forget the plan,” Rafe said, his harsh tone splitting the

  air.

  “Damn it,” Cam cursed, and suddenly her jaw relaxed as Cam

  pulled out.

  “What?” Laura asked, utterly confused.

  “My turn.” Rafe shoved his slacks down and took Cam’s place.

  Rafe brought her head up and lined his cock to her lips. “You’re not

  in charge tonight, bella. You’re in charge most of the time, but not now. Take care of my cock while Cam gets you ready.”

  She was about to ask what she was getting ready for when she felt

  Cam’s hands separate the cheeks of her ass. Ah, that. Rafe’s cock insisted on entrance. She tasted the salt of his pre-cum on her lips and sucked him inside.

  Cool oil dribbled between the cheeks of her ass. A twitchy,

  restless feeling came over her. Anxiety mixed with desire, making her

  edgy.

  “Suck me harder,” Rafe ordered. He pressed forward, his cock

  huge in her mouth.

  She laved the underside of his dick as Cam pressed his fingers

  against the rim of her anus. She couldn’t help the little whimper that

  came out of her throat. She felt helpless, but this time it was a

  delicious sensation. She could revel in it because these men wouldn’t

  hurt her. There was something freeing in giving over to them, like she

  was taking back a piece of herself—the piece that trusted and loved

  and accepted everything.

  “Oh, baby, you should see your little asshole. It’s fighting me, but

  it’s going to give in. Just like you. It’s going to accept everything I give it.” Cam rimmed her anus and finally pushed in, the sensation a

  jittery pleasure. “You’re going to take my cock up this ass. It’s going

  to be beautiful.”

  Laura whimpered again. She wasn’t sure about beautiful, but it

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  was damn sure intimate. They were working together, and it was

  overwhelming her. She shuddered as Cam pressed another finger in.

  Her eyes watered a bit. She concentrated on the cock in her mouth.

  “That’s right, bella. Your mouth feels so good. If I don’t watch it, you’ll pull the cum out of me.” Rafe pulled his cock out of her mouth.

  It was slick and straining upwards, unsatisfied for the time being.

  Laura knew all about being unsatisfied. Her pussy was aching.

  She needed them.

  “How many fingers did you get in?” Rafe asked, stroking her hair.

  Laura groaned as her ass stretched again.

  “Three now. That’s enough,” Cam replied, his voice shaking just

  as bit. He fucked his fingers in and out of her hole, making her shake.

  “She can handle a cock.”

  “I want to see.” Rafe walked behind her, his hand gently pressing

  her forward until her cheek was on the floor and her ass was high in

  the air. It gave Cam traction to sink in deeper. She felt invaded,

  overwhelmed. God, how was she ever going to take his cock?

  “Isn’t it pretty?” Cam used his free hand to pull a cheek aside. She

  could imagine that he was showing off her asshole to his partner.

  “She’s lovely. You’re right. I want to fuck her ass, too.” Rafe’s

  voice had gone to that guttural place that told her a fucking wasn’t far behind. God, she needed it. She needed them so badly.

  She shivered as Cam pulled his fingers out of her anus. She could

  feel her ass clenching as though it hadn’t wanted to give up Cam’s

  flesh.

  Rafe knelt behind her, pulling her up on her knees. His hands

  seemed voracious and greedy as he cupped her breasts. “He’s going to

  clean up, but then we’re going to play for a little while longer.

  That sounded a bit uncomfortable. She was ready to go. She

  couldn’t imagine being more ready. Her skin was super sensitive, and

  there was an emptiness inside her that needed to be filled. It was time

  to take charge. “Come on. Let’s go to the bedroom. I want you both.”

  Rafe’s fingers pinched at her nipples. His teeth bit gently at her

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  neck. “That’s not the way this evening is going to go. I told you. This

  night is about me and Cam taking charge. We’re going to do it far

  more often from now on.”

  She wanted to argue. She wanted to tell him to go to hell, but he

  was rolling her nipples between his thumbs and forefingers. It sent a

  lightning strike of longing straight to her pussy. “Rafe, you can’t tell me what to do.”

  He licked along her neck all the way to her sensitive earlobe. He

  rimmed it with his tongue. “Consider it persuasion, bella. You’re not alone. You can’t make decisions without us. You can’t choose the

  course of your life without talking to us. You will never be allowed to

  walk away again.”

  She drew her arms back, her hands cupping the strong muscles

  that ran over his lean hips. “I don’t want to.”

  She never wanted to be away from them again. “I won’t walk out

  again. I promise.”

  “Because there would be punishment,” Rafe warned.

  Suddenly punishment didn’t seem like such a bad thing. Maybe

  she wouldn’t mind a weekend in Stef’s guesthouse. But there were

  things she needed right now. “Please, Rafe.”

  His tongue played around the nape of her neck. She could feel his

  cock prodding her ass. “Please what, bella?”

  He wanted to hear it, she surmised. He wasn’t going to let her off

  easy. “Please fuck me.”

  His chuckle sent a warm sensation across her skin. “We will get to

  that. I promise.”

  Cam knelt in front of her. “Oh, baby, are you already begging for

  it?”

  Now she could feel two hard cocks poking at h
er, seeking entry.

  Cam was the weak link. She reached down and cupped him, feeling

  him swell in her hand. “Please, Cam. I need it. I need you so badly.”

  He kissed her while Rafe let his hands roam all over her body.

  Cam was breaking. His cock was pulsing in her hand. Any minute he

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  would throw her down and give her what she needed.

  “Just a little longer, baby.” Cam pulled away and stood back up.

  “Damn it, Cam.” Laura tried to stand up.

  “No.” Rafe’s arms caged her. “I told you, this is our night. We’ve

  waited five years. You said yes.”

  She had to laugh a little. She’d given an inch, and now she

  walking the mile. “I said yes to loving you, to being with you, not to

  letting you kill me with sexual tension.”

  Rafe’s hand moved lower. Oh, so close to where she wanted it to

  be. “You’ll live. We won’t let you die.”

  Cam’s fingers toyed with her nipples now. “We’ve sworn to

  protect you.”

  But not to keep her sane, it seemed. She was dying. They were

  lighting up every nerve she had in her body. “Please.”

  Rafe sighed behind her. “We can move forward since she’s asked

  nicely. Cam, take her.”

  Cam’s arms wrapped around her waist, and she was lifted into the

  air. “Cam, you have to stop doing that.”

  “I don’t see why,” Cam replied with a chuckle as he sat down on

  her couch and settled her on his lap. Her back rested against his chest.

  His cock jutted up, so close to her pussy it had to be getting wet. “It’s the easiest way to get you where we want you. We decided that when

  you’re not playing ball, we’ll just pick you up and move you into

  position.”

  She quickly found out which position he meant. His feet moved to

  the inside of her ankles and forced her legs to spread wide. His arms

  wrapped around her, a warm cage. She was utterly exposed, her pussy

  on full display.

  Rafe looked down at her. “That’s what I wanted. Look at you.

  Look at that pussy.”

  “What are you doing?” Laura asked. This was not how she’d seen

  this evening going. She swallowed. Her heart thumped in her chest,

  and all of the blood in her body seemed to go to one very wet place.