He said, ‘No,’ then added, ‘I’ve got to go, I’ll try and ring you later, Dad.’

  Friday May 2nd

  I phoned the Hotel Splendid early this morning and asked to speak to the two English ladies, Marigold and her mother, Netta Flowers. The Italian on the reception desk said, ‘There are many English ladies staying in the hotel. What do they look like?’

  I said, ‘They are both very badly dressed.’

  He said, ‘All the English ladies are badly dressed, signor.’

  I told him that Marigold had thin hair and wore glasses and Netta, her mother, looked a little like a tall, blonde, pinker, piggier Mussolini.

  He said, ‘Yes, I know the ladies. They are having breakfast on the terrace.’

  While I waited for Marigold to come to the phone I heard seagulls, laughter and the tinkle of expensive china. Eventually the receptionist said, ‘She is ’ere.’

  Marigold’s frail voice trickled down the phone. I asked her how it was that she was fit enough to go on a strenuous trip to the rim of a volcano but was not able to get on a plane and fly back to England.

  Marigold said, ‘I dragged myself to the top of Vesuvius because of the health-giving properties of breathing volcanic fumes. Mummy thinks the baby is depleting my mineral reserves.’

  I told Marigold that Brain-box Henderson was at the hotel with the cash to pay for their extended holiday.

  Marigold said, ‘Bruce is here?’

  She did not sound displeased.

  I then heard Brain-box’s high-pitched laugh and Marigold squealed, ‘Bruce, I can’t believe you’re here.’

  Then the phone went dead.

  Saturday May 3rd

  Another letter from the City Council.

  Neighbourhood Conflict Co-ordinator

  Leicester City Council

  New Walk

  Leicester LE1

  May 1st 2003

  Dear Mr Mole

  Just to keep you informed, I have written to Mr Swan, c/o The Swans’ Nest, Rat Wharf, Leicester, to inform him that a complaint has been lodged against him at the Neighbourhood Conflict Unit.

  Meanwhile, Mr Mole, I suggest you keep a record of Mr Swan’s antisocial behaviour.

  Yours sincerely

  Trixie Meadows

  Neighbourhood Conflict Co-ordinator

  I phoned immediately to put the record straight regarding ‘Mr Swan’, but a computer told me that Trixie Meadows was not at her work station.

  Sunday May 4th

  I am reading Lolita by Vladimir Nabokov. His main character is called Humbert Humbert, which shows a lack of imagination on Nabokov’s part. Surely he could have thought up a different surname.

  Monday May 5th

  Bank Holiday

  Went to Sainsbury’s. Felt a sense of despair as I stood in front of the Mr Kipling shelves. I know I will never live with the woman I love. I must try to reconcile myself to being unhappy; it ought to be easy. After all, I am not an American who expects to be happy as a constitutional right. I filled my shopping basket with a selection of Mr Kipling’s finest confections.

  In the short queue at the check-out a tanned woman in a track suit whispered to her partner, ‘What an appalling diet. People like him are a drain on the National Health Service.’

  I heard her because every sense and organ in my body is on red alert. My nerve endings are so sensitive that mere existence is painful. Perhaps I am coming down with the flu.

  Tuesday May 6th

  Credit card bills were waiting for me when I got home from work; I was too depressed to open them. I put them in the kitchen-gadget drawer. The one I never use.

  Wednesday May 7th

  When I got home from work I found a note slipped under my door. It said: Please call PC Aaron Drinkwater.

  I rang the number on the note and was put through to PC Drinkwater’s voicemail. A lugubrious voice said, ‘This office is only manned between the hours of 9 a.m. and 5 p.m. on Wednesdays, Thursdays and Fridays and from 1 p.m. to 3 p.m. on Mondays and Tuesdays. The office is closed at the weekend and on bank holidays. If you need to speak to me, please leave a short message with your name and number, and I’ll do my best to get back to you, although due to operational duties this may sometimes be subject to delay.’

  Thursday May 8th

  I have left seven messages on PC Drinkwater’s voicemail. The last one was slightly abusive. I accused him of shirking his duty to the community and said, ‘I expect you’re sitting with your feet on your desk, reading the paper and having a laugh at my expense.’

  I now regret my loss of temper, and am waiting for the sound of a truncheon hammering on my door.

  Friday May 9th

  Brain-box rang: there was pure happiness in his voice. He said that he was interacting wonderfully with Marigold and her mother and that the dynamic between the three of them was wholly positive. Marigold was looking enchantingly beautiful, and last night they had danced on the terrace to ‘Love is a Many Splendored Thing’, sung by Antonio, one of ‘their’ waiters.

  Sunday May 11th

  Went to the Piggeries in the afternoon. The windows were being installed in number-one pigsty, by Malcolm and Stan, from a firm called Keencraft. Animal was fitting the front door.

  *

  My mother was attempting to lay bricks in pigsty number two. She said, ‘It’s so frustrating, Adrian. Every time I lay a brick the mortar squeezes out. It’s like biting into a vanilla slice, but without the pleasure.’

  I pointed out that she was using too much mortar.

  She said irritably, ‘All right, clever clogs. Show me how it should be done.’

  After a few attempts, I admitted to her that bricklaying was harder than it looks.

  My father was sitting on the steps of the camper van looking miserable. I asked him why he was so depressed.

  He said, ‘A bloke from the sustainable-energy unit came out in the week to check us out for a wind farm, and what day did he choose, Adrian? A day when there was not a bleedin’ breath of wind. Not a breeze. Not a stir in the air. It was as still as a dead cat’s dick. Any other day, it’s blowing a bleedin’ gale. But oh, no, he has to call the day that the wind round here packed its bags and went to bleedin’ Ibiza.’

  Monday May 12th

  The writers’ group meeting was held at Rat Wharf. I’m sick of looking for a quiet pub in the city centre where it is possible to discuss literary matters. City-centre landlords seem to have got rid of all the furniture and gone in for what is now called vertical drinking. The pubs have been taken over by drunken young people who stand around sucking beer from a bottle through black drinking straws.

  Ken reiterated that he was very dissatisfied with the way the group was being run. He laughed sardonically and said, ‘It’s not even a group, it’s just you and me, now.’

  I listened to his latest polemic about the Iraq war.

  ‘Donald Rumsfeld,

  There are things you say you know you know

  There are things you say you know you don’t know

  What you don’t know is that you’ll never know

  How much you don’t know.’

  After he had gone, I thought back to the glory days of the Leicestershire and Rutland Creative Writing Group, when the members would sit enraptured for hours, listening to my novel, Lo, the Flat Hills of My Homeland.

  We had started out with sixteen members, but these rapidly dwindled, and now there was just me and Ken.

  Tuesday May 13th

  Bernard Hopkins and Mr Carlton-Hayes had a heated discussion about the Iraqi war today while they were cataloguing the crime-fiction books from the Mortimer collection. I heard Bernard Hopkins say, ‘They found a mass grave today, Hughie. Fifteen thousand Shiites packed together like commuters on a Thameslink train, except the poor sods are dead.’ His voice broke with emotion, or drink. It’s always hard to tell with Hopkins.

  Mr Carlton-Hayes raised his voice slightly and said, ‘Bernard, my dear, I have never disp
uted that Saddam Hussein is a thoroughly unpleasant chap, but I still consider that we invaded a sovereign country illegally.’

  I thought about Glenn and hoped that by now he had been allocated his own body armour.

  Wednesday May 14th

  Brain-box Henderson called into the shop today. Love, his Next wardrobe and the Italian sun have transformed him. He went to Capri a geeky computer boff and arrived back in Leicester a tanned Lothario. His half-bald head looked like a shiny conker and the clumps and tufts that used to give him the appearance of a mad professor had gone. When I complimented him, he flushed and said, ‘An Italian barber.’

  I asked him how things stood between him and Marigold.

  He stammered, ‘She’s an amazing girl. She made a tiny sunbed out of a matchbox, a few dead matches and a scrap of cloth. We talked for hours, Adrian. One night I didn’t go to bed until one o’clock in the morning.’

  I asked him what had kept him up so daringly late.

  He said, ‘We were talking about you. Marigold is very bitter. She says she can’t understand how she fell in love with you in the first place. She said you prefer characters in books to people in real life.’

  I said, ‘So what is your precise relationship with Marigold now?’

  He said, ‘I want to marry her.’

  I asked him if he had told Marigold this.

  He said, ‘Yes, after a firework display over the Bay of Naples.’ His face went a bit gormless as he remembered the scene.

  Somewhat impatiently, diary, I asked him how Marigold had responded.

  He said, ‘She didn’t say yes, but she didn’t say no, either.’

  Friday May 16th

  Using my binoculars, I ascertained that Gielgud’s wife has laid seven eggs. My worst fears have been realized. When the eggs are hatched, the canal will be overrun with swans.

  Saturday May 17th

  Listened to I’m Sorry I Haven’t a Clue in the bath. I have heard this amusing programme many times, but I still do not understand the rules of Mornington Crescent. Strange, since I must be one of the most intelligent men in the East Midlands.

  Sunday May 18th

  I wrote to Radio Four.

  I’m Sorry I Haven’t a Clue

  Unit 4

  Production Office

  The Old Battery Factory

  Radio Four

  Rat Wharf

  The BBC

  Grand Union Canal

  Broadcasting House

  Leicester LE1

  London W1A

  May 18th 2003

  Dear Sir or Madam

  I write as a long-time listener to your amusing programme I’m Sorry I Haven’t a Clue.

  I must have missed the broadcast when Mr Humphrey Lyttleton explained the rules of Mornington Crescent to the panelists.

  I wonder if you would furnish me with them.

  Yours faithfully

  A. A. Mole

  Monday May 19th

  I decided to write again to the City Council Neighbourhood Conflict Officer, Trixie Meadows.

  Leicester City Council

  Unit 4

  New Walk

  The Old Battery Factory

  Leicester LE1

  Rat Wharf

  Grand Union Canal

  Leicester LE1

  May 19th 2003

  Dear Trixie Meadows

  There is no Mr Swan. The swan in question cannot be dignified by the prefix ‘Mr’. He is a mute, a creature not a man. He cannot be talked to or reasoned with, because he is in fact a wild animal.

  He is dangerous and completely unreasonable. He is constantly defecating on the towpath, the car park and occasionally in the entrance of the Old Battery Factory, where I live. He is making my and my neighbours’ lives a misery. Unless the authorities move swiftly to alleviate this grave situation, I fear that a violent act will ensue.

  Yours,

  A. A. Mole

  Tuesday May 20th

  PC Aaron Drinkwater battered on my door early this morning, waking me from a deep sleep. Throughout the ensuing interview I was at a great disadvantage, as I needed to urinate urgently. I was inhibited by the glass-bricked bathroom.

  PC Drinkwater gave me a formal caution and told me that the Crown Prosecution Service had been sent a transcript of my conversation with a 999 operative, who claimed that I had been abusive and had wasted police time on February 3rd 2003.

  I explained about the postbag, but he cut me off impatiently and said, ‘We’ve also had a complaint that you’ve been throwing rubbish into the canal.’

  I denied this vehemently. He then drew a small plastic bag from his trouser pocket. It contained a few scraps of the letter I had torn up and thrown over my balcony months ago. Bearing in mind the advances made in forensic science, DNA and nanotechnology, but mainly because one of the scraps of paper bore my name, I admitted the offence. The policeman leaned against my kitchen counter and gave me a mini-lecture on the environment and ended by saying ‘one of those beautiful swans could have choked to death’.

  So, I do not have a natural ally in PC Drinkwater.

  Wednesday May 21st

  Letter from Glenn.

  Dear Dad

  I am sorry to bother you, but I have got a bit of a problem, which I hope you can help me with. Is there a book in your shop that tells people how to stop being scared? I am scared every time I go on patrol in Basra. Sometimes it is so bad that I am shaking. I don’t think anybody has noticed yet, so I’m not in trouble or anything. It’s just that I am worried that if trouble starts I will let the rest of the lads down.

  Dad, I feel like running away when the crowds start throwing stones and petrol bombs.

  If there is a book, it could teach me not to be so scared of having my balls shot off, like one of the Yanks did last week.

  Also, Dad, when we are at the checkpoints, the people can’t tell what we are shouting at them, and we can’t tell what they are saying to us. So everybody gets mad with each other. So if there is a book, could you please send it to me.

  Loads of love

  From your son, Glenn

  PS Don’t tell Mum I am scared. Tell her I am having a good laugh and getting a suntan.

  Thursday May 22nd

  I showed Mr Carlton-Hayes the letter I had received from Glenn and confessed that I was worried sick about his inability to communicate with the Iraqi people. I said, ‘Glenn has problems communicating in English; his inability to understand and speak Arabic could kill him.’

  Bernard Hopkins said, ‘Don’t worry, cocker, the bloody towel-heads understand the barrel of a gun.’

  Mr Carlton-Hayes sent him into the back room to catalogue a crate of Penguin Classic paperbacks bought at auction.

  Mr Carlton-Hayes said that during the Second World War he had been given flashcards with German phrases on one side and English on the other.

  Knowing he had trained as an Egyptologist and was an Arabic speaker, I asked him if he could do the same for Glenn.

  We worked on the cards together, and after some thought came up with:

  1. Please get out of the car

  2. Please put your hands in the air

  3. Please open the boot

  4. Please do not throw stones

  5. Please do not hurt me. I am only eighteen years old

  6. I am a liberator, not an invader

  7. Thanks for your co-operation

  There was a lot of argument about number six, but Mr Carlton-Hayes and I agreed to differ.

  Friday May 23rd

  Dear Glenn

  Please find enclosed a copy of How to Master Your Fear. I found this useful when I developed a phobia of driving on the M6.

  Try to take deep breaths when you leave your barracks: mind over matter can always help.

  Try to think about a happy time. Do you remember that Sunday afternoon at Rampart Terrace when you were thirteen and you beat me at Monopoly? Me, you and William toasted some bread on the coal fire with my Grandma’s old t
oasting fork. We drank tomato soup out of those special tomato-shaped mugs we bought from the ‘Everything for a Pound’ shop. You were wearing your first pair of genuine Reeboks and you said ‘Dad, I’m happy.’

  As you see, I have also enclosed some flashcards that me and my boss, Mr Carlton-Hayes, have made up for you.

  Mr Carlton-Hayes has sent you an anthology of poetry written by a soldier in the First World War. He’s put a note inside the book.

  I think about you all the time, son. Be assured you are in Iraq fighting for a good cause.

  Much love from

  Dad

  My dear Glenn,

  I hope you don’t mind me writing to you, but your Father showed me your letter. I served in the Second World War as an infantry man. I spent most of my war service in a state of terror. It is entirely normal to feel as you do. I hope Siegfried Sassoon’s poetry will reassure you. Some of it is savage stuff, but it is a truthful account of war, as you will know when you read it.

  I send you my very warmest wishes,

  Hugh Carlton-Hayes

  Saturday May 24th

  An adolescent boy wearing a hooded top, with the hood up and half-obscuring his face, came into the shop and mooched around the shelves. When I asked if he needed help, he said, ‘Have you got a book called the Bible?’

  Unfortunately, Bernard Hopkins heard this exchange and said with false puzzlement, ‘The Bible? Tell me, young cocker, who’s it written by?’

  The youth blushed. ‘I dunno,’ he said. ‘Weren’t it God?’