Page 53 of Onyx

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  “I know,” I said. “But I wasn’t going to knowingly put you at risk. You mean too much to me. ”

  His head swung toward me, eyes suddenly sharp. “And what does that mean, exactly?”

  “I…” I shook my head. “It doesn’t matter now. ”

  “The hell it doesn’t!” he said. “You nearly destroyed my family, Kat. You almost got both of us killed, and none of this is over. Who knows how much time any of us have before the DOD comes? I let that dickhead go. He’s still out there, and as terrible as this sounds, I hope he gets what’s coming to him before he can report back to anyone. ”

  Daemon swore. “You lied to me! Are you telling me all of this is because I mean something to you?”

  Heated blood crept across my face. Why was he making me do this? How I felt didn’t matter now. “Daemon…”

  “Answer me!”

  “Fine!” I threw my hands up in the air. “Yes, you mean something to me. What you did for me on Thanksgiving—that made me…” My voice cracked. “That made me happy. You made me happy. And I still care about you. Okay? You mean something to me—something I can’t really even put into words because everything seems too lame in comparison. I’ve always wanted you, even when I hated you. I want you even though you drive me freaking insane. And I know I screwed everything up. Not just for